It turns out that no one survives in love

By the time the dinner was over, it was past 11 o'clock.Everyone was a little drunk, and Mr. Zhang arranged for the driver to take the group back to the hotel.Teacher Cao was a little taller, and after entering the hotel, he said good night to everyone and went to rest.President Liang wanted to call his wife and went back to the room.Haiming and Lin Rui were left, both of them didn't feel sleepy, so they decided to go for a walk by the river to enjoy the river breeze.

After a day of getting along with the effect of alcohol, the relationship between the two people is more natural and familiar, just like old friends who have known each other for a long time, the topics are also varied, and there seems to be a rhythm of talking about everything.The two talked excitedly, from music to movies, from food to games, and finally they talked about feelings.It is very natural for young people to talk about colorful topics, but because Haiming knows Lin Rui's orientation and knows that he is very introverted and sensitive, he usually avoids this topic, maybe the atmosphere is too good for him to forget. Suddenly, a question blurted out, "What do you like about your boyfriend?" Lin Rui was looking at him and smiling, but then he was taken aback for a moment, then turned his eyes away, leaned his body on the railing, and looked at the other side, " Well, he usually takes good care of me, and he is not a messy person outside." Then suddenly he couldn't find any words anymore, and he actually didn't know.At that time, he celebrated his 24th birthday alone, without the blessings of his family, and thinking that he was still a virgin for so many years, he suddenly felt very lonely, so he went to a dating website in obsession.Liu Yi greeted him on the Internet, he felt that there was no one he liked anyway, this person seemed reliable, not a messer, so he agreed to try to get along with him.He is very honest, and he is the only person by his side until now.Hai Ming, who has always been measured, did not give up on this topic, "What about him? What do you think he likes about you?" Lin Rui choked up. Unlike the last question, he didn't know the specific answer. He knew the answer to this question clearly, but There is no way to talk to Haiming.He said ambiguously, "Well, he likes me, be kind." Haiming turned his body and looked at him, and said very seriously, "Does that mean that if there is another person who will take good care of you, Treat you well, think you are kind, and you will be with that person?" Lin Rui buzzed his head, "What did he say? What is he talking about? Who is the other person? Him? Is he confessing? Does he like me?" My mind was in a mess, but my eyes stared blankly at Haiming.The moonlight shone on the river, reflected in Haiming's dark pupils, almost sucking him in.The wind blowing by the river made Lin Rui's head dizzy even more. He felt that there was a starry sky in Haiming's eyes, and his heartbeat became more and more violent. He wanted to blurt it out, but Haiming continued, "Actually, liking doesn't necessarily have any specific reasons. You like him, he likes you, there must be something that'another person' can't replace. I envy you all , I also wish you all the best." Lin Rui's heart was raised high, and then sank straight down.

Haiming didn't notice any changes in him, and looked at Jiang Mian thoughtfully, frowning slightly, as if he was remembering or thinking.Lin Rui asked masochistically, "What about you? What do you like about your ex-girlfriend?" Haiming sighed, his eyes still fixed on the same point, "I met her at the freshman orientation party, she was the host People, and performed the piano. I still remember, it was a Chopin. I sat in the first row as a freshman representative, and I knew as soon as she showed up, I was in love. Thin, long hair very black and special Straight, with two pears when she smiled, she is very cute. The day I confessed to her was at the school New Year’s party. I made arrangements in advance. After she finished performing the piano, the lights in the auditorium dimmed, and then the spotlight hit her. I took Holding roses, saying that I like her in front of all the teachers and students in the school. Are you stupid? I also think it’s quite [-], but when I was young, all [-]’s behaviors felt super romantic. She’s really nice and gentle, I really want to be with her for the rest of my life, so I seriously plan for our future, such as postgraduate entrance examinations, internships, projects with mentors, and all opportunities that can pave the way for the future, but I ignore her." Haiming looked at her. Lin Rui, "Love is such an irony. She rejected Mercedes-Benz, BMW, and Ferrari, and followed me, an ordinary person. I didn't skip classes to pick up girls and play games. But two people who are full of love and fighting for the future, they are loose in the struggle." Opened each other's hands. When she had a stomachache, I was working overtime at the internship. She celebrated her birthday. I was on a business trip with my supervisor. It was Mr. Zhang who I met last time here. When she needed me, I was always away. I tried my best , but it's still not good enough." The sadness in his eyes was so strong that Lin Rui suddenly felt a suffocation, and tears fell down.

Lin Rui himself didn't know whether he was crying because the person he loved was too sad, or because at this moment he finally couldn't deceive himself and others, but realized clearly that the person he loved didn't love him.There are too many things between them, gender, an unforgettable love and 4 years of fighting together.When the 26-year-old Lin Rui stood in front of the 23-year-old Haiming, there was still a forever missing between them a youth who was crazy about love.Haiming stretched out his hand and gently wiped away the tears on his face, but more and more, he sighed, "Look, I even made you cry." A gust of river wind blew by, Lin Rui ruthlessly Shivering, Haiming gently embraced Lin Rui, put his head on his chest, and slowly patted his back to comfort him.In such a warm, long-awaited embrace, Lin Rui felt boundless cold and heartbroken.