Obsessed with Qin

His mother whipped, and the sharp corners of the hard-shell book hurt his whole body, but Qin Jin remained silent as if his senses had been stripped away. He just stretched out his hand to hug her when Qin's mother was crying the most, and said in a low voice. Said: "Mom, you love your two sons so much, how can you bear to watch my brother suffer for the rest of his life, you force him like this, it makes him more uncomfortable than killing him. Homosexuality is not perverted, two men are together with one man and the other Girls are no different. If you want to have a grandson, you can adopt a surrogate. It is guaranteed to be of the blood of the Qin family. When I beg you, don't make my brother feel uncomfortable anymore, okay? If you get stuck here and don't retreat, my brother should What should we do? You don't want him to have the reputation of being gay and being poked in the back by others, so you just have the heart to let him have the reputation of being unfilial and being cast aside by others?"

Qin's mother was tired from beating, her hands were hanging down loosely, the book fell to her feet with a clatter, and she was half leaning on Qin Jin's arms, wiping away her tears.Qin Jin opened his mouth, and found that he had already said all he could say and persuade, but his mother still looked intolerable and unforgivable, full of powerlessness in his heart, so he patted his mother comfortingly. Shoulder.

Qin Jin originally wanted to send his mother back to the bedroom, coax her to sleep before leaving, but unexpectedly, his mother pushed him away suddenly, rushed back to the bedroom and locked the door behind him.Qin Jin stood at the door of Mom and Dad's bedroom through the door for nearly 10 to [-] minutes. He was relieved when he didn't hear any strange movement inside, and raised his voice: "Mom, I talked too much just now. It’s over, I was wrong, I apologize. Regarding my brother’s matter, I also hope that you can calm down and think about it, is it the outsiders’ eyes and opinions that are important, or my brother’s life’s happiness is more important.”

Before going out, Qin Jin warmed up a cup of milk in the microwave, put it in a small tray, and placed it at the door of Qin's mother's bedroom.While the microwave oven was running, Qin Jin took out some ice cubes from the refrigerator, wrapped them in a cloth and applied them to his face.Mother Qin's slap didn't hold any strength at all, Qin Jin now has an unhealed gash on half of his face, and a bright red slap mark on the other half of his face, he is in a mess.After applying ice for a while, the swelling barely subsided. Qin Jin threw the remaining ice cubes into the toilet to flush away, sighing and thinking, how can I explain it when I see Qin Zhao later...

Before going out, Qin Jin ran to the door of the bedroom to have a look again. Seeing that the milk was still upright there, he knocked on the door worriedly, and heard Mother Qin's crying voice from the bedroom: "Don't Annoy me, turn your elbow at your brother, go find your brother!" Qin Jin didn't make another sound, took his wallet and keys and left the house.

Qin Jin didn't take a taxi when he went out, and strolled to the convenience store on the corner of the street. He didn't look at Qin Zhao's Cayenne, and then saw a white Captiva thrown by the side of the road. The license plate number was very familiar. It was Chu Nian. car.Qin Jin rubbed half of his face that had just been beaten, and leaned over to knock on the car window.

The dark car window was lowered, revealing most of Qin Zhao's face wearing sunglasses. Qin Zhao ticked off the sunglasses, squinted his eyes and stared at Qin Jin's face for two seconds, and said, "What's going on? Son? I haven't seen you for an hour, how come you got more blessings?"

Qin Jin never thought that he could hide it from Qin Zhao, and waved his hand dejectedly: "Say it in the car!"

Qin Zhao didn't say anything else, just watched Qin Jin walk around from the front of the car in silence, and jumped to the co-pilot's seat.When Kepaqi slid out along the path, Qin Jin took out a stick of chewing gum from the glove box, bit half of it himself, and forced the remaining half into Qin Zhao's mouth.

Qin Zhao laughed while driving: "What kind of hobby do you have!"

Qin Jin lowered the back of the seat, and put his legs on the empty seat in front of the car: "It's a hobby to take advantage of it! Why did you drive Chu Nian's car? His family's small car is 800 years old. Going back to the warehouse, isn’t the engine full of rat nests?”

"Qin Jin, if you disgust me again, I'll kick you out of the car!" Qin Zhao raised his hand and slapped Qin Jin lightly on the forehead. After thinking for a while, he said, "This slap on your face is Did our mother dump it?"

Qin Jin smiled: "Brother, in fact, you graduated from the fortune-telling college with a major in fortune-telling, right? You can guess the cause and effect of everything at a glance. Before going out, I chatted with my mother, but we didn't get together, Lafayette In a fit of anger, he bestowed the little 'Yizhanghong'."

