Obsessed with Qin

The always bullying little Tenpeng is often late for school, and it is said that it is because his father's X-series BMW always blows out tires or shatters the windshield for no reason.Old Tianpeng once thought that he had committed a crime of Tai Sui, until one day, someone pointed to a boy in white clothes with sharp black hair and told him that he was a guy who was known to be as smart as he was famous, and he was as vicious as he was. There is a kind of person in the world who is more terrifying than the illusory god and ghost Tai Sui.

They never believe that there are gods and Buddhas in this world, they only think that they are the gods and Buddhas who broke the sky and the earth.

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Qin Jin quickly took a battle shower, got out of the bathroom wrapped in a cloud of water vapor, stood in front of the wardrobe with the door wide open, and began to worry about what he should wear.It's too formal to wear, and it looks good, but it's inconvenient to play during the barbecue, not to mention that there is Chu Nian there, and it is guaranteed to make him wonder if he stomped his brain under his feet when choosing clothes; It's too sporty, it doesn't look good and doesn't show your figure.Qin Ershao is now completely in the early stage of a relationship full of hormones. Give him a tail, and he can play peacock in front of Qin Zhao every day.

After giving birth to two handsome sons, Qin's mother is willing to spend money on clothes, and Qin Jin's two wardrobes are full.Qin Jin plunged into the pile of clothes like a diver, and found a set of sportswear that he hadn't worn much since he bought it.

Simple black patterns are printed on the pure white background, some pleats have been added to the neckline and cuffs, and the trousers are particularly exquisite. The calf has a tightening design, which elongates the line of the whole leg.

The sportswear is a very expensive foreign brand and the style is too fancy. When I bought it, Qin Jin put it in the bottom of the box. Wearing such attractive clothes in school and matching him, who is himself attractive, is simply capitalized. It's okay to find something.

After matching the clothes, Qin Jin dug out a pair of limited-edition hiking shoes from the shoe cabinet. The grip was very good. He only wore them once when playing a national competition, and they were as good as new.After Qin Jin changed his outfit, he spun around in front of the mirror a couple of times, and popped two pimples that had just appeared by the way.Turning around, she saw Qin's mother at the door of the room, staring at him blankly, wondering what she was thinking.

Qin Jin is now completely subconsciously guilty in front of his queen mother, and he stutters when he yells "Mom", even he himself can't stand it.

Qin's mother raised her hand and rubbed Qin Jin's head, and helped him straighten his collar, and said, "You are so thoughtful, do you want to go out to meet your little girlfriend?"

Qin Jin looked back at himself in the glasses. The color of the sportswear was so clean that it was dazzling, and there was a little moisture left on the short, pierced black hair. Ignoring the large band-aid on his face, he looked like a newly born Xiuzhu after the rain. hearty.

Qin Jin avoids Qin's mother's hand, plucks his hair twice, smiles a little fake, and said: "Where is the girlfriend? I was nervous when I saw a girl since I was a child. It's not like you don't know, so you went out to gather with your classmates Ju, it's been a long time since I saw you, dress up decently, you have a bright face, don't you!"

Qin's mother stared at Qin Jin for a while, and suddenly said: "I don't know why during this time, I always dreamed of you when you were young, a little big thing, wrinkled and ugly, I once suspected that it was a mistake. Now, according to the looks of me and your father, it is impossible to give birth to such an ugly son." Speaking of this, Qin's mother smiled, and Qin Jin also smiled in response to the occasion, and said: "I am ugly. The main thing is to follow my father, not my mother!"

Qin's mother didn't answer Qin Jin's words, and she was stuck in her memories: "Later, you grew up and became more and more handsome. The little sisters around me all envied me. The two sons are better than the other. Especially It's Qin Zhao, who looks good and has good grades. Although he has a tough temper, he has a good heart and a chivalry of the old world. I always wonder if God is too lenient to me, why would he give me two A sweet boy."

Qin Jin retreated to the computer desk and sat down. He could vaguely guess what Qin's mother was going to say to him next, and his heart became more and more uneasy, but he couldn't bear to walk away, so he could only bite the bullet and continue listening.Qin's mother pulled a chair and sat opposite Qin Jin. She took out a pen from the pen holder and held it in her hand to play with. superior.

Qin Jin pretended to clear his throat, and said bravely: "Mom, just say what you want to say, I'm a stupid person, and I'm going around too much, I might miss the point."

Qin's mother suddenly leaned over and held Qin Jin's hand, holding both hands firmly, she looked into Qin Jin's eyes, and almost begged: "Xiao Jin, please help my mother to persuade you Brother, mom can't just watch him go the wrong way! Mom knows that homosexuality is not a disease, but getting married and having children is a normal life, and he can't really live with men all his life!"

