The Silent Cherry And Plum Blossoms

Before leaving, An Zhi went to see Chen Muqi.

She hadn't seen him for several years, and was taken aback when he did.Chen Muqi is only 37 years old. He used to have fair skin and a gentlemanly look, but now he has become a man with long hair and a little beard, and he has a decadent and literary uncle's temperament.

It was only after chatting that he found out that his wife, the Miss Xu whom An Zhi had met, had left him, she had found a new love, she had filed a lawsuit with him, and she even wanted to leave most of his fortune.Chen Muqi was sad and hurt his body and money, and it took a lot of effort to recover.He consciously went through a hard journey of the soul, and instead had a realm of bright and dark flowers in painting.

Perhaps because of his age, Chen Muqi's temper calmed down, and he really cared about her: "It takes five years to study, so are you going to come back?"

An Zhi smiled: "I don't know yet, read first."

"Okay, okay, is that enough money? Dad will give you a card..." Chen Muqi was a little at a loss. His daughter, whom he had been raising and neglecting, had changed so much.The girl in front of him was cute and confident, with stretched eyebrows and eye-catching temperament, and she was about to go to a first-class university to study. He felt a sense of pride in being a parent, which he had never felt before. He didn't know how to express it, so he had to pay for it.

"No, the money you gave me before hasn't been spent yet."

"The previous one?" Chen Muqi pondered, and suddenly realized: "I gave it to Yan Qi, it was your tuition fee, why didn't you spend it all the time?"

"Well, my aunt saved it for me, invested it, and then gave it to me. I think that amount is enough." An Zhi said, she was a little absent-minded, her eyes were gentle because she thought of Yan Qi.

"Ah, Yan Qi is really kind to you." Chen Muqi said.

"Yes." An Zhi lowered his eyelashes, they were in a coffee shop, the sun was scorching outside, and the shop was shady.

An Zhi looked out inadvertently, and would subconsciously pause when he saw a woman in a white shirt passing by.The chest is empty, and there is a name that repeats itself over and over again.

Chen Muqi seemed to be still digesting the news that Anzhi was going to study at Harvard University. He laughed out loud, and said in a very proud tone, "You really deserve to be my daughter, Chen Muqi."

An Zhi stared at him silently, he scratched the back of his head belatedly, a little embarrassed and asked:

"Anzhi, with your permission, can I see you in the future?"

An Zhi took a deep breath and nodded.

She chatted with him a few more words and got up to say goodbye.She didn't have any more feelings for Chen Muqi, just this was enough.

After thinking about it for a few days, she decided to see Tao Zhenzhen.

In the evening, in the garden of Tao Zhenzhen's community.Tao Zhenzhen originally wanted her to sit at home, but Anzhi refused.She briefly said that she was going to study abroad, and this time she came to say goodbye to her, and hoped that she would return to her hometown every year to pay homage to her grandfather.

Tao Zhenzhen was stunned and said: "Of course, I will go to worship." She also seemed to be in shock, with strange eyes and emotion, "Going to five years?"

"Ah."

Then she didn't know what to say.

Not long after school was over, many elementary school students were playing in the garden of the community. When they were silent, a little boy in school uniform ran over, panting profusely with sweat, "Mom, I want to eat ice cream."

"Xiaozhi, no," Tao Zhenzhen said with a serious tone, but his eyes were gentle, "I won't be able to eat after dinner, so drink some water." She gave him the water glass she carried with her.

Xiao Zhi was obviously unwilling, he pouted, saw An Zhi, and looked at her curiously.An Zhi also looked at him quietly, they were not very similar.

Tao Zhenzhen glanced at Anzhi, and said to him in a low voice: Xiaozhi, this is my sister, call me. "

The child didn't feel that it was too much, so he yelled crisply and ran to play again.

"This is Xiao Zhi, he's in the second grade."

"Well, are you eight years old?"

Tao Zhenzhen smiled: "It's seven and a half years old, but according to the family's calculation, it's eight years old."

An Zhi smiled: "Yes, I didn't know that there was a difference between a false age and a full age."

After these few dry words, they couldn't talk anymore.

An Zhi stood up: "Then I'll go first."

Tao Zhenzhen stood up right after her, and called her behind her: "Anzhi!"

Anzhi stopped.

"Okay, take care of yourself."

