Mr. Zhang is about to be dumped
Chapter 69
Zhang Siyan came to support Jian Munian. With the release of "Night Returning", Jian Munian became famous and quickly captured the attention of countless audiences.There are mixed praises and criticisms for him from all walks of life, and film critics always compare him with his father Jian Shihai when they comment on his movies.
But no matter from which aspect, Jane Twilight's film debut in the true sense is a success.A small-budget film has a yield of 5.00%, which eclipses the rest of the films released in the same period.There is black humor everywhere in the film, and the funnyness in the desperate situation makes people feel complicated. Film critics gossip and find all kinds of tricky angles to attack, but Jian Munian never responds to these, and is intensively preparing for the second film.
The publicity fee for the first part was paid for by Jian Munian's connections, and there was no need to worry about the second part because he helped Zhang Siyan intentionally or unintentionally.
Zhang Siyan is a businessman, and he only cares about returns when he invests in Jian Wannian's movies. As for other personal factors... he doesn't want to think about it at all.
Yes, Jian Munian did him a great favor by escorting Xie Chu to his side, but the most important thing is that he still doesn't get anyone.
At the press conference, he was very low-key, and he had already agreed to Jane's old age, so he would not miss the appointment.He didn't meet any acquaintances here, and he didn't need to say hello to anyone, just sat quietly under the stage.On the surface, he was like an ordinary person, and no one else could feel his anxiety.
This anxiety is specifically reflected in the fact that he has been sending messages to Xie Chu, poking his profile picture from time to time, clicking into Moments, and logging out to Weibo to see if he has posted new Weibo...
Zhou Rongyan has completely merged. Three years ago, Zhang Siyan suddenly saw Zhou Rongyan's update when he swiped Weibo. He was so frightened that he hurriedly called Tang En to ask Tang En what was going on. Only later did he know that Xie Chu had "inherited". Zhou Rongyan's Weibo will post some news about new paintings every other month.Zhang Siyan's head hurts seeing the comments shouting "Goddess".
Zhang Siyan couldn't fall asleep as soon as Xie Chu was disturbed. He interrogated himself at night, whether he should continue like this.But his mind and body are often out of his control, and he can't let go.
He no longer has to choose the right person to marry, and he has never met anyone who makes him fall in love.He doesn't know what is deep love. In this fast-paced era, love is greatly reduced. He is willing to learn to love, and he knows that he has the right to love.
But then Zhang Siyan would laugh at himself again, maybe he really thought too much.Xie Chu was free and at ease, like a free bird, unwilling to land by his side, and even staying occasionally, he didn't even bother to stop.He has nothing to do, he knows that he has nothing to attract him, other than being able to work, he is useless, so why would he attract Xie Chu?
He sat in his seat until the press conference was over. Jane Mu Nian walked over to him and said, "Let's go have dinner together later, senior."
"No, I have something else to do." Zhang Siyan put away her phone and stood up, saying politely: "The press conference was a success, congratulations, I'm leaving first."
"Aren't you going?" Jian Munian looked at him with a half-smile: "But... I'm afraid you will regret it."
Half an hour later, Zhang Siyan was sitting in the hotel. Jian Munian was drinking with the crew. Zhang Siyan didn't know why he came with him. Maybe it was because Jian Munian was smiling too... Strangely, somewhere, he thought Try your luck.
"Director Jane."
"Teacher Yi, why did you come here!"
At the door, Yi Chengqun walked in happily, and Jian Munian asked him to sit next to her. A set of concept posters was released before the release of "Night Returning". With the word-of-mouth of the movie, both the concept posters and the official posters became popular.The elements of the concept poster are simple, clocks, money, embroidery on the old lady's padded jacket, treasures, and greedy smiles, as if directly spoiling the whole movie.The official poster is hand-painted in a retro style, and the characters are outlined with gold lines on a black background. It seems that there are many and complicated elements, but it is an inseparable whole...
In short, as the attention of this movie has increased, the domestic movie poster business has also ushered in a new year.More and more production crews contacted Yi Chengqun, asking high prices for posters, and Yi Chengqun also established a new studio, and shifted his main energy to the production of movie scenes. If money is not earned, mortals in the artist's world don't quite understand it.
Yi Chengqun did not come alone. He also brought a new designer from their studio, Xie Chu, who had returned from studying abroad.
It's just that we haven't seen each other for a few months, Xie Chu is more energetic, his short hair looks sunny, and he smiles brightly. After saying hello, he finds a quiet table by himself and starts eating in silence.
It seems like I have been hungry for many days.
Zhang Siyan looked at him quietly, not having the heart to disturb him, and afraid that he would choke if he ate too fast.The people at the table with him saw that he was staring at other directions intently, looked along the past, and then looked at Zhang Siyan, their eyes were full of understanding.
Girls who were keen on gossip whispered to each other, and then lowered their heads together, as if they had discovered some shocking secret.
Xie Chu felt that he hadn't eaten domestic food for a long, long time, and was so moved that he burst into tears. He forgot the taboo for a while, and ate a bowl of fried chili!
