less than seven years

In 2007, in the first year of high school, I heard her name, Yu Jie, for the first time. In 2008, at the school's New Year's Eve party, I met her for the first time in person. I was one of the hosts and she was the lead dancer. In September 2008, we met officially for the first time.

The grades are divided into arts and sciences. I studied science and entered Class [-] with the second grade.On the first day of school, after math class, I was flipping through the exercises as usual. When I looked up, I saw the head teacher leading a girl into the door. I took a look and found that it was Yu Jie.With a face full of reluctance, she threw her schoolbag on her seat coldly with a black face, which startled her deskmate.

She is a freshman in the first grade. I have always had a good impression of her. I have met her occasionally on campus, but I just don't know each other and have never said hello.But at that time, I suddenly felt that she was not very good, and her temper was too bad.

During that time, the teacher was progressing very fast in class, but our books hadn’t come out yet. Yu Jie’s tablemate, Xiaolu, was my classmate in the first year of high school. She borrowed books, so I went to ask her to borrow them.

Xiao Lu and Yu Jie were chatting, they didn't turn to look at me, and let me search among the pile of books on the table.I groaned, glanced at them both, and found that Yu Jie was rolling her eyes at me.

I searched for a long time but couldn't find the book, so I asked Yu Jie, "Yu Jie, do you have Xiaolu's book in your place?"

There was no movement, I looked up while looking for the book, and found that Yu Jie deliberately lowered her head to read the book and ignored me, I suddenly felt baffled, I didn't know where I had offended her, so I signaled to Xiaolu with my eyes, asking her to ask.

Xiaolu gently pushed Yu Jie, "Jie, help her find it."

"She doesn't know how to look without hands or eyes?" To be honest, Yu Jie's tone was very bad, and she gave me another look.

I felt baffled for a moment, did you provoke her?I just borrowed a book, as for what?But I was just slandering in my heart and didn't show it on the surface. I didn't want to cause trouble, so I laughed dryly and said that it's fine if I can't find it. Anyway, the teacher hasn't used this book yet.

Since the incident of borrowing books, I seldom go to the seats on the alley to chat. I will always be blinded by Yu Jie for no reason, and I will always be disgusted by her when I don’t do anything. That feeling is very speechless and annoying, so I just don’t see it. .

Once, moon cakes were given out in the evening self-study in the class. I went to get a bottle. I was not at school. I went to class the next morning. I ate moon cakes for breakfast.

During the big class break, there was still a piece of red bean stuffing that I didn't eat, so I took it out and slowly filled my stomach.Xiaolu saw that I was eating moon cakes, so he asked me where I got them, and I said they were distributed in the class, what's the matter.

Then I saw Yu Jie started to look at me with blank eyes again, and angrily slapped the textbook on the table, I said what's wrong.

Xiaolu said: "The mooncakes belong to Yu Jie, and the class only distributes mooncakes with white lotus seed paste, without red bean filling."

I let out an "ah", and a bite of the mooncake stuck in my throat, neither swallowing nor spitting it out.I don't know what to say, I just feel screwed, I've stepped on a landmine.

Xiaolu looked at me in a daze, and said, "I gave this mooncake to Yu Jie for her birthday. You can see there is a heart shape painted on the packaging bag. She was reluctant to eat it, but now you eat it."

I didn't know what was going on in my head or what, so I handed over the remaining half of the mooncake in my hand and said, "I'll give it back to you, I haven't eaten the half yet."

Yu Jie's face is darker than the bottom of the pot, and her eyes can almost make me Ling Chi.

Yu Jie got into the first class thanks to her father's relationship, and she was so bad at physics that she never passed.Because of her father, the homeroom teacher took special care of her, so when she was chatting with me, she often asked me to help Yu Jie in her studies, to help each other, and to improve each other.

Of course I said yes.All along, the character of Mr. Nice has never said "no".

After going back and forth, I often help her draw the key points and analyze the question types, and she will come to ask me if she doesn't understand, so the number of times she rolled my eyes at me gradually decreased.Later, Yu Jie's physics grades went from passing to excellent in less than a semester.Maybe because of this, I think she looks more pleasing to my eyes, but she still looks down on me in various ways.

Once, before the class teacher was about to change the seat, Yu Jie told me that she wanted to sit at the same table with me and help her improve her grades.I said yes, whatever.Later, she probably told the head teacher about it, and we became the same table after changing seats.

I always take notes very seriously in class. After class, I start to classify and sort them out, and then spend a few days to copy a new copy carefully. The word "Yu Jie" is written on the cover. Pushed it to her on the desktop: "Review well, the next test is 110."

The fragrance of Yu Jie's hand cream is always very special, and she can be smelled from far away, and I never miss it.Every time she is within my line of sight, I always sneak a few casual glances. It is undeniable that she is really beautiful. In that era, non-mainstream styles were flying everywhere, only she had bangs and long hair flowing Gone with the wind, there is a deep dimple when she smiles, which is very beautiful.

