It turns out that no one survives in love

It is said that the power of love is infinite.After working intensively for a month, Lin Rui passed the GMAT and TOEFL.Although it is not a sky-high score, it is still possible to apply to most schools.After reading the guide on the Internet, Lin Rui started to set up porcelain, write PS and a series of tasks.The next most difficult thing should be to find someone to write a letter of recommendation.

Lin Rui did mental preparation for a long time, and finally knocked on the door of the tutor's office.Of course, you can’t say to your mentor, oh, I’m crazy, I chased someone to the United States, and I don’t choose a school, just stay closer to the other party.With a blushing face, he tried his best to portray himself as a scientific research worker who has a firm belief in scientific research, has a lifelong enthusiasm for education, and strives for it all his life.The sincerity and intensity of the feelings, even he himself believed it.Naturally, the tutor happily agreed to write the recommendation letter, and all the teachers were relieved to see young people who are passionate about research.With experience, Lin Rui went to meet three teachers who usually cooperate with each other, and finally met with Teacher Cao.Sure enough, at the meeting the next day, Teacher Cao announced the news to everyone in the institute, as if Lin Rui had already applied to the school.Lin Rui was worried, but he couldn't care less about it.On the one hand, he voluntarily and consciously worked overtime as soon as possible to complete the chapters he was in charge of for Mr. Cao's project, and on the other hand, he started to run UPS every day.In fact, it is too late to apply at this time, and most schools have already closed their applications.Lin Rui could only be a dead horse as a living horse doctor, and applied with a "just in case" mood.The results can be imagined, eight of the ten research institutes replied that they had already closed the letter, and the other two did not reply, and nothing happened, probably because they were too lazy to reply.

As the days continued to advance, Lin Rui became more and more anxious, but there was nothing he could do.He was so anxious that he got angry, and there was a big blister on his tongue, so painful that he could only drink porridge.Qin Yue watched him toss, angry and impatient, and finally couldn't bear it anymore, and called a classmate of his who was a professor at the University of Chicago.After hearing about his introduction, the other party promised him to hand over his resume to the department for a look.Lin Rui happily said with his tongue out, "If there's a show, I'll treat you to a big meal." Qin Yue rolled his eyes back at him.

I don't know if God was moved by Lin Rui's "sincerity". The other party really gave him a chance for a Skype interview. Lin Rui jumped up and down excitedly, and then pestered Qin Yue to help him do mock interview exercises.The actual interview was at about 9:[-] pm, Lin Rui was so nervous that he couldn't eat, so Qin Yue simply stayed after get off work to help him prepare the meeting room, and then waited for him in the rest area outside the door.An hour later, Lin Rui came out with his head down. Qin Yue saw his appearance, and said "not good", and quickly said to take him out to eat to recover his blood.Along the way, Lin Rui didn't say a word, and just lowered his head to eat sullenly.After eating, Qin Yue cautiously asked how it was, but Lin Rui only vaguely said that some questions were not well answered, and he became a clam shell that shut up again.Qin Yue had no choice but to call his classmate again to ask for details.As a result, the other party thought it was okay, saying that the young man was pretty arty.Qin Yue was relieved, but he didn't dare to tell Lin Rui, fearing that Lin Rui would be even more disappointed if he was not admitted.As a result, Lin Rui continued to apply for schools full of energy the next day, but this time, he applied to places that were not well-known.

Two weeks later, Lin Rui was eating porridge in the cafeteria when he suddenly received a call from the University of Chicago.When he saw the number, he was so frightened that the porridge almost spewed out.He answered tremblingly, and the moment he heard the other party notifying him that he was admitted, he felt a sudden numbness in his scalp, and then he felt great joy after putting down the phone.He wanted to tell Haiming immediately, but he changed his mind just before dialing the number, and called Qin Yue instead.Qin Yue was also very happy to hear that, and then the two made an appointment to treat Lin Rui to sing on the weekend.Putting down the phone, Lin Rui calmed down, and then sent a text message to Haiming, "Are you free? Come out for a chat?" Half an hour later, Haiming replied, "Okay, see you at the East Gate." Lin Rui changed A clean shirt, I brushed my teeth, washed my face, and combed my hair before setting off.After meeting, Lin Rui proposed to go to the coffee shop nearby, and Haiming agreed.

