I love you for the rest of my life

Xiang Xiu couldn't remember who she met or what she said. She always had Li Chang in his early twenties and Li Chang in his 40s in her mind.

The mountain road was bumpy and bumpy, and Xiang Xiu turned to look at her mother Xiang Jiufeng who was sitting beside her.

"Mom, where are we going now?"

"You go back to school, I go back to work."

After Xiang Xiu was silent for a while, she said, "Mom, when you get on the train, I want to go back to Qingtian first, and then go to school."

Xiang Jiufeng stretched out a hand and gently patted Xiang Xiu's head: "Don't go back to school too late."

"Okay, Mom, I see."

After Xiangxiu saw off her mother at the train station again, she returned to her home in Qingtian Town by car.After opening the door, Xiang Xiu ran straight to her room.She went to the vanity mirror and picked up the box with the bracelet in it.Opening the lid of the box, Xiang Xiu picked up the silver bracelet.

Xiang Xiu seemed to see Li Chang squatting on the side of the half-dark alley on the night of New Year's Eve again, he looked very cold.But after seeing himself, he smiled so happily again.

But I didn't expect that this would be the last meeting.Looking at the silver bracelet spread out in her palm, Xiang Xiu couldn't help but shed tears while smiling.

After nightfall, the moonlight shone lightly on the ground, and under the stars, was Xiang Xiu's cold back.She was sitting on the cold ground with her back against a brick wall, and there was no one around her but herself.

Xiang Xiu kept staring at one direction, which was where Li Chang walked over on the night of the New Year's Eve.He didn't dare to knock on the door to call for someone. He could only wait and wait. Xiang Xiu didn't know how long he had been waiting.She didn't know it at all, but every time she thought about it, she would feel unspeakable sadness in her heart.hate him?Hate!Do you care about him?How can you not care about it!

Xiang Xiu let out a long sigh of relief, as if the two were settled now, she no longer hated, but couldn't help but want to hate, but once hated, she felt extremely sad.People are always contradictory and complicated.

This was the first time that Xiangxiu spent a long time at home in Qingtian Town by herself, it was long and cold, as if she had been exposed to the wind, and the wind started to get cold.

Early the next morning, Xiang Xiu caught the earliest bus to school. Although she missed the morning self-study, she managed to catch up with the first class.

The new deskmate asked: "Xiang Xiu, where did you go on leave? Why are your eyes so red? Have you ever cried?"

Xiang Xiu squeezed out a smile: "No, I came running just now, maybe I ran too fast, so it looks like this. It's very strange, like running around the track every time in physical education class, as long as the speed increases , My eyes want to shed tears, I can't control it no matter what."

"The girl who chased the wind."

"Hahaha...you can still joke! Obviously you are such a shy boy."

When Xiang Xiu said this, her new tablemate's face immediately became hot, and then blushed unconsciously.

"Okay, let's not talk about it, it's time for class."

After Xiang Xiu laughed unkemptly for a while, she asked again: "What's the class now?"

The new deskmate raised the Chinese textbook he just took out from the desk: "Look here, do you understand?"

"Roger that!"

Xiang Xiu's voice is still bright, and she still looks full of energy and vitality.Actually, nothing out of the ordinary.At least in front of many people, she always looks happy and untroubled.

After the morning class, Xiang Xiu came to Shantao's classroom door and waited.Xiang Xiu felt that she had a lot to say to Shan Tao.

Looking left and right, Xiang Xiu finally arrived at Shantao.But what is she waiting for?It was Shantao holding her roommate and her deskmate, the two of them were talking and laughing in an intimate manner.

There were many people leaving the classroom, Shantao was caught in the crowd, and Xiang Xiu was also caught in the crowd.But when Xiang Xiu squeezed towards her, Shan Tao walked past her deskmate on her arm.

She didn't see me?Shantao didn't see me?

Xiang Xiu didn't give up, she called out, "Shantao."

The second voice: "Mountain peach."

The third sound: "Shantao..."

Shantao's deskmate stopped, and she pulled Shantao: "Your friend called you."

Shan Tao suddenly turned around: "Ah, Xiang Xiu, I didn't see you just now."

"It's okay, it's good to see now."

Shantao is still Shantao, she smiled gently, but for some reason, Xiang Xiu looked more and more sad now.

"Xiang Xiu, do you have anything to do with me?"

Can I come to you if I need something?Xiang Xiu's heart was hammered hard, causing a dull pain.

"It's okay, it's okay...I'm leaving."

Xiang Xiu turned around, Shantao's voice was no longer behind her.As for Shantao, she continued to walk towards the school cafeteria arm in arm with her deskmate.She also felt uncomfortable, she didn't know what was going on between them, she wanted to cry so much, even if it was a quarrel with Xiang Xiusheng at the top of her lungs.

Xiang Xiu returned to the dormitory in a trance, thinking that Shantao would be very happy to see her, and she would ask where you have been these two days?If I say so, she will give me a hug...

Xiang Xiu threw herself on the bed and buried her face in the quilt, feeling sad except for being sad. She wanted to cry, but she couldn't shed a single tear.

I've shed too many tears recently, and I've probably scared the original Xiang Xiu away.When Xiang Xiu said this to herself, it seemed to be mocking, but also felt distressed.

After lying down for a while, Sun Li opened the door and came in with two breakfasts in her hand.

"Xiang Xiu, get up and eat."

Hearing Sun Li's voice, Xiang Xiu got up.

"Why did you make two copies?"

"I just saw you went to find Shantao, but you walked back to the dormitory alone, and didn't go to the cafeteria at all. I was afraid that you would be hungry, so I ordered an extra serving. But I used a disposable lunch box, So for a while you are responsible for taking out the trash!"

"Okay! Received!"

Xiang Xiu lifted the lunch box and started to eat, her appetite couldn't be better.

Sun Li sat aside and said with a smile: "Eat slowly, you usually eat slowly, don't eat so fast now, you will choke."

Xiang Xiu chuckled, then lowered her head and took a few mouthfuls of rice.

Sun Li felt a little helpless, she saw everything, she didn't know why Shantao was like that, but she knew that Xiang Xiu would be very sad.

"Xiang Xiu, where did you go on leave? What's the matter?"

"No, my mother is back. She has been out of town, and it's rare for her to come back once, so I asked for leave. I just sent her to the train yesterday."

Xiang Xiu spoke solemnly, but the tip of her nose began to turn sour.

"Then... are you okay?"

Xiang Xiu nodded and didn't speak, she was afraid that she would cry out if she opened her mouth, because the tears had already flowed out unsatisfactorily.

Xiang Xiu turned her back to Sun Li, she didn't want Sun Li to see herself like this, as fragile as a water polo, crying at the slightest touch.

Sun Li understood, so she sat silently aside, as Xiang Xiu wished, she would not see her cry.Sun Li bowed her head while eating, she could empathize with it because the current Xiang Xiu was the former Sun Li.

Everyone has friends and everyone loses friends.With so many people coming and going, there are very few you can keep.Time is changing, people are changing, and hearts are changing.What doesn't change is often the most painful.

After Xiang Xiu wiped away her tears, she turned around and looked at Sun Li: "Sun Li, let's go to eat together in the future, we will do everything together."

Sun Li looked at Xiang Xiu with teary eyes, she nodded and said, "Okay."