Zhang Siyan thought that it would be useless to ignore it any longer, so she walked over and sat beside him, and said, "When did you come back?"
Xie Chu was a little surprised when he saw him: "Mr. Zhang, are you there?"
"..." Okay, Mr. Zhang again, still Mr. Zhang who has no sense of existence.
Zhang Siyan said: "I also just attended Twilight's press conference and came over for dinner." In fact, I didn't eat a bite because of anxiety.
Xie Chu ate so deliciously that Zhang Siyan was almost hungry.
"I came back last week." Xie Chu said: "Sundays in China, um, why is the fish head with chopped peppers so delicious, have you eaten it?"
"... Eat less chili." Zhang Siyan said.
Xie Chu's inattention made him not know what to say.He didn't even know when he returned home.Zhang Siyan felt that he was about to become a salted fish that had lost his dreams, and stared at the fish head with chopped peppers, feeling sorry for each other.
Xie Chu said in his heart while eating the fish head, whether he would listen or not, Zhang Siyan recited scriptures.
"Where do you live now?"
This was in land S, Zhang Siyan had already returned to work, he thought, the Yu family could not go back.During this period of time, he has been paying attention to the Yu family brothers. Yu Chunhe rarely shows up now, and Jing Lanxuan seems to be managed by Yu Jingming alone.
Xie Chu said: "I live near the studio, with my colleagues."
"..." I just started working a few days after I came back, and the action is also fast.Zhang Siyan wanted to ask a lot, but held back: "You eat first."
When Xie Chu was eating, he tried not to talk, he got used to it.
Persuaded by Zhang Siyan's eyes, Xie Chu reluctantly put down his chopsticks. The main reason is that he didn't want to come today, but Yi Chengqun told him that he would have something to eat if he didn't come. No, I came here out of desperation.
Unexpectedly, I also met Zhang Siyan.
Now when Xie Chu sees him, he feels uncomfortable, especially annoying, and looks indifferent on the surface, just hoping to walk halfway with Zhang Siyan, hoping that he will know a little bit about himself and stop bothering himself.
But does Zhang Siyan have such a face?
Obviously not.
After eating, Xie Chu was about to leave, Zhang Siyan asked again: "Have you graduated yet?"
"Ah."
"I won't leave in the future."
"Not necessarily." Xie Chu looked at him: "I don't have the habit of explaining my life plans to others, sorry."
As long as Zhang Siyan sees Xie Chu now, he is no longer anxious, no matter what Xie Chu says, he can feel love from his eyes.
Mental victory.
As long as people are around, visible and tangible, it is better than being far away in a foreign country.Zhang Siyan watched him get up and leave, saw him exchange pleasantries with Jian Munian, and watched him walk out with Yi Chengqun, feeling that he could sleep well at night.
Actually it can't.
Before going to bed, he called Tang En specifically to confirm. Tang En said that Xie Chu had fully fused. As for what he experienced when he was a child, no one knew except Xie Chu himself after his personality fusion.He also told Zhang Siyan not to ask, because some people have secrets buried in their hearts that will never be told to others, and they will take them to heaven.
Zhang Siyan doesn't know how to ask, his childhood experience doesn't affect his current feelings for Xie Chu, as long as he recovers well.
After he hung up the phone, he couldn't fall asleep for a long time, and saw Xie Chu posted on Moments.One is a night scene taken from a tall building, and the other is a bright office with only a few people, some sleeping with their clothes on, and some engrossed in the computer.Xie Chu wrote: "Working overtime without letting the boss know is not overtime! I'm fine! I'm not tired!"
Thinking of Xie Chu's tone, Zhang Siyan laughed, and after laughing, he was worried.
He quickly found out the address of Yi Chengqun's studio.
Daoyi Studio is a studio that provides scene concept design for movies. I don’t know if it is the first one, but there are not many doing this now. Some studios closed down soon after their establishment. Only Yi Chengqun Not only does this family stand tall, but its reputation is getting louder and louder.Currently, Dao Yi is cooperating with Jian Shihai to prepare a fantasy movie.Jian Shihai's strict requirements and high standards are well-known in the industry and abroad, and it is very reasonable for Yi Chengqun and the others to be so busy.
But Zhang Siyan didn't want to see Xie Chu tired.
Even if he sent a message to Xie Chu, he would not reply immediately. Zhang Siyan put the phone aside and tried to fall asleep.
In a haze, he was outside the door. The door in front of him was the bedroom door of the apartment where Xie Chu lived before, and he recognized the pattern on the door.He pushed open the door and saw Xie Chu sleeping in the dim room.He walked over to cover Xie Chu with a quilt, but touched his smooth and round shoulder.
He tried to lift the quilt, and saw that Xie Chu, who was naked, was lying quietly on his side, with his hands and two forearms placed next to the pillow, his body curled up, which was his favorite position.
