Shhh, it's a secret...

In the lively box, a group of people were dancing wildly. I looked at them with a smile on my lips, and drank a fairly high alcohol alcohol for the first time.

The spicy taste spread in my mouth. For the first time, I knew that wine is really a good thing.

Yin You started his own company when he just entered high school, named "Zuo You". He climbed up to the [-]th floor of that building and jumped from the top...

Unrecognizable.

If I hadn't seen the ring in his hand, I really wouldn't have recognized him with his bloody body in high spirits and pride.

Jumping off the stairs, he chose to end his life. Perhaps at the beginning, as smart as he was, he expected this ending, so he chose a hearty joy/love.

I was holding his urn, holding his will in my hand, which was the transfer of rights of "Zuoyou". His signature and fingerprints were already on the bottom of the blank, and mine was missing.

The cemetery chose a place with beautiful mountains and clear waters. His brother handed me a general shovel and said, come here.

He said, Yin You must most hope that you can send him this last journey.

I didn't dare to look into his family's eyes, I just hugged the urn tightly and didn't let go.

he died.

The cold touch of the urn told me the indisputable fact.

I forced him to death.

I clearly remember the last words I said to him.

If you can't bear it, then die.

……

The death of Yin You seems to have hit my mother harder than I did. Her face rarely showed the resoluteness of a strong woman, and she began to be kind to me, and gradually became gentle.

As if he was afraid that I would be overwhelmed, he followed Yin You's footsteps and left.

but……

how could be?

How greedy for life and afraid of death I am, and how selfish I am, how could I choose to die? It takes courage, at least I don’t have it.

I have "Zuoyou", which allows me to live a good life, although I am not as unscrupulous as when he was around, but without him, wouldn't I, Qiao Zuo, not be able to live?

It would be better if he died, the Yin family kept this matter a secret, so I no longer have to worry about the strange eyes of the people around me, and I can finally get rid of his shadow, no longer a person living under his shadow.

I can no longer hear that effeminate "Little Qiao". It is a disaster, isn't it?

……

He is dead, there are many benefits, to list them all, ten A4 papers cannot be listed, but...

I'm not as happy as I thought.

I finally chose to escape. At the moment when I filled out the voluntary form, I chose this place thousands of miles away from home almost without hesitation.

I don't want to stay in the capital, where he can be seen in almost every corner, and I don't want to stay in a world with him anymore.

Until now, countless people still ask me why I came here. This place is remote and on the edge of national defense. Although the scenery is good, it is still not as good as the capital. Even the eating habits are completely different. Are you used to it?

Get used to it?

Sometimes I also ask myself, but most of the unaccustomed is a kind of confident coquettishness, without him, I am no longer the confident little Qiao, I am Qiao Zuo, and I will walk on the road I chose.

"Jozo?"

I frowned and looked up, and there was a tall woman standing in front of me, pointing at Shen Xinhe, who was lying beside me and talking nonsense, and said: "I am Chen Xiaomeng, Shen Xinhe's cousin."

Seeing that I didn't speak, I raised my eyebrows and didn't say anything else. I just lifted Shen Xinhe up and let him lie on her shoulders, and said, "I really didn't expect to see Li here. I thought you, Qiao Shao I will never step into a bar in my life!"

"Oh, by the way, don't you wonder why I know your name?"

"why?"

Hearing this, the woman chuckled: "Oh! It's really heartless." She changed the subject, and then said: "You know? Qiao Zuo, I'm still very curious about what kind of obsession you have with Young Master Yin. The soul medicine actually made him never forget you!"

My hand shaking the wine glass paused, and my eyes stared blankly at the distance. I smiled and looked at her: "Ecstasy? I don't know either! But, Chen Xiaomeng, I can only tell you, Don't spy on what you can't get, even if he is dead, he belongs to me, Qiao Zuo! That's all, what position do you stand to accuse me?"

I feel guilty for Yin You's death, but I have been pampered by him for so many years. Not everyone can come and criticize me. To put it badly, no matter what we do, it is our own business. It's not you outsiders who can make irresponsible remarks.

"Yes, I'm not qualified to talk about you." Chen Xiaomeng was not angry, but continued: "Qiao Zuo, I respectfully call you Young Master Qiao, because it was an unwritten rule when Young Master Yin was here. You don't like wine, Wherever you go, there is almost no smell of alcohol, all of this is because of him, but now, he who is qualified to say you is no longer there, or, in other words, even if he is, he will not say you. "

"You don't know how to drink, why do you come here? Buy drunk to relieve your worries, I don't think you can be so cold-hearted, right? In fact, I am very happy to see you so miserable. Look, you really You are useless, without Yin You, you are nothing!"

"Chen Xiaomeng..."

I held the wine glass tightly: "You are not the first to say this, there are many people who are more radical than you, but do you know why I am still alive and well, but those people are nowhere to be seen? "

In an instant, her face turned pale, and the hands supporting Shen Xinhe became extremely trembling.

Even though what she said was right, I, Qiao Zuo, am a scumbag. Don't expect me to be kind to other people like I did to Yin You.

"As we all know, Yin Youlin made a will before his death. The listed company "Zuoyou" has long been my property, but he still has a hidden will, and that will make your Chen family never recover!"

I looked at her already blue face, smiled, greeted Gao Heqian and left the memory.

Bar, I've had enough.

Yin Woo is fine, for me.

Until after I died, I still relied on his blessing to live a very comfortable life. Sometimes I used it stubbornly, and sometimes I used it unscrupulously without guilt.

I, Qiao Zuo, have always been a stingy person, don't expect you to say something to me, and I will just accept it with a smile without any expression.

Yin You...

I silently read the name.

I thought, maybe, I should find something...