looking away

【anger】

anger is soft tentacles

Quarrels are impotent hands

The moment that scared you away

I protect my fragile internal organs

36. Quarrel

As soon as he entered the door, Gao Yu felt that there was something wrong with the atmosphere, and there were only women in sight.As a young man born in 90, Gao Yu understood what this was all about in an instant.

Then, she immediately thought of Liu Tong's daily speech and behavior, and Gao Yu suddenly realized.

At first, I only thought that Liu Tong's resolute personality was like a strong woman, but now I finally understand that her nature is an independent one. In her world, she can raise her pride alone, and build her self-confidence by herself. Never need to rely on the tenacity of others.Gao Yu couldn't help but feel excited when she thought about it, and she couldn't help but think of a sentence her mother said: Be a good person no matter where you go.It seems that what my mother said is right. After being a good person once, I can get to know such an outstanding and unique person like Liu Tong. It is so worth it.The plot is simple, just like watching a movie.Gao Yu excitedly sat on a table for two in the corner, ordered a bottle of beer, and looked around.

"Here we come." At the bar, Xie Qiu greeted Liu Tong who had just sat down, and Liu Tong nodded in response.

"Old rules?"

"Ah."

After drinking for a while, Liu Tong's phone rang. Liu Tong looked down, silently refused to answer, and turned off the phone.Xie Qiu has seen this scene many times.While wiping the cup, she seemed to say to Liu Tong unintentionally, "Is work not going well?"

"No." Liu Tong didn't look at Xie Qiu.

"Not in good health?" Xie Qiu continued to ask.

"It's always been like this." Liu Tong said.

"That is, emotional problems?" Xie Qiu leaned closer to Liu Tong, "Hey, tell me, you've been hanging out in the bar after get off work, have you been spotted by someone?"

Liu Tong frowned and raised his head: "Xie Qiu, how old are you?"

Xie Qiu was taken aback by the question: "37. What?"

"Not too young, why are you still so curious?" Liu Tong poured himself another glass of wine, picked up the nuts from the fruit plate and put them in his mouth.

"Hey! I don't care about you. How old are you? We've known each other for so long, but I still don't know how old you are?" Old Xie asked.

"33. Xie Qiu,"

"You can call me Lao Xie, that's what everyone calls me." Xie Qiu interrupted Liu Tong with a smile.At this time, there was a commotion in the corner behind him.Lao Xie frowned and muttered: "It's not even ten o'clock yet, and someone drank too much? Hey, it's true." She walked out of the bar and walked towards the noisy place.

Liu Tong is also looking for fame at this time.I saw a scantily clad woman with her back turned to Liu Tong, pointing at a woman on the opposite side of the table and cursing something, and beside her stood a girl in a T-shirt and jeans, trying to pull her away.Liu Tong couldn't see who the woman was scolding, but only heard one of the two quarreling voices, which seemed to be very familiar.

She stood up, put her hands in her trouser pockets, and followed Lao Xie.The voice gradually became clearer.

The scantily clad woman said: "Where's the little biao, I'll post it up when I'm away for a day. If you're so hungry and thirsty, why don't you sell it?"

The woman who was being scolded opposite did not show any weakness: "You fucked up, your mouth is so ugly, no wonder no one wants it. It's okay to have a bad mouth and blind eyes. Ask the people around you whether it was me or her who posted it."

The jeans standing on the side pulled the exposed girl and smoothed things over: "Okay, okay, don't make trouble. Come with me, I didn't know you would come today. I just think she's lonely by herself, Just talk to her."

The exposed girl flicked her arm and yelled into her jeans: "Fart, lonely? Why didn't I see loneliness? I think she has a tight wave. Don't be a good boy here. I saw it today. If you don't See, you don't necessarily lie to me! You are a liar."

Lao Xie saw that Liu Tong also came over, pulled her and said in a low voice, "Believe it or not, she can argue for an hour without even moving her hands."

"Impossible." Liu Tong looked at the situation, as if it was on the verge of breaking out.

"Hmph, you don't come here often, and you don't understand the quarrel patterns in the south. They are good at quarreling, but they can hardly do it. Unlike our place, those who can do it try not to quarrel." Before Lao Xie finished speaking, the girl who was scolded inside suddenly Stand up, raise your hands and grab the exposed woman's hair and hit her.Everyone was taken aback by this sudden move.The people watching the excitement around them also took several steps back in fright, they had never seen such a fierce posture.

At this time, Lao Xie raised his eyebrows and smiled: "Yo, it's still a baby. I guess we are from the same village." She turned to ask Liu Tong, but found that Liu Tong had already rushed between the two men fighting, and grabbed the girl who beat him , A woman was beaten apart and exposed.Then he dragged the beating girl behind him.

Gao Yu was furious, and was about to charge up to the person pulling him, but found himself blocked by a familiar figure: "Sister Tong!"

Liu Tong ignored her, and only said to the two people opposite: "Get lost!"

The exposed girl had a strand of hair plucked out, and was unwilling to accept it and rushed up, but the jeans were smart enough to discover that Liu Tong had just walked over with the boss.She whispered a few words to the exposed girl, and the exposed girl looked at the situation and realized that it was a rare bargain, cursed and threatened a few words, and then left.

