The Silent Cherry And Plum Blossoms

For the next period of time, Anzhi lived in a daze, almost being pushed away by the days.When it's time to take the exam, go to the exam, and when it's time to live in the old house, go to the old house.The end of the year is approaching, adults with jobs are too busy, and because of Grandpa Yan's sprain, Yan Yixi, Yan Yinan and Yan Qi who used to live outside all try to spend more time at home, Xiao Yutong wants to take Junjun, Aunt Xin was busy with family affairs and paid attention to Grandpa Yan's daily life and his medication.

In this case, An Zhi, an ordinary and well-behaved child, is easily ignored.And I don't know if she is supercilious, Yan Qi's attention to her is not as high as before, she seems to completely regard herself as an adult all of a sudden.Although she usually gives herself a high degree of freedom, she will have at least one phone call every day to talk about today's situation, such as whether she has returned home?have you eaten?

But neither recently.An Zhi didn't call her either, because Yan Qi's busiest time was at the end of each year, and she didn't want to quarrel with her, and they just silently ignored each other.

But maybe it's just An Zhi's illusion?

or not?

An Zhi didn't dare to go further to prove it.The scene she saw in the hospital a few days ago still lingers in her mind. They are still working together every day, that man obviously covets his aunt, what Anzhi is afraid of is that Yan Qi has accepted him.But there was nothing she could do, she couldn't do anything.

On New Year's Eve, Grandpa Yan and Grandma Yan were very happy, because Yan's family met with Liu's family before the New Year, and the two families settled on the marriage of Yan Yixi and Liu Yiyi.

Xiao Yutong said happily: "I hope to hear from Xiao Nan and Xiao Wu next year."

Yan Yidong said meaningfully: "Xiao Nan probably..."

Yan Yinan said angrily, "Brother! I will definitely catch up with her! I will definitely succeed!"

Yan Yidong smiled: "Oh, even fat and chubby have girlfriends, you haven't succeeded yet!"

Shocked, Yan Dapang and Yan Xiaopang hurriedly clarified: "Dad, Dad, we haven't! We haven't!"

The whole family is jubilant.

At night, after the whole family fell asleep, Anzhi got up alone and took the fireworks from the garage and set them off.

Several brilliant flowers bloom in the air one after another, and the last large one is lonely in the air, extinguishing one by one, after the splendor there is loneliness, cold loneliness.

Anzhi stood alone for a long time, breathing the cold air, and her face was numb from the cold.

She remembered that the year she had just arrived at Yan's house, Yan Qi secretly took her out to set off fireworks, so many years had passed in the blink of an eye.

The Yan family is very good, the whole family is very good, that's great.It was like the happy family she had seen in the movies, she was immersed in it, enjoying the care and love of Yan's family.They regarded her as Yan Jia's child, and she was both moved and entangled.

Maybe she is too greedy, she still wants to desire what she shouldn't think about.

Her eyes were astringent, in this world, apart from Yan Qi, she was alone, she suddenly realized this.

As long as she asks for more, she will lose everything in front of her eyes, including Yan Qi.And she has no other place to go, for so many years, with so much care and Yan Qi's doting, she can no longer imagine her life alone.

She also doesn't have the kind of father who "no matter what the child does wrong, the parents are always the most solid last resort", she can only be one person.

She can't expect too much, Yan Qi has no personal love life for so many years, so she is more or less worried about her.There is such a big age difference between them, and they are in two different torrents of time, no matter how hard she chases, she can't catch up.

An Zhi looked at the empty night sky, and tried his best to raise his head, not to let tears flow down.

After the winter vacation, I officially entered the second semester of the second year of high school.Xu Jiaer came back from the United States and brought a lot of things to send to her classmates. She poked An Zhi: "How was the Spring Festival?"

An Zhi reluctantly agreed.

Xu Jiaer looked her up and down: "Squad leader, I found that you are not growing taller?"

In the past, when it came to height issues, Anzhi would be upset, but now she sat down lazily at the desk and said lazily: "If you are not tall, you can't be tall."

Xu Jiaer took a closer look at her and felt that she was not in a good state of mind.During the winter vacation, she would send her WeChat messages, but sometimes An Zhi would not reply, and her tone was not in a good mood.

Something should have happened.

Xu Jiaer thought for a while, and wanted to ask a few more questions, when a classmate came up to ask An Zhi a math problem.Xu Jiaer just watched An Zhi rub his face, took out a Mitsubishi gel pen, and brushed it on the white paper: "You must not understand here, just draw an auxiliary line here, isn't it clearer?" It's..."

