The Silent Cherry And Plum Blossoms

One month after An Zhi left Beicheng, Yan Qi fell ill.

At first it was just a cold, she didn't take it seriously and took some cold medicine.Then I started coughing and coughing for several days.

At night, I coughed until I couldn't fall asleep, and passed out in a daze, and was woken up by the cough again.The cool sky came in through the gaps in the curtains, she was in a trance for a while, and the room was silent.

She coughed violently again.

"Auntie..."

It seemed that he heard An Zhizai muttering to her again.

She rarely gets sick, and once she had a cough and fever, she didn't care.It was An Zhi who persuaded her and took her to the hospital.

When did that happen?

I don't really remember, but I just remember An Zhi's face puffed up with anger and he didn't know how to speak harshly.

"If you don't go to the doctor, I will be disobedient in the future." She said so.

"Okay, Auntie knows."

Yan Qi got out of bed, changed clothes, and drove to the hospital.Maybe it was because of her inner thoughts, she felt that the wind in early autumn was shady and cool.

After hanging up the outpatient clinic, the doctor saw that she had a severe cough, and asked her to take an X-ray to check her lungs. The examination was all right, so she took the medicine and went home.

back home.The kitchen was also cold, and Yan Qi didn't want to move, so he called a takeaway to deliver the porridge.

Life has no rules. During the time in Anzhong Primary School, in order to take care of the children's diet, there were enough soups and three meals plus desserts.She never had to worry, and her diet was regular, so she worked overtime frequently in those years, and she was always in good health.An Zhi knew how to cook at a very young age, and later on, Yan Qi became lazy, and when he got home, there would always be hot meals and dishes, and there would be lights and people when he returned home.

When she arrived at Anshang University, she went back to the TV station's house, ate in the cafeteria, and went back to the old house to eat on weekends.Later, they would take pictures of what they ate and tell each other on WeChat.

Those were the wechat messages they sent endlessly after Yan Yinan's wedding.

Yan Qi coughed again.

Had it already started?

No, or sooner.

much earlier.

Yan Qi ate the porridge and the medicine.I put water and cough medicine on the bed, and then I planned to sleep for a while.

She thought of the kiss on the typhoon night in the countryside.

An Zhi put his soft fingers on her lips and kissed her through his fingers.

Such a restrained and pure kiss, full of careful love.

It was An Zhi's kiss, An Zhi's lips, her fragrance, her breath.

Just the thought of moving your fingers away and their lips meet and they kiss.

Thinking of this, Yan Qi's heart trembled and he couldn't fall asleep.

And that kiss that she left on the back of her neck with tears in her eyes and choked with sobs, hot, trembling, full of strong emotions, Yan Qi has never met, never tasted.

The child she grew up with care, the child who had a rough childhood, she hopes that everything will be smooth for her, that she will receive a lot of love, and that her love will be as sweet as her dimples.

She held a pure and tender heart in front of her.

Her posture was humble and cautious, and she even thought out the way out for her.

She hurt her with her own hands.

Yan Qi's eyes became hazy, and a crystal tear slowly seeped out of the corner of her eyes, and she finally fell asleep.

After taking the medicine prescribed by the hospital, Yan Qi's cough gradually improved, but it couldn't be cured.Yan Yinan couldn't stand it anymore, so he dragged her to the hospital again for a full body checkup.

A few days later, the examination report came out, and Yan Qi had a small tumor on the gastrointestinal wall. Fortunately, it was discovered early, and after further examination, it turned out to be benign.

Even so, her brothers were terrified enough.Because the long position is more dangerous, in order to prevent cancer, surgery is still required.When it was time for Yan Qi to undergo surgery, the family members did not dare to let the elderly Yan's grandpa and grandma know, and only told them that Yan Qi was on a business trip.

Liu Yiyi accompanied her all the way, and Yan Qi didn't feel anything except the initial shock. She calmly asked for leave to care for her grandparents, was hospitalized, and received treatment.

Only when Liu Yiyi asked her: "Do you want to tell Anzhi?" Her mood fluctuated significantly: "Don't tell her!"

"Don't let her know!"

Asking Liu Yiyi to promise again and again, Liu Yiyi had no choice but to agree to her.

The operation was successful, and Yan Qi was hospitalized to recuperate after the operation.

She is a cooperative patient. She follows the doctor's advice every day, takes medicine, pays attention to her own condition, and rechecks.

Only the family members noticed that something was wrong with her, but only Liu Yiyi knew why.She seemed to lose her energy all of a sudden, leaving only a wooden body, and everything around her seemed to be isolated by her.

She's lost a lot of weight and looks out of shape.The family members were shocked and didn't know what to do.