At this time, Xie Chu's body was crossed with black ribbons, tied several times around his feet, tied all the way up, and tied a small bow between his two wrists.Zhang Siyan held her breath, knowing that she should unwrap the present and hug someone she hadn't hugged for a long time.He needs physical contact to relieve anxiety and uneasiness, to fill the missing piece in his chest, as if only hugging with all his strength can complete his merits and virtues.He began to recall those days and nights in the past, and only on the bed could he see the attachment emotion in Xie Chu's eyes, and he looked at himself full of reluctance, and only then did he feel that he was needed.
The breathing of the person in front of him was steady, Zhang Siyan stretched out his hand to untie the bow, and at this moment, he heard himself say.
"This is a dream."
It's a dream. This is something that will never happen in reality. Zhang Siyan also has the ability to distinguish dreams.Well-behaved Xie Chu, it's a dream.Xie Chu who is attached to him is a dream, as long as Xie Chu stays in front of him for more than 10 minutes, it is a dream.
Zhang Siyan opened his eyes in the dark, already accustomed to this sense of loss.He understood the cause of Xie Chu's illness. People who have been in pain for a long time seek pleasure in pain and deceive themselves to show others that they are not weak.As long as there is Xie Chu in this dream, he will still go to the appointment happily. Many dreams are half completed and wake up suddenly, with no rules to follow.
Soon, he fell asleep again, but his mind was extremely active.There are not many things he wants, and now there is only one left.But it is really ironic to say it, the simple four words - Xie Chu's love, let Xie Chu know that he will probably laugh out loud.
Zhang Siyan didn't dare to appear in front of Xie Chu casually. After dawn, he went to the company as usual, and sent Xie Chu a message after ten o'clock, wanting to invite him to dinner.
Fortunately for him, Yi Chengqun's studio is near his company.Soon, Xie Chu replied, "Okay, I will contact you at noon."
Unexpected success.
Zhang Siyan chose a restaurant with light dishes to wait for Xie Chu, who was also very punctual.She was wearing the same outfit that Zhang Siyan had seen the day before... she didn't change her clothes, it seemed that she didn't go home.
"Worked overtime yesterday?" Zhang Siyan asked.
Xie Chu yawned, and said casually: "Well, if you have anything to say, you can finish it today, and don't come to me if you have nothing to do."
Zhang Siyan's hands paused, and then continued to set the tableware as if nothing had happened.Xie Chu said: "I just want to make it clear that you don't have to feel guilty about what happened in the past. Now I'm fine and you're fine. Brother Yu should help sort out the debts between us, right? Then no one will Who owes it to."
"Don't meet again if there is no need."
Zhang Siyan's face was a little ugly, and then he forced the corners of his mouth to smile: "Can't we be friends?"
Xie Chu frowned.
"...May I ask, do you have no friends?"
"..." Zhang Siyan thought for a while and said, "No."
He looked at Xie Chu, trying in vain to awaken Xie Chu's sympathy, he knew that his Xie Chu was the kindest, even after going through those painful childhoods, he didn't take revenge on the society, but just punished himself blindly.
Xie Chu sighed lightly, jokingly: "It sounds pitiful. But no one else will be your friend, and neither will I."
"..."
After the dish was served, Xie Chu concentrated on eating it, while Zhang Siyan kept staring at him, refusing to look away.Xie Chu was so annoyed that he quickly finished his meal and glanced at him again: "What exactly do you want?"
Zhang Siyan didn't speak.
Xie Chu was in great distress. He didn't know how to resolve the relationship between the two of them. Before returning to China, Tang En told him that it was enough to follow his own heart.
He doesn't have much energy to focus on Zhang Siyan now, and he likes this career very much after finding a new direction.The conceptual design can present countless worlds in the mind, where there are floating fairy palaces, grand war scenes, wildfires, thousands of mountains and snow, and mysterious underground palaces.What's more, I still have to draw when I am free, and I don't want to pay attention to others at all.
The appearance of Zhang Siyan undoubtedly reminded him that he was so sick and ridiculous before.Thinking of what he had done, he felt extremely ashamed, and the solution was to make Zhang Siyan never appear in front of him again.
The feelings during that time were real, but after removing the pleasure, there was only endless humiliation left. Xie Chu was a reasonable person, and he knew that he had no reason to resent Zhang Siyan, because he asked for it himself.
But at that time, Xie Chu's self-hypnosis also worked.There is not only hatred, but also hope and attachment in a desperate situation. Xie Chu doesn't want these emotions to become uncontrollable, so he wants to keep people out.
Zhang Siyan seemed to use all his strength, he said: "At least let me see you get married, as long as someone will always take care of you."
"And before that?"
"You still have resentment, don't you?" Zhang Siyan understood the unwillingness and grievance in his eyes, but because he didn't want to hurt others, he hid all the resentment.The blades all face themselves.
But this is too tiring.
Zhang Siyan said, "You can vent all your anger on me."
"I think revenge will look petty, and you don't owe me." Xie Chu said calmly.
"No." Zhang Siyan held his hand that was about to pick up the cup. Xie Chu's hand was cold, but it didn't make him calm down.
