Nowhere to belong

"Luo Fei? Luo Fei? What does the snake tattoo on your shoulder mean?"

"Are you afraid of snakes? I like it very much. Snakes are very vengeful. As long as anyone hurts it, it will definitely remember, and an eye for an eye!"

Yu Lin leaned closer to see the tattoo clearly, but found that Luo Fei's lips were closer, and he couldn't move his eyes away from Luo Fei's lips. Luo Fei's lips were darker than ordinary people's. People were flushed, and unconsciously, their lips had already joined Luo Fei's lips.

Before he could really feel the temperature of his lips, the pain in his arm came first. Yu Lin covered his arm that hit the corner of the table, and looked at Luo Fei puzzled.

"You're really gross······"

"Luo Fei?"

"I've never liked a man..."

The wet and cold feeling on the back was very uncomfortable, Yu Lin touched his forehead, but touched the cold towel.

"Why are you here?" Yu Lin took off the towel and looked at Luo Fei who was squatting beside the bed. To be precise, it was Luo Lie, who was wearing a white vest. The only person who would come to check on Yu Lin at night was Luo Lie.

"I saw that you were sweating profusely and took a towel to help you wipe it off. Did you have a nightmare?"

"Huh! Luo Lie, do you only show up at night?" Yu Lin remembered that when Luo Fei and Luo Lie quarreled, it was during the daytime, in front of him, but what Luo Fei said made him confused again, and Luo Lie would really slow down. Is it slowly disappearing?

"I don't know how long ago I always felt like I had a very close friend with whom I could talk, who knew all my thoughts and fears, who could read my mind better than I did. And he Be braver and be able to do things that I dare not and cannot do. This friend has been with me to your hometown, and when I got close to you, I realized that he is not my friend, but my enemy.”

"You didn't know about Luo Fei's existence before?" This is probably the imprisonment Luo Fei was talking about.

"I don't know. In the past, this friend just chatted with me, and then he would encourage me to do some things. After that, I found that my time was getting less and less. I don't know what I did until Luo Fei admitted his identity to you. My consciousness just woke up, this is against my will, I don't want to disturb your tranquility, but I can't stop him, sorry!"

Sure enough, it belongs to Luo Lie's sincerity, Luo Fei will not say sorry to anyone.

"Why? Why don't you let me know you're not dead?"

"Yu Lin, you have accepted the fact of Luo Fei's death, and it has already passed. You start to have your life, and everything is starting again. I don't want the name Luo Fei to bother you..."

But Luo Fei couldn't make it through without this matter, and stopped abruptly, tearing up all Yu Lin's dreams.Now that Luo Lie said that he didn't want Luo Fei to enter his life again, I'm afraid he was really disgusted by him.

"Yu Lin, now Luo Fei is a poisonous snake, don't get close to him anymore, I can't control him, but I won't give up my body to him either."

"Luo Lie, let's go see a doctor, and it won't be like this anymore!" Yu Lin has been waiting for Luo Lie to appear because he wanted to take advantage of Luo Fei's weak consciousness to start treatment.

"I'm sorry, Yu Lin, I can't accept the doctor's treatment. I am an undercover agent. This identity must not be known to others. Otherwise, not only Luo Fei and I will be in danger, but you and Da Wu will also fall into this quagmire. Anyone I come into contact with now could be a target for retaliation over there."

"Then you are not afraid that I am from there?"

"I didn't say anything about you when the case was filed..."

Who was Luo Fei three years ago?Is it the Luo Fei played by Luo Lie or the current Luo Fei?Is Luo Fei in memory real?He is not the second in command of the society, he is not a vicious street gangster, has he ever liked Yu Lin?

I have no clue about everything, I just thought that Luo Fei is alive, breathing the same air in a certain corner of this world, even if I never see him again, as long as he is alive, but the truth is that Yu Lin still wants to live in front of him. people love themselves.

The once confident self-confidence, now even Yu Lin wonders if Luo Fei's acting skills were too good three years ago, and he is too naive.The sweat on the back was still coming out, and the pajamas were clinging to the skin, which felt sticky and uncomfortable.

"I don't care about everyone. I am no longer a policeman. My mission has been completed. No matter whether it is good or bad, I don't care about those honors..."

It was already late at night, and Yu Lin slowly fell asleep in the words of Li Lie.

Luo Fei came back, but Yu Lin couldn't be himself again, and he began to wonder who these three years of commemoration were for?Originally an unforgettable relationship, but found to be vulnerable, even illusory, a one-man show.

