looking away

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When the eyes fall and the heart unites, the spirit wanders away;

I look at you, you look at me.

Hand in hand, the spirit walks through;

I chase you, you wait for me.

Can,

The time has passed, so what about the deed?

63. Drop-off

At the airport in City D, the doctor Zhang Luyun hurried into the waiting hall. He looked at the electronic screen and ran directly to the domestic boarding gate to ZhH City. Not far ahead, Xiao Fan was waiting in the security check lane.

"Xiao Fan, Xiao Fan." Zhang Luyun waved his hand towards Xiao Fan.

Xiao Fan turned around and saw Dr. Zhang startled slightly, and then withdrew from the passage.Walking towards him dragging the suitcase: "What a coincidence?"

"It's not a coincidence, I came here specially to see you off." Dr. Zhang raised his hand and wiped the sweat from his forehead.

"Ah? Oh, thank you then." Xiao Fan didn't know what to say.After that date, she never contacted Zhang Luyun again, thinking that she could gradually distance themselves from each other by doing so.But I didn't expect to see him unexpectedly at the airport today.

"Then you, is there anything else?" Xiao Fan glanced at his watch subconsciously.

Zhang Luyun felt Xiao Fan's indifference, and said awkwardly: "If there is still time, I would like to say a few words to you."

Xiao Fan looked left and right, pointed to a row of seats not far away and said, "Would you like to sit there?"

"Okay." Zhang Luyun was about to reach out to help Xiao Fan get the box, but Xiao Fan was one step ahead of him, pulling the box and walking towards the seat.

"Let's talk." After Xiao Fan sat down, he didn't look at Zhang Luyun, but turned on his phone to look.

"Xiao Fan," Zhang Luyun paused, and summoned up his courage to say, "Do you think it's inappropriate to be with me?" Seeing that Xiao Fan didn't answer, Zhang Luyun went on to say, "I've never been on a blind date before. I had no choice but to be chased by my mother, so I went to see you. To be honest, you surprised me."

Xiao Fan raised his head and looked at Zhang Luyun with doubts in his eyes.

"I didn't expect to meet a woman with connotation and personality like you through a blind date. Xiao Fan, in the process of getting along with you, I like your natural intelligence and unadorned truth more and more. I also know that you didn't mean to contact me since we separated last time, but after thinking about it for a while, I still feel that for a rare woman like you, I shouldn't just give up. At least, I should tell you my Feelings and thoughts, and then, it is up to us to decide whether we should go ahead or not. So, sorry, I called your family without your permission."

Seeing Xiao Fan frown.Doctor Zhang quickly explained: "Don't get me wrong. I just inquired about your return to City D today when I was greeting my uncle and aunt. Don't worry, I didn't say a word that shouldn't be said. Hehe, I understand, and you must Did you come to see me because of your parents' orders?"

Xiao Fan nodded slightly.

"Xiao Fan, I like you very much. And I don't think you hate me, do you? At our age, it's really rare to meet someone you like and don't hate. So, I think , we should give each other a chance to get along and try. Even if it doesn’t work, it’s no big deal, just be friends. If, what I’m talking about is if, if we get along well and we can come together, then for We and our families are all accountable."

"Doctor Zhang," Xiao Fan sat up straight, "I want to ask you something."

"you say,"

"You said you didn't go on blind dates before? Why?"

"On the one hand, I am very busy at work, and on the other hand, I don't really believe that blind dates can find love."

"Oh. As for me, I'm not as busy as you, and I'm not as confident as you. Therefore, I have been going on blind dates according to my parents' requirements. I don't remember how many people I met, but you are the only one I have met for the second time. people."

The corners of Zhang Luyun's mouth turned up, revealing a smile.

Xiao Fan continued: "So for this, I have to apologize to you. I say to you very sincerely: I'm sorry!"

The corners of Zhang Luyun's mouth froze on his face before he came and put it down.

Xiao Fan paused and continued: "Of course, it's definitely not because you're not good enough. On the contrary, I saw your excellence. So, I know I'm not good enough for you. Or...in other words, we It's not really appropriate."

"Which aspect is inappropriate, tell me?" Zhang Luyun sat up straight and leaned back on the seat.

"Doctor Zhang, we are all mature adults. We all know that many things can't be broken down and explained clearly. It is my selfish drive to see you for the second time. On the one hand, I am forced by my parents. On the one hand, I am sorry for your talent. Today, I saw your courage by accident. Doctor Zhang, believe me, you deserve to meet someone who is better and more outstanding than me, Xiao Fan."

"Xiao Fan, these words of yours sounded like rhetoric to me. Can you tell me the real reason?" Zhang Luyun continued to ask gently.