"Everyone, let's go, let's go. I've disturbed everyone's interest, so I'll buy everyone a bottle of beer. Come, come, Bossa, let's have a happy drink!" Lao Xie shouted towards the performance stage, and then greeted everyone. Everyone gave wine, and the embarrassment just subsided quickly.

"Little girl, it's quite fierce." Lao Xie looked at Gao Yu who was combing his hair with a smile.

"Thank you, thank you. Today is a good day for her. The next time you meet her, you will definitely beat her and call her your mother." Gao Yu waved his arms, his anger still lingering.Liu Tong raised his hand and patted her on the head.

"Who asked you to come?"

Gao Yu let out an ouch, and pouted his lips in displeasure: "Oh, you have to hit me on the head, even if you're not stupid, you'll be fooled."

"I ask you, why are you here?" Liu Tong continued to ask.

"I, I, I'm here for you." Gao Yu said with a straight neck and a confident look.

Lao Xie looked left and right, as if he suddenly understood: "Brother, I think this is your latest trouble. Little girl, come to see your sister Tong, what are you doing? Do you like her?"

"Old Xie, don't make trouble." Liu Tong's expression changed.

"Yes, yes, I like Sister Tong, and Sister Tong also likes me." Gao Yu happily agreed.

Lao Xie was taken aback for a moment, and then realized that this was not someone from the circle, so he naturally misunderstood what she meant.She shook her head with a smile, brought another bottle of wine to Liu Tong and said, "You should drink less today and go back to rest early. I think your complexion is getting worse and worse recently."

"Yes, you are the boss. You can't always sell my sister alcohol. She is in poor health. She goes to the hospital every three days. She suffers from enteritis and loses consciousness. If you sell her alcohol again, it will be murder, you know. What?" As soon as wine was mentioned, Gao Yu started talking, chattering a lot, so that Lao Xie couldn't get in the conversation at all.

Liu Tongjin frowned, took Gao Yu's hand, and said to Lao Xie: "Don't drink, I'll take her back first, I caused you trouble today. I'm sorry."

37. Tell

As soon as he entered the house, Liu Tong almost slammed the door.Gao Yu was so frightened that he honestly poured a glass of water for Liu Tong, then sat obediently across the table without making a sound.

"Why did you follow me?" Liu Tong took out a cigarette and saw that there was none left. She cursed and smashed the package and threw it aside.Anxiety was written directly on his face.

Gao Yu hurriedly went to the kitchen to get another pack, opened it and handed it to Liu Tong, and then said in a low voice, "I see you come home drunk all the time, I want to know where you drink, so I can advise you not to drink." .”

"Are you free?"

"I care about you."

"I beg you to care?"

"you,"

"Gao Yu, we have only known each other for a few days, and you follow me. You are sick, I'm fucking drinking, I am willing to drink, and drinking to death has nothing to do with you. Are you a bit redundant? I will tell you clearly today, because you have helped me, my house, you can live here if you like! But don’t worry about this and that. If you feel uncomfortable living here, leave as soon as possible Oh. I will never keep you." Liu Tong spoke indifferently, not showing Gao Yu any affection.

Gao Yu stood up suddenly, and was about to pack up her things and leave when she returned to the house.But as soon as she reached the door of the bedroom, she turned around again and walked towards Liu Tong: "Liu Tong, I misread you, you are a coward!"

Liu Tong was taken aback by the sudden change in Gao Yu's expression, and was momentarily at a loss for words.

Gao Yu sneered, and then said: "Just now, I thought you were not afraid of women. You are the most powerful woman I have ever seen in Gao Yu's life. I am secretly happy, how can God treat me so well? Let me know you. Hehe, but now, I finally see clearly that I was wrong! Liu Tong, you are a coward. A coward who dares to think, dare not do, dare to act and dare not be!"

"Who are you talking about?" Liu Tong stood up abruptly towards Gao Yuteng.

"I say you!

Liu Tong, I'm talking about you!You think I don't know why you're angry?Follow you for me?Take care of you for me?wrong!This is simply an illusion.

You are using these insignificant things to cover up your embarrassment, your bewilderment when I found out you were lesbian, and your panic when your secret was revealed. "

Liu Tong was really speechless suddenly, and a loud voice in her mind was shouting: She's fucking right!

Gao Yu saw that all the sharpness in Liu Tong's eyes disappeared in an instant, and then a childlike daze and loneliness rose.

She lowered her voice and continued: "Sister Tong, why bother? What's wrong with Lesbian? Is it so shameful? Besides, you don't trust me that much? Liu Tong, are you tired of holding so many secrets? ?”

Liu Tong's eye sockets were moist.

"Sister Tong, let me say it again, I like you, I care about you, I, Gao Yu, will never do anything to hurt you. You have to trust me."

"Also, can you stop torturing yourself! There is something you can't get through. Tell me, just say it, don't hold back, okay? Even if I can't help you, at least I can help you Take it easy! Seriously, Liu Tong, I'm really scared, if you keep holding back, you won't be able to hold back anymore."

Gao Yu approached Liu Tong, hugged her who was already crying, gently stroked her back, and let out a deep sigh.

That night, neither of them slept. Gao Yu drank a lot of wine and shed a lot of tears with Liu Tong.

then,

She finally learned about a disease called scar constitution, met a person named Xiao Fan, learned about the entanglement that the more she loves, the more she will be separated, and saw a kind of longing that makes people feel overwhelmed.

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anger is soft tentacles

Quarrels are impotent hands