last shizuku

[Fantasy Partner Doujin] Last Shizuku

Author: Sirnath

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Similarly, this short story is also a story about Bastian and Flau that I wrote a while ago, I hope you like it

Because this is the second fanfic about this pair of CPs, it is relatively normal.I hope everyone feels the same way.People who have read the ending of the article said that the ending is happy and sad, I don't know what you think!

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Content tags: reunited as if lost in a broken mirror

Search keywords: Protagonist: Bastian, Flau┃Supporting role: ┃Others: 07ghost, magic partner

apologize

"Flau, I'm really sorry!"

I knelt on the ground, put my hands on the ground, bent my waist, and pressed my forehead to the ground. I never raised my head.I have been in this position for 3 hours.This is the worst apology I know.

In front of me is my favorite child.You sit on the bed, curled up in a ball, your head against your knees, your arms wrapping tightly around your legs, covering your entire head.You tried desperately to hold back your tears, but you couldn't.I really don't know how to comfort you, I don't know how to apologize for what I have done, I can only listen to your choking sound quietly, and repeat this sentence from time to time, hoping to convey my love again, I hope you can I know, the only thing I haven't betrayed is this feeling, I hope to get your slightest understanding.I hope you know that I am true to you, and I am not deceiving you at all.I dare not extravagantly ask for your forgiveness, and I dare not extravagantly expect to return to the days when I had no grievances. I only hope that you can remember the agreement made that night and stop being so sad.It doesn't matter if you hate me, scold me, or even kill me, I just hope that you can stop your tears, and that you can show a smile again in your future life.

"I...it's...it doesn't matter anymore, so..."

It seems to be very difficult to say this sentence.You didn't finish the whole sentence, but I know what you're trying to say next.You have said that more than once.You want me to stop feeling guilty and hope that I can get up, but looking at the scene in front of me, how can I get up.You are my favorite child, the person I want to protect no matter what, but also the person I hurt the most.You know, I didn't cry in front of me, because I didn't have the qualifications to cry.Everything is my fault and I know it.However, my heart was crying, bloody tears, confessing, full of remorse, but also full of helplessness.That night was the same as today, it was a full moon, and I never forgot the oath made that night. Everything seemed to happen yesterday, and my memory was still fresh and vivid.You know, the scene now is the last thing I want to see. I would rather die under your scythe than you be so sad. I would rather you hate me, forget me, and forget everything between us forever. I would like to see you shed tears again, and I can't do anything while watching all this.

"I won't cry anymore, because with you here, I can tell you all the sad things, right?"

Your innocent words saved you and me that night.This is the best reward for my dedication over the years.Now, I have ruined you, myself, and everything between us. Seeing you crying in front of me, and returning to loneliness again, I can't do anything.The child who once said that she no longer needs tears is crying because of my betrayal.All because of my betrayal, I betrayed you, I betrayed Jio, I betrayed the church, I betrayed the trust and admiration of countless bishops.As long as you can hold back your tears, even if I apologize in front of all the nuns and the bishop, I won't have any complaints.But if this happens, what's the point of saying forgive me?Is it really your sincere words?Can you really let go?I'm not like those criminals, I don't need false comfort, I don't need lies to enrich myself, I don't need words that don't come from your heart, I don't just think about how to escape this guilt, I will face it My own mistakes, I truly face you who have been hurt the most by me, and sincerely beg you.

So, I choose to be alone with you, choose this way.Because of this, I can see the real you.In front of me, you will not hide, I can feel the pain in your heart.Even if I’m not forgiven, even if I’m here forever, even if you don’t have me in your heart anymore, I’ll kneel until you no longer cry, kneel until you’re willing to look up at me, kneel Until the day you make your decision.At that time, whether you forgive me or choose to cut all ties between us, I will obey your decision.I will wait until that day, and wait quietly.

"Why... you want to..."