Xiao Fan thought for a while and shook his head: "I don't think it's a rhetoric."

Zhang Luyun sighed lightly: "Xiao Fan, you have to find out whether it is suitable or not. This is like eating a dish. For a dish that you have never eaten before, you have to taste it first before you can say whether you like it or not. It seems prevarication, or it is arbitrary. This seems unfair to me... After all, I am sincere enough."

"you......"

Without waiting for Xiao Fan to speak, Zhang Luyun continued: "If you really can't come up with a decent reason, I have an idea, you listen to it? Let's take a step back and be friends first, so as to deepen our mutual understanding. If , we will always be stuck on the road of friends in the future, so I will admit it. As for you, you might as well wait until you really taste my dish before saying whether it is suitable or not. At that time, I think the dish you took out The reasons are more convincing, right?"

Xiao Fan looked at Zhang Luyun's persistent eyes, and listened to his analysis and suggestions with reason.It was difficult for Xiao Fan to find a suitable word to refuse.At this moment, only the "I am Les" that was on her lips was the real reason why she wanted to say it but couldn't.

Xiao Fan sighed as if accepting his fate: "Oh! Doctor Zhang, you are too persistent, this will really hurt you."

Zhang Luyun said with a smile: "I can't be so persistent about everything."

"It's almost time, I should go." Xiao Fan stood up.

"Okay. Then we will keep in touch in the future."

Xiao Fan stared into Zhang Luyun's eyes, and shook his head helplessly: "Doctor Zhang, I don't want to delay you. I still say the same thing, don't expect anything, no matter how long it takes between us, there can only be one result. That's friends."

"Hey, go in quickly, I'm leaving first. Send me a WeChat message when you get there." Zhang Luyun avoided Xiao Fan's words, smiled and waved to her, then turned and left.

Looking at Zhang Luyun's back, Xiao Fan couldn't tell what mood he was in.How long can this kind of concealment and evasion last?

64. Sleepover

ZhH city is just like in your bar, the music is wafting, Gao Yu is busy drying the glasses one by one, Xie Qiu is sitting at the bar, smoking a cigarette, looking at Gao Yu, wanting to say something several times, but shutting his mouth again up.

It's not that Xie Qiu doesn't know that the little girl likes him, and she is not a saint either. After more than two years of getting along, Xie Qiu's feelings for Gao Yu have become more and more subtle.Xie Qiu couldn't even explain the reason for the distracting thoughts that popped up from his younger sister and friends to now.

Last night, she dreamed of Gao Yu: In the dream, Xie Qiu saw Gao Yu standing in the pouring rain with her body bent, the cold rain hit her head and body, soaked her hair, and the rain dripped on Tears were mixed on her face, and then another drop fell on the mud at Gao Yu's feet, and the mud splashes jumped onto Gao Yu's feet, slowly spreading, turning into dirty marks.Xie Qiu saw Gao Yu staring blankly at the sky, with his mouth half-opened and silent.Xie Qiu was angry and annoyed, how could he stand in the rain in such weather, what should he do if he got sick from the rain?What should I do if people can see it?She wanted to call Gao Yu to come back, but she couldn't make a sound. She wanted to run to Gao Yu quickly, but she couldn't move her legs.In desperation, Xie Qiu stood up and sat up on the bed.

Xie Qiu woke up, and then did not fall asleep again.She was lying on the balcony looking at the distant night sky, with a big eye circle, through which she seemed to see Gao Yu's young face.

"What are you thinking about?" Gao Yu suddenly interrupted Xie Qiu's meditation.

"Ah, I didn't think about anything." Xie Qiu hurriedly looked away, "There are not many people today, you should go back early." For the past six months, Gao Yu would come to the bar to help whenever she had time, but whenever Xie Qiu wanted to give her All the rewards were rejected by her decisively.She said that she didn't pay for drinking, so it was worth two.

At this moment, Gao Yu was busy mixing drinks for the guests while replying, "I won't return."

Xie Qiu glanced at Gao Yu and asked, "Shall Xiao Fan come back today?"

"That's right, Sister Tong went to the airport to pick her up in the afternoon, and I guess they'll be home by now."

"Then why don't you hurry back?"

"Why should I go back in a hurry? To be a light bulb? I didn't go back because she wanted to come back. I already sent Sister Tong a WeChat message to tell her that I won't come back tonight, so they can play with peace of mind. How about it, I am sensible Bar."

Xie Qiu smiled and nodded: "Care to work. Then you go back to the dormitory?"

"Dormitory? I haven't been back for a long time, and there is no place for me long ago."

"then you?"

