looking away

【Thoughts have arisen】

a sickness,

the telling of a song,

a pouring out of love,

A dream call!

It's you,

It has pulled my mind ever since!

In this empathy,

I don't understand the embarrassment,

can't hear the past,

In your eyes——

So beautiful, free and easy, pure!

10. Sick

On the eve of the Spring Festival in 2017, Xiao Fan's company was involved in a lawsuit, and there was a problem with the liquidation of the project funds caused by the breach of the contract by a third party.Xiao Fan, the main person in charge of the project, stayed in the company with relevant personnel for four consecutive days before he could sort out the matter.

"Xiao Fan, your complexion is not good, hurry up and go home and rest." The manager Ning Xiaofeng saw Xiao Fan fell asleep leaning on the chair, lightly patted her on the shoulder, and said to her.

As soon as he got home, Xiao Fan fell down on the sofa.She has been in good health.On weekdays, I don't smoke too much, don't drink alcohol, and like to exercise, so I seldom get sick.So, not to mention the standing medicine in this house, there is not even a Band-Aid in sight.

Coupled with the sudden onset of this illness, she actually fell into a coma with a high fever for two days in a daze.

On the second night, Xiao Fan vaguely heard a knock on the door, oh!No, it should be the sound of knocking on the door.

"Xiao Fan, are you at home? Open the door!" Liu Tong's voice came through the door.

Xiao Fan got up from the bed and opened the door, he was so top-heavy that he almost fell to the ground.

"Are you... sick?" As soon as the door opened, Liu Tong, who was about to scold, saw Xiao Fan's miserable yellow face.

Without saying a word, Xiao Fan went back to the house and fell down on the bed.Seeing this strong woman become so fragile, Liu Tong immediately forgot the reason why he came here to ask for help.

After glancing left and right, he put down the things in his hands and started tidying up and cleaning.Then ran out again, bought medicine and food, and even... sanitary napkins.

Liu Tong didn't leave at night, and endured the night on the sofa.In the middle of the night, he fed Xiao Fan medicine, took her temperature, and changed her sweat-soaked clothes.

Early the next morning, Xiao Fan woke up feeling much more comfortable.Putting on his coat and walking out of the bedroom, he saw two sets of bowls and chopsticks on the dining table and the sound of cooking in the kitchen.

Xiao Fan leaned against the kitchen door and saw Liu Tong busy.Immediately, I felt very fulfilled.

"Are you awake? How do you feel?" Liu Tong said while reaching for Xiao Fan's forehead.

"Much better. Thank you." Xiao Fan's height of 1 meters is only slightly taller than Liu Tong.At this moment, she looked down at Liu Tong's eyes, as if she saw something different in them. Is that affection?

Egg and pearl soup, egg noodles with chicken sauce, chicken cakes, poached eggs...all were placed in front of Xiao Fan, and the black line in Xiao Fan's head:

"You, do you have any hatred for eggs?"

Liu Tong handed the chopsticks and said: "Eat it, eat it, I don't know what you can eat, so I made some sick rice, eat it quickly, eat more! Eat it to get better quickly. "

Xiao Fan smiled, she suddenly felt that this illness was quite happy.

On Friday night, Xiao Fan's mother called on time at 8 o'clock.Concerned about her health, work, and life, she moderately mentioned the matter of asking her to go home for a blind date on weekends.

Xiao Fan knew in his heart that this was an event and a period of time that every lesbian who never came out had to go through.

She reasoned in a helpless tone that it was really inconvenient to go home because she was busy with work and tight projects years ago.After listening to the mother, she sighed deeply: "Oh! All right, then you should pay attention to rest and don't stay up late. I'm going to die."

Hearing his mother's sigh, Xiao Fan couldn't bear it for a while, and hastily added: "Mom, I'll go home right away after I finish my work. You can tell the other party to make an appointment when I get home a year ago, okay?"

"Mm, um, yes, yes. Mom, go and tell them, mom will wait for you to come back." Hearing the improvement in his mother's tone, Xiao Fan knew that there should be hope in his mother's heart again.

Putting down the phone, Xiao Fan who was sitting on the sofa also let out a deep sigh.She is not someone who is willing to lie to her parents, but if she is allowed to choose an almost selfish confession, she would rather keep the pressure on herself.

Shaking his head, he temporarily put aside these troubles.Xiao Fan's eyes fell on the clean and tidy living room, thinking of Liu Tong's delicate and considerate, straightforward giving during the three days of illness, especially the greetings he kept around all night.To say that you are not emotional is to deceive yourself and others.

From acquaintance to acquaintance, from acquaintance to acquaintance, in the not-too-short two years, Xiao Fan, a slow-moving person, already knew the love that would grow in his heart from time to time.But she couldn't feel Xiaotong's thoughts at all.

In her opinion, Liu Tong likes weak little women, because it seems to arouse her desire to protect.I have known her for so long, but I have never seen her interested in any T. People in the circle call such a Tie T.This seems to be the biggest obstacle for the two to walk into each other.