Qin Jin shivered like an electric shock, his palms turned cold instantly, he avoided Qin's mother's hand, rubbed his nose, and said in a low voice: "What do you mean by that, what did my brother tell you?" ?”

"There is one thing that your father and I never told you, because we were afraid that you would be scared when you were too young, and also because we were afraid that you would follow the wrong path." Qin's mother bit her lips and lowered her head. Mixed with a dash of white.

Qin Jin was in such a mess as if he had fought two world wars, he hesitated for a while and put his hand behind his mother Qin's hair, and said softly, "Is the thing you haven't told me related to Xu Mingshen? My brother once served in prison for Xu Mingshen, and the two of them almost got together."

Qin's mother was surprised for a moment, and soon calmed down. She looked at Qin Jin steadily, and tears gradually appeared in her eyes: "That's right, how could such a thing be completely hidden? I won't tell you, Qin Jin Not to mention, there will always be people who do good things and gossip in front of you... Your brother was only 16 years old at that time, how could I just watch him ruin himself, that is my son , my son who loves and protects like my life..."

Several images flashed through Qin Jin's mind, and finally it was fixed in a small park in Shanghai. When Qin Zhao confessed everything to him with a slightly painful expression, he tried to make his tone sound calm: "So, in the When you realized something was wrong with my brother, what did you and my dad do? Did Xu Mingshen go back to drug trafficking because of my dad? It was dad who made drug dealers find Xu Mingshen who was eager to make money. Dad arranged I want the police to arrest him, and I want Xu Mingshen to stay in prison for the rest of my life, and never meet Qin Zhao again, right?"

Qin's mother didn't speak anymore, tears rolled down her eyes, she was silent for a long time, and said with a trembling voice: "It's not your father, it's me, I set up a trick to plot against Xu Mingshen, I swallowed sleeping pills after your brother went to jail Forced to die. After your brother came out of prison, he refused to talk to me as a mother. Seeing him now, I am really scared. Xiaojin, can you help me look after him? Thousands of thousands Don't let him get mixed up with Xu Mingshen again, don't let him get mixed up with any man, can't you just go and make a girlfriend? Why do you have to be a pervert and gossip all your life... "Mother Qin finally cried out, "I'm really scared... I don't want to go through it again... the feeling that the whole family is going to fall apart..."

Qin Jin swayed, stood up from the chair, paced around the room in a daze, and muttered: "It turned out to be like this...you induced Xu Mingshen to sell drugs...you forced him to die...you How can you be so cruel...My brother just wants to be with the person he likes again...What's wrong with homosexuality...I didn't kill anyone, didn't break the law and didn't hinder anyone...Why is he a pervert..."

The room was extremely quiet. Although Qin Jin's voice was very soft, Qin's mother heard it. She threw herself on Qin Jin's body like crazy, and grabbed his arm tightly, almost sinking her nails into the flesh, turning red. There were tears in his eyes: "No matter how cruel I am, I am still a mother! No mother would just stand by and watch her son go astray. I know that Qin Zhao has always had opinions on me in his heart, and blamed me for using such a tough way. Let them separate, but, even if I do it all over again, I will still make this choice, I absolutely cannot accept that my son is with a man of the same sex! It is a shame that he did not kill or break the law!"

"Enough! This is not love! This is vanity!" Qin Jin's voice was filled with anger, and he let his mother pinch his arm so painfully, but he refused to give in at all, "You can't bear to keep arguing The proud son has become a joke of outsiders. My brother is gay, and being with men makes you ashamed, doesn’t it? You keep saying that this is wrong, so what is right? Let my brother go against his will Is it right to live in pain and be unhappy all your life? Mom, you are too selfish!"

Qin Jin's voice hadn't finished yet when Qin's mother slapped her hands, her voice was so clear that it hurt people's eardrums.Qin Jin was beaten to the side, the gauze on his face was a little loose, he simply raised his hand and tore it off and threw it on the ground, exposing the unhealed wound underneath.

Qin's mother was so angry that she was trembling all over. She turned around and couldn't find a tool, so she grabbed a hard-shell book stacked on the computer table and hit Qin Jin fiercely: "I'm vain! I'm selfish! I'm Thinking of you all the time, it turned out to be my fault! The big one hates me, the small one blames me, why did I give birth to you two enemies in the first place! Why! When I gave birth to your brother, I almost lost my life! Now, it's all my fault!"

Qin Jin remained motionless as Qin