"Go to your house." Gao Yu said casually, but Lao Xie was terrified when he heard it.

"No." Xie Qiu refused decisively.

"What?"

"Because... there is no place for you."

"I will live where you live." Gao Yu poked his neck.

"No. Absolutely not." Xie Qiu ignored Gao Yu.

"Boss Xie, when did you become so stingy?" Gao Yu stood in front of Xie Qiu who was about to leave.

The difference in height between the two was not that big, but because Gao Yu was wearing wedge heels, she was slightly taller than Xie Qiu.She posted Xie Qiu very close, and Xie Qiu could easily smell the after-shower fragrance from Gao Yu's body, and Xie Qiu felt his face start to heat up.To cover it up, Xie Qiu turned cold on purpose, and said to Gao Yu in an annoyed tone, "Get out of the way."

"I don't!" Gao Yu deliberately provoked.The few drinking drinkers in front of the bar all noticed the emotional changes of the two of them at this moment, and gathered around to watch the excitement.Xie Qiu's face became even uglier when he found out that he was surrounded by people.She reached out to push Gao Yu, but Gao Yu dodged it unexpectedly.

"Yo~~~" the onlookers sighed.Someone shouted: "The little girl is very smart! Lao Xie, you can't do it." Lao Xie blushed even more now, and she raised her hands to catch Gao Yu, trying to shake Gao Yu aside, and then quickly avoided the crowd Sight.But the moment she raised her hands to grab Gao Yu, Gao Yu squatted down and hugged Xie Qiu's legs instead.Gao Yu tightened her arms. Seeing that Lao Xie was about to lose his standing, she quickly supported the bar with one hand and pressed Gao Yu's head with the other.

"Haha. Little girl has practiced."

"Old Xie, give up resistance and enjoy the counterattack."

"Yes, yes, I think you are about to bloom a second spring!"

Lao Xie's face turned liver-colored, and she pressed Gao Yutou's hand and pushed it outward: "Release."

However, Gao Yu's hand tightened even more. She looked up at Xie Qiu and said with a smile, "I don't, unless you let me go to your house today."

"Oh!!!" Everyone cheered.

"I'll go! Are you finished yet?" Lao Xie couldn't hold back his face, and was about to start scolding.Unexpectedly, Gao Yu suddenly let go, stood up, turned and left the bar, and walked out of the bar quickly.In everyone's astonishment, he left.Everyone, you look at me and I look at you, but no one understands what's going on.

Xie Qiu watched the door being closed again, and it took him a long time to wake up.She lowered her head and thought for a while, then suddenly called out to a waiter, gave a few simple explanations, and chased him out.

Everyone looked at me and I looked at you, and then cheered.

65. Avoid

Xie Qiu ran out the door and looked around, but he didn't see Gao Yu.Old Xie's heart tightened, she was worried that Gao Yu would do something impulsive to hurt herself.At this moment, a flash of lightning flashed across the sky, illuminating the dense dark clouds in midair, and heavy rain was coming. "Fuck!" Old Xie scolded anxiously: "Where did you go? You're a big ass, where can you go?"

While searching carefully along the street, she dialed Gao Yu's phone over and over again, but the phone was always turned off.Xie Qiu became even more anxious. Not long ago, there were two robberies in this bar street. Now she is full of thoughts about whether Gao Yu will have an accident or whether something unexpected will happen.The more Xie Qiu thought about it, the more frightened she became, and the more she thought about it, the more flustered she became. She started running and shouting Gao Yu's name.

Suddenly, Xie Qiu caught a glimpse of a person squatting in the gap between the two buildings.She rubbed her eyes, and slowly approached to see that it was Gao Yu.Only then did Xie Qiu let out a long breath, and she came to Gao Yu in three steps at a time. She was about to blame Gao Yu, but she clearly heard Gao Yu's sobs.

Xie Qiu had no choice but to swallow the curse again.She took out a cigarette and lit it, then sat beside Gao Yu.

After a while, Gao Yu cried enough.She turned her head to look at Xie Qiu and said, "Give me one."

Lao Xie put the cigarette in his mouth and just took out the cigarette case.Gao Yu said again: "I want yours." Old Xie looked at Gao Yu silently for a while, and then handed her the cigarette from his mouth.

After lighting another cigarette, Lao Xie took a deep breath: "Gao Yu, how old are you?"

"25."

"Do you know how old I am?"

"40."

"Hehe, if this was in the past, it would have been two generations." Another flash of lightning flashed far away in the sky.

Gao Yu doesn't know how to smoke, so she started coughing after taking a deep breath. She coughed and said, "But, now is not the past."

