It turns out that no one survives in love

At the end of work at night, Lin Rui did receive a text message from Qin Yue, "Come to the parking lot, brother Qin will take you to the restaurant." Qin Yue seemed to not understand the profound meaning of "next time" and "later" in Chinese people, so he talked about eating, Do it immediately.In fact, Lin Rui likes his personality very much, he is straightforward, without so many twists and turns.He hesitated for a while, packed his things, and went downstairs to the underground garage to find Qin Yue.

What Qin Yue took him to was a barbecue restaurant. When he entered the door, he was immediately surrounded by a strong smell of meat, and Lin Rui's index finger moved wildly.Qin Yue looked at his troubled look, and said with a smile, "Don't lose weight today. Men are in a bad mood, and what they need most are two things, wine and meat. Forget about the wine, we'll eat meat today." He Originally, I wanted to say that there was still sex, but I swallowed it back.Even so, what you can order are beef eye and beef tongue, which are delicious and healthy parts.The two of them didn't care much. As soon as the dinner plate came out, Qin Yue took off his suit, unbuttoned his shirt, opened his posture and started to barbecue, "Wait, I'll serve you." Lin Rui found that Qin Yue was really different, Without the burden of white-collar elites, if you should drink porridge and eat porridge, you should roll up your arms and sleeves if you should eat meat.Seeing that he is so professional, he is happy to talk without doing anything.One baked and the other ate, with a tacit understanding, Qin Yue saw every stitch and ate happily.The delicious meat entered his stomach, instantly soothing Lin Rui's unhappiness.In fact, when Qin Yue told him during the day, "I won't look at you like this" and "it won't affect your future", all the grievances in his heart were healed.He felt very grateful to have such a good brother and senior who supported him.The only remaining unhappiness is actually because of crying in front of others and feeling ashamed.Now, that unpleasantness is gone.

The two of them walked out of the barbecue restaurant with belches. The food they had just eaten was in full swing. Suddenly, a gust of cold wind blew by, and Lin Rui sneezed twice in succession.Qin Yue naturally put on the suit jacket hanging on his arm for Lin Rui, Lin Rui refused, Qin Yue stared, "Put it on well! My brother is still waiting for you to take care of your body and do your best!" Lin Rui sprayed laugh.Suddenly a black shadow rushed over, pulled Qin Yue past, and punched him in the face.Lin Rui was startled, froze for a moment, and immediately rushed up to pull the man away. "Liu Yi?!" Lin Rui couldn't speak in astonishment, "You, you, what are you doing?! Crazy?!" Liu Yi's face was filled with grief, "I said you've been so busy recently, so the time is all yours. Damn it's for a date! Okay, Bentley! You've gained a lot!" Lin Rui was stunned by the scolding, Qin Yue straightened up, pushed Liu Yi away, and stood in front of Lin Rui, "What are you doing! Don't The mouth here is dirty, this is not where you went crazy!" Liu Yi was about to rush over to hit someone again, when suddenly a female voice sounded, "Brother Yi! What's wrong?!"

Liu Yi stood in place all of a sudden, but still stared at Qin Yue angrily.Lin Rui followed the voice and looked over, and a girl in a pink skirt came over. She was slender and tall, with long hair draped over her shoulders. She was average-looking, but delicate and pretty. It was hard not to like it at first glance.Lin Rui reckoned that this was her "sister". "Sister" came over and grabbed Liu Yi's arm, "What's the matter? What happened?" No one spoke, but Liu Yi and Qin Yue stared at each other like bullfighting bulls.Lin Rui was beyond the two people's expectations, slowly but firmly pushed Qin Yue away, and walked in front of him, "Hello, we are Liu Yi's old classmate, there was a little misunderstanding between us, it's okay, we have explained it clearly Got it." Hearing this, the girl glanced at Liu Yi suspiciously, and found that the anger on his face had turned into embarrassment, and she naturally understood it as embarrassment after a misunderstanding and explanation, so she couldn't help smiling softly, and said to Lin Rui, "Oh , So that’s the case. I’m Liu Bing’s girlfriend, Zhang Xiaomei, hello.” Lin Rui looked at Liu Bing, but Liu Bing looked away.Lin Rui suddenly felt that all this was really boring, "You too, Liu Yi, don't tell the brothers when you have a girlfriend. Okay, today is just a misunderstanding, next time I ask you to drink and bring your sister-in-law." After finishing speaking Turn around and pull Qin Yue's arm to walk in the direction of Qin Yue's car.Liu Yi suddenly wanted to hold him back, but he didn't know what to say if he was held back.For a moment, he felt that he was very wronged, very angry, and resentful, but immediately felt that he had no ground to get angry.Isn't this what he wanted? After having a girlfriend, the two separated cleanly. Lin Rui was neither crazy nor noisy, and went their separate ways from then on.He made a girlfriend first, even if he blamed Lin Rui for cheating, he had no position.

Lin Rui held on to Qin Yue's arm with such force that his hand was bloodshot quickly, but Qin Yue didn't speak or struggle.The two got into the car, Lin Rui asked, "Can I have a cigarette?" Qin Yue took a look at him, took out a pack of cigarettes from the car, handed him one, and lit it for him, Lin Rui took a deep breath He took a sip, then coughed desperately.Qin Yue sighed in his heart, reached out his hand to remove his cigarette, and extinguished it, "Don't be sad, he's not worth it." Lin Rui leaned on the seat, covering his eyes with his arms.After a long while, he took his arm away, and Qin Yue observed it, it was okay, he didn't cry.Lin Rui took a deep breath, "I'm fine, let's drive." Qin Yue thought for a while, and instead of driving Lin Rui back to the dormitory, he went back to his home.