"You can, I can bear it."
Not atonement, nor wishing to be forgiven.As long as there is a trace of emotion, be it hate or love, Zhang Siyan must have a relationship with Xie Chu, and let him remember himself, instead of being a stranger with only vague impressions.He lowered himself into the dust, hoping that Xie Chu, who had always been above him, would lower his eyes. He wanted to kiss every part of his body, although he could only touch his fingertips now.
Xie Chu is too lazy to think about this kind of thing anymore. The previous split originally stemmed from thinking too much.Now that Tang En told him to do whatever he wanted, he also figured it out.
He couldn't help torturing Zhang Siyan to achieve psychological balance and make up for those regrets. He looked at Zhang Siyan and said, "I'm afraid I won't be able to control my excesses."
Zhang Siyan's expression softened, and he opened a corner of the turning point.He is not afraid of Xie Chu doing anything, but he is afraid that he does not want to live.
Fortunately, everything has passed.
Children born with suffering have completed self-salvation, and with their own help, they finally regained their lives.Since then, nothing can hurt him, and he has met people who regard him as a treasure.The taste of rebirth is so wonderful that people who have never experienced life and death cannot experience it.Xie Chu thanked himself and thanked all living beings for letting him always have a heart of reverence for life and persevere to the end.
Finally, he found someone who loved him for who he was without asking about his suffering or his past.
Xie Chu remained silent.
But Zhang Siyan was wondering if he had started to do good deeds to let God know that he wanted to be a man again, so he was willing to send Xie Chu back to him.Three years ago, Hengguang was caught in a food safety crisis. Zhang Siyan returned to China for a thorough investigation, and then announced the investigation results to the public, recalling all problematic products, imploring the supervision of all walks of life, and jointly organized the Sunshine Lunch Action with charity organizations for three years. , not only saved the image of Hengguang, but also made people have a good impression of the enterprise that dared to undertake.
Now he's waiting.
He thanked the person in front of him and was willing to stay here.
He just wants Xie Chu to be happy.
Zhang Siyan said, "It's okay, I'm just worried that you're not going too far."
"..."
Xie Chu was a little worried about his mental health. After thinking about it, he said: "Mr. Zhang, I think your current state is a bit similar to mine before. I suggest you... go and have a look? It won't be like this after it is cured. .”
"I'm not sick."
Xie Chu saw that "I knew it would be like this" was written in his eyes, and he said, "I didn't think I was sick before."
Zhang Siyan: "Love is not a terminal illness."
Xie Chu's expression was indescribable, useless, useless, the cold scumbag started to talk about love, useless.
"Where's your cheating actor..."
A year ago, Qin Jiyun won an actor, and Xie Chu saw it when he swiped Weibo.Zhang Siyan said: "There is no one else, we are acting, let you make up your mind to cooperate with the treatment."
"The effect is pretty good." Xie Chu said, "At least I know how ridiculous I was before."
Zhang Siyan didn't know how to persuade him, anyway, he also had a part in it.
Xie Chu thought about it, then smiled again.
"If I don't have money now..." He stopped abruptly when he said this, and said a little dejectedly: "Well, I just don't have money now, and I don't have what ifs."
"I don't care about you borrowing money now, do you still want me to pay off the debt by sleeping with you?"
Zhang Siyan’s smile froze just now. The first time he looked back on what he had done, it was to arouse Xie Chu’s desire to survive and make him feel that someone was waiting for him, so they made a verbal agreement that he would satisfy Xie Chu’s everything. Desires, face their own evil.
This time, Xie Chu regained his sobriety and went back to revisit the old account. Zhang Siyan could completely predict his own life in the future.
Maybe it won't be easier than before.
But what's the point?The days are still long, let's stay for now.
"How much do you want?" Zhang Siyan asked calmly, as long as he has, he can offer it with both hands.
The waiter came over to remove the empty plates, and then saw the boy who looked like a college student stand up excitedly, and said angrily, "I won't promise you no matter how much money you have, pervert! Give up!"
Waiter: "..." I seem to know a big secret.
Xie Chu took two pieces of money and turned to leave. The waiter took the money tremblingly and said, "Mr. Zhang, I'll go to pay the bill..." Then he ran away in small steps.
Zhang Siyan laughed helplessly, but the vacancy in his chest was being filled.
Through the glass window, he could see Xie Chu waving to him, the young man was in high spirits, and behind him was the noon sun, brighter than anything else.
He believes that the people he loves will get better and better, and the whole world will make way for it.
All suffering will not be let down.
In the evening, Zhang Siyan sent a message to Xie Chu, whether he still counted on what he promised him today.
Xie Chu replied after a while: "What did I promise?"
"Will not reject me."
"I don't know, let's do this first, I'm very busy." Xie Chu still doesn't want to be distracted, if Zhang Siyan is better, he can take pity on him and be friends with him.
Zhang Siyan took him as agreement.
At least he can get a good night's sleep tonight.
The author has something to say: ...Okay, I'm back again, how about it, those who don't want to see he can just see this...