Qin Zhao still had the same steady look, his eyes were hidden behind the sunglasses, and no one could see what he was thinking. He tapped his fingers on the steering wheel twice, and said, "Talked for a few words? What about the two?" Is it all related to me? Did Mom cry and fight in front of you? First tell us how good we are, then how proud she is of us, especially me, and then show that she understands homosexuality But the unacceptable theory, interspersed with memory killing, is this the routine?"

Qin Jin was really startled now, with his mouth half open stupidly, looking at Qin Zhao's blade-like side face, he murmured: "Damn, boss, what kind of half-immortal are you? Do you have a business card?" , let's leave a contact information."

"Mom has been playing this trick in front of me for almost ten years." Qin Zhao twitched the corners of his mouth, smiling a little coldly, "I've tried both coaxing and persuasion, soft and hard, and I finally found you. This old man Ma'am, I thought I was the 16-year-old Qin Zhao."

Qin Jin leaned on his arm, chewing gum slowly, and said vaguely: "Brother, how did you survive at that time? Mom actually forced you with death, and dad also..." Halfway through the words, Qin Jin Jin suddenly sat up from the co-pilot, rushed over to Qin Zhao and kissed hard on the face, and said: "No matter what, this time, I will never leave you, the two of us will carry it together when the sky falls! I will never Let you face those unhappy things alone! We didn’t kill anyone, set fire to it, or rob anyone’s treasury. We are worthy of the Constitution of the People’s Republic of China. It’s a disgrace to be a pervert!”

"Pervert? Shame? Is that what Mom told you? No wonder you quarreled with her. Mom was so angry that she didn't know what to do. It hurts, right?" Qin Zhao spared one hand to stroke Qin Jin's hair, laughing He became softer: "Be smarter in the future, I'm not at home, don't fight hard with Mom, there is no reason to be beaten."

Qin Jin was quite comfortable being shunned by Qin Zhao, half-closed his eyes with a smile, and said softly: "The more you are not at home, the more I can't back down. It is the love between the two of us, and I want to protect it. You said Yes, let them know that I am uncontrollable."

"I'm a quick learner." Qin Zhao smiled and pinched Qin Jin's cheeks, thousands of lights flashed in his eyes under the sunglasses, intertwined with light and dark.

The car turned to the outskirts, and there were almost no people on the road. There were large wheat fields on both sides of the road, which were green and looked very comfortable.Qin Jin turned on the car stereo smoothly, and when the melody of "You Know My Confusion" floated out, Qin Jin suddenly remembered something, looked at Qin Zhao and said, "Brother, there is something you may not have known, to be honest, I really I don't want to tell you, but I feel that it's not fair to you."

"What's the matter, so philosophical." Qin Zhao turned his face to look at Qin Jin while shifting gears. Seeing his small face stretched like a bun, he couldn't help but smile: " Don't rush to say it, let Banxian make a guess first—did Mom tell you that the reason why Xu Mingshen went to drug trafficking was guided by her, and she wanted Xu Mingshen to stay in prison for the rest of his life, so that he would never be taken away again? Let her beautiful eldest son go away forever on the wrong path that violates the core values ​​of socialism?"

This time Qin Jin didn't even have to be surprised, he gave a thumbs up silently: "Master!"

Qin Zhao sighed, with a helpless expression on his face: "Qin Jin, Xu Mingshen and I didn't make it to the end, and it has nothing to do with anyone. It's not because of coercion from my father, or because of my mother's death, and it's not because of those who have seen ghosts Powder, but because both of us are too selfish, and neither of us can trust the other completely. To put it bluntly, I am the same kind of person as him, ruthless, utilitarian, selfish, and cruel. If you want to get a share from me, you must Give me ten points first, he and I are unwilling to be the one who pays more, so every step of the way is dead end."

Qin Jin stretched out his hand to hold the corner of Qin Jin's clothes: "Brother, I will not only give you ten points, but I will give you everything I have."

"When I first saw those things in Xu Mingshen's clothes, I knew that my parents were playing tricks behind my back. How could he be a poor boy who can't eat enough to get on this line. I dared to go to jail for him because I know that my father is behind this matter, and I can't die. He dared to leave without looking back because he saw through and mixed with me. Abandoning whom, it’s just a tacit agreement to break up.” Qin Zhao thought for a while, and then said, “With Mom’s current state, we probably won’t be able to keep things a secret for too long, so you have to be prepared.”

Qin Jin held Qin Zhao's clothes tightly in his hand, and said: "I have been thinking before, if you don't go to jail, don't have drugs, and don't mess with your mother, can you and him grow old together. Say no Honestly, I am very at ease now, I know how to love you. Qin Zhao, I am young, I have little experience, I am ignorant, but I am willing to grow up and mature as soon as possible for you, and I am willing to become Better people, so let's not give up no matter what happens, okay?"

Even if the darkness you have experienced before strikes again with a more turbulent posture, don't give up on me and our love, okay?

Qin Zhao freed one hand to interlock Qin Jin's fingers, and said softly, "Okay."

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