It turns out that no one survives in love

The next day, a group of people formally went to the company to visit and investigate.When they met for breakfast, both Lin Rui and Hai Ming tacitly said nothing about what happened the night before, but Lin Rui's red and swollen eyes still showed the gaffe of the night before.

After a week of research, the group returned to Beijing.Sitting on the way the company sent them to the airport on a cloudy day, Lin Rui looked at the scene in the rearview mirror and thought blankly, that night was like a dream, together with this foggy city, It was left in the memory, slowly going away, fading, and buried in the depths of memory.He suddenly felt a strong sense of insecurity. A person's life is a journey destined to be lonely. All people and things are just passers-by. .Come alone, leave alone.The flustered feeling was about to overwhelm him.

Haiming noticed his depression, frowned, but said nothing.After boarding the plane, Hai Ming changed seats with Mr. Liang and sat on the left of Lin Rui. He took out an MP3 player from his backpack and inserted one end of the earphone into Lin Rui's left ear and the other end into his right ear. Lin Rui stared blankly into his eyes, and suddenly smiled, "You invited me to listen to your favorite music, now let me invite you to listen to my favorite singer's song." Unexpectedly, it was Lisa Ono.In the hoarse and sexy voice, Lin Rui suddenly felt that everything around him was slowly disappearing. He leaned gently on Haiming's shoulder and closed his eyes.Haiming also closed his eyes, stretched out his arms slowly, and patted him on the shoulder lightly like putting a child to sleep.The plane took off, amidst the roaring sound, Lin Rui felt unprecedentedly peaceful, and then slowly fell asleep.Haiming put his left hand on his forehead, hiding all expressions.

Lin Rui, who returned to Beijing, did not fall into entanglement and sadness as he thought he could not extricate himself. In fact, he had no time at all, research and summary, part-time company affairs, mentor's projects, and was busy going around.Every night as soon as he touches the bed, he falls asleep, and has no time to continue his "bright sadness".In the blink of an eye, it was the weekend again, Liu Yi asked him to meet, and suddenly remembered that Liu Yi's birthday was approaching, so Lin Rui worried about what gift he should give for a while.Mr. Liang's opinion is that he still doesn't have a formal job, and he doesn't need to give any expensive gifts if he is emotional or reasonable, just a cake for a meal and the like.Lin Rui thought about it, and decided to send game cards. Anyway, Liu Yi likes to play games, so he won't waste left and right.

On Saturday morning, Lin Rui was packing up and getting ready to go out to meet Liu Yi, planning to have dinner, watch a movie, and then go back to the hotel. The day was just right, but Liu Yi called him and told him to wait for him at the school gate and take him to a bubble bath. spa.Lin Rui originally had the usual weekend mood, but now he was really looking forward to it.Quickly packed up his things, walked to the school gate with his bag on his back, and saw Liu Yi standing there texting.He ran over quickly, Liu Yi raised his head, happily threw the bag on his back, and then pulled him towards the bus stop.While walking, Liu Yi told him about the origin of this plan.One of his colleagues asked someone to get two tickets to the hot spring club. He planned to take his wife to the wedding anniversary, but a week before the departure, his wife suddenly found out that she was pregnant. The family was very happy, but they couldn't Went to the hot springs.The father-to-be was happy to have a big reward, so he simply gave the ticket to Liu Yi, letting him use it to chase girls.Lin Rui doesn't care about being a "chased girl" and is looking forward to soaking in hot springs.The two hillbillies made psychological preparations for the journey, but they were still shocked when they arrived at the clubhouse.The two of them laughed at themselves as they entered the clubhouse for the first time in such a "luxurious and upscale" place. After Checkin, he entered the room, and a super big bed was placed in the middle of the room. Liu Yi calmly tipped the luggage boy 20 yuan, then closed the door, the two of them looked at each other, and then fell on the bed and laughed.The atmosphere changed with joy, seeing Lin Rui laughing until his eyes were crooked and his face was red, Liu Yi pounced on him.