It will continue to be updated tomorrow, which is the next story.
It will not be presented in a special form
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(I still can't deal with it casually, I should be responsible for my own article...)
But no matter from which aspect, Jane Twilight's film debut in the true sense is a success.A small-budget film has a yield of 5.00%, which eclipses the rest of the films released in the same period.There is black humor everywhere in the film, and the funnyness in the desperate situation makes people feel complicated. Film critics gossip and find all kinds of tricky angles to attack, but Jian Munian never responds to these, and is intensively preparing for the second film.
The publicity fee for the first part was paid for by Jian Munian's connections, and there was no need to worry about the second part because he helped Zhang Siyan intentionally or unintentionally.
Zhang Siyan is a businessman, and he only cares about returns when he invests in Jian Wannian's movies. As for other personal factors... he doesn't want to think about it at all.
Yes, Jian Munian did him a great favor by escorting Xie Chu to his side, but the most important thing is that he still doesn't get anyone.
At the press conference, he was very low-key, and he had already agreed to Jane's old age, so he would not miss the appointment.He didn't meet any acquaintances here, and he didn't need to say hello to anyone, just sat quietly under the stage.On the surface, he was like an ordinary person, and no one else could feel his anxiety.
This anxiety is specifically reflected in the fact that he has been sending messages to Xie Chu, poking his profile picture from time to time, clicking into Moments, and logging out to Weibo to see if he has posted new Weibo...
Zhou Rongyan has completely merged. Three years ago, Zhang Siyan suddenly saw Zhou Rongyan's update when he swiped Weibo. He was so frightened that he hurriedly called Tang En to ask Tang En what was going on. Only later did he know that Xie Chu had "inherited". Zhou Rongyan's Weibo will post some news about new paintings every other month.Zhang Siyan's head hurts seeing the comments shouting "Goddess".
Zhang Siyan couldn't fall asleep as soon as Xie Chu was disturbed. He interrogated himself at night, whether he should continue like this.But his mind and body are often out of his control, and he can't let go.
He no longer has to choose the right person to marry, and he has never met anyone who makes him fall in love.He doesn't know what is deep love. In this fast-paced era, love is greatly reduced. He is willing to learn to love, and he knows that he has the right to love.
But then Zhang Siyan would laugh at himself again, maybe he really thought too much.Xie Chu was free and at ease, like a free bird, unwilling to land by his side, and even staying occasionally, he didn't even bother to stop.He has nothing to do, he knows that he has nothing to attract him, other than being able to work, he is useless, so why would he attract Xie Chu?
He sat in his seat until the press conference was over. Jane Mu Nian walked over to him and said, "Let's go have dinner together later, senior."
"No, I have something else to do." Zhang Siyan put away her phone and stood up, saying politely: "The press conference was a success, congratulations, I'm leaving first."
"Aren't you going?" Jian Munian looked at him with a half-smile: "But... I'm afraid you will regret it."
Half an hour later, Zhang Siyan was sitting in the hotel. Jian Munian was drinking with the crew. Zhang Siyan didn't know why he came with him. Maybe it was because Jian Munian was smiling too... Strangely, somewhere, he thought Try your luck.
"Director Jane."
"Teacher Yi, why did you come here!"
At the door, Yi Chengqun walked in happily, and Jian Munian asked him to sit next to her. A set of concept posters was released before the release of "Night Returning". With the word-of-mouth of the movie, both the concept posters and the official posters became popular.The elements of the concept poster are simple, clocks, money, embroidery on the old lady's padded jacket, treasures, and greedy smiles, as if directly spoiling the whole movie.The official poster is hand-painted in a retro style, and the characters are outlined with gold lines on a black background. It seems that there are many and complicated elements, but it is an inseparable whole...
In short, as the attention of this movie has increased, the domestic movie poster business has also ushered in a new year.More and more production crews contacted Yi Chengqun, asking high prices for posters, and Yi Chengqun also established a new studio, and shifted his main energy to the production of movie scenes. If money is not earned, mortals in the artist's world don't quite understand it.
Yi Chengqun did not come alone. He also brought a new designer from their studio, Xie Chu, who had returned from studying abroad.
It's just that we haven't seen each other for a few months, Xie Chu is more energetic, his short hair looks sunny, and he smiles brightly. After saying hello, he finds a quiet table by himself and starts eating in silence.
It seems like I have been hungry for many days.
Zhang Siyan looked at him quietly, not having the heart to disturb him, and afraid that he would choke if he ate too fast.The people at the table with him saw that he was staring at other directions intently, looked along the past, and then looked at Zhang Siyan, their eyes were full of understanding.
Girls who were keen on gossip whispered to each other, and then lowered their heads together, as if they had discovered some shocking secret.
Xie Chu felt that he hadn't eaten domestic food for a long, long time, and was so moved that he burst into tears. He forgot the taboo for a while, and ate a bowl of fried chili!
Zhang Siyan thought that it would be useless to ignore it any longer, so she walked over and sat beside him, and said, "When did you come back?"