You seem to have calmed down a bit.And following your question, my thoughts went back to the day I first met you 10 years ago, and bits and pieces of the past resurfaced in my mind.

meet for the first time

It was an ordinary and extraordinary day.I was on tour in the sixth district and couldn't go back to the church because of the road blockage.You sit on this Asura battlefield, lifeless.Beside you, there are many children who are the same age as you.Now is the time for the empire to suppress the whole territory of the Ragus Kingdom. If you don’t save you, what awaits you may be to become a slave or be killed. No matter what, I don’t want you to end up like this.You are an innocent child.

"Do you still have strength?"

I walked up to you, bent down, and asked in as gentle a voice as possible.

"..."

Expected no answer.You are still sitting, without any light in your eyes, as if waiting for death to come.

"What's your name?"

"..."

"Do you still have the strength to stand up?"

"..."

I asked 3 questions, but you didn't say a word.

"You'll be killed here, come with me to a safe place, okay?"

Maybe you just got hit hard by something, and the sadness in your eyes is palpable.

"leave me alone."

You're like a haughty beast that's been wounded all the time and doesn't want to get close to anyone.Perhaps, the only thing you expect to see right now is death.But, for you, it's too early.

I hold you carefully in my arms.As expected, you were so startled by this move that you forgot to resist.I let you sit on my arm, rest your head on my shoulder, and carry you away from this Shura field.

From beginning to end, you didn't say a word.You must be very sad, you must want to go with them.However, I am selfish and cannot satisfy your wish.As a priest, I cannot let you go to death alone;.

"Have you not found it yet?"

A man's voice came from afar.

"I'm very sorry, I haven't found that priest yet!"

Hearing this voice, I quietly hugged you tighter.The priest they're looking for is Fia Kreuz who brought Pandora's box into this kingdom, I know.This is a big event for our church.

You in my arms, your eyes still stay at the place just now, where there is your past and your reluctance.However, I must make you give up these things.Maybe I'm being cruel, but in order for you to survive, I have to.

At night, while you were sleeping, soldiers from the army found me and asked me to hand you over.

"Give that unknown son to us!"

I don't know why the chief of staff said that.

"Why do you say he is an unlucky son?"

They have nothing to do with you, just because you are a child of Ragus, they say you are ominous?I will not believe such absurd reasons.

"I won't hand him over to you!"

I'm equally serious!I can't let you be betrayed without knowing anything.

"Then, if you trade your life for it, we'll let him go."

"Exchange my life?" I muttered to myself for a while, "No problem."

There was nausea in my stomach, but looking at you sleeping soundly, I felt an inexplicable comfort.

How can a child whom I have only known for less than a day, a child whom I picked up by chance, make me pay so much?I have no idea.However, since I saw you, I have a feeling that I have to protect you.

"One day, you will regret your decision today!" Before leaving, the chief of staff said again, "He is a cursed man! Anyone who comes into contact with him will not escape bad luck!"

I returned to your side, watched you shrink into a ball in the cold, I gently hugged you, put you in my arms, and took off your clothes to keep you warm.

"Why...just leave me..."

You were crying sadly, and your body was shaking slightly.

I hold you tighter like a baby.Feeling a bit of warmth, you calmed down and slept soundly.

It snowed heavily in Lagos, it was a beautiful snow, but it was also a cruel snow.The killing of the war made the ground that should have been snow-white bright red.

However, I would like to thank this piece of snow. In the snow, you are as quiet as a corpse that can no longer make a sound around you.Your glorious golden hair, reflecting the sun and shining brightly in the sun, was the golden hair that led me to find you.

Looking at the one sleeping in my arms, I have an illusion that there is a circle of golden light shining on your body, and mine seems to be the same.

Maybe I'm too tired to have an illusion?I wrap you tightly in my clothes and hold you to sleep.

Now, I kneel before you, and you ask me when I made a deal with the Imperial Army.How should I answer your question, Flau?Really, is it good to tell you the truth?

I didn't say a word, I didn't say a word