An Zhi nodded with his back to her, she walked for a while, then looked back at Tao Zhenzhen, the woman she wanted to call her mother was still very beautiful, she was sitting on the wooden chair in the community, lost in thought, maybe for a moment she was Miss your own?It was only for a moment, that Xiaozhi, her son ran over and her mind was on him.

Anzhi looked at it without looking away for a few seconds, then turned and left.

She couldn't tell what it felt like, she could have had this kind of relationship, but she didn't get it.

But she is not envious, nor does she have many regrets.

The emotion that belongs to this area has already been given to her by someone, and she is full of it. She is very happy.

An Zhi chose to meet her biological parents separately before leaving, as if she had ended all the bonds in the parent-child relationship.

To a certain extent, she has to reconcile with her original ecological family and make a settlement so that she can go down better.

From now on, she can only walk her way alone.

In the following days, the thesis defense, teacher appreciation banquet, class reunion, graduation photos, and visa.One thing went smoothly and orderly.

An Zhi said goodbye to Chen Wei and Yang Mengmeng at the airport.Yang Mengmeng's eyes were red, and he hugged her tightly: "Be careful when you go out, pay attention to everything, don't join in the fun when there are demonstrations, and don't go to some restaurant to wash dishes and work, your hands are for Experimenter, woo..." She reminded her for a long time like a little old lady, and An Zhi smiled and agreed.

"We need to keep in touch." Chen Wei said to her.

An Zhi smiled and said: "You have to be well too, I'm waiting to drink your wedding wine."

Yang Mengmeng cried again when he heard it.

There was only Liu Yiyi standing behind her, and Anzhi came to her after comforting Yang Mengmeng.Liu Yiyi rubbed her hair: "Your aunt..."

An Zhi knew that she was going to talk about Yan Qi's absence, so she nodded, said nothing, took a deep breath, and said to her softly, "Second Aunt, please take care of her."

Liu Yiyi nodded and said, "Okay, what else?"

An Zhi was silent for a moment, then shook his head.

Soon, the voice of people urging to board the plane sounded, An Zhi waved at them, and walked in.

On the plane, the clouds were churning and layering in the blue sky, and a little bit of sunlight penetrated through the clouds, revealing a thin golden light.

An Zhi held a small rabbit toy in his hand, because it was very old for a long time, and the red spots on the rabbit's face had all disappeared.She pressed it, and the drum in the rabbit's arms really started beating.

An Zhi smiled, holding it tightly in his hand, his eyes gleaming with water.

The plane skimmed overhead, leaving a thin, long white line.

Yan Qi looked up at it passing by, and she didn't lower her head until her neck felt sore.

One day, two days, three days later, Yan Qi went to work as usual, got off work, went home, and went to the old house.She even felt that she had become a machine, turning with time on its own, all movements were mechanized and meaningless.

Her heart often had a dull pain, and she knew it was not a pathological pain, but a psychological pain, momentary, momentary, silent, and sudden.

When I went home and saw Anzhi's room.

On the way, when I saw a girl of the same age.

When shopping, I saw a rabbit doll.

It was easy to do during the day, but at night, she began to suffer from insomnia.A clean and clutter-free bed, a fluffy quilt, a mildly scented candle, and warm milk all failed to make her fall asleep.

After taking sleeping pills, she was in a daze, and she could vaguely glimpse the scene of that night, so she chased him out of the house.

With the dimly visible street and the strange eyes of passers-by, she found the park by instinct, found the wooden chair, and saw that thin and lonely figure.

She stared at the crying girl with bewildering eyes.

It only takes a short distance to walk over and hold her in his arms.

Just had the courage to walk through it, but she didn't, she couldn't, she couldn't.

She dare not accept the girl's pure love and love.

Human ethics, the huge age difference, and worries about Anzhi's future, etc. Countless obstacles are like huge boulders pressing on her chest, she dare not move at all, all the troubles, she dare not take another step, afraid of all the troubles Insist on falling short.

An Zhi was crying.

Yan Qi was looking at her, also crying.

She didn't feel at ease, and kept looking at her.

She even had to call someone to pick her up.

Fortunately she stood up and went to the bus stop.Yan Qi followed her all the way, not far or near, until she saw her get on the bus, her body softened, and she almost lost her strength.

Yan Qi was sweating on his palms and backs in the dream, and then woke up.The room is vast, but she is alone.

It was as if a large piece of her heart had been taken out abruptly, and the one who did it was herself.