If You Don't Fall In Love, You'll Die

Shen Jiaze waited outside for nearly an hour, but Gu Xi hadn't gone downstairs yet, he thought for a while, then parked his car and went upstairs.

When Xiao Wang saw Mr. Shen coming, he immediately approached him wisely and said, "Director Gu is a little tired these days and is resting. Do you need me to wake him up?"

Shen Jiaze said: "No need, let him sleep for a while."

Xiao Wang was very considerate, and deliberately led him to the door of the office. Shen Jiaze hesitated for a moment, but Xiao Wang had already opened the door for him on his own initiative, and whispered: "Boss Shen, go in and wait."

Shen Jiaze came in.

Xiao Wang felt that he had done a great thing!In a sense, he really did a pretty big thing!

Shen Jiaze was afraid of waking Gu Xi up, so he acted lightly. He felt sorry for him falling asleep on the chair, but he didn't dare to go forward and give him a more comfortable position...

While watching, Gu Xi suddenly frowned, and tears overflowed from the corners of his eyes.

Shen Jiaze's heart skipped a beat, and he hurried forward.

Gu Xi cried, why did Gu Xi cry?

The two have been entangled for so many years, Shen Jiaze has hardly seen Gu Xi cry.He is strong, mature, and takes everything calmly, not to mention tears, he hardly even looks vulnerable.

But now...he...were crying, and the tears flowed fiercely, as if he had been greatly wronged, and he was crying in his sleep.

Shen Jiaze was at a loss, his heart was so painful that he was almost numb, he hurriedly stepped forward and hugged him tightly: "Don't cry, what did you dream about? Don't cry... don't cry..."

Gu Xi opened his eyes, with a trembling voice, haggard and restless, he said, "Shen Jiaze, I'm very scared."

These words hit Shen Jiaze's heart like a heavy stone, his brain and blood froze for a moment, and then a surge of regret like mountains and seas flooded his mouth and nose, and he lost his breath Ability.

"I'm sorry..." He said these three words weakly.

Ever since Gu Xi told him that he never liked Shen Qingxu, Shen Jiaze has been immersed in great regret.

If Gu Xi didn't like Shen Qingxu, then what did he do?

Gu Xi has always liked him, so didn't he push him away with his own hands?

Thinking of this, Shen Jiaze wished he could kill himself.

Kill this self who made Gu Xi sad.

He wanted to protect him in his arms, he wanted to give him the best love, he wanted to be with him forever, he wanted him to be happy, he wanted him to be happy, he wanted him to get all the good things in this world, but he actually hurt He actually made him sad...

Thinking of these, Shen Jiaze wished to smash his own head to death!

Gu Xi still hasn't come out of the emotions of memories, he took off his strong shell, and fully revealed his softest self, he said: "I look at you and never think of Shen Qingxu, what I like is You, I became fat because I was sick at the time and took a lot of hormone-containing medicines, and then my body recovered, and I lost weight after stopping the medicine..."

He didn't even tell Ye Chen about this, but now he told Shen Jiaze.

Shen Jiaze's head buzzed, and he was stunned.

Gu Xi is still talking about her own words: "Before I met you, I wanted to be a director, make movies I like, and do things I like; but after I met you, I wanted to join the Gu family and get my father's approval." I want to be recognized by the Shen family, because I want to be with you."

Shen Jiaze froze completely, he...he...couldn't imagine it at all.

However, Gu Xi seemed to be talking, and he didn't hide anything anymore. He continued: "You have been missing for two days, I have been looking for you everywhere, and I was discussing a very important project at that time. A huge loss. My dad was very angry and asked me where the hell I was. I was in a hurry and just wanted to find you, so I came out with him."

Shen Jiaze hugged his hand violently, his voice was extremely hoarse: "I'm sorry, Gu Xi... I'm sorry."

But Gu Xi seemed to have heard nothing, he said: "I was kicked out of the company, I don't know where to go, and then Ah Chen helped me, he gave me an advance, gave me a leading role, encouraged me I work as a director. I thought at the time, you are about to graduate, and if I don’t make some money, I can’t give you a graduation gift.”

"Shen Jiaze, that car is not unusual, but it was the only thing I could afford at the time."

Shen Jiaze opened his mouth, and found that he could no longer utter the three words I'm sorry.