Sometimes when I was fighting in the corridor between classes, I would always go over to her. Whatever she was doing, I would go over to do whatever she was doing. I covered my ears and said it was a coincidence, but Yu Jie didn't know when she hated me.

There was an evening self-study, and the teacher was not there.At that time, we changed seats once a week, and we happened to sit in the corner at the back of the classroom that was not near the back door, Yu Jie was by the aisle, and I was by the window.

The front desk turned to chat with me, and I was bored, so I chatted with her very happily, talking about everything, she is a rotten girl, so she is very interested in this kind of thing.At that time, I still had short hair, and I was not well developed. Sometimes the aunt in the cafeteria would mistake me for a boy, and the front desk would start to tease me in various ways.

I didn't reject or shy away from it either, no matter what she said, I would talk about it, or else I would just make a nasty joke, although she could say something more nasty every time, but it was all about it.

Yu Jie stayed by herself, probably because she felt that we were too noisy, so she started to slap the notebook on the table, and the pen fell over.

"Can you shut up, Yang Fan?"

The front desk knew that Yu Jie had a bad temper and didn't dare to provoke her, so he apologized and went back.I was in the middle of a chat, and I felt very disappointed when I was yelled at by her. I kept holding back her temper and felt that I didn't want to bear it anymore.

I said, "What is it?"

She thought that I would be yelled at by her in silence, and when I replied, the whole person seemed to be stupid, and then said contemptuously:

"It's none of my business."

Then the two started ignoring each other.After a few days of the Cold War, another notebook was filled with notes. I continued to transcribe a new one, wrote her name, and pushed it to her from the desk during class.

In December, the weather was already very cold, and the conditions in the school were not very good. The boarding students only had one hot water room to get hot water. There were many people, little water, and the water supply time was short, so many times we gritted our teeth and used cold water.During that time, I was the first one to rush out of the classroom every night after self-study and go to the boiling water room to fetch water, leaving a pot of hot water for Yu Jie the next morning.

It's also December, and everyone is going to start preparing for the New Year's Eve party. Our class is still preparing a dance program, and Yu Jie can teach it.We rehearsed two dances for more than a month, and I learned the movements with her and then taught others, sometimes adding some impromptu choreography.

There was an old piano in the rehearsal room, and I played a piece from memory that I learned as a child, and she said, "Can you play anything else?"

"Yes, little star, do you want to listen?"

"..." There was another white eye, and I laughed.

At that time, I knew that she would go to learn dance and piano every holiday. Her favorite piano piece is "Dream Wedding" by Richard Clayderman. I still remember this piece until now.

Every month in the monthly exam, there will be a red list.After dinner, Yu Jie and I stood in front of the bulletin board and looked at the rankings. The scores were all frighteningly high. After returning to the classroom, I silently did two more papers.

Yu Jie asked me: "Where are you going to go to university in the future?"

I said, "Shanghai."

She asked me why, and I said it was because engineers were needed there.

She said that she would also go to Shanghai, and I said why, she said because it would save her from going out to work and let the engineer support her.

We both laughed.Perhaps it was also from that time that I began to have something different about her in my heart than before.

Shortly after the midterm exams, the school held a parent-teacher meeting.I went to the classroom in the morning and finished a paper, and then the class began to prepare for the reception of the parents.It was the parent-teacher meeting held by her mother, and my mother also came.

Yu Jie's grades were already in the top [-] in the class at that time. Yu Jie told her mother that I had been helping her with her studies. Her mother was very happy and kept saying thank you for letting me continue to learn from Yu Jie.After the parent-teacher meeting at noon, the four of us had lunch together, and then went shopping with our mothers.

During evening self-study, Yu Jie did not come back, the monitor asked me where she had been, and I said she was on leave.She didn't come back until after lunch the next day, and she didn't look very happy.I asked what was wrong and she didn't say anything.Later, in the middle of the lunch break, she came to my dormitory and woke me up, and then the two of them ran to the rooftop of a teaching building in the school to talk.

She said, "Yang Fan, are you sure you are going to Shanghai?"

I said, "Sure, but if you can go to Beijing, that would be great."

She said: "Then you should study hard, and don't always fight with others, which will affect your study."

Later she hugged me, said nothing, and I didn't ask.In fact, nothing happened afterwards, which caused me to worry in vain for half a month.

After returning from the summer vacation, we officially entered the third year of high school, and only our third year of high school was in class in the whole school.On the first night, the school held a mobilization meeting. Everyone moved the benches to the big playground and sat next to each other. On a summer night, it was windy and comfortable, but there were also mosquitoes flying overhead.

Yu Jie sat in a row with their bedroom, and she sat about one meter in front of me.

