chronic silence

Yi Yin called early the next morning, not to Ma Yueer, but to Ma Yueer's house.

"Hello, who is it?"

"Hello, Auntie, I'm Yi Yin."

"Yi Yin?" Mama Ma looked a little embarrassed, looked at the old man who was getting dressed, and put away the receiver, "You're calling home."

"What's the matter? We are also very sad about Yue'er. You said that as parents, we always hope that our children will live well, but look..."

"It's okay, Auntie, I just wanted to talk about this matter today. I wanted to come earlier, but I was afraid that Yue'er would still be sleeping, so I was abrupt and called home. I will come to the door to apologize in person later."

"No, no, Yue'er, she..." Before Ma Mama finished speaking, Yi Yin hung up very quickly. "Old man, what should we do, Yi Yin is coming over."

"There's nothing to do. If this kid doesn't come today, even if Yue'er agrees, I won't marry my daughter to him. Let's go, wake up Yue'er, and just clarify the matter."

Mother Ma saw that the old man had changed into formal clothes after a while, and she knocked on Yueer's door again, "Yueer, come out..." Before she finished speaking, the daughter had already opened the door, dressed neatly, and her hair was untidy. Comb it.

It turned out that she was the only one who was ignorant. "Both of you, father and daughter, give me some breath so that I can prepare early!"

Yi Yin's time was just right, and when she rang the doorbell, Ma Mama had just finished tidying up, and greeted her with a smile, "Yi Yin, you're here."

"Hello, Uncle Ma, hello Auntie." He brought something over, and just put it down, he saw Yue'er sitting on the sofa watching TV, Yi Yin restrained his smile, "Yue'er."

"Here?" Ma Yueer was about to pour tea for Yi Yin, but was stopped by Yi Yin.

Why is she acting like she was born? She hasn't agreed to break up yet, but it seems that things are irreversible.

"Xiaoyi, we already know the purpose of your visit today. It's not that your aunt and I don't support you. We two old people still like you very much."

"Uncle Ma, I know what you mean. I thought a lot about it yesterday. My parents mean that this matter involves two families. Why don't you find a place to sit down and have a good talk, and I don't want to talk to Yue Er separate."

Ma Yongjin expected this meeting, but he did not expect that the original future in-laws would meet under such circumstances. "Okay, I'll trouble you then."

Yi Yin has her own thoughts, since her parents have already agreed, the breakup proposed by Yue'er because of "self-blame" is not valid.Maybe you can also set a wedding date by the way.

Ma Yue'er also has her own plans, she hasn't told her parents that she has made an agreement with Wei Nuo, so she should take this opportunity to tell them.

From this point of view, Yi Yin didn't know what was waiting for him ahead, and Ma Yue'er had already made up her mind.

Yi Yin took Ma Yue'er's family to the appointed place, Yi Yin's parents had already arrived, and some dishes had already been served.

"Parents, uncles and aunts are all here, and so is Yueer."

"Sit, sit, stop standing."

They nodded to each other and took their seats.

"Yue'er, come, eat something first." Yi Yin added food to Ma Yueer.

Ma Yueer's appetite is mediocre, but she knows in her heart that Yi Yin is making the last effort for this relationship.

"We've heard what Xiao Yi said about Yue'er. We think that in the future, the two of them will live together. As long as the two of them live well, it's up to them to decide whether to have a child or not."

"Yes," Mama Yi answered immediately, "If you want to have a child, you can do it by relying on scientific means."

"Yue'er, my parents have already made their statement. You don't have to feel guilty about being infertile. We are still the same as a few days ago, okay?"

"Yes, Yue'er, Yi Yin said she doesn't care. Don't scare yourself."

In this way, most people have expressed their views.Ma Yue'er thought that the Yi family would overwhelmingly oppose it, so this dinner was unnecessary.

Seeing his daughter's expressionless face, Papa Ma came out to help her out, "We are the same as you in this matter, depending on what the child wants."

Mama Yi's complexion became a little ugly, and she hinted at Papa Yi frequently.

Didn't you say that their family would not agree? What should we do?

Yi's father looked serious, as if he hadn't received the signal from his wife.

Yi Yin has already raised the banner of victory in his heart, Yue'er wants to be with him, he firmly believes this, as long as Yue'er agrees now, the next step is to agree on the wedding date. "Yue'er, what do you think?"

Yi Yin seemed to be able to see the picture of the two of them getting married.

"I don't agree, I can't agree."

When Ma Yueer said these words calmly, Yi Yin's face turned pale, "How come, why..."

Mama Yi secretly breathed a sigh of relief, "Yue'er, why do you say that?"

