The Silent Cherry And Plum Blossoms

Just as it was time for dinner, the canteen in the TV station gradually became lively.Yan Qi ordered fried pork with cauliflower, stir-fried milk cabbage, a bowl of yam pork rib soup, and an apple.

is eating slowly.Liao Chengyu walked across to her, put down the plate, and ate together.A few colleagues next to them winked at them tactfully, and went to other tables.

The whole world thought they were in love.Colleagues and family all think so.

But the actual situation is more complicated and simpler.

Yan Qi must admit that she has always had a good impression of Liao Chengyu, he is someone who can be a good friend.But once it reaches the level of falling in love, I always feel that something is missing.Yan Qi knew that she had very high demands on her lover, almost harsh.

Her love history is also very simple.

There was the germination of youth, and they broke up naturally when they couldn't get into the same university.It wasn't until I met Gao Jiming in my sophomore year that it was an unforgettable time.

Afterwards, it wasn't that no one pursued her, on the contrary, there were too many of them. The opposite sex of the same sex sometimes reached the point of being annoying. It wasn't until she indulged the rumor of "having an illegitimate daughter" that her ears were cleared.As Liu Yiyi said, her heart is calm, and it seems that she no longer has the desire to fall in love.

However, Liao Chengyu is undoubtedly the person she thinks is good in recent years.One is that he is long-lasting and dedicated. After his first love girlfriend and fiancee passed away, he has been thinking about her.Also, he keeps himself clean and has never had a romantic scandal.He is quite considerate and gentlemanly, which is rare among men in today's society.

She declined him once again in the parking lot of the hospital, but he still didn't give up.He only asked her out when he learned that Grandpa Yan Qi was in good health.

The first sentence was to apologize to her, "I took advantage of the situation that day, and you made things difficult for you when you were in such an anxious situation."

Looking at her with both eyes, he said sincerely: "But I really like you."

He confided to her: "My fiancée has been gone for 12 years. In the past few years, I couldn't get out at all, and I was only thinking about work. Later, I was habitually alone again, and I didn't miss her anymore. Find it hard to feel the same way about other people.”

They were drinking in a literary and clean bar, not noisy, most of them were chatting softly.

On the stage, a male singer who is not yet famous is singing Lin Yilian's song: "If I can give up the whole world, at least there is still you, worth my cherishing, and you are here..."

Yan Qi listened quietly.

Sometimes, listening to a person's confession to you is the minimum respect.

"I actually paid attention to you for a long time. When you didn't know me, I was moved. After that, I think I found the feeling of loving someone again."

Yan Qi was slightly moved.

"I know you haven't liked me yet, you just don't hate me, don't worry, I just like you very much, I haven't fallen in love with you yet." Liao Chengyu smiled.

Yan Qi was suddenly struck by his humor, and laughed along with him.

Liao Chengyu continued: "Sometimes I think, I'm already in my 30s, what kind of relationship do I want at this stage? Maybe I can just let my family make do, don't ask too much. But I can't, at least I want Like that person, she has to like me, and we don't even need to love deeply, because sometimes deep love is too painful."

Yan Qi frowned slightly.

"If you want to like each other for a while, and then get to know each other better, and even get married, the life after marriage will be closer and better."

"Sometimes I wonder, the divorce rate is so high now, in addition to tempting too many impetuous people, is it because they are too demanding at the beginning, so they can't bear the huge gap and disappointment after getting married, then in turn, we just Like, don't love so deeply, will it last longer?"

Yan Qi never thought of this, she was startled for a moment, and thought: "This is an interesting hypothesis."

"Yan Qi, I've said so much, I just want to beg you, can you give me a chance to chase you, make you like me a little bit, and then we'll go on."

"Others are my good assumptions, but I ask you first, give me a chance to pursue you?"

His words were sincere and his tone sincere.Yan Qi was dazed for a moment, and his heart fluctuated.Thinking of her grandparents, thinking of herself.Do you want to be single forever?Turning 30 soon, honestly she's not that strong, maybe, just maybe, give it a try?

"If I work hard and you don't like me anymore, then I can just forget it," Liao Chengyu smiled, "Don't be pressured, please stay with me for a while, I will never force you, if not, we will separate. I Guaranteed gentleman." He childishly raised his hand as an oath, revealing two deep dimples.

Yan Qi was stunned for a moment, and finally nodded.

