looking away

【listen!Let me tell you——]

Don't be afraid,

I know what you are afraid of;

don't hide

Too much dust in the corners;

don't think about it

I'll tell you right;

Don't say

Quietly kiss away loneliness.

13. Contradictions

After Xiao Fan finished listening, he didn't say anything for a while, "I,"

"I know, but you don't believe me," Xiaozhi interjected. "But after all, there is no wind without waves. She is a good buddy, but she is really not a reliable daughter-in-law."

"You, call."

"Ah? What's the call?" Xiaozhi was confused by Xiao Fan's words.

"You promised me, call to change the appointment," Xiao Fan said

"Oh... huh? Are you still going to try?" Xiaozhi was talking in vain.

Just as Xiao Fan's car stopped downstairs, the phone rang.Looking down, Liu Tong.The corner of her mouth twitched unconsciously, she wanted to delay the answer on purpose, but just after three rings, this guy put the phone down.Xiao Fan held the phone in embarrassment, mentally hesitating, should he go back?Or not?

Just as I was thinking about it, WeChat rang: the evening business has been cancelled.I'm thinking about asking Yu Li and Xiao Zhi to get together and wish you a recovery from your serious illness.Is it right?Please instructions.

Xiao Fan has black lines on his head, she wants to say: No!If I knew that there was going to be a gathering of such a group of people, why did I go to such lengths to ask Xiao Zhi to fuck me in advance?Just to listen to the story?Am I full?

The more I thought about it, the angrier I became, and I pressed it on my phone: I'm not free!But after thinking about it again, no!If this opportunity is missed, it will be difficult to find the right time a year ago.

Based on my eagerness at this moment, it is impossible to wait until the next year.

well!Thinking of this, Xiao Fan typed on WeChat: OK.

Then he added, come to my house.

In the evening, people arrived one after another. Xiao Fan spread out a square mat in the middle of the living room. Food and drink filled the midfield. Everyone sat around. Xiao Zhi and Xing Lan were on the left and right of Xiao Fan. Liu Tong approached Sitting cross-legged in the kitchen, Yu Li and Xiaozhi's girlfriend Gao Lingling are on the left and right.Everyone laughed and chatted, having a good time.

Sitting next to Xiao Fan, Xiaozhi looked towards Liu Tong who was sitting opposite, with a cigarette in his mouth, a bottle in one hand and a screwdriver in the other, and whispered, "Think it out!"

Xiao Fan smiled and did not answer.Xiao Zhi then said in a low voice: Smart people would not mess with her.

Xiao Fan raised his eyebrows: why?

"We've known each other for so long, how do you see her treating my buddies? You don't have anything to say about righteousness. But for women... I don't tell you. You know. You see, she was embarrassed by her in the past two years. Women change The key is that when you saw who she broke up with, did you react a little bit? So let’s talk about the pros and cons, oh, you understand?”

Xiao Fan was very clear about it, and this was also what she was worried about.The concern was not that Liu Tong would reject him, but that it would affect the friendship between the two of them.

"What are you two talking about? Are you sneaking around?" Gao Lingling leaned into Xiao Zhi's arms while talking.

"Speaking ill of you." Xiaozhi teased her with a smile.

"Don't you dare," Lingling raised her hand to hit her, but Xiaozhi grabbed her, and the two flirted recklessly.

"Hey! The world is getting worse," Xing Lan said with a strange tone of sour grapes: "Chinese New Year is coming soon, and I have to go on a blind date when I go home. I am too lazy to struggle anymore. This time it looks similar, so I plan to take it." .” After finishing speaking, she glanced at Xiao Fan and said nothing.

Yu Li raised her eyes to look at Xing Lan and said, "I'm planning to get married in person."

"Ah? Formal marriage? Is it possible? Is it reliable? You are brave enough." Everyone never thought that according to Yuli's personality, she would choose such a risky path.

"It was introduced by a friend, and the income of the family is fairly stable. As for whether it is reliable, we will wait and see. This is doing business, the transaction is reasonable, and maintaining external relations. Anyway, I don't want to live a life. I will leave after a few years. gone."