By the time the two of them remembered to soak in the hot spring, it was already 2 hours later.Looking at the time, it was already 4 o'clock in the afternoon, and the two of them hadn't had lunch yet, so they simply went to eat and prepared to toss when they were full.When I arrived at the restaurant, I found it was Highteastyle.Lin Rui was very happy, but Liu Yi didn't feel anything.He grew up drinking soy milk and eating pancakes as a child. He belongs to the meat-eating category. He only has three words for exquisite sandwiches and desserts: "No matter how full you are."But seeing Lin Rui so happy, he still happily went to get some food.Lin Rui stood in front of a row of desserts of various colors, hesitating. Black Forest, Red Velvet, Tiramisu, he wanted to eat all of them, but he still didn't forget that he had to keep fit, and kept telling himself that he could only choose one , was struggling to death, when he suddenly heard the people around him "puchi" laugh, his face turned red in seconds, thinking that it was terrible, he was ashamed to be seen by others.She turned her head in embarrassment, but opened her mouth in surprise, it was actually Qin Yue.Qin Yue folded his arms and looked at him in his spare time. There was a strange man standing beside him, wearing a very casual big T-shirt with big shorts, with a wicked smile on his face.Qin Yue introduced with a smile, "This is Lin Rui, a kid from our company. This is Zheng Fei, you can call him Brother Dafei." Then he said lazily, "I can meet you wherever I go." Lin Rui thought that the other party already knew his secret anyway, so he simply said generously, "Well, let's play with my friends." Qin Yue raised his eyebrows, "That's just right, let's sit together." After finishing speaking, he pushed Lin Rui's Shoulders went to the table by the window.Seeing this scene, Liu Yi immediately walked over with a plate, and looked at Qin Yue warily.Seeing Liu Yi as if he was facing an enemy, Lin Rui couldn't help but feel a headache, "This is my friend, Liu Yi." He turned his head and took Liu Yi's hand, let him sit beside him, and introduced him, "This is Qin Yue , a colleague of my part-time company." The word "company colleague" made Liu Yi immediately vigilant, and he suddenly remembered that the "Bentley man" last time was also Lin Rui's company colleague, and he could tell by Lin Rui's expression It's the same person.Seeing his expression and Lin Rui's embarrassment, Qin Yue stretched out his hand in a good-tempered manner, "Nice to meet you." Liu Yi is not a stunned young man who doesn't understand the world, and he is upset, and he still has to face it, "Hello , nice to meet you." Zheng Fei watched the three acting with great interest, thinking that this trip was not in vain, it was interesting.Qin Yue introduced Zheng Fei to Liu Yi, and the four of them had a fake chat while eating.Lin Rui didn't know how to eat. He felt that he was nervous for no reason, but he couldn't restrain himself. He couldn't eat anymore.Seeing that he had finished eating, Liu Yi said goodbye to Qin Yue, "Lin Rui got motion sickness today and is not very comfortable. Let's go back first and see you later." Seeing the figures of the two, Zheng Fei cleared his throat and looked at him meaningfully. Qin Yue, "What's the matter, Brother Qin, please explain." Qin Yue didn't turn his head back, "Put away your gossip, children are just not sociable, there's nothing you want." Zheng Fei looked at him for a while. With a dark face, "You are still a child! You think they are children." Seeing that Qin Yue was about to go crazy, "Okay, okay! Your old man continues your performance. If I don't speak, I will just watch quietly. Hehehe~"

After returning to the room, Liu Yi sat down and looked at the phone without speaking. Lin Rui felt extremely embarrassed. The most embarrassing thing was that he didn't know what he had done wrong.After doing some psychological training for a long time, I sat next to Liu Yi and whispered, "I really don't know why I met them here. But, on the bright side, I held your hand to clearly show that you are my man." Friends, they didn't have any special reaction, which means they didn't take it to heart, and Qin Yue is not a gossip." Then he grabbed his sleeve and shook it gently.Seeing his soft-spoken and coquettish behavior, Liu Yi's anger also eased. He actually didn't know why he was angry. Maybe it was jealousy of the other party's youth and promise, maybe it was dissatisfaction with the gap between them, or maybe it was the most straightforward. He didn't want to think deeply about the vigilance of Bai's male territory, so he pushed Lin Rui down, "It's not enough to just hint that I am your boyfriend, come on, husband, you can stamp it." Lin Rui wanted to calm him down, relax his body and let him go He tosses.Liu Yi, who was finally pleased with such a well-behaved, the two of them tossed until past 7 o'clock in the evening.Finally decided to go to the hot springs.

When they reached the hot spring floor, the two of them regained their initial joy and prepared to soak in various hot springs.As soon as he walked into the first room, he saw Liu Yi's face darken quickly.Lin Rui turned around inexplicably, and was speechless, and Qin Yue also looked helpless.But it would be too embarrassing to leave at this time, two people walked in bravely, but no one spoke anymore, and everyone closed their eyes to rest, it was very weird.After a while, Qin Yue finally decided not to argue with the children, so he stood up and walked out of the hot spring.Lin Rui breathed a sigh of relief slowly, and prayed that he would not meet again.Soaking in hot springs is very exhausting. During the day, the two of them struggled a lot. After trying two rooms, the two of them were exhausted. They decided to take a break and go to dinner.Going back to the room, changing clothes and going out, as soon as he walked to the elevator, Liu Yi received a call from his mother, and his mother came out with a loud voice as always, "Yiyi~ Let me tell you, sister..." Liu Yi He glanced at Lin Rui quickly, then walked back to the room.Lin Rui didn't follow sensiblely, and walked slowly to the window in the corridor, staring at the brightly lit city in a daze.What Qin Yue saw when he left the room was this scene, which reminded him of the first time he saw Lin Rui. He was also standing in front of the window, looking out the window melancholy, like a bird longing for the outside world and A small animal full of anxiety about the unknown.So he only called Lin Rui "Child", not only because Lin Rui was several years younger than him, but because he defined Lin Rui as a "little animal" in his heart when he saw Lin Rui for the first time. A lonely and helpless little animal that entered the adult world.He had a headache, hesitated for three seconds between retreating to the room and saying hello, and suddenly became angry, "I didn't do anything wrong, just hide!" Then he walked over fiercely, "Hey, Xiao Linzi!" Lin Rui was startled, and subconsciously turned his head, Qin Yue was stunned, Lin Rui's eyes were shining, but it was because they were full of tears.As soon as he blinked, big and big tears flowed down like that, without warning or sound.