Xie Chu was a little surprised when he saw him: "Mr. Zhang, are you there?"
"..." Okay, Mr. Zhang again, still Mr. Zhang who has no sense of existence.
Zhang Siyan said: "I also just attended Twilight's press conference and came over for dinner." In fact, I didn't eat a bite because of anxiety.
Xie Chu ate so deliciously that Zhang Siyan was almost hungry.
"I came back last week." Xie Chu said: "Sundays in China, um, why is the fish head with chopped peppers so delicious, have you eaten it?"
"... Eat less chili." Zhang Siyan said.
Xie Chu's inattention made him not know what to say.He didn't even know when he returned home.Zhang Siyan felt that he was about to become a salted fish that had lost his dreams, and stared at the fish head with chopped peppers, feeling sorry for each other.
Xie Chu said in his heart while eating the fish head, whether he would listen or not, Zhang Siyan recited scriptures.
"Where do you live now?"
This was in land S, Zhang Siyan had already returned to work, he thought, the Yu family could not go back.During this period of time, he has been paying attention to the Yu family brothers. Yu Chunhe rarely shows up now, and Jing Lanxuan seems to be managed by Yu Jingming alone.
Xie Chu said: "I live near the studio, with my colleagues."
"..." I just started working a few days after I came back, and the action is also fast.Zhang Siyan wanted to ask a lot, but held back: "You eat first."
When Xie Chu was eating, he tried not to talk, he got used to it.
Persuaded by Zhang Siyan's eyes, Xie Chu reluctantly put down his chopsticks. The main reason is that he didn't want to come today, but Yi Chengqun told him that he would have something to eat if he didn't come. No, I came here out of desperation.
Unexpectedly, I also met Zhang Siyan.
Now when Xie Chu sees him, he feels uncomfortable, especially annoying, and looks indifferent on the surface, just hoping to walk halfway with Zhang Siyan, hoping that he will know a little bit about himself and stop bothering himself.
But does Zhang Siyan have such a face?
Obviously not.
After eating, Xie Chu was about to leave, Zhang Siyan asked again: "Have you graduated yet?"
"Ah."
"I won't leave in the future."
"Not necessarily." Xie Chu looked at him: "I don't have the habit of explaining my life plans to others, sorry."
As long as Zhang Siyan sees Xie Chu now, he is no longer anxious, no matter what Xie Chu says, he can feel love from his eyes.
Mental victory.
As long as people are around, visible and tangible, it is better than being far away in a foreign country.Zhang Siyan watched him get up and leave, saw him exchange pleasantries with Jian Munian, and watched him walk out with Yi Chengqun, feeling that he could sleep well at night.
Actually it can't.
Before going to bed, he called Tang En specifically to confirm. Tang En said that Xie Chu had fully fused. As for what he experienced when he was a child, no one knew except Xie Chu himself after his personality fusion.He also told Zhang Siyan not to ask, because some people have secrets buried in their hearts that will never be told to others, and they will take them to heaven.
Zhang Siyan doesn't know how to ask, his childhood experience doesn't affect his current feelings for Xie Chu, as long as he recovers well.
After he hung up the phone, he couldn't fall asleep for a long time, and saw Xie Chu posted on Moments.One is a night scene taken from a tall building, and the other is a bright office with only a few people, some sleeping with their clothes on, and some engrossed in the computer.Xie Chu wrote: "Working overtime without letting the boss know is not overtime! I'm fine! I'm not tired!"
Thinking of Xie Chu's tone, Zhang Siyan laughed, and after laughing, he was worried.
He quickly found out the address of Yi Chengqun's studio.
Daoyi Studio is a studio that provides scene concept design for movies. I don’t know if it is the first one, but there are not many doing this now. Some studios closed down soon after their establishment. Only Yi Chengqun Not only does this family stand tall, but its reputation is getting louder and louder.Currently, Dao Yi is cooperating with Jian Shihai to prepare a fantasy movie.Jian Shihai's strict requirements and high standards are well-known in the industry and abroad, and it is very reasonable for Yi Chengqun and the others to be so busy.
But Zhang Siyan didn't want to see Xie Chu tired.
Even if he sent a message to Xie Chu, he would not reply immediately. Zhang Siyan put the phone aside and tried to fall asleep.
In a haze, he was outside the door. The door in front of him was the bedroom door of the apartment where Xie Chu lived before, and he recognized the pattern on the door.He pushed open the door and saw Xie Chu sleeping in the dim room.He walked over to cover Xie Chu with a quilt, but touched his smooth and round shoulder.
He tried to lift the quilt, and saw that Xie Chu, who was naked, was lying quietly on his side, with his hands and two forearms placed next to the pillow, his body curled up, which was his favorite position.
At this time, Xie Chu's body was crossed with black ribbons, tied several times around his feet, tied all the way up, and tied a small bow between his two wrists.Zhang Siyan held her breath, knowing that she should unwrap the present and hug someone she hadn't hugged for a long time.He needs physical contact to relieve anxiety and uneasiness, to fill the missing piece in his chest, as if only hugging with all his strength can complete his merits and virtues.He began to recall those days and nights in the past, and only on the bed could he see the attachment emotion in Xie Chu's eyes, and he looked at himself full of reluctance, and only then did he feel that he was needed.