"Husband, why don't we also get married, find a couple, and then, let's buy a house together, and then we can get married together, and then, we can go on a trip at one time, how much better." The more Gao Lingling thought about it, the happier she was, Putting his arms around Xiaozhi's neck, he asked coquettishly.

"What's so good! Are you dreaming? You can find it if you want? Marriage is not a matter of two people, it is a matter of two families. You are good, four families! How old are you when you run the United Nations? You are still so childish, When you think about it, you think about it."

Lingling was scolded by Xiaozhi all the time, she didn't want to, she lowered her head and drank without talking. Seeing that the atmosphere was getting more and more dull, Liu Tong deliberately changed the subject and asked Yu Li: "The dress is so beautiful, when did you buy it?"

Yu Li looked back at Liu Tong, and said angrily, "I've been wearing it for two years, so I forgot."

Liu Tong understood why Yu Li was left out in the cold. It was one evening after six months of acquaintance, Yu Li came to the bar early because of a bad job, and sat alone in the corner drinking.Coincidentally, she was bumped into by Liu Tong, and Liu Tong chatted with her for a long time, and the next day, he called a vice president of Yu Li's company whom he had known in the early years, and asked him to help coordinate and solve the problem.

This incident aroused Yu Li's love. She thought that Liu Tong must be interested in her for helping her, so she began to show her affection.

But Liu Tong had a pao friend at that time, and he didn't usually keep in touch, and only dated every now and then.When she was waiting downstairs in Liu Tong's company and saw Liu Tong get into the woman's car and drive away, she was absolutely mad.

From then on, she first acted and made trouble when Liu Tong was there, or turned around and left when she saw Liu Tong was there.Not only was Liu Tong baffled, but everyone was also confused. It wasn't until Xing Lan explained in the middle that Liu Tong knew what the problem was.

There was no way, for the sake of his friends, in order not to embarrass everyone, Liu Tong had no choice but to apologize for what he hadn't done in front of everyone, and Yu Li got better.

She told Liu Tong: Don't blame me for making trouble, this matter is definitely caused by you.Your help is called ambiguity here.From now on, please be self-respecting and self-disciplined, and don't let others hope for the impossible.

14. Alone

Friends left one after another, and Liu Tong stayed to help clean up the house.Before Xiao Zhi left, he gave Xiao Fan a wink, waved his hand, and made a warning.

Looking at Liu Tong who was busy washing the dishes, Xiao Fan had already put Xiao Zhi's repeated reminders behind him.Once a person wants to do something, the greater the resistance, the stronger the motivation, and the stronger the temptation of the goal.

"Don't pack up, come in and rest. I bought you something." Xiao Fan said.

"Now, you put away the cushions on the floor."

"No charge, it's well laid out, and I want to drink some more."

"No, your body is just right, and you are already overweight today." Liu Tong objected without raising his head.

"There is a bottle of French red wine at home, a gift from a friend. I want to try it." Knowing that Liu Tong likes red wine, Xiao Fan deliberately greedy her.

"Oh, well then. Drink less." Sure enough, he took the bait.

The two sat on the ground leaning against the sofa, with two glasses of red wine in front of them.Liu Tong held the handbag in his hand, and said tut-tsk: "It's interesting, I've been eyeing it for a long time, but I'm not willing to buy it. It seems that this job of taking care of people is very profitable. You will be sick in the future. I promise to be considerate 24 hours a day. , 360 degrees without dead ends, providing all-round care.”

"keep your word."

"necessary!"

The two of them chatted and drank before they knew the bottom of a bottle of wine. Liu Tong had been drinking a lot before, so he was a little tipsy at the moment.With a blushing face and slightly closed eyes, he tilted his head and laughed.

"Drunk?" Looking at Liu Tong like this, Xiao Fan began to feel distracted.

"No way. It's still early. Hey, let me ask you something, aren't you lonely? Don't you want women? By the way, how do you solve it...ah?" Liu Tong said Smiling and widening his eyes, he looked at Xiao Fan with interest.

