It turns out that no one survives in love

In the end Lin Rui told Li Tian everything.

After this incident, both of them realized that in many cases, the adult way of doing things has its advantages, but it also has its disadvantages.Just like this time, if it is two teenagers and 20-year-olds, the two face each other and yell "You misunderstood me!" "I have been wronged!"

Although the drama was a little bit, the truth soon came to light.

It's not like the two of them, you keep silent, I don't say anything, you put on a good air.

Li Tian was lying on the bed with Lin Rui, he felt that Lin Rui was tormented by this incident, a man in his thirties was crying, which shows how desperate he was at that moment.When Lin Rui finally fell asleep, he crept up, walked back to the living room, sat on the sofa, and thought about the ins and outs of this matter with the few remaining brain cells.

In Li Tian's heart, Lin Rui is actually a very simple person. It's not that he is naive, it's just that he spends all his attention on academics, and in terms of interpersonal relationships, he is at best a primary school student.

This matter was not complicated in the first place. Anyone with some social experience would know at a glance that Lin Rui was either on the wrong team or blocked someone's way.But he is an "outsider" with no background and doesn't matter, and he doesn't know anyone in the department well, so it must not be the former, it must be the latter. . .

Li Tian had a bad idea, he was slightly critical of Zhou Yan.But the last time they met by chance, he let Lin Rui talk a little bit in the car, and the other party obviously didn't understand what he meant at all.Besides, everyone has their own private space to make friends. There is no evidence, so he decided not to let Lin Rui feel that he was interfering with him in this matter.Besides, it doesn't matter who it is, the key now is to solve this matter.

Director Jiang's suggestion was out of good intentions, but according to Lin Rui's personality, he would never adopt it, and there was no money here, so it would only treat the symptoms but not the root cause.

In fact, if you let him think, the easiest way is for Lin Rui to change jobs.

As long as you are not in the academic circle, everything will be easily solved.New circle, new friends, who cares about your little gossip, you are not a star.Lin Rui can work in a wide range of fields. Most of his research is closely related to reality. He can be a consultant in a company, or he can set up his own business as a small investment company.

But he didn't say this, because he felt that Lin Rui should still like to simply do his research deep in his heart.

From this point of view, when he said that he would accompany Lin Rui back to the United States, he was making a fool of himself, and it was almost Lin Rui's best choice.

Li Tian rested his head on the back of the sofa and rubbed his temples with his hands.Since some words have been spoken, they naturally have to count.But how to do it, he still has to think about it.

What should the company do? What should he do after he goes to work?He is in his thirties, does he really want to start over in a brand new environment?What about his parents?You have to think clearly about every single thing.

Li Tian took the cigarette and lighter, and walked lightly to the balcony.In Beijing at the end of October, the night was as cold as water, and he shivered almost immediately.But his mind became much clearer in an instant.After smoking two cigarettes in this way, he finally sorted out the order of things, thinking that he would start preparations next week, and went back to the bedroom to sleep.

On Saturday morning, when Li Tian opened his eyes, it was already one o'clock in the afternoon.He turned over and saw that Lin Rui was still sleeping, he couldn't help feeling amused.He leaned on one arm and observed Lin Rui carefully. When he fell asleep, he still frowned, as if he had been wronged so much.The complexion is very fair, but the cheeks are red, and the breath is hot. . .etc?

Li Tian suddenly came to his senses, and put his hand on Lin Rui's forehead to touch it, "Tsk", he has a fever.

He turned over and got out of bed, walked to the kitchen, after a while, brought a cup of lemon ginger tea, "Lin Rui, Lin Rui?"

Lin Rui was shaken awake, frowned tightly, and opened his eyes.After one night, his eyes became more swollen.After a moment of bewilderment, he finally saw Li Tian clearly in front of him.

"Morning." As soon as the words came out, I realized that the hoarseness was severe.

"You have a fever." Li Tian helped him to sit up slightly with one hand, "Drink this and sweat, I'll go make porridge. If it's not good in the afternoon, let's go to the community clinic for an injection."

"En", Lin Rui replied with a strong nasal voice.

After drinking a cup of ginger tea, Lin Rui felt his whole body warm up.He lay wrapped in the quilt for a while, listening to the sound of pots and bowls touching lightly from the kitchen, thinking in a daze, how lucky he was to meet such a gentle and affectionate man.

During the few hours when Li Tian left last night, he was very flustered, and it was at that time that he realized that he could not do without the other party.

It is not an exaggeration to say that falling in love with someone starts from the moment you lose him.

If he doesn't lose once, he won't know what he missed.Fortunately, everything can be redeemed, he was just a false alarm.

Li Tian said that he never expected to accompany him to America.He knew that by doing so, Li Tian would give up something for him.Career, family relationship, circle of friends. . .There may be more. . .

He felt relieved, happy, but also distressed.

Lin Rui thought, he'd better take a look at the possibility of working in the country first.In fact, face, or reputation, is not necessarily that important.