The breathing of the person in front of him was steady, Zhang Siyan stretched out his hand to untie the bow, and at this moment, he heard himself say.
"This is a dream."
It's a dream. This is something that will never happen in reality. Zhang Siyan also has the ability to distinguish dreams.Well-behaved Xie Chu, it's a dream.Xie Chu who is attached to him is a dream, as long as Xie Chu stays in front of him for more than 10 minutes, it is a dream.
Zhang Siyan opened his eyes in the dark, already accustomed to this sense of loss.He understood the cause of Xie Chu's illness. People who have been in pain for a long time seek pleasure in pain and deceive themselves to show others that they are not weak.As long as there is Xie Chu in this dream, he will still go to the appointment happily. Many dreams are half completed and wake up suddenly, with no rules to follow.
Soon, he fell asleep again, but his mind was extremely active.There are not many things he wants, and now there is only one left.But it is really ironic to say it, the simple four words - Xie Chu's love, let Xie Chu know that he will probably laugh out loud.
Zhang Siyan didn't dare to appear in front of Xie Chu casually. After dawn, he went to the company as usual, and sent Xie Chu a message after ten o'clock, wanting to invite him to dinner.
Fortunately for him, Yi Chengqun's studio is near his company.Soon, Xie Chu replied, "Okay, I will contact you at noon."
Unexpected success.
Zhang Siyan chose a restaurant with light dishes to wait for Xie Chu, who was also very punctual.She was wearing the same outfit that Zhang Siyan had seen the day before... she didn't change her clothes, it seemed that she didn't go home.
"Worked overtime yesterday?" Zhang Siyan asked.
Xie Chu yawned, and said casually: "Well, if you have anything to say, you can finish it today, and don't come to me if you have nothing to do."
Zhang Siyan's hands paused, and then continued to set the tableware as if nothing had happened.Xie Chu said: "I just want to make it clear that you don't have to feel guilty about what happened in the past. Now I'm fine and you're fine. Brother Yu should help sort out the debts between us, right? Then no one will Who owes it to."
"Don't meet again if there is no need."
Zhang Siyan's face was a little ugly, and then he forced the corners of his mouth to smile: "Can't we be friends?"
Xie Chu frowned.
"...May I ask, do you have no friends?"
"..." Zhang Siyan thought for a while and said, "No."
He looked at Xie Chu, trying in vain to awaken Xie Chu's sympathy, he knew that his Xie Chu was the kindest, even after going through those painful childhoods, he didn't take revenge on the society, but just punished himself blindly.
Xie Chu sighed lightly, jokingly: "It sounds pitiful. But no one else will be your friend, and neither will I."
"..."
After the dish was served, Xie Chu concentrated on eating it, while Zhang Siyan kept staring at him, refusing to look away.Xie Chu was so annoyed that he quickly finished his meal and glanced at him again: "What exactly do you want?"
Zhang Siyan didn't speak.
Xie Chu was in great distress. He didn't know how to resolve the relationship between the two of them. Before returning to China, Tang En told him that it was enough to follow his own heart.
He doesn't have much energy to focus on Zhang Siyan now, and he likes this career very much after finding a new direction.The conceptual design can present countless worlds in the mind, where there are floating fairy palaces, grand war scenes, wildfires, thousands of mountains and snow, and mysterious underground palaces.What's more, I still have to draw when I am free, and I don't want to pay attention to others at all.
The appearance of Zhang Siyan undoubtedly reminded him that he was so sick and ridiculous before.Thinking of what he had done, he felt extremely ashamed, and the solution was to make Zhang Siyan never appear in front of him again.
The feelings during that time were real, but after removing the pleasure, there was only endless humiliation left. Xie Chu was a reasonable person, and he knew that he had no reason to resent Zhang Siyan, because he asked for it himself.
But at that time, Xie Chu's self-hypnosis also worked.There is not only hatred, but also hope and attachment in a desperate situation. Xie Chu doesn't want these emotions to become uncontrollable, so he wants to keep people out.
Zhang Siyan seemed to use all his strength, he said: "At least let me see you get married, as long as someone will always take care of you."
"And before that?"
"You still have resentment, don't you?" Zhang Siyan understood the unwillingness and grievance in his eyes, but because he didn't want to hurt others, he hid all the resentment.The blades all face themselves.
But this is too tiring.
Zhang Siyan said, "You can vent all your anger on me."
"I think revenge will look petty, and you don't owe me." Xie Chu said calmly.
"No." Zhang Siyan held his hand that was about to pick up the cup. Xie Chu's hand was cold, but it didn't make him calm down.
"You can, I can bear it."
