Shhh, it's a secret...

What's so good about Yinyou?

I looked at Shen Xinhe who was already drunk and asked myself silently.

In fact, I have asked this question more than once or twice.

Ever since I was a child, my own mother has treated him better than my own son, I asked her.

In school, there would be no place for me if he was around. He is a school girl, a top student, and his teachers and classmates like him. Although his face was paralyzed the whole time, it didn't affect his popularity at all.

Even in society, he is better than me, he is the famous young master Yin in the capital, who sees him ignoring three points?I am the only one who dares to play wild on him and is still alive and well.

What's so good about Yinyou?

I smiled, Yin You is good at everything, despite everything outside, he is also an incomparable young man, with his own pride, his own stubbornness, never giving up his own persistence, and he treats me wholeheartedly.

I shook the juice in my hand, watching its orange liquid swaying under the light, glowing brightly, just like the dim lights of the capital at night.

I remember, he would stand in a brightly lit place, holding bag after bag of snacks in his hand, laughing and watching me bullying others, pretending to be a tiger, and carrying me back when I was very tired, waiting for me to be quiet sleep and then return to their own home.

At that time, my mother always twisted my ears, scolded me for being a child who could not grow up, and always hated iron and iron during dinner parties in the courtyard, saying, if there is no Yin You, I really don’t know where I am now?

Facts proved that she was wrong, without Yin You, I still lived well, I began to grow up, and began to learn to face some right and wrong, no longer hiding under his wings, enjoying the pure and flawless world.

I can take care of myself, go out alone, live thousands of miles away from home.

Without him, a person is also very good.

I reached out and snatched Shen Xinhe's wine glass, and placed it on the table beside me. Looking into his confused eyes, I smiled and said, "Shen Xinhe, do you know why I don't like you?"

"Why...why...what...?"

"Because I like Yin You!" I smiled, knowing that Shen Xinhe was already drunk and unconscious, but I still said it.

perhaps……

It is because he is unconscious that I can say this unscrupulously.

"He's Yin You, what's so good about him?"

I wrung my fingers, asked myself and answered, "I've been asking this question since I was a child. I think that I, Qiao Zuo, may not be rich or wealthy, but I still have good looks. Why does that Yin You bully me? Even my mother likes him very much."

"But, he's really nice."

"Shen Xinhe, you are no match for him in any aspect, not just you, there is no one in this world who is better than him..."

Maybe there will be someone who looks better than him, has more money than him, and has more power than him, but there is no one who can treat me that well.

"so……"

I looked at Shen Xinhe, looked straight into his eyes, and said word by word: "The relationship between me and you is only three words, it's impossible."

If you have the best you have ever had, if you come to others, you will never be able to see it again.

I am not a person who will make do with it. Over the past few decades, that proud son of heaven has raised me to the point where I am only "exquisite".

Perhaps, the world has changed, and my quality of life plummeted after he left, but everything can be settled, except for my partner.

I can't count how many midnight dreams, he still groaned under me like before, his straight and slender thighs clung to my waist, trembling slightly with the impact, his always cold face also brewed Tao Se, said: "Little Qiao, you actually torment me..."

Although complained slightly, but never refused.

Always open my thighs/legs obediently, let me do whatever I want, sometimes I will stir up the white turbidity that slides down, and ask, if I put this in, will I have a baby?

I laughed at him daydreaming.

He said that even if it is a dream, it is good.

He said, if it is really possible, he will have a child who looks like me, but has a personality like him, because only like him, he will take good care of me for him when he is too old to walk... …

Shen Xinhe, you don't know how good Yin You is.

You are not me, how do you know all that?

Some things, once experienced, really cannot be learned.

Therefore, you and I are doomed to be impossible.

It's not how much I love him, but the memory is too deep, engraved into the soul, and I can't forget it even if I want to.

If I find someone who is inferior to him in everything, how should I face the cynicism of those people, besides, it's trying to scare myself.

Yin You...

I raised the corners of my mouth and smiled, I never thought that I would say that I love you in the third year after your death. I thought I was not an emotionally clean person, but now, I can't accept anyone except you.

You, after all, ruined me.

And I, also three years ago, ruined you.