Qin Yue's heart skipped a beat, and he immediately wanted to go forward, but he stayed where he was.He told himself that no matter what it is, it is a matter between two people. No matter how concerned he is, no matter how angry or distressed, he can only stand by and watch. This is not callous indifference, but respect.He has lived abroad for a long time, and his way of doing things has been assimilated. Normally, everyone can play around in various ways, but when it comes to private life, boundaries are boundaries, and no matter how good a relationship is, there is a boundary in the private field.Unless someone asks you to enter the territory, otherwise, you can only watch.In his heart, he wanted to be rubbed back and forth by a piece of sandpaper. He felt so painful and itchy that he wanted to hit someone. The hands in his pockets were tightly clenched, but his face was not showing at all.Lin Rui looked at him for a while, then slowly turned around, and continued to stare out the window in a daze.Qin Yue paused for a few seconds, then walked back to the room silently, stepping on his heart with every step, feeling sore and sore.

Lin Rui's heart was not as calm as it appeared.He is simple, but not really silly and sweet.On the contrary, he is quite sensitive, he can feel the ambiguous atmosphere between him and Qin Yue, and he also clearly knows a cruel fact: he will not take a step forward, not because he is timid, nor because he is nostalgic for Liu Yi, It's because it doesn't make sense.There is no future with Liu Yi, and it is the same with Qin Yue.He didn't know whether Qin Yue would hide in the closet forever like Liu Yi, and then get married and have children. He wasn't even that sure whether Qin Yue was crooked or not.But he knew clearly that even if Qin Yue was crooked, even if Qin Yue would find a man to be with, this man would not be him.Between them is something called reality.Qin Yue didn't mention his position in the company, but people who can drive a Bentley will not be the same as him. They are of different classes, which determines that they will not have the same view of the world. The rules of the game in their circles are different, and their vision is different. They are destined There is no basis for two people to be together for a long time.All money and family status are superficial, and what is really insurmountable is the gap in the value system.That minute just now was the most vulnerable minute of his day. He thought to himself, if Qin Yue was willing to come over, he would go with him, whether it was a one-night stand or an underground lover, it was all the same anyway. It can't be worse.He's always going to do something crazy to blow off steam.But Qin Yue's self-cultivation told him to be rational, so he retreated back as a gentleman.Lin Rui laughed at himself and thought, look, this is the gap in the value system.

Because Liu Yi's mother asked her younger sister to come to their house on Sunday morning, Liu Yi was ordered to go home overnight so that she could prepare for the reception on Sunday morning.Liu Yi felt very sorry for Lin Rui. After thinking about it for a long time, he still said, "Why don't you play here again before going back." In him, besides, he believes that Lin Rui is not a random person.Lin Rui was unexpectedly calm, "Okay, then I'll stay for a while longer. Have brunch tomorrow morning before leaving, so as not to waste such an expensive ticket. Be careful when you go back, and send me a text message when you get home. "Liu Yi felt even more sorry for Lin Rui, and hugged him for a while, until Liu's mother urged him again, and had no choice but to leave the clubhouse and take a taxi home.

Lin Rui went to brush his teeth, took a shower, then calmly dried his hair, changed his clothes, and sat quietly on the bed waiting for Liu Yi's text message. After another 10 minutes, Liu Yi's text message arrived , "Bao'er, I'm home. Go to bed early. I love you!" Lin Rui replied blankly, "Have a good rest, good night." Then he opened the minibar, opened a bottle of whiskey, poured half a glass, and drank it in one gulp .The spicy feeling irritated his esophagus and stomach, he coughed violently for a while, then he calmed down, opened the door, and walked to Qin Yue's room.He remembered that Qin Yue's position today was probably between 1709 and 1711.After thinking for a while, he knocked on the door of room 1709. After a while, the door opened, and Qin Yue looked at him in shock.

Lin Rui walked towards him slowly, Qin Yue retreated step by step, the door closed behind his back, and the two of them reached the bedside in a way of retreating and advancing.Qin Yue was in shock and couldn't recover. He didn't understand what happened to such a shy and introverted little animal.However, Lin Rui didn't give him time to think, the spirit of alcohol surged up, his eyes were blurred, Qin Yue's face was inlaid with ambiguous light from the desk lamp, he suddenly smiled, and then pushed Qin Yue to the On the bed, and then kissed it hard.Qin Yue was dazed for a few seconds, then suddenly woke up and pressed him on the bed, controlled his hands, and asked worriedly, "What's wrong with you?" Lin Rui slowly approached Qin Yue's ear in this ambiguous posture, "Wrong answer. It's not this sentence. I'll give you one last chance." Qin Yue clamped his hands with increasing strength, and his eyes became more and more fierce, and finally kissed him.Lin Rui felt the intoxication in his body and the sharp contrast between his sober consciousness.He gave up on himself and thought, "Let's all make mistakes together, and no one will be clean."