Not atonement, nor wishing to be forgiven.As long as there is a trace of emotion, be it hate or love, Zhang Siyan must have a relationship with Xie Chu, and let him remember himself, instead of being a stranger with only vague impressions.He lowered himself into the dust, hoping that Xie Chu, who had always been above him, would lower his eyes. He wanted to kiss every part of his body, although he could only touch his fingertips now.
Xie Chu is too lazy to think about this kind of thing anymore. The previous split originally stemmed from thinking too much.Now that Tang En told him to do whatever he wanted, he also figured it out.
He couldn't help torturing Zhang Siyan to achieve psychological balance and make up for those regrets. He looked at Zhang Siyan and said, "I'm afraid I won't be able to control my excesses."
Zhang Siyan's expression softened, and he opened a corner of the turning point.He is not afraid of Xie Chu doing anything, but he is afraid that he does not want to live.
Fortunately, everything has passed.
Children born with suffering have completed self-salvation, and with their own help, they finally regained their lives.Since then, nothing can hurt him, and he has met people who regard him as a treasure.The taste of rebirth is so wonderful that people who have never experienced life and death cannot experience it.Xie Chu thanked himself and thanked all living beings for letting him always have a heart of reverence for life and persevere to the end.
Finally, he found someone who loved him for who he was without asking about his suffering or his past.
Xie Chu remained silent.
But Zhang Siyan was wondering if he had started to do good deeds to let God know that he wanted to be a man again, so he was willing to send Xie Chu back to him.Three years ago, Hengguang was caught in a food safety crisis. Zhang Siyan returned to China for a thorough investigation, and then announced the investigation results to the public, recalling all problematic products, imploring the supervision of all walks of life, and jointly organized the Sunshine Lunch Action with charity organizations for three years. , not only saved the image of Hengguang, but also made people have a good impression of the enterprise that dared to undertake.
Now he's waiting.
He thanked the person in front of him and was willing to stay here.
He just wants Xie Chu to be happy.
Zhang Siyan said, "It's okay, I'm just worried that you're not going too far."
"..."
Xie Chu was a little worried about his mental health. After thinking about it, he said: "Mr. Zhang, I think your current state is a bit similar to mine before. I suggest you... go and have a look? It won't be like this after it is cured. .”
"I'm not sick."
Xie Chu saw that "I knew it would be like this" was written in his eyes, and he said, "I didn't think I was sick before."
Zhang Siyan: "Love is not a terminal illness."
Xie Chu's expression was indescribable, useless, useless, the cold scumbag started to talk about love, useless.
"Where's your cheating actor..."
A year ago, Qin Jiyun won an actor, and Xie Chu saw it when he swiped Weibo.Zhang Siyan said: "There is no one else, we are acting, let you make up your mind to cooperate with the treatment."
"The effect is pretty good." Xie Chu said, "At least I know how ridiculous I was before."
Zhang Siyan didn't know how to persuade him, anyway, he also had a part in it.
Xie Chu thought about it, then smiled again.
"If I don't have money now..." He stopped abruptly when he said this, and said a little dejectedly: "Well, I just don't have money now, and I don't have what ifs."
"I don't care about you borrowing money now, do you still want me to pay off the debt by sleeping with you?"
Zhang Siyan’s smile froze just now. The first time he looked back on what he had done, it was to arouse Xie Chu’s desire to survive and make him feel that someone was waiting for him, so they made a verbal agreement that he would satisfy Xie Chu’s everything. Desires, face their own evil.
This time, Xie Chu regained his sobriety and went back to revisit the old account. Zhang Siyan could completely predict his own life in the future.
Maybe it won't be easier than before.
But what's the point?The days are still long, let's stay for now.
"How much do you want?" Zhang Siyan asked calmly, as long as he has, he can offer it with both hands.
The waiter came over to remove the empty plates, and then saw the boy who looked like a college student stand up excitedly, and said angrily, "I won't promise you no matter how much money you have, pervert! Give up!"
Waiter: "..." I seem to know a big secret.
Xie Chu took two pieces of money and turned to leave. The waiter took the money tremblingly and said, "Mr. Zhang, I'll go to pay the bill..." Then he ran away in small steps.
Zhang Siyan laughed helplessly, but the vacancy in his chest was being filled.
Through the glass window, he could see Xie Chu waving to him, the young man was in high spirits, and behind him was the noon sun, brighter than anything else.
He believes that the people he loves will get better and better, and the whole world will make way for it.
All suffering will not be let down.
In the evening, Zhang Siyan sent a message to Xie Chu, whether he still counted on what he promised him today.
Xie Chu replied after a while: "What did I promise?"
"Will not reject me."
"I don't know, let's do this first, I'm very busy." Xie Chu still doesn't want to be distracted, if Zhang Siyan is better, he can take pity on him and be friends with him.
Zhang Siyan took him as agreement.
At least he can get a good night's sleep tonight.
The author has something to say: ...Okay, I'm back again, how about it, those who don't want to see he can just see this...
It will continue to be updated tomorrow, which is the next story.
It will not be presented in a special form
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(I still can't deal with it casually, I should be responsible for my own article...)
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