Gu Xi said again: "You think I don't care about you, but why should I care about you? Do you know how I felt when I saw the scene in the hotel? I walked home from the hotel for two full hours. I don’t even know how I got back when I entered the house. But I believe in you, I believe in you! I know you won’t betray me, I know you won’t do anything wrong to me, I ask Brother Xinghai to investigate the whole story, Now that I know what's going on...Shen Jiaze, I believe in you, why don't you believe me."

Shen Jiaze's eyes were red, his throat seemed to be blocked by a cork, and he couldn't even utter a single syllable.

Gu Xi continued: "During that time, you drank too much, came home late, and didn't answer the phone... I wasn't angry? I was very angry! But I thought you came out of the closet and had conflicts with your family, that's why you became like this. I understand you, but why don't you understand me."

"Shen Jiaze." Gu Xi cried until his voice became hoarse, "Do you know how painful I am? Do you know how desperate I was when I made up my mind to break up with you? Do you know what losing you means to me? "

"I'm sorry..." Shen Jiaze hugged him tightly, and said clumsily, "It's all my fault, Gu Xi, it's all my fault."

He was so distressed that he kissed Gu Xi, his cold tears tinged with bitterness.Shen Jiaze didn't dare to imagine at all, didn't dare to imagine what he had done, and didn't dare to imagine what Gu Xi had endured alone.

At this moment, he would rather that Gu Xi didn't love him, at least Gu Xi wouldn't be so sad, wouldn't be so sad.

He couldn't see Gu Xi being sad, he obviously wanted him to be happy the most, he obviously wanted his happiness the most, and he was obviously willing to give up everything to bless him.

But... but... Shen Jiaze really wanted to kill himself!

After crying tired, Gu Xi fell asleep, leaning against Shen Jiaze's arms, sleeping very restlessly.

Shen Jiaze carefully picked him up and took him to the inner lounge.

When he fell asleep like this, his eyes would definitely feel uncomfortable when he woke up. Shen Jiaze wanted to find him a hot towel to wipe it off, but just as he got up, Gu Xi was startled and pulled his clothes hard.

Shen Jiaze's heart really didn't know what it was like.

It was smashed to pieces and put together gently...

He didn't move any more, he just hugged Gu Xi carefully and kissed his forehead: "Gu Xi, please give me another chance."

For the rest of his life, he belonged to Gu Xi.

No matter what happens, he will trust him and give him eternal happiness.

Although they have experienced a lot and missed a lot, after meeting again, both of them have matured.

Gu Xi will no longer bear everything alone, and Shen Jiaze has also learned to communicate and trust.

Love is not limited to Ye Chen and Ren Jing, but also to Gu Xi and Shen Jiaze.

No matter what you are, you will find your own love.

Two years later.

Finally, Gu Xi didn't let Shen Jiaze wait in the car, but took him to a friend's party.

Ye Chen was very relieved, knowing that Old Shen had finally made it through!Really gratifying!

Ye Chen watched them walk all the way, and knew more than anyone else.

At that time, after Gu Xi died once, he was temporarily let go.But Shen Jiaze heard that his uncle was getting engaged, and after knowing that Gu Xi was not with Shen Qingxu, he felt that he could still be a 'stand-in'.But how could Gu Xi care about him?He simply asked Ye Chen to act in a play, driving Shen Jiaze away completely.

At that time, Shen Jiaze was also dizzy, thinking that Gu Xi finally hated him, that Gu Xi had finally stepped out of Shen Qingxu's shadow, and finally no longer needed him.

All hope was lost, he left this country, but he still didn't give up, he always felt that he had become better and better, and Gu Xi would take a look at him again.

But in fact ...

The Shen Jiaze that Gu Xi loves is the best Shen Jiaze.

Later, Ye Chen talked to Shen Jiaze.

After hesitating for a long time, he still told Shen Jiaze about Gu Xi's suicide.

He knew that Gu Xi would never tell this matter in his life, and the scar on his wrist had been repaired long ago, but the hurdle in Gu Xi's heart might not necessarily be over.

And the only one who could help him take that step was Shen Jiaze.

After Ye Chen knew the reason why Shen Jiaze became the heaven and the earth, he planned to tell him about it.

This is actually a punishment, the most severe punishment for Shen Jiaze.

—he almost killed the person he loved the most.

This is what Shen Jiaze has to bear, and he can only use his life to make up for it.

Extra Story (SunX Yu Xingzhe)