Just as he was thinking about it, Li Tian pushed the door open and entered the bedroom, put his hand on his arm to warm it up, and then touched Lin Rui's forehead, "Tsk, I still have a fever. It's not very hot, let's not take antipyretics first, right I'm not in good health. Get up and drink some porridge first, and then observe and observe. Okay?"

Lin Rui nodded, and Li Tian turned around and took out a thick sweater from the closet, "Come on, put this over your pajamas. I'll open the window to let in some air. Don't freeze."

Lin Rui brushed his teeth and sat at the dinner table with Li Tian.Li Tian served him a bowl of porridge, Lin Rui took a closer look, there were shredded ginger and white fish fillets in it, but it could be seen that Li Tian had tried his best, although the shredded ginger was still uneven in thickness, as long as it was thicker They were all cut into dices by him.There are a few pickles on the table, simple but warm.

The two of them ate a large bowl of porridge, and both felt comfortable.Lin Rui felt that his nose was a little stuffy, so Li Tian didn't let him go back to the bedroom to sleep, but took out a blanket, and the two of them nestled on the sofa to watch TV.Li Tian leaned on the armrest of the sofa, covered Lin Rui with a blanket, and then let him nestle in his arms, holding him.The sun shines in, making the room warm and sunny.

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Monday arrived helplessly, Lin Rui bit the bullet and went back to school, Li Tian also had to go back to the company.Nobody has the kind of luxury to let yourself go and take time off to heal.

After the lecture, Lin Rui felt that he was about to die.Go back to the office, sit on the chair, and take out an apple from your backpack.Li Tianming stuffed it in his bag in the morning, and told him to add some vitamins.

Just as he was eating in small bites, there was a knock on the office door.

Lin Rui swallowed the apple in his mouth, put the remaining half on the table, cleared his throat, "Please come in."

The door opened and Zhou Yan walked in.

Unlike before, his face was obviously worried, and his brows were tightly knit.As soon as he came in, he closed the door, sat on the chair opposite Lin Rui's desk, and asked anxiously, "Lin Rui, are you okay?"

Lin Rui looked at Zhou Yan. The worry on his face was not fake. His eyes were bloodshot and had dark circles. It looked like he hadn't had a good rest.

Lin Rui nodded slightly, "Well, he's still alive."

"Tsk, why are you joking now! I've heard it all, um, you, what are you going to do?" Zhou Yan leaned forward slightly, with his hands resting on the table, with a nervous expression on his face.

Lin Rui looked at him with a calm tone, "Well, what if you're not prepared. Just finish the class, and then go where you came from."

Zhou Yan looked angry, "What is this called! What a grandson!" The latter sentence was obviously referring to the person who wrote the letter.

Lin Rui didn't seem as angry as him, "Actually, he's right. I'm indeed gay."

Zhou Yan obviously didn't expect Lin Rui to recognize him so straightforwardly, he hesitated for a while, and immediately continued anxiously, "I, we have known each other for so many years, you know me well, and I won't look down on you because of this. Sigh, No, what am I talking about, I mean, I won't look at you with tinted glasses." He lowered his head and poked his neck, obviously a little sad.

Lin Rui looked at Zhou Yan, yes, he knew Zhou Yan well.They have collaborated on so many papers, read Ph.D., worked hard on tenure, and supported each other along the way. He knows Zhou Yan so well that he can understand each other's expressions and movements.

Just like just now, Zhou Yan's anger was not fake, and the sentence "I won't look down on you" was also sincere, but the instant relief after hearing him say "Where did you come from?" was also real.

Lin Rui watched half an apple on the table start to turn slightly yellow, his heart suddenly throbbed, but he smiled slowly, "Well, I know, you won't look down on me."

Zhou Yan nodded vigorously, and then he heard Lin Rui pick it up.

"I know, you didn't do it because you looked down on me."

Zhou Yan suddenly looked up at him, "You, you..." He stood up suddenly, "Do you suspect it's me?!"

His face was very red, the veins on his neck were exposed, and he clenched his hands into fists, looking extremely angry.

Lin Rui looked at him calmly, did not speak, his eyes were complicated, disappointed, pity, but no hatred.

The two stood and sat for a long time.Until Zhou Yan sat down slowly, the blood faded away, leaving a dejected pale face.

Zhou Yan wanted to tell Lin Rui that he was not targeting him, but he had no choice.He was conscientious, he was the first to come, the last to leave, taught the most classes, never failed a meeting, and he waited for so many years for a Full.Finally, all the seniors have been qualified, and it will be his turn next year. Suddenly, someone told him that he has to wait a little longer, because the quota will be given to someone else.Lin Rui didn't do anything, just a parachute, he was going to take away what he had been waiting for for so many years, why? !

But he didn't say a word, the way Lin Rui looked at him chilled him, Zhou Yan thought, this seemingly silly and naive person actually knows everything.

That day, Zhou Yan came out of Lin Rui's office without apologizing, and neither of them said goodbye.Because there are some things that cannot be clearly explained by who is right and who is wrong, and some affection cannot be redeemed by not seeing each other again.It has nothing to do with time.