When he got to the door, Lin Rui looked at him, didn't speak, and didn't get out of the car.Qin Yue didn't know whether to laugh or cry, "I'm not that beastly yet, am I? I'm afraid that he will pester you in your dormitory. You can make do with me for the whole night. Whether you call or meet tomorrow, let's talk clearly, and then you I'm more at ease when I go back." Lin Rui finally smiled, "Thank you." He got out of the car and followed Qin Yue upstairs.Qin Yue lives in an apartment, which is not small, but only has one bedroom.The two of them also pretended to live on the sofa, and they had to go to work tomorrow, so they had to recharge their batteries.So the two of them took a bath one by one, then climbed into #bed and got ready to sleep.Qin Yue turned off the light and said, "Good night." Lin Rui also replied, "Good night." After a while, he added, "Thank you. Don't worry." Qin Yue didn't speak, turned to Lin Rui, and used An arm wrapped around him.Under such a protective posture, Lin Rui soon fell asleep.He thought he would suffer from insomnia and have nightmares, but in fact, he slept peacefully until dawn.

In the morning, Lin Rui woke up to the aroma of coffee and fried eggs.Stretched, then wobbled to wash her face.When he came out again, Qin Yue had already set the plate. "Eat quickly, I'll take you to school after eating." After thinking for a while, "Oh no, I'll take you to the research room." Lin Rui was surprised that Qin Yue remembered it clearly, but he was sensible enough not to ask.Breakfast is very simple, each person has a cup of hot milk, a fried egg, a slice of toast, and a few slices of bacon.But they are made with great care. The fried eggs are Lin Rui's favorite sun eggs, the bread is lightly toasted, and the bacon is very crispy.Lin Rui was very moved as he drank the warm milk.It was the first time in all the years since his mother had passed that someone had cooked him breakfast himself.So many years later, Lin Rui has learned to cook by himself, and has eaten many unique breakfasts from different countries, but he always clearly remembers the warmth that such a hearty breakfast brought him.

Lin Rui went downstairs to the scientific research room, promised Qin Yue to explain clearly to Liu Yi, and then went upstairs.He greeted Mr. Cao and everyone as usual, and then started to work.After get off work in the evening, Lin Rui did receive a text message from Liu Yi asking him to meet him at the old place.Lin Rui packed up his things, said goodbye to everyone, and then drove to the hotel where they had been meeting.Sitting unsteadily on the bus, Lin Rui began to slowly recall the time he spent with Liu Yi.He found that he didn't feel any pain about the breakup, and even vaguely looked forward to it.He doesn't love Liu Yi.Even if he didn't know it before, after he met Haiming, he knew what it meant to be the last person.The crazy desire, the obsession of wanting to get close to the other party like an addiction, because the feeling that the other party's movement and words can instantly change the mood, does not exist in Liu Yi.It may be because it is not suitable, it may be because the ending is known from the beginning, or it may be because neither of them is sincere.But no matter what the reason was, he had to break up.Even if Qin Yue didn't do this, even if the other party didn't want to get married, this decision wouldn't change, but now it's ahead of time.He knew in his heart that the most fundamental reason was that he fell in love with Haiming.He didn't know if he and Haiming would have any results, but no matter what the outcome was, he wanted to try it.And if he wants to have a chance to fight for this love, he must break up, clean up, and stand in front of Haiming with the most sincere attitude.

When we arrived at the hotel, Liu Yi said the room number, Liu Yi opened the door, turned around and sat by the bed.Lin Rui walked in and sat on the chair opposite him.He suddenly felt very ironic.The two have come to the hotel so many times, only this time, they can chat calmly, even though the content of the chat will not be pleasant.The two were silent for a while, and Lin Rui spoke first, "It's good that we parted ways. I wish you happiness, sincerely." Liu Yi suddenly felt irritable, and asked Lin Rui a question he had always wanted to ask, " Lin Rui, do you love me? Or, have you ever loved me?" Lin Rui looked at him, he knew what the standard answer was, but at this moment, he suddenly didn't want to lie anymore, "No. I like you , but I don’t love you.” Liu Yi fell back on the bed as if powerless, covering his eyes with his arms, “You are so cruel.” Lin Rui looked at his actions and thought, “Yes, I am really cruel But no love doesn’t mean there is no relationship between us. Even if we have reserved each other from the very beginning, after getting along for so long, we still inevitably leave traces in each other’s lives. Like, what I did last night They did exactly the same movements." But it was impossible for him to tell Liu Yi these things.Many people think that telling the other party "loved" is a kind of tenderness when breaking up, but it seems to Lin Rui that this is the most cruel.When breaking up, you should let the other party know that you don't love, turn around cleanly, and not entangle each other, so that both parties can go out quickly and start a new relationship.

Liu Yi wanted to say something very much, but he didn't know what else to say. He thought hard for a long time, but he didn't think of any involvement between the two of them. Leave even a piece of clothing or a potted plant in each other's living space.The two of them sat empty until it was completely dark. Liu Yi said, "Let me treat you to a meal for the last time." Lin Rui refused, "No, I want to go back." Liu Yi said with a wry smile, "You used to It's very rare to reject me, it's really different after breaking up." Lin Rui didn't explain, got up and walked to the door, "Lin Rui!" Lin Rui stopped, but didn't look back.Liu Yi wanted to say, "Can I hug you again?" But he didn't say anything.Lin Rui waited for a while, said "goodbye," and went out.He slowly walked out of the hotel, out of Liu Yi's life, and into the dark night.He didn't take a taxi, and walked slowly along the way he came.