But the care this time made Xiao Fan see a different Liu Tong. The little love planted in the past two years is growing into a big tree in the sky at a rapid speed. Anyway, I will try it after all.

Regardless of whether she is T or not, as long as I like it, I will touch it!

Your stories don't scare me away. What I want is the you in my eyes, not the legends in other people's mouths.

11. Invitation

On the weekend, Xiao Fan drove to the Commercial Plaza in D City to buy some gifts for his return home during the Chinese New Year.He conveniently chose a handbag for Liu Tong.Looking at this gift, Xiao Fan smiled and shook his head.It's been a long time since I've chased after a girl. I didn't expect to meet someone with similar habits to me when I made a move this time. The path of love is really unpredictable.

Just thinking about it, the phone rang.Xiao Tong's name was displayed on the screen, and Xiao Fan was inexplicably excited.

"Hey, where are you?" Xiao Tong's voice came from the microphone

"Shopping, what's up?"

"How is your body? Have you taken any medicine?" Liu Tong asked.

"Okay, don't worry!"

There was a short silence from the other side of the microphone, and Xiao Fan seemed to hear the faint wind and familiar cries from the other end.

"Liu Tong, where are you?"

"I'm downstairs at your house. I didn't come to see you yesterday when I was working overtime. I wanted to drop by to see a patient today. Who would have thought that you would run out to be cool. Then forget it, you can go for a stroll, I'll go back first. Oh, By the way, your medicine needs to be consolidated for two days, so take it on time."

"Hey, wait a minute" Xiao Fan hurriedly handed over the money and took the handbag.Run to the parking lot.

"Well, is there anything else?" Liu Tong asked suspiciously.

"Oh, yes, it's nothing. You've been lucky these two days. Are you free at noon? I'd like to treat you to a meal, thank you." Xiao Fan turned the car key.

"Oh, no need! I shouldn't be so polite. Besides, I have something to do at noon and I have to go back to my mother's house."

"Then...what about at night?" Xiao Fan frowned slightly.

"Uh, that's fine. Since you insist so much, I'm up to you, but you're in good health, so don't go out to eat, go to your house. I'll make it for you."

"Okay..." Xiao Fan said happily.

However, Liu Tong suddenly remembered: "Oh, no, no, I forgot. Today I promised Xiaozhi to go to her bar to help with a promotion, and I also asked Yu Li to help her plan an advertisement. Forgot, forgot, Not even at night."

"Xiao Zhi, isn't her bar under renovation?"

"That's right, so before the opening, I want to plan the activities after the opening."

"Oh...that's it. Then you go first"

"Okay, then I'll hang up. Make an appointment next time."

Xiao Fan put down the phone and drove directly to the Feidu bar which was being renovated.

Xiaozhi was instructing the decoration staff to wire the wiring. Looking back at Xiao Fan who came in from the door, he shouted happily: "Hey, Fan Ye, I am so disappointed to welcome you here. What kind of whirlwind is this? Has such a busy person blown here?"

Xiao Fan smiled and said, "Young poor, what's wrong?"

"It's almost there," Xiao Zhi washed his hands, and said to Xiao Fan, "It's gray here, let's go, let's sit in the car."

Sitting in the car, Xiao Zhi handed Xiao Fan a cigarette, but Xiao Fan waved his hand and didn't take it.

"I heard that you asked Liu Tong to help with promotion today"

"Well, at night. You know all about this? Okay, the two of you are getting closer and closer," Xiaozhi joked habitually.

"I want to ask you for a favor." Xiao Fan didn't answer her words, and continued: "Can you change it for another day? I have something to ask her for today."

"Okay, what kind of help is this? What's the matter, do you want me to help?" Xiaozhi felt that he was making a fuss out of a molehill.

"Also, don't mention me when you call her to tell her another day."

"Ah? Why?" Xiao Zhi felt that there was something in Xiao Fan's words.

"Uh, it's nothing, you just do it."

Seeing Xiao Fan hesitate to speak, Xiao Zhi became even more curious: "Master Fan, I have known you for so long, but I have never met you before, and I am halfway through my words. This is a secret, I can tell you You said, it’s easy to help, but I can’t help in a daze. If you don’t tell me, I won’t make this call.”

"..." Xiao Fan looked at Xiao Zhi's staring eyes, curious, and was at a loss for words for a moment, not knowing how to explain it.

"Don't tell me, if you don't tell me, I can go to work." Xiaozhi said as he sat down and wanted to get out of the car and leave.

"I, I want to chase her." After Xiao Fan blurted out, his face flushed with embarrassment.

Xiao Zhi thought he heard it wrong, "What? Who are you chasing after? Sister Tong? Liu Tong, do you mean the Liu Tong I know?"

Xiao Fan nodded.

"Brother, I'm really joking with you two, don't take it seriously, you two repel each other, how is it possible?"

"Why is it impossible?" Xiao Fan was not surprised by Xiao Zhi's attitude.

"Why, I don't even know why! Anyway, you two don't look like each other, shit! Who can suppress the other, you're both savages. Fighting is almost the same. Going to bed? The picture is too scary!"