There is a small garden downstairs in the inpatient department of the hospital. It is cloudy, light rain, and water vapor permeates among the green plants.

Yan Qi leaned on the bench and was lost in thought. Liu Yiyi came over and handed her an iPad.

Open a video and put it in front of her.

Yan Qi didn't pay attention at first, but knew that a familiar voice came from the video, "This is where I live,"

An Zhi looked at the camera and said with a smile: "It's the school's on-campushousing, which is near the college. I was very lucky. I applied for a better one. It only lives in a few people. It's a one-bedroom with its own kitchen. Bathroom and living room. Pets are also allowed.”

The camera follows Anzhi's voice. The dormitory is very new and empty. Currently there is only one desk and one bed.The kitchen was empty except for a microwave.

"I found it strange that I used a microwave to boil water hahaha. I haven't bought anything yet. I'll check if other people sell old furniture. By the way, the school is too big. I'm afraid I have to buy another one." bike."

An Zhi's face returned to the camera, her complexion darkened a little, her eyes were bright, and her dimples were deep: "Well, that's it for now, I'm fine, you..." Her eyes flashed quickly A little bit of soft light flashed, "You guys have to be good too."

Then he waved his hand and smiled, and the screen went black.

Yan Qi watched the video for more than a minute without blinking.

Liu Yiyi looked at her and said: "She took this photo for you, afraid that you might worry about her, but she dare not contact you. Your circle of friends has not been updated for a long time, and she is worried about you. I dare not tell her. "

Yan Qi's fingers touched the screen lightly.

Liu Yiyi stood up, patted her on the shoulder, left her Ipad and left.

The rain was thickly rendering the entire gloomy sky, and the air was a little cool.Yan Qi couldn't help but click on the video again.

It is indeed a little darker, and it seems to be a little fatter, and I can already speak English very well.

The corners of Yan Qi's lips curled up slightly, and his eyebrows and eyes suddenly became lively.

She felt some warmth in her limbs, and sighed slowly.

A few days later, after she was discharged from the hospital for a follow-up visit, she returned home.It took three days to clean the house and asked the unit for a long vacation.

resumed previous exercise.

On her first day at the gym, she posted a photo, no selfie, just a photo of the treadmill.

"Start here."

she wrote.

After exercising for about two months, I feel that I have regained some physical strength.Yan Qi took the camera, packed his simple luggage, and flew directly from Beicheng to Lhasa.

After landing, she adapted well, no altitude sickness, just slightly panting.

Yan Qi lives in a Tianlu inn.There is a tall and old apricot tree in the inn, but it is not in the blooming season, and the branches cross the red beams, alternating cold and warm.

Get up early to watch the sunrise.At the gate of the Jokhang Temple, there have always been pilgrims kneeling and worshiping all the way, with pious postures, as if pinning all their hopes on faith.

Yan Qi is not used to the food here, there are few vegetables, and beef and mutton are not her favorite cooking methods.

The air is very dry, so she carries water and a camera with her, and takes pictures when she walks around.

Winter is not the peak season for tourism. She watched the Potala Palace outside the water light of the musical fountain. The prayer wheel was blown by the wind, and the sound of lamas chanting faintly came.

Follow the guide into the palace and listen to his explanation. The guide is very talented, can speak six languages, and is very lively.I feel that this woman with a white porcelain face and a quiet and elegant temperament is very special, and I wish I could use all my skills and talents to make her smile.

But she just smiled and nodded, as if she didn't care about it, but she was listening to him, so that he wouldn't feel left out.

He took her to the stupa. Since the fifth Dalai Lama entered the Potala Palace, a total of 9 Dalai Lamas have passed away, but there are only 8 stupas.

He got a little more energetic. There is no stupa of the sixth Dalai Lama in the Potala Palace, but Tsangyang Gyatso.A few years ago, a movie by a famous director popularized Tsangyang Gyatso's poems, and many women were fascinated by his collection of poems.

He introduced Tsangyang Gyatso's rough and short life, and recalled his most familiar poem: "I once thought that being passionate would damage the holy life, and I was afraid that I would not fall into the city when I went to the mountains. The world is safe with both dharmas, and I will not fail the Tathagata. .”

"It is said that he fell in love with a young girl. He was forced by his status and could not be emotional. Being emotional failed his Dharma, but not being emotional, he failed the girl. He fell into a dilemma."

Sure enough, she trembled slightly, with a little sad light in her eyes, as if she remembered someone, a strand of fine hair hanging by her ear, exuding a heart-wrenching fragile beauty.

That night, Yan Qi couldn't sleep.In the dead of night, she wrote this poem in Moments.

She put the phone aside.

After a while, she clicked on Moments again, and there was a little heart under the poem.