Xiao Fan was stunned for a moment, he didn't expect that she would ask this question, they have been friends for more than two years, and they have never talked about sex.Xiao Fan couldn't tell whether Liu Tong was going crazy with the strength of alcohol, or whether he was using the strength of alcohol to strengthen his courage.

"Who said I'm lonely?"

"Pretend, pretend to be with me! If there is a woman in your kennel, you can be so useless! Besides, if there is someone, you will hang out with me every day, will you be on call?"

"I value you and am I wrong?"

"Hey, change the subject! I'm asking you what's the matter!" Liu Tong continued to attack.

"What's the matter?" Xiao Fan moved his body closer to Liu Tong, staring straight at her with both eyes, and asked knowingly.

Liu Tong smiled obsessively, and glanced at Xiao Fan: "Sexual desire!"

"Oh! This matter." Xiao Fan pretended to understand, straightened up and said, "Simple!"

Liu Tong picked up the wine glass, sipping the wine so as not to stare straight at Xiao Fan, eyes full of anticipation.

"...How you solve it, I will solve it." A pusher hit Liu Tong, almost choking.

"Me? Same as me? Nonsense! I'm looking for a woman, and I can solve it by myself. Look at your virtue, you look like a lump of elm, how can you be arrogant!" Liu Tong said solemnly.

Xiao Fan's face turned red, and at this moment she seemed to just remember that the baby face opposite was T, a T who was completely different from the women she had dated with, a T who teased her about sex.

"Look, how are you, blushing?" Liu Tong complacently said, "Let's just say you can't do it. Cut, I'm very accurate. If you want me to say, you are a typical representative of the Mensao class. I don't think so. Dare to say, I dare not be an idiot by myself. Can't look directly at my own desires, and live with aggrieved Bala, are you tired? This is a person, you have to be sincere, especially when you treat yourself, you must be sincere and have I'm sorry, just say what you want, if you don't understand, just learn, right. It's not that you ask me not to teach you, hahaha..."

Liu Tong's words stopped abruptly, and his voice was blocked in his throat by Xiao Fan's warm lips.

Liu Tong was stunned for a moment, what was the situation.Why did the woman with the blushing neck who was teased by me just now press her over suddenly.Liu Tong stared wide-eyed, feeling Xiao Fan's breath suddenly covering his face, Xiao Fan, with the fragrance of wine in his mouth, used her tongue to plunder Liu Tong's only air wantonly.

Slowly, the singing voice from the stereo disappeared, and the wine glass slipped down and lay on the ground.Liu Tong's eyes closed slowly, alcohol mixed with blood poured into her brain, she felt that the world was spinning, and under the pressure of Xiao Fan's possession, Liu Tong lay down on the ground.

Xiao Fan raised his head slowly, put his hand on Liu Tong's cheek, and said softly: "Okay, you come and teach me."

15. Secret

Liu Tong looked at the face in front of her, and her thoughts gradually returned to her brain. She started suddenly and pushed Xiao Fan away: "You... have played it!"

After speaking, he got up and walked into the bathroom, and when he came out again, his expression had returned to normal.

"I'm leaving, pack up and go to bed early." She went to the door to change her shoes.Xiao Fan hurriedly stopped in front of the door.

"Anything else?" Liu Tong asked calmly.

"You, don't you feel well?" Xiao Fan looked down at Liu Tong's eyes and asked.

"Does it feel good?" Liu Tong looked away, and a blush appeared on his face again, "Sex after drinking, sows are fine. You think too much." After finishing speaking, he pushed Xiao Fan away and was about to leave.

Xiao Fan grabbed Liu Tong's hand, locked her tightly on the door, and kissed her hard. This kiss was no longer as soft and affectionate as before. It was a probing and teasing kiss, but an aggressive negative one. Pressing on Liu Tong's lips, biting and sucking fiercely, plundering the breath in Liu Tong's mouth.Liu Tong tried to push Xiao Fan away, but her body had already betrayed her thoughts, and she was limp without a trace of strength, so she had to let Xiao Fan take away her thoughts and remaining reason again.

