Mr. Zhang is about to be dumped

During Xie Chu's three years abroad, he heard the news of the death of two people.

The first one was Xie Changqing who had been pretending to be his father earlier.

At that time, Xie Chulian didn't have a deep impression of his stepfather, and when facing Xie Changqing, he didn't feel close.What's more, he can't bear to look at people who have been bedridden and tortured by illness for a long time.

At that time, Yu Chunhe agreed to Su Wei'an's suggestion, so he decided to send Xie Chu to Zhang Siyan's side for treatment.Xie Chu had the heart to heal, and Yu Chunhe pushed the rest away.

It wasn't until he felt Zhang Siyan's badness and looked back at Xie Changqing that he felt that this elder was good.When he went to see Xie Changqing, he just sat there, experiencing his father's illness and his son's feelings.He seemed to be acting in a real scene, and to outsiders, Xie Changqing was just an insignificant supporting role.

Later, when he heard the news of Xie Changqing's death, he was very calm.

Go to class calmly, catch up with homework calmly, go to Tang En for a drink calmly.Picking out the good wine in Tang En's wine cabinet, looking at his distressed eyes, he waved his hand: "It's okay, I have money."

Actually he didn't.

Yu Jingming really regarded him as his younger brother, paid him tuition fees, and repaid Zhang Siyan's money for him. In fact, he didn't owe him anything. There are too many entanglements with Zhang, so it is necessary to make it clear with him.Although Xie Chu has a lot of pocket money now, he has a strong sense of unreality. He feels that Yu Jingming's kindness to him is very inexplicable and he can't understand it.

So he thought that if he made money in the future, he would definitely return the money to Yu Jingming. He didn't want to owe anyone, and he didn't want to establish too close a relationship with anyone, it was very dangerous.

"It's as if Xie Changqing really passed away, but I don't feel anything." Xie Chu said to Tang En while drinking ice-cold spirits, "This is heartless."

The more personality is integrated, the more Xie Chu can find his true self.But he is complicated, otherwise there wouldn't be so many split personalities.All personalities are hidden in the subconscious, and if they are not stimulated for a long time, they will always be silent and will not resurface.

The treatment made him more sober, and made him understand that any family relationship is unreliable. Tao An'an lives in his heart, and there is also a little boy who can only cry. They are more like a pair of siblings.

"Heartless? No, you just haven't felt those emotions." Now Xie Chu doesn't say anything, but Tang En knows where his split personality came from in the first place, and fully understands why he has a tendency to be masochistic .Dressed up as a little girl by her mother, and spied on by her stepfather during this process, her young body is extremely fragile, full of temptation for her stepfather...

Xiao Xiechu hid in the box with the baby in her arms, when she heard the approaching footsteps of her stepfather, from far to near.He was biting his fingers, not wanting to make a sound. Maybe he would be beaten severely when he was found, or he would be stripped of all his clothes to meet his gaze.Usually his mother is not around at this time. She may go out to play cards with the neighbors, or go to the city to bring back beautiful lipsticks.

Xie Chu could only cry, fell asleep crying, and woke up crying.He is very happy in front of outsiders. His stepfather is an intellectual and his family is very rich. When other people's houses are all one-story houses, their family has already built several two-story buildings.His mother made him smile in front of outsiders, let him play with his little friends, and didn't let him play with certain little friends. He was careful and walked on thin ice. When his mother was happy, he had to behave well, and he had to kiss and hug when he was fine. .And just as he opens his arms for a hug, maybe a slap.If he said something wrong, or if he didn't understand his mother's face, he would be punished to stand in a corner.

At night he would hear his mother crying, she hugged him and cried, saying, "Mom, I'm sorry."

Repeatedly.

The past flashed by one by one, Xie Chu shook his head and laughed again.

"Actually, that person used to like my mother." Xie Chu doesn't know much about it, but through the return of memory, he can probably know the story of the previous generation.Probably just a poor boy fell in love with a city girl, the city girl married someone else, the poor boy went back to the village, and reunited after years, the city girl was pregnant with a child and wanted to go with him.

Whether family or love, are so unreliable.Xie Chu looked at Tang En with a look of "Look, what I said is right". Tang En blushed from drinking, shook his head stubbornly, and muttered: "No, you are..." He spoke a bunch of English, Xie Chu heard the general meaning, which probably means that although his nature is like this, he will learn it after all.

But he still only lit a candle for Xie Changqing on Weibo, hoping that he will go well.