I posted a status on Koukou Space, and I said, "The furthest distance in the world is not the distance between life and death, but that you and I are sitting in the same place, but the mosquitoes only bite me, not you."

Yu Jie must have seen it, then turned to look at me, threw a small green bottle over, scolded me with a smile and said:

"You are the only one with culture!"

I laughed, and then realized that what she threw over was cooling oil, so I quickly wiped it on my legs.

Later, the class teacher began to adjust the seats again. This time it was a lottery, and the number of seats we got was assigned, so Yu Jie and I sat separately, quite far away.When we used to sit together, I would always have a lot of food in the drawer, and she would take it by herself when she was hungry, but she has developed the habit of not being able to prepare snacks, and she always calls me hungry after class.

So I started to work part-time as her nanny again, buying two breakfasts every morning, putting them on her desk when she went to the classroom, and eating them when she came over from the dormitory.

But I don't know why, maybe because we don't have so much time to spend together, the relationship between the two of us seems a little less natural than before.

When I bought her breakfast on the seventh day, she didn't eat it, and she didn't eat it on the eighth day, but brought it herself.I didn't ask why I didn't eat what I bought, and she didn't explain to me, so that's it, she seemed to start avoiding me.

Once in the evening after dinner, I simply took a cold shower and went to the classroom. At that time, there were not many people in the classroom and it was very quiet, so I started to do a comprehensive paper.

I had just done two questions, and when I heard Yu Jie’s voice outside the corridor, I subconsciously looked up and found that she was walking with a boy from a liberal arts class.When passing my place by the window, the boy gave me a look.

Yu Jie didn't expect me to be here at this time, and her face was a little embarrassed, but the two of them still walked over.At that time, I was suddenly very irritable, inexplicably irritable, and I couldn't finish the paper.

She didn't come in until most of the classmates had returned to the classroom, came over and handed me a bag of strawberries and said:

"It's very sweet, try it."

I looked at her, didn't speak, took it after a while, put it aside, and said:

"Ah."

I didn't move the bag of strawberries. I was still working on the papers during the evening self-study. It wasn't until late that I was the only one left in the classroom that I got up and threw it into the trash can.

After that, Yu Jie would give me some food from time to time. At that time, the school was closed, and students could not go out without leave, and the things she gave me were not available in the school.Sometimes I eat it and sometimes I throw it away.

Until one time, during self-study last night, she gave me another bag of things and called "Yangfan, Yangfan" across the seat, but I ignored her.Later, she was really angry and asked my deskmate to give it to me, but I didn't answer it, and my deskmate was a little embarrassed, then Yu Jie snatched the things back from my deskmate, and said in a cold tone:

"In the future, if I have something good, I won't give it to you if I throw it to the dog!"

At that time, the students around heard it. They were chatting in a low voice. When they heard this sentence, they collectively silenced and bowed their heads silently to do their homework.

I was holding my breath, because I had something to find Yu Jie that afternoon, and she had another document, but I couldn't find it. I called her, but more than ten calls were not answered, so I had to talk to her. Others said sorry, and I will give him the information next time.

Then when I went back to the classroom, I saw Yu Jie with that boy.At that time, my brain exploded. I have a fucking urgent need to find you. Are you talking about love here? !

Therefore, when Yu Jie scolded me and said, "I won't give it to you if I give it to the dog", I don't want to go on like this anymore.I stood up with a bang and walked out of the classroom. The teacher looked at me and said what was wrong. I said I had a stomachache and went to the infirmary to buy medicine.

I really went to the infirmary to buy medicine, and I really had a stomachache.

When returning to the classroom from the infirmary, I saw Yu Jie at the stairs on the first floor.She saw me, stopped, and just stood staring at the medicine bottle in my hand.

I said impatiently: "What, you still need to follow up when you buy a medicine?"

She did not speak.

I told her the same, ready to go, she said:

"Yang Fan, where did I offend you? I always show my face, do I owe you money or your life?"

I said, "I didn't bother you, you don't look at yourself, how happy you are with others outside every day, hide from me when you see me, I have a plague, it infects you?"

She was so angry that I probably shook her hands, scolded me and said:

"Don't bite people! How can I hide from you? When did I not bring you delicious food? I can't bear to eat it, so I leave it to you!"

I remember that my eyes were sour from laughing at that time, and I felt so ironic, what she said was ironic, what she did was ironic, am I a dog, and I want her to bring delicious food every time I come back?The phrase she just said, "I'll give it to the dog and not to you" rang next to my ears again.

I said, "I beg you to bring it? If you insist on giving it to me, you have the nerve to say so."

As soon as the words were out of my mouth, I realized that I had said too much, but I couldn't take it back.I didn't dare to look at her face, and before she could speak, I hurried past her and went back to the classroom.

In fact, I was also nervous about whether she would cry, but not long after I sat down, she came back, so I was relieved.However, I know that once hurtful words are spoken, many things will definitely change.