There were not many people in the coffee shop, Lin Rui found a seat near the back, the two of them ordered a drink, and then chatted casually.When the fruit tea was served, Lin Rui took a big sip regardless of whether it was hot or not, then took a deep breath, looked up at Haiming and said, "I have something to tell you." Heming paused, then smiled, "What's the matter? It's so mysterious." "I got an offer from the University of Chicago." After Lin Rui finished speaking, he looked at Haiming with anticipation in his eyes.Haiming was stunned for a moment, then immediately came to his senses, and said with a smile, "Wow! Congratulations!" Haiming's reaction was too ordinary, and Lin Rui was a little disappointed, so he added, "When the time comes, we will be so far away from you." Recently, do you often play with you?" After speaking, she stared at him with piercing eyes.This time, Haiming was silent.He ordered a glass of Italian, picked it up and took a sip, feeling the bitterness filling his mouth, and then slowly said, "Lin Rui, I'm not going abroad anymore."

Lin Rui's smile froze on his face. He thought he had heard it wrong, but Haiming's expression told him that it was true.After a while, he heard his dry voice, "Why?" Haiming smiled wryly, "I didn't tell you about my family, did I? Both my grandfather and grandfather work in government departments, and so does my father. The family wants me Stay in China. The original plan was to go out for a while and then come back, but after discussing with my family recently, they still think they want me to stay." Lin Rui yelled frantically in his heart, "That's it? It's just that, you changed your decision Already?" On the face, he still asked in a good voice, "Can't you discuss it with them? I think you seem to like this opportunity." Haiming was very calm, "My mother passed away early, and my father took me alone. He didn't say it when he was brought up, but I know that he wants me to be closer to him, and then see me start a family and start a business as soon as possible. Lin Rui, I don't have the courage to leave as soon as you say."

Lin Rui's heart was sore and sore as if soaked in vinegar. He wanted to say, "My courage?! My courage is only because of you!" But he couldn't say anything, his throat was tight , feeling dizzy, is fate playing a joke on him?What the hell have these past few months been? !He raised his head and looked at Haiming, watching him stirring the coffee very calmly, suddenly he didn't want to wait any longer, any plan, any timing, all of them would die!He heard himself say very clearly, "Haiming, I like you. It's the kind of love between lovers. Do you like me?"

Hai Ming suddenly looked up at him, the expression on his face was like being struck by lightning.Lin Rui's heart sank, but he refused to look away as if masochistic.Under this kind of confrontation, Haiming could only look away, "If I did something to make you misunderstand, I apologize. I really treat you as a brother." Lin Rui refused to budge, "I didn't treat you as a brother." Brother, I have always liked you." Haiming raised his hand and rubbed his temples a few times, "Lin Rui, I don't like boys, this is a fact that cannot be changed." He put down his hand and asked expectantly, "How about we How about friends? To be friends for life is better than couples, like family members, okay?" His expression was sincere, with a tone of expectation and a hint of pleading, Lin Rui was about to nod subconsciously, but he was angry again. "Haiming, I wish I could, but I'm really in love with you, and I can't be your friend anymore." As he spoke, a sudden wave of grievances and sadness hit him, and his tears burst into tears Big ones came out, and he opened his mouth, but couldn't say a word anymore, his hands were desperately clutching the cup, his fingertips turned white.Haiming immediately panicked when he saw him like this, "Lin Rui, Lin Rui, listen to me, calm down. I, I, I really can't do it, can we be friends? I beg you."

Every word of Haiming seemed to be nailed to Lin Rui's heart. His eyes were red with tears still hanging on his face, and he couldn't believe it, "He begged me. He actually begged me. The first time he begged I, I want to keep me away from him. How unbearable is his love, let the person he loves be so unbearable, please let him give up." He suddenly understood one thing, he thought he loved someone for him Well, he forced himself to reborn and tried his best to stand beside the other party, but it turned out that it only brought trouble to the other party.In the end, he was only moved by himself.Lin Rui felt suffocated for a while, and his headache seemed to be splitting open. He stood up, staggered and walked outside.Haiming stood up all of a sudden, he wanted to hold Lin Rui, but he stopped a moment before he could hold him.He just watched Lin Rui walk out of the coffee shop and into the night.