The second news of death belongs to An Huiling.

Only then did he know that An Huiling had already told Zhang Siyan that she "had some minor illness".It can be seen from the word "get", and this disease will not be a small problem as she said.

It turned out to be breast cancer.

Her departure was even more sudden to Xie Chu.

Zhang Siyan asked him on the phone if he wanted to come back, Xie Chu thought for a while and said, "Everyone is gone, no need."

He was not happy living in An Huiling's house. Of course, he had just been stimulated at that time, and he was in a daze. If it wasn't for An Huiling's help, he would not be able to go to school. How could he be happy in that state.An Huiling's husband didn't care about her behavior of letting the child live at home casually at first, but later he began to object, and called him a lone star of heaven and death, who would kill the whole family.

Xie Chu has learned how to pretend, and later he found that the seemingly well-behaved person is not himself, he can know that he is moving and talking, but his body is not controlled by himself...

Those pasts are far away for him, and he has a new beginning.How could there be Zhang Siyan in this new beginning?

Xie Chu lay on the bed at night, unable to fall asleep listening to the snoring of her roommate.He knew everything Zhang Siyan had done and that he was changing it, but he still couldn't understand it.

Tang En said that love is acquired.

Xie Chu couldn't even find a place to go to class now.

The indifference he showed was to make Zhang Siyan retreat, but Zhang Siyan refused, he had no other choice.He didn't want to delay each other, and the long calmness separated him from his past self. He didn't like anyone.

Love is equal to danger.

As soon as the day dawned, he would go to work full of energy and stop thinking about things related to Zhang Siyan. As for what he wanted to do, I could only talk about it.

……

In the morning, Xie Chu fell asleep, and Yi Chengqun who was opposite said, "Go to the corner and stand in the corner when you're tired."

Xie Chu's expression was a little unnatural, but he quickly shook his head, laughed and said, "I'm not tired, I'm working."

It was almost noon, and Zhang Siyan sent a message, asking him what he eats for lunch every day, why not go to his company cafeteria to eat.Wensuo's canteen is very famous. The chef sits in the town and cooks different dishes every day, and it's free.Apart from the meal with Zhang Siyan, Xie Chu also ordered takeaway the rest of the time.Although Zhang Siyan's face is only a little attractive to him, but compared to going out to eat, he chooses to share the joys and sorrows with the company brothers!

Faced with rejection, Zhang Siyan calmly sent a message to Jian Munian.

"I want to make a fantasy movie."

Jian Munian said: "...you might as well say that you want to send money to Xie Chu directly."

Zhang Siyan thought for a while: "I want to send money to him."

Jian Munian rolled her eyes and never replied.

Fearing that Xie Chu would tire him out, Zhang Siyan asked Jian Munian again: "When will Da Jian's movie be finished?"

"My relationship with him is no better than your relationship with Xie Chu."

"..." Can this fucking be used for comparison?All right, Zhang Siyan stopped asking, he decided to support Xie Chu in action.

Like learning to shut up.

Not long after, Xie Chu followed Yi Chengqun to pick up stories. Before leaving, Xie Chu said in Moments that Zhang Siyan was the only one left in his Moments besides colleagues and classmates, and he didn't have the intention to block anyone out.

Yi Chengqun led a group and met Jian Shihai in front of the Gobi Desert.Seeing Jian Shihai alive for the first time, Xie Chu felt that he was very friendly.

In short, at first he thought that this uncle was the one who delivered the water from the film crew.

I don't know how such a simple uncle gave birth to Jian Munian, Xie Chu was very puzzled.

Knowing the local customs and long-standing legends, and listening to Jian Shihai talk about his conception of the movie, Xie Chu had a fulfilling and tiring life these days.

Every day when I go back to the house where I live, I just lie on the bed motionless and don’t want to move my mind.

When the signal is good, he can receive a message from Zhang Siyan, asking him to bring him some local specialties.

The next day, Xie Chu bought a bottle of local special drink, opened the bottle and drank it all, then filled a bottle of sand and went back.

The author has something to say: it is still not over, and the villain who said it was over was beaten to death by me.

Will continue to write the text.The previous chapter has also been changed.

I won't say anything else.

This article will not write any more extras, it will end when the main text is finished, and it will be written to he.

This is the first time I write this kind of article, I am a newcomer, and I don’t ask for any forgiveness, I can only take out what I think is the best, but everyone thinks it is rubbish, it is the best I can do at this stage.

I try my best.