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The singing stopped abruptly, and the lingering sound lingered for a long time.

For a moment, both of them fell into memories.

Memories are not simple memories. The images of past life and the current mood blend with each other to create a unique emotional experience, which is a unique spiritual imprint that belongs only to this moment.

The mind begins to empty, and the horse runs freely in the inner world.

Prince Yue said: "It's very simple to like someone, and a heartbeat is a momentary soul tremor. If we meet a person every time, we have to turn the other person's appearance, education, identity, occupation, property and other characteristics into cold water. Weigh and compare the numbers, and then decide whether to like it or not, whether to play casually or seriously manage, this kind of relationship is not called love, it should be called a partner to live together.”

for a moment?Shen Weiqi thought for a moment, and said: "It's really easy to like this thing itself. I think everyone has similar emotional experiences, but what happens after you like it?"

"after?"

"In the moment of heartbeat, you can ignore the external things and let the sweetness of love wrap your heart. But after that moment? How do we deal with this heartbeat? Some people bravely guard this heartbeat, while others let it go Ordinary life exhausts it. All living beings have countless choices. For many people, a momentary heartbeat is not the same as joining hands for a lifetime."

The prince asked back: "What if we can join hands for a lifetime? After a hundred years, dust will return to ashes, and our life and love will be just a drop in the ocean in the torrent of history. Since the destination of all things is nothingness, the result is not important at all. The important thing is to enjoy the process wholeheartedly.”

"The result doesn't matter?"

Shen Weiqi sighed deeply, his voice suddenly became low, soaked in the painful sadness of youth.

"How can you say such a thing?"

His sigh was so light and yet so heavy, as if a hazy dark cloud covered the clear galaxy.The starlight is still shining through the dark clouds, but the sadness that cannot be erased is always with us.

The prince was more stunned, he had never seen Shen Weiqi showing such an expression.He seemed to have shed his usual childish disguise, revealing his true face.In fact, it is very difficult for a person to see the true face of another person, because the other party is not necessarily willing to let you see his true face.Even if he is willing to present his true self in front of you - sadly, you may not be able to see it.

The prince was more surprised and puzzled, why Shen Weiqi's real appearance is like this?

He lowered his head slightly, his handsome and three-dimensional facial features cast deep shadows, like a marble statue in a museum.The stuffy blue bangs slipped in front of the eyes because the owner had no time to care about them, and the dark pupils appeared even darker, like a vast and boundless universe.There are large and small planets floating in the universe, some are called sadness, some are called pain.Countless stardust drifted for a long time in the silent vacuum, lingering.No matter what they are called, they are all equally lonely.

Prince Yue's heart was stung.

He suddenly realized that at some point in time, his heart and the heart of the person in front of him were linked together by an invisible thread.Once this person's heart trembles, the silk thread will tremble and transmit this vibration to himself.His happiness makes him happy, and his sorrow makes him sad.He doesn't want him to be sad because he feels what he feels.

The prince asked more cautiously: "Do you think what I said is wrong?"

"There are all kinds of people in the world, and there are also various views on love. I think there is no right or wrong view on love."

Shen Weiqi looked at Wang Ziyue fixedly, there was something in his eyes that he couldn't understand.This was the first time that Wang Ziyue felt that Shen Weiqi was indeed older than him, and his thinking was more mature.

"But, hearing you talk about love so freely, I'm almost sure you've never really loved anyone."

The more puzzled the prince asked, "How do you know?"

"Because humans are greedy animals."

Shen Weiqi read another sentence in English in a low voice, but the prince couldn't hear it clearly.

So he switched to Chinese and said: "You said that it is enough to have a momentary heartbeat, and the result is irrelevant. Do you think you are very free and easy? This is not really free and easy. If you really fall in love with someone, at that moment Your whole soul will vibrate. You must long to prolong this heartbeat, longing to make the moment into eternity. 'I want to have all of him', 'I want him to have all of me', this is a natural desire. I admit that true freedom is great, but if you have not experienced the pain of possessiveness, then this 'freedom' is just a pseudonym for 'not loving enough'."

"Not enough love?"

The prince was stunned at first, and then fell into thinking.

"Not enough love... I think you are right, because I have never really loved anyone, so I can say it so freely."

In fact, Shen Weiqi never wanted to say more depressing or obscure words to the prince, nor did he want the prince to see his expressionless face.During the short time they spent together, he always tried his best to make the prince laugh more so that he would laugh too.He thought that the more the prince thought of him, the happier he would be, so he would be happy too.He thought that the prince would always be happy when he was with him, so he would be happy too.

However, this night was so quiet that it seemed as if they were the only two of them walking side by side in the wilderness in the whole world.On such a night, the chaotic real mood began to clamor, scrambling to turn into voices to come to the world.People began to take off their masks and show their real expressions.

What is the truest expression of human beings?In fact, maintaining a happy smile all the time is very tiring, just as tiring as crying sadly.It is the most natural to be expressionless, and the most relaxing to be silent, but human beings are afraid of being expressionless and speechless.

Shen Weiqi said: "From a rational point of view, only by enjoying the moment and throwing away external things can you truly enjoy the beauty of love itself, but love is never a product of reason. Once you have love, more desires will follow. .If you want to cut off the turmoil of desire, then you can't have true love. Sweetness and pain are accompanied by each other, and the two sides of contradiction are the truth of love."

The prince seemed to understand more and more.He could vaguely understand such complicated ambivalence, but he wasn't sure.Like a fawn wading in water for the first time.The adult deer happily crossed the stream one by one, while the young deer hesitated and dared not jump.The stream water is crystal clear, and the deer's wet and dark pupils are also crystal clear.It dare not jump.He felt bewildered and scared, afraid that if he accidentally fell into the water, he would never get up again.

Slowly, he saw clearly that the stream was actually an invisible thread, a thread connecting two hearts.

The deer hesitated, not daring to jump over the silk thread.

Shen Weiqi remained silent, his eyes fell on the corner of the empty room.

He couldn't look at Wang Ziyue anymore, couldn't look at it anymore.

No matter how much he missed Wang Ziyue before, and he missed Wang Ziyue until he fantasized that he had a door of any kind, no matter where he was, he could come to him as soon as he opened the door - at this moment, he could no longer look at Wang Ziyue.

Prince Yue's hesitant, innocent, and cautious expression was tormenting his heart.

Love is so contradictory.He flew from one city to another, traveled mountains and rivers to come to Prince Yue, but when Prince Yue was really by his side, he didn't dare to look at him anymore.

He felt joy, but also sadness, and felt that his desires were fulfilled, and felt that more desires were impermeably entangled in the young heart.The more joy, the more torture.The sweeter it is, the more sour it is.The smoother it is, the more uneasy it is.

He thinks I love you so much that I am confident that you will be mine and I will be yours.But why is this chasing process so painful?You haven't fallen in love with me yet, and the closer I get to you, the more I realize the fact that you don't love me.When will you fall in love with me?Tomorrow?the day after tomorrow?at this moment?Please hurry up anytime.If the ending is really doomed, please come quickly and end my pain quickly.

You are a star in the sky, and everyone who is loved is a star in the sky.If I could be content with just standing under the stars and looking at you, this love wouldn't torture me like this.But once love is born, I can't be satisfied with just watching.I also want to be a star in the sky, I also want to be loved, I also want to be watched by you, I also want to be loved by you.

Because I really love you.