In the past three years, he has never dared to take out the book that records Luo Fei. It is also the only book in the world that remembers that story, and now he finally has the courage to open it again.However, in every episode, Yu Lin began to carefully ponder the state of mind and thoughts of the people he faced at that time, only to find that many of the unusual things at the time were just a list of temptations, and what was normal at the time was his own overconfidence. Tasks can sacrifice everything, including feelings...

"I know you met Raw, what agreement did you reach?"

Luo Fei stood behind Yu Lin, smoking a cigarette. He probably didn't care what Yu Lin was looking at. He once stepped on it under his feet, and the footprints are still faintly visible.Yu Lin didn't want to pay attention to him either, and continued to flip through the pages of the book in his hand.

"I'm talking to you!" Luo Fei snatched Yu Lin's book and threw it on the ground.

"We haven't reached any agreement..." Yu Lin didn't have much energy to argue with Luo Fei, but calmly said the answer he wanted, and bent over to pick up the book that was thrown on the ground.

"What kind of face is this?" Luo Fei kicked the book on the ground again.

Only then did Yu Lin realize that maybe it was the only one, only this book was real, and only it recorded everything Yu Lin had experienced, and he could no longer bear anyone's contempt for it.

The fist landed on Luo Fei's face and made a muffled sound. He didn't even have time to react. He staggered back a few steps before clenching his fist and rushed forward angrily. Just throw an empty fist.

"Why are you crazy? Have you already chosen to list? So you are not satisfied with Lao Tzu's appearance?"

Both Luo Fei and Luo Lie are just liars, liars under the guise of being involuntary.

Yu Lin grabbed Luo Fei by the collar, looked straight into his eyes, and landed another fist on his eye socket.Sure enough, Yu Lin was no match for Luo Fei in terms of strength. As long as he wanted to resist, Yu Lin would be powerless to fight back. Yu Lin was thrown on the sofa, and Luo Fei's nature was like this. Mouth filled.

But Yu Lin didn't want to admit defeat at all, and fought back fiercely, venting all his grievances on Luo Fei, and also endured Luo Fei's counterattack.

In the end, Luo Fei couldn't bear Yu Lin's tenacity, so he stopped first and let Yu Lin continue to attack until his fists were numb, and Yu Lin was still pounding...

"Are you really going to give up on me?" Luo Fei stared at the ceiling with his eyes blank, the blood on his face was still dry and hadn't been wiped away.

"Am I qualified to choose? Hahaha~" Yu Lin smiled wryly. In Luo Lie's eyes, only his mission and justice were in his eyes. Behind Luo Fei was his loyalty and trust. No one had ever crossed paths with Yu Lin. ah!The Luo Fei from three years ago is probably really gone!

"As long as you say you want me to stay, that's enough!"

"Then I said I don't want to list, and I don't want the current Luo Fei. I want to go back to three years ago. I just want the Luo Fei who really loved me three years ago. Can you do it? Can you!"

Tears overflowed from the corners of his eyes, ran across the tip of his nose, and landed on Luo Fei's black vest. No matter how loud he shouted, he couldn't hide Yu Lin's crying. There was a rustling sound.

"We can! Xiao Yu'er, as long as you want, I will give you."

"You can't! You can't, whether I am your pawn or a suspect, you are all just using me. Even if it is not me Yu Lin who approaches you, no matter who it is, you will accept it for your purpose. Him, give him everything I've been through. Even if I took all that shit as normal, it wouldn't change that you guys just treated me as a stepping stone, and I foolishly took it as love, even three years ago Even Luo Fei doesn’t love me either. You can’t give it to me, he doesn’t exist at all!”

"You don't fucking think about you so self-righteously. Of course, without you, there would be no Luo Fei. I know the meaning of my existence..."

Luo Fei's punch was very heavy, and it made Yu Lin more energetic than any previous counterattack.

"If it weren't for Luo Lie's timidity, I wouldn't have come. He probably envied me for daring to love and hate, so I did what he didn't dare to do. I know he didn't dare to say or believe it, but I was different. , I only do what I want to do, and you are the reason I came."

"I'm sorry, Yu Lin! It's only now that I realize that the worry and loneliness before came from you. I really don't understand this body as well as Luo Fei does. It has habitually wanted to get close to you, but I insist on restraining, doubting you, and even doubting you. Myself. I always thought that Luo Fei appeared because of unwillingness and to reduce the guilt of betrayal. It turned out not to be that he wanted to do what I have always wanted to do but dared not do. Yu Lin, I love you, no matter whether it is three Years ago or now, what has not changed in Lie Lie is to keep loving you!"

The book on the ground was flipped to the last page. The ending of the story was that Lei Yan finally left the society after several escapes, and went to another city to start again with the person he loved. Life was very ordinary and peaceful. Go sex as planned, because Lei Yan thinks it will divide his love...