"If you don't know how to smoke, don't smoke. It's not a good thing." Lao Xie patted Gao Yu's back lightly: "Gao Yu, don't come to my place from now on."

Gao Yu was taken aback for a moment, and the tears that had just been suppressed filled his eyes in an instant: "You kicked me out?"

"Yeah. I can't just watch you fall to me."

"You kicked me out?"

"Well, as long as I have a semblance of reason, I must drive you away."

"You kicked me out?"

"Oh! Gao Yu, one day you will understand that what I did was right."

"You kicked me out..." Gao Yu's voice changed from aggrieved to complaining, and finally became Sistilian.There was a rumbling thunder, and the raindrops gathered together in an instant, and fell from the sky in a pouring force.Gao Yu stood in the rain, crying and shouting: "Xie Qiu, you kicked me out! You kicked me out, and you kicked me out!"

Xie Qiu sat in the rain, looked up at Gao Yu who was crying, she suddenly went into a trance, is this a dream or reality?If it is a dream, why is it so real?

She stood up and wanted to hold Gao Yu's hand, but Gao Yu pushed her away.Xie Qiu suddenly became anxious. She was afraid that she would be as helpless and helpless as in her dream. Although she was afraid that she would hurt her, but at this moment, she was even more afraid that she would not be able to stop her, protect her, and comfort her.

Xie Qiu suddenly grabbed Gao Yu's shoulders and shouted, "Gao Yu, Gao Yu, listen to me."

"I won't listen, I won't listen!" Gao Yu covered her ears with both hands, shaking her head desperately.

Xie Qiu felt like her head was about to explode, she suddenly yelled in a voice that was almost wailing: "Stop messing around! Gao Yu, I like you!"

For a moment, Gao Yu trembling body stilled.She slowly lowered her hands, stared at Xie Qiu blankly and asked, "What did you say?"

"I said, I like you." Xie Qiu reached out to help Gao Yu wipe the rain and tears from his face, and then said, "Ancestor! Stop making trouble, let's go home."

Xie Qiu frowned, sitting on the sofa, listening to the sound of water coming from the bathroom.She never imagined that she would encounter such an affair in her old age.

Facing the blooming girl in the bathroom, Xie Qiu couldn't tell whether it was joy or sorrow.Saying that happiness is true happiness, the most valuable thing in a relationship is that when you like her, she just likes you too. The joy brought by this kind of love resonance at the same frequency is something that many people yearn for but are always out of reach.

However, this element of joy has also become the key to worry.At the inappropriate age, inappropriate time, and inappropriate environment, the light of mutual love is destined to be gradually diminished, and it may even become the prelude to a farce or even a tragedy.

Thinking of this, Xie Qiu secretly made up his mind: Gao Yu cannot be involved in this tragedy.If you like it, you have to pay the price.For Gao Yu, this price is absolutely self-controlled care, absolutely no sacrifice.right!Ok, deal.He only loves her and protects her, never touches her and possesses her.Accompany her through this throbbing years, and then send her to the most suitable person.right!Ok, deal.Thinking of this, Xie Qiu eased his frowning eyebrows.

"I'm fine, you go. Oh, yes, you throw all the wet clothes in the bathroom, and I'll wash them together tomorrow." Gao Yu urged Xie Qiu while wiping her hair, acting like a heroine.

"Oh." After making up his mind, Lao Xie obediently walked into the bathroom.When she finished washing and opened the bathroom door again, the light in the living room had already been turned off.In the room, there was only a desk lamp in the bedroom, revealing a faint yellowish light.

The "already" calm and indifferent Lao Xie who had just let go of his emotions and desires was sitting down on the sofa in the living room, not daring to move.

Gao Yu lay on the bed and listened attentively. The sound of the water had disappeared. After waiting for a while, Lao Xie was still nowhere to be seen.She couldn't help but asked in the dark living room: "Old Xie? What are you doing, why don't you come in?"

"Then...then what, you go to bed first." Lao Xie stuttered in reply.She was so annoyed that she had lived almost half of her life, but she was made restless by such a little girl.

"What nonsense, come in quickly." Gao Yu's voice was full of impatience.

"Go to sleep, I have something else to do." Xie Qiu got dressed as quickly as possible, and rushed out the door.

Before the rain stopped, Xie Qiu heard Gao Yu yelling in an angry voice from the upstairs balcony: "Xie Qiu, you are not human, if you have the ability, you can hide from me for the rest of your life!" He rushed into the rain without looking back.

The author has something to say:

When the eyes fall and the heart unites, the spirit wanders away;

I look at you, you look at me.

Hand in hand, the spirit walks through;

I chase you, you wait for me.