Xu Jiaer watched her take a pen to list the steps on the paper, and then explained in detail.

She pursed her lips and smiled.

so cute!It's a pity, she doesn't like herself.

It was the first time Xu Jiaer experienced this melancholy.

After the school term started, the chemistry teacher announced in the class that the Provincial Middle School Students Chemistry Olympiad had started, and students in the class could sign up for it.If you get good results in the Provincial Olympiad, you can also participate in the National Chemistry Olympiad.This will be very helpful for the university entrance examination in the future.

An Zhi's spirit lifted, she just needed a game to adjust her mood.This is what suits her best at this stage.

After class, the chemistry teacher called her to the office and took her to sort out the knowledge blocks of high school chemistry.Anzhi has already learned all the knowledge in the third year of high school by herself, and she will follow up as soon as the basic teacher tells her. She even knows many knowledge concepts that are not in high school.

The chemistry teacher was very satisfied and told her: "Don't do too difficult questions, and pay attention to a little bit of organic chemistry. And you will stay every Friday to do experiments. There will be experimental questions in the competition, and the teacher will give you the key." She took some notes and a few words of encouragement.

An Zhi thanked the teacher and let out a sigh of relief when he left school.Tell yourself not to think about it, what she is good at, and what she can rely on is her studies.

Anzhi started a one-month preparation time for the exam. She allocated her time well, and in addition to studying other subjects every day, she had more time to study chemistry.She often stays late at night, and she knows that she has a little talent in reading, but there are many talented people in the world, and there are many people smarter than her, so she has to work harder.

Yan Qi came to ask her a few times when she was studying late at night, seeing her working hard for her studies, she nodded to encourage her, so she didn't ask too much.

"Is the money enough?" She belatedly realized that Anzhi hadn't spent her pocket money for a long time, Anzhi's WeChat account was bound to Yanqi's card, Alipay was the same, and the pocket money cash at home hadn't been used for a long time.

"Well, it's enough, there's nothing to spend." An Zhi smiled at her.

"Don't you need to buy clothes and skin care products?" Yan Qi asked again.

"No need." An Zhi wears the school uniform the most, and his skin is naturally good, so he just needs to do the most basic moisturizing, so that he can even use Dabao.

"Oh... yes." Yan Qi nodded, and was silent for a while, feeling that there was nothing more to ask, she paused for a moment, Yan Qi hesitated to ask other personal questions.

"Don't study too late, pay attention to rest." She left the room behind these words.

She didn't see An Zhi watching her silently from behind when she walked out.Anzhi lowered his head when the door closed.

She wants to ask: "Are you in love? Have you accepted him?"

But she dared not.

There is a trace of rejoicing in my heart, maybe Yan Qi will tell her if he is in love?

But why?Why did Yan Qi tell her that he was in love?

In Yan Qi's heart, she is just a boarding child, right?It doesn't matter if Yan Qi thinks she is old enough.

Even when she falls in love, she won't care about her.

Drops of water fell from her eyes and smeared her paper, and the words "nitrogen atom" were completely blurred.She shed tears silently for a while, wiped her cheeks dry, and continued with the questions.

The preliminaries were held at their school, and Xu Jiaer also participated in the preliminaries, she just wanted to see and participate.

After the three-hour preliminaries, they were a little bit exhausted after the test. They bought hot milk and drank it while walking.

"I should be able to enter the preliminary round in September, but I'm too tired to take the exam." Xu Jiaer finished drinking the milk, squeezed and shook the carton, and threw it into the garbage truck in an arc in the air.

An Zhi sucked the milk in small sips, his cheeks puffed slightly.From Xu Jiaer's point of view, she is wearing a thick sweater, jeans, boots, a red scarf around her, snow-skinned pink lips, and slender and long eyelashes that are slightly golden under the winter sun. of light.

"Yeah." She answered herself after taking a big sip.Cute.

Xu Jiaer managed to look away, and said after a few seconds of silence: "I will go abroad after graduating from high school. This is something that has been decided long ago. An Zhi, have you ever thought about going abroad?"

This was the first time she called her name, An Zhi was taken aback for a moment before replying: "Not yet."

Xu Jiaer knew who An Zhi was for, but she still wanted to ask.She laughed at herself and said, "I understand what you think, but... for us, the foreign environment will be better, not only academically... but also in life."

"I think you should think about it. Beicheng University of Technology may not be the most suitable school for you."