Ma Yue'er thought for a while, and felt that instead of leaving Yi Yin with hope and entanglement in an unclear way, it's better to be straightforward and throw this penis out.

"I've promised to adopt Shitou, I can't be with you anymore, Yi Yin, I'm sorry." Ma Yueer loved Yi Yin, so she didn't want to drag him down.It suddenly occurred to her that she once laughed at Chen Yaoyu for thinking of Wei Nuo self-righteously, which resulted in the two of them getting to where they are today - from this point of view, she has also become the one who loves to think of others.

Some irony.Ma Yue'er didn't intend to explain who the stone was, nor did she intend to stay here for long.Yi Yin's parents naturally wanted to ask clearly, of course, about their son.

"Xiaoyi, what does Yue'er mean? Who is the stone, and where did it come from?"

Yi Yin didn't know what to say, he was still kept in the dark, "Yue'er, when did it happen, what are you doing...you and Wei Nuo, could it be—"

"I asked you something!"

"Daughter, this...why don't we know? Hey, we really don't know, Dad Yi, Mom Yi, if we two elders knew, we wouldn't be so cheeky to come here today, daughter...you talk ,What's the matter?"

"What does this mean? If you can't conceive, you can't conceive. Why is adoption involved? Also, who is Wei Nuo? Xiao Yi, you have made everything clear to me today."

Father Yi couldn't sit still, "What's going on, please explain clearly."

Ma Mama anxiously sat or stood in her seat, and kept saying, "We don't know" and "I'm sorry".In the end, no one listened to her at all, so she shut up.

"Wei Nuo is Yue'er's high school classmate. He adopted a child named 'Stone'. I don't know why Yue'er adopted him." Yi Yin actually knew it well, and guessed it roughly.It's just that he can't say "Wei Nuo suffers from stress disorder", if so, it will be difficult for Yueer to explain.

But why on earth would she do this?Can't you think about your own feelings?What a mess.

"It's the child you brought home to take care of, right? That bastard who took some milk and fruit, right? Why doesn't he raise it by himself? Yueer, you are so stupid, don't ask that person to give you to you again." Lie to me! Old man, take care of your daughter."

"Yue'er, please speak clearly." Ma Yongjin thought of the "□□" that his daughter mentioned before, and his heart fell to the bottom instantly, "Is it true?"

"Dad, it's true. I've already made up my mind. I would rather not have a child than do a test tube. I don't want my child to be criticized in the future."

Yi Yin knew that this was not the real reason, "We can have no children! I can have no children—do you think that if you adopt Shishi, he won't be criticized. Yueer!"

"I can't let Wei Nuo lose the stone!"

"So you made me lose you, right?" Yi Yin said suddenly weakly, his tongue sliding around in his mouth.

Others may not know it, but Yi's mother understands her son's action best. He has been wronged and his emotions are already up, so he must use this small action to distract some attention.

"You know the reason, I really can't look at the stone - forget it, uncles and aunts are sorry, let you see a joke, parents, I have to leave beforehand." Ma Yueer couldn't help it in front of so many people To expose Wei Nuo's truth in person, she said sorry in her heart more than everyone present, she gave up Yi Yin, gave up possible happiness.

It's time for her to leave.

Yi Yin is still young and still has the opportunity to choose.

"Yue'er!" Yi Yin chased Ma Yue'er out.

"Son!" Yi's mother made a gesture to chase after her, but just as she stood up, her son had already disappeared. "I wanted to sit down and have a good meal, and I was planning to discuss the date of marriage. Now it seems that this marriage should not be married. Our son is not good enough for your daughter!" Ren Shiyi's mother, who is such a good-tempered person, also got angry when she encountered such absurd thing.

"Yes yes yes, it's our fault. I made you laugh." Ma Yongjin immediately apologized, and he can ask about his daughter's matter at home, but the matter on the table must be resolved immediately.

Yi Yin stopped Ma Yue'er.

"Yue'er, tell me the truth, what do you mean by 'adopting a stone'? Don't think it's a big deal not to be pregnant. Don't play tricks on me. I beg you, I beg you, okay?"

Yi Yin was already on the verge of collapse, Ma Yueer knew that he was going to catch up, but now she couldn't bear to hurt him. "Yiyin, don't make yourself too tired in the future. You and I both know how difficult this road is if you really get married. It's not just talking about it. I beg you, just let me take the stone Live the rest of your life, okay?"

"No! Yue'er, tell me honestly, is it you and Weinuo? ..."

Ma Yue'er's raised hand stopped in mid-air, "I actually have no position to slap this slap, but what you said just now was too much. You can doubt me, you can feel that Wei Nuo and I are ambiguous, but you I really can’t just say that because he’s gay, I’m done with that, goodbye, Yi Yin.”

