Shhh, it's a secret...

"Little Joe."

Pushing away the fog, Yin You came from a distance.

As if I was used to his existence, I looked at him without being timid at all.

He touched my face with his cold hands, nostalgic and lingering, he said he missed me, it was a thought that went deep into the bone marrow.

He asked, "Little Joe, do you miss me?"

I lowered my eyes to prevent him from seeing the emotion in my eyes, and I said, "I miss you."

After a pause, I raised my head, looked into his joyful eyes, and said, "I miss you... huh! I miss a ghost, Yin You, do you think it's possible?"

He froze and remained silent for a long time before opening his mouth: "Little Qiao, you are so ruthless."

I was taken aback, this was the second time he called me ruthless.

The teeth marks on my shoulders were painful, I smiled: "I'm ruthless, but so what?"

He pulled me over and locked me tightly in his arms, leaning his chin on his shoulder, unable to see his expression clearly.

He said: "Yes, so what. No matter how ruthless you are, I still can't leave you. Xiao Qiao, do you know that my whole life is in your hands."

After a pause, he said again: "Little Qiao, you said before that you love me."

The heavy breathing spread in the ears, and the voice was trembling, with imperceptible prayers.

"Yeah, I said I love you, but do you believe it?"

I patted his stiff back, my eyes were gentle and cruel: "That's just an excuse for me to avoid him, I'm so selfish, how could I fall in love with anyone but myself! Besides, you're dead, three years Your body is rotten! Am I eating a dead man with nothing to do?"

"Yeah, why did I forget, my little Qiao is always one way before others and another way after others. How can you believe what you say?"

He smiled, which was uglier than crying: "But, even though I knew it was a lie, I couldn't help but be happy. I told myself over and over again that it was true. Xiao Qiao, you are so ruthless, so ruthless that you can't even fantasize about it." refused to give me..."

My heart trembled, I pursed my lips, and didn't answer.

He said: "Little Qiao, I don't have much time, just treat it as me begging you, and find the lost things, okay?"

I looked at him, without nodding or shaking my head, just in my line of sight, accompanied by a roar, he drifted away with the wind again.

Opening his eyes, he looked at the bed curtain above his head, and after a while, he came back to his senses.

something i lost?

Since I was a child, I have lost countless things, mine, his, and what he gave me, there are countless.

And what was he talking about?

Taking a step back, even if I knew which one it was, would it be possible for me to get it back?

Yinyou, Yinyou, where did you get your confidence?

I didn't hear about you when you were here, what's more, now that you're gone, why do you think I'll help you get it back?

Oh, so confident!

"dong dong dong"

There was a sudden knock on the door, and I frowned and looked over. Not to mention that today is Saturday, even in normal times, our bedroom door is rarely knocked on.

"Jozuo, Qiaozuo, are you there?"

I was thinking of waiting for him to give up, but who knew that the noise would become more intense, so I got out of bed reluctantly and opened the door.

Gao Heqian looked at my stinky face, smiled awkwardly, put down his hand that was about to knock on the door, and joked: "I'm sorry, didn't I bother you, did I?"

I stared straight at him, can't you tell if he's bothering you or not?

"I……"

He was so guilty when I saw him, he opened his mouth and held back for a long time without uttering a word.

Seeing his face turn red, I waved my hand: "Forget it, I should wake up anyway, what's the matter?"

Seeing that I relieved my breath, his face returned to normal in an instant, and he took a big breath and said, "We have a dinner party in our department. They heard that you live next door to me, so they insisted that I invite you over. Tonight, you go?"

I looked him up and down, and snorted coldly. With his attitude, I was just short of writing the words "If you don't go, I will drag you over". It seems that I can't refuse. Leaning on the door frame, crossing his arms across his chest: "Are you asking? Is it a notice?"

Hearing this tone, he quickly waved his hands: "How can I? I'm not forced to go to Liangshan, go, go, if you don't go, those women in our department will chop me up, and they will treat it as going out to play." , It’s boring to stay in the dormitory all day!”

I thought, yes.

I don't know when it started, as long as I relax, that person will appear in front of my eyes, entangled.

However, this is not the result I want.

I chose to leave home thousands of miles away and go to a distant and unfamiliar province and city. The purpose was to stay away, away from there, away from the place that was closely related to him.

If possible, Yin You, I don't want to have anything to do with you in my life!

You appeared in my life without authorization, quietly changed everything about me, but left after I got used to it, speaking of being ruthless, I am ruthless, but you are even more ruthless.

In the box of the small restaurant, everyone who should come seems to have come.

The group of people who were still lively and lively suddenly became quiet the moment I entered. Shen Xinhe put down his wine glass, and a heavy bang became the only voice.

I stared into his eyes without fear, I thought I had nothing to do to him, so why should I feel guilty.

In this world, I am afraid there is only one person who can make me feel guilty.

Gao Heqian who was beside him smiled, relieved the embarrassing atmosphere and said, "Didn't you ask me to invite someone else's psychological god? Why is he silent when he comes?"

"Isn't this surprise coming too suddenly?" A girl said with a smile: "We all thought it was a dream. If we wake up from the dream as soon as we talk, it will be more harm than good!"

"Yes, yes!"

With them driving the atmosphere, it returned to normal in an instant.

I smiled kindly, said a few words modestly, and then found a corner and sat down.

After a while, I felt the seat beside me sink, and looking sideways, Shen Xinhe was sitting next to him, smelling of alcohol.

"Jozuo, are you not doing well?"

I took a sip of the juice in my hand, looked at the people fighting in front of me, and ignored his nonsense.He seemed to have expected such a result long ago, sneered, and asked another question.

"Like a dead man, you are really great!"

For a moment, I almost stopped breathing, and the cup in my hand began to shake. I controlled my mind and said tremblingly, "You...what are you talking about..."

I am afraid, afraid to hear things that have long been unknown.

Suddenly, he leaned over my stiff body, looked into my dull eyes and said, "He's dead. It's been three years. Why can't you let me go and refuse to give me a chance?!"

"You knew already?"

I looked at his crazy face, and for a moment I didn't know whether it was fear or what, I asked in a murmur, I know, my face must be uglier than his.

"Yeah, I got it. I know that the person you like is the protagonist of the suicide case that caused a sensation in the whole country three years ago..."

He let me go, took another sip of his wine and said, "Qiao Zuo, what's so good about Yin You, it's worth remembering him after his death. You are just sitting at the same table! What kind of person is he? I miss you." You will know better than me that even if he is alive, you will be far from him!"

I didn't pay attention to what he said, I just breathed a sigh of relief, fortunately, Shen Xinhe didn't know anything.

At the beginning, although the suicide case caused a sensation all over the country, the truth of the matter was well concealed. The few people who knew the truth kept silent, thinking that the proud son of heaven could not bear the pressure and chose to die, but they didn't know that he His deskmate - I, was the chief culprit who pushed him to the cliff.