Xiao Fan's head felt black when he heard it, why did he directly talk about going to bed.Xiao Fan turned his head to the window, unwilling to let Xiao Zhi see his embarrassing expression at the moment.

12. Legend

Xiao Zhi ignored Xiao Fan's silence and continued:

"There are a lot of people in my bar, and they know a lot. I'm talking about Liu Tong with you."

"I don't listen to stories." Xiao Fan continued to look out the window.

"Whether it's a story or not, it's harmless to listen to, not to mention, this matter is at least 80% true!

——You know, although Liu Tong is a T, but she looks, ah, right.I don't tell you, you already know.With big eyes and double eyelids, a small nose and a small mouth, apart from being tall, outsiders can't tell that she is a T at all just from her appearance.

A few years ago, she also attended a gathering of netizens.Hey, there is a friend of mine at the wine table, and she witnessed this with her own eyes. "

Xiao Fan was gradually intrigued by Xiao Zhi, and turned his head to look at Xiao Zhi.

"What did she see?"

Seeing Xiao Fan's interest, Xiao Zhi's enthusiasm for gossip immediately increased:

——" She said that she didn't know which muscle of Liu Tong was wrong that day, and she was in a very bad mood when she attended the party. At the wine table, she bowed her head and drank without saying a word. That's good, she was originally good looking It’s not very reliable, and if you don’t speak, move, or express, all the characteristics of T are completely hidden. So, you have provoked two stupid T.”

"Oh, two more?" Xiao Fan couldn't believe it.

"No, I guess that table was all about dating, otherwise, how could they be so hungry and thirsty. When I think of Liu Tong's temper, I get goosebumps, they are so hungry..."

"Go on," Xiao Fan frowned and interrupted Xiao Zhi's automatic entry.

——"Oh. My friend said that one of them took the initiative to sit next to Liu Tong and wanted to have a drink with her. The conversation between them on the Taoism is like this:

'Girl, it's boring to drink by yourself, brother accompany you? '

Without raising his eyes, Liu Tong said, "Brother?Did you fucking grow JB?An hourullo is a fool who comes out to pretend to be a calf. '

That buddy was in a hurry at that time, and he raised his hand to hit Liu Tong.In the end, another idiot who fell in love with Liu Tong thought he had an opportunity.Hurry up and shout, and rush to save Mei.

The scene from the Taoism was: there was chaos at that time, the party was broken up, and the person who was scolded by Liu Tong was beaten and had several stitches.Don't tell me, this guy is really good later on, it's not a big deal.

But the battle was over, and when I went back to look for Liu Tong, I didn't see this figure.

Someone told her, early, let's go, lah!As early as she yelled, she wiped her mouth and left. "

"Hahahaha" Xiao Fan couldn't help laughing out loud.

——"Not only you laughed, everyone also laughed at that unlucky reminder. This buddy quit, and he wanted to talk to Liu Tong. He made an appointment on the phone, and the two met. The scene uploaded by Dao is like this:

Liu Tong arrived first, sat and waited with a cigarette in his mouth.That buddy came, sat down and saw Liu Tong and asked, 'how did you go that day? '

'Sleepy'

'I fight for you, if you are sleepy you leave, isn't that interesting? '

'would you like. '

'You little girl, why is your mouth so dark?What do you mean I am willing? If I didn't feel sorry for you, would I be able to help you?If you want to say that you are afraid to run away first, I can still understand.If you just open your mouth and say you are sleepy, it is not meaningful. '

'I do. '

Hey, Xiao Fan, listen up.Liu Tong, as far as that blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah, that day, was just three words for others.What can my buddies do? It turned over at that time.

——She said: "If you don't see that you are a P, I will never forgive you today."Now, I'll draw two roads for you, and if you choose one, you'll be defeated.One, you accompany the medical expenses.Two, you and me. '"

"Damn," Xiao Fan blurted out upon hearing this.

——"Ah, it's amazing, how do you know what she said at the time? After Liu Tong heard it, there was only one word: Damn.

Then a wine bottle hit someone on the head, look at the blood on that buddy's face.She pulled a napkin and said slowly while wiping the blood on his face:

'I came to see you today, just to tell you, don't fucking blind BB outside in the future, what's for me and for me, don't let me hear it again!Also, I will give you the medical expenses. If you need money in the future, you will tell me clearly. I will kowtow to my aunt and say something nice, so that I can make my aunt happy, and maybe I can reward you.

As for what you said another way!You are so fucking blind!I've always been the only one who cheated on others, and the one who cheated on me wasn't even born yet! 'After speaking, he dropped 1 yuan and walked away.Tiger?Awesome?Xiao Fan, after hearing this, do you still want to touch her?Sister advises you, cherish life and stay away from Liu Tong!

The author has something to say:

thoughts have arisen

a sickness,

the telling of a song,

a pouring out of love,

A dream call!

It's you,

It has pulled my mind ever since!

In this empathy,

I don't understand the embarrassment,

can't hear the past,

In your eyes——

So beautiful, free and easy, pure!