Finally, Ma Yueer seized the last chance to escape.

Yi Yin called her name behind her back, but Ma Yueer didn't want to listen any more, so she quickened her pace and left.

Explain to Yi Yin, explain to parents.Ma Yueer uttered the thoughts in her heart completely, had a big fight with them, and simply moved out of the house again——Later, she thought, since she moved out, she might as well be more straightforward, quit her job, Or apply to be transferred to the branch in City H, so as to avoid the embarrassment of meeting Yi Yin in the future.

As for Chen Yaoyu, there was no news after that.Wei Nuo opened a bookstore and wrote down all his experiences.All people who come to the bookstore can write their own stories and feel the stories of others.Wei Nuo felt that although his dream of becoming a writer could no longer be realized, it was not bad to be able to run such a bookstore.

A high school in City H was relocated to the vicinity of Siyuan Primary School. As a result, more students came to Weinuo Bookstore every day than at the beginning.The students are always discussing who is the owner of this bookstore and why they named it "Your Bookstore".At the beginning, they just stood outside the door and didn't want to come in. The adolescent boys and girls who had dealt with books all day long couldn't resist their curiosity.

With the first person to eat crabs, there will naturally be a group of people who eat crabs, especially after knowing that you can write your own stories here, some unspeakable thoughts can finally be told to a third person other than parents listen.

Then, some ignorant high school girls began to quietly discuss the owner of this bookstore:

"Uncle style is very popular recently, the owner of that bookstore is really handsome."

"Did you sneak off to see it again? When I went last time, I saw a woman in his store. I heard that he was married and had a child."

"Then what happened to the sudden closure last time?"

"Yes, yes, I finally wanted to go there that day, but it was closed."

"I must have traveled with my wife and children."

"No, I heard that a man came to make trouble, and the child cried terribly."

"How many times have you been there? Why do you know everything?"

"I just heard, I heard."

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The author has something to say:

It's over~ The promised three episodes (short ones) have been written and will be released during the National Day. (PS The three chapters about the description of H that have not been released, I hope everyone will not be entangled, it will not have a great impact on the plot...)

About impressions:

The original intention of this article is entirely based on personal emotions, of course, this is not the epitome of personal experience.Creating a real, accessible image is the original and final purpose of this piece.However, there is a big gap between the degree of completion and the idea in the mind.For example, in the second half of this article, Chen Yaoyu almost didn't appear, because he didn't know how to arrange it, and because of Wei Nuo's state of mind.And the most important point, it seems that the characters can only cry when their emotions reach their peak.Will definitely try to express more emotions in the next one...and so on.

About people:

[Wei Nuo] The meaning of "Yi Nuo Nuo" is taken, and I hope he is a character who is unwavering in his love and seems a little easy to compromise on other things.Sensitive, fragile, overthinking, complex inner activities.Relatives, lovers, classmates, and children are all around him, four types of relationships that create or resolve conflicts. These relationships are connected by Wei Nuo’s gay status and appear alternately in Wei Nuo’s life——Wei Nuo Nuo's life was also filled with them, and Wei Nuo's life ended while maintaining these relationships.Some of this is within his control, and some is not.

[Chen Yaoyu], the original setting was completely opposite to Wei Nuo, a character who seemed to be brave for love, but was actually bound by many things, so in the end he couldn't get together with Wei Nuo, even if he did. , nor would it be the right two people.He has a kind of luck called "balance" in love and family business or personal career, so the seemingly intense and strong love is not actually burning to the extreme.He is happy to deal with all kinds of relationships, and he thinks that he has a perfect grasp. Perhaps from the beginning of the reunion, the ending is already doomed, but he just wants to experience the difficult process.

[Ma Yueer] almost deliberately portrays her as an independent character who bravely pursues love, is loyal to her friends and has clear love and hatred.I personally like it even more than the two protagonists—the women now or the women in my mind have a completely different look.She releases kindness, but is not blind to kindness; she pursues love, but is not blind; she knows how to withdraw in time, and also knows how to devote herself wholeheartedly.

[Liu Junyuan], the simple "opposite" image seems to be the culprit for Wei Nuo and Chen Yaoyu's inability to be together, relatively simple.

[Wei Minglei (Stone)], the child who pushed Wei Nuo and Chen Yaoyu to the final conflict, there is no right or wrong, it's just the reality.Other than that, the stone is no different from an ordinary child.I hope my stone is a likable character.

About thanks:

Thanks to the readers who have followed up to the present, and to the friends who gave valuable opinions during the initial revision.