So there's a situation where the whole world thinks they're dating, but both of them know they're not.

Fortunately for Yan Qi, Liao Chengyu really respected her when he said he would respect her, and he would not engage in any fancy tricks to please the public.In the past, her blind pursuer was a certain rich second-generation son who gave cosmetics, luxury cars, various shopping coupons, and various flowers every day, and blocked her in front of the TV station every time. She collected the flowers and had nowhere to put them. If you don't put it in front of the TV station, you will block the way of others, and it will have a very bad influence on the people who work in the station.It made her extremely embarrassed, and some female colleagues made her hang on to others.In the end, she had no choice but to deliberately reveal that she had a child to take care of at home, and even brought An Zhi to the stage, and this way of pursuing gradually disappeared.

By the way, she still has to take An Zhi into consideration. Liao Chengyu has met An Zhi at least a few times, and Yan Qi knows that he has no intention of rejecting An Zhi. He will praise her and talk to her about An Zhi. Didn't ask too many privacy questions.

She agreed to him years ago, but they didn't spend much time alone. Most of the time they worked in a team, and they only had time to eat together after the New Year, and most of them ate in the cafeteria.If there is one difference, Liao Chengyu will look for her openly, spend more time talking with her, and buy her food if he works overtime. He is careful and does not make people feel oppressed.

To be honest, Yan Qi felt that this way of getting along was quite comfortable.She will also reciprocate, such as making him a meal in the cafeteria first, sending some text messages to remind him of the weather and so on.

They slowly get along in this way of friends.But the whole world thought they were in love.

Even Liu Yiyi said to her on WeChat: "Very good, it's not bad to be good friends first, it seems that you are making good progress, Hui Xiaowu!"

Yan Qi was also busy with work for the rest of the time, and when she was free, she realized later that she hadn't had a good chat with An Zhi in the past few months.Was she taking part in a chemistry competition recently?And just today?I don't know how I did in the exam?Usually An Zhi would call her, but how long had it been since they had a daily phone call?

They were not like this before. They had to talk on the phone once a day, and a few simple sentences were necessary.Yan Qi tried hard to think back, it seemed that it was the time when she felt that An Zhi should be in a relationship, maybe it belonged to some youthful sprouts, and needed some personal space, and she was getting older, so she didn't need to tell her what she did all the time.

Yan Qi frowned, a little guilty.

Many people don't know Yan Qi and think she has a gentle and generous personality, but in fact she doesn't like being deceived by others.Especially with people she cares about.When they fell in love with Gao Jiming, both of them were popular at school, but Yan Qi politely rejected others as soon as he confirmed the relationship with him.But Gao Zhiming is different, he always can't bear it.Especially that time, she didn't refuse in public when she caught her, and she didn't explain the situation to her afterwards, and she was still flirting with that girl.That was the time when she was really angry and lost her confidence in this relationship.

Yan Qi frowned, wondering why he thought about Gao Jiming and her again?Is this simply of a different nature?Is she blaming An Zhi for not confessing to her?How is this the same, she is still a child.

Yan Qi laughed that he was not mature enough.Well, she is a little uncomfortable, An Zhidu told her that she likes girls, and she can hide the rest if she wants to.

After get off work, he declined Liao Chengyu's suggestion to take her home, drove back by himself, and did not answer Anzhi's call.

She entered the house, parked the car, and locked the door.The lights on the first floor of the house were still on, but she went up to the second floor, leaving only the wall lamps.

Looking at the watch, it's only nine o'clock, and An Zhi is already asleep?

Yan Qi put down his bag and took off his coat, the door of An Zhi's room was not closed, Yan Qi pushed the door open and entered.

There are only floor lamps in the room, and the star lights on the curtains are on.

"Tao Tao, are you asleep?" Yan Qi walked in and asked softly, the quilt on the bed moved, and An Zhi's small face poked out.

"Are you uncomfortable?" Yan Qi sat on the edge of the bed, originally wanted to touch her forehead, but remembering that she just came back from outside, her hands were still cold.

"Hmm... a little bit." An Zhi's voice was weak, and he looked at her with watery eyes.

Yan Qi thought about it and counted the days, "Is your period coming?"

Anzhi nodded.

The heater was turned on in the room, it shouldn't be cold, Yan Qi still tucked the quilt for her, got up and filled her a hot water bottle, stuffed it under her quilt.

"Put it on your stomach." She said softly.