Xiao Fan let go of Liu Tong, and rubbed his lips swollen by her sucking with his fingers: "For the sow, you can do it, but I can't!"

Liu Tong leaned against her arms, quickly inhaled air into her lungs, and when she heard Xiao Fan's teasing, she cursed weakly, "Get lost!"

Arriving at the door, Xiao Fan hugged Liu Tong across his body.Came to the bed and put it down gently.Looking at Liu Tong's eyes that dare not open, the eyelashes trembling slightly, Xiao Fan lay quietly beside her, motionless.

After a while, Liu Tong slowly opened his eyes.She looked at Xiao Fan silently, no longer the arrogance and ridicule of the past.

"Why?" Liu Tong asked.

"I like you." Xiao Fan's voice was hoarse with suppressed desire.

"When?"

"I don't know either, maybe the tear you left in my car two years ago fell on my heart."

"Damn, I don't believe it."

"what ever."

"...Shall we continue to be friends?" Liu Tong's voice seemed to be pleading.

"Not good! I can't do it." Xiao Fan kissed Liu Tong's forehead, ears, corners of lips, cheeks, neck... As he went down, he reached for the button of Liu Tong's neckline.

"No," Liu Tong suddenly pushed Xiao Fan away and started.His face turned pale in an instant, his hands were tightly clutching the neckline, and he rolled out of bed and was about to leave.

Xiao Fan hugged Liu Tong tightly from behind: "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid! Liu Tong, don't be afraid." Liu Tong stopped stiffly, and looked back at Xiao Fan in a daze.

"Don't be afraid, Liu Tong. I, know, know."

When Xiao Fan was sick, Liu Tong stayed at Xiao Fan's house.Getting along day and night every day not only made Xiao Fan see her unknown tenderness, but also made Xiao Fan discover a secret that few people know.

One night, Xiao Fan got up thirsty and went to the kitchen to drink water. When she looked at Liu Tong who was sleeping on the sofa by the light of the kitchen, she found something exposed by her loose neckline.

Xiao Fan walked slowly to Liu Tong's side before he saw it clearly. It turned out to be a few large and small scars lying shockingly between her two breasts. Covered with dark or dark brown.Just when Xiao Fan couldn't look away, Liu Tong suddenly raised his hand and scratched his chest, then turned over and went back to sleep.

Xiao Fan took the opportunity to hide in the house quickly.Sitting on the bed, she suddenly understood why no matter how hot the weather was, she didn't see Liu Tong wearing low-necked clothes. She also finally understood the reason why Liu Tong declared himself a Tie T and would not let anyone touch him.She also remembered that when she drank a few times and saw Liu Tong throwing her hands up and down on her chest, it must be because these scars could not stand the stimulation of alcohol.

Thinking about it, Xiao Fan suddenly felt very distressed.

"Tong, I know. Don't be afraid." Xiao Fan turned Liu Tong's body, slowly opened Liu Tong's clothes, his eyes fell on her chest, and he gently attached his hands to her chest.

Liu Tong's body tightened suddenly, and his shoulders trembled slightly.Those scars are the most uncomfortable at this time. Under the stimulation of alcohol and sexual desire, they are hot, hardened, itchy and painful.On weekdays, this is the most painful moment to test Liu Tong's endurance.

However, when the temperature of Xiao Fan's palm spread to Liu Tong's body, the scar seemed less uncomfortable.Under her gentle caress, the itchy feeling gradually eased, and the hard knots were gradually softened.Liu Tong unconsciously raised his head, relaxed his shoulders, put his hands on Xiao Fan's shoulders, and approached his body.

Xiao Fan hugged Liu Tong into his arms, and put the red bean on his chest into his mouth...

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【listen!Let me tell you——]

Don't be afraid,

I know what you are afraid of;

don't hide

Too much dust in the corners;

don't think about it

I'll tell you right;

Don't say

Quietly kiss away loneliness.