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The sophomore year passed quickly, and in a blink of an eye I was already a junior.

To break my self-righteousness, after a regular meeting of the department, when we walked out of the teaching building, there were very few students on the way. I sent her to her dormitory as usual. The orange light of the street lamp illuminated the long distance between us two The shadows cuddling together are very intimate.

"I'll tell you something." She took my arm and said in a sly tone.

"Huh?" I responded casually.

"There's a boy in my class chasing me."

My heart sank suddenly, and when I turned my face to the side, I saw that her cheeks were slightly flushed under the light, as if she was shy. I don't know why just hearing such words took away my original good mood. Swept away.

"And then? Do you want to promise him?" I asked sullenly.

"I don't know, I'm still thinking about it." The girl's voice was clear, like a cool summer breeze.

But I'm not in the mood to pay attention to these.

After seeing her off, on the way back to my dormitory, I kept thinking wildly.

I don't know what's wrong with me, just the thought that she might like someone else, that a handsome man would stand next to her as a matter of course, and she would cuddle in that person's arms, and they might still do Some intimate things, I feel sour and uncomfortable.

Tossing and turning at night, I still asked my roommate Chen Rong in the next bed. She was lying on the bed playing with her mobile phone. After hearing my question, she stood up excitedly and looked at me in disbelief: "I thought you were an ascetic, Is it true that you also have a mortal heart?"

"Don't talk nonsense." She didn't want to pay attention to her nonsense.

"I'm not talking nonsense, tsk tsk tsk, look at your love letters, you don't answer them yourself, you put them all in my place." She quickly turned over and got out of bed, took out a stack of envelopes from the desk and threw them on my bed , "Quickly tell me who is so sacred that it can catch your eyes, is it male or female?"

Seeing that I was silent, Chen Rong asked a little speechlessly: "You don't know that you like someone until now, do you?"

"Do you like...?" I was a little at a loss.

"I like it. When you see others chasing him, you feel sad and jealous. Isn't this like what is it?" Chen Rong explained helplessly.

I suddenly became enlightened. Is it because I like this kind of special concern all the time?

Maybe I don't know when it started, but the pure pity gradually changed its quality.

If you want to get closer to her, you will feel disappointed when she eats with others, you will feel worried and sad when she is sick, and you will feel jealous and sad when someone chases her.

After living abroad for so many years, this kind of taboo feeling in China is not uncommon. When I was in high school, I also met a blond girl who confessed to me, but I politely rejected her at that time. I didn’t expect that I would appear like this Feelings.

I can accept this feeling calmly, but what about Qing Han?what will happen to herWhat would she think if she knew that the senior she loved and relied on had such feelings for her?

She should be scared, or even run away in disgust.

If she keeps away from me because of this, or if she receives strange eyes because of this, it is not my original intention.

Just stay by her side and accompany her silently.I thought sadly.

So, I gradually started to keep a distance from her, not because I wanted to stay away from anything, but I still couldn't control my emotions freely, and I was afraid that if I lost control one day, it would... scare her.

She is the person I put on top of my heart, and I don't want her to be hurt at all.

At this time, a friend came to ask me to be a guest at the freshman's ancient party. They didn't have enough boys, and they wanted me to replace them. It was not difficult to change a set of ancient men's clothes and do a few moves, so I agreed. I thought of it. Qinghan had a class that night, plus our recent relationship... I didn't tell her about this trivial matter.

I changed into a set of Jinyiwei men's clothing, with a plastic long sword on the waist, and my partner was a sophomore girl, wearing a light blue paddy field suit, and the action required me to pick her up and turn her around In the circle, the booing and booing sounded in the venue. I frowned in my heart, calmly put down the girl, drew the sword and waved it a few times, and then returned to the sheath. When I came out, I never liked such a noisy scene, so I went back behind the scenes with my partner.

I was about to change my clothes and go back to the dormitory when the director of the party grabbed my wrist. He is a junior in the mathematics department and the director of the literature and art department. He excitedly said to me: "Wow, Xiao Mu! Listen to the applause when you came on stage, it was thunderous! You are such a heroic woman who disguises herself as a man, and the little girls like it the most! I was in the audience just now. , A lot of freshmen asked me for your WeChat account!" He clicked his lips a little dissatisfied.

I was too lazy to pay attention to him, and broke free from my wrist, "I'm going back to the dormitory."

"Don't!" His wrist was held by him again. I was thinking about how to let him go, but he grabbed it with both hands and begged pitifully: "The party is over and there will be a costume photo event, you leave us What should I do! Don't leave, it's my last party, show me some face."

I couldn't stand him pretending to be pitiful, so I agreed softly. He wanted to hug me excitedly, but I pushed him away in disgust. He then directed the props sadly and went. I found a seat and played with my phone bored , while thinking: What is she doing?

The music in the venue outside stopped, maybe it was almost over. Thinking this way, I heard Chen Rong's lazy voice: "This is the end of this freshman's Gufeng party. But everyone must still have something to say, right? Just like the Hanfu show just now The little sister who danced the sword must have fascinated many people, she is my roommate, if you want her WeChat ID, you can ask me."

I frowned, this person was afraid that the world would not be chaotic again.

"We also have a group photo event for costumes. Friends who like it can go to the backstage to take a group photo with the brothers and sisters they like." As soon as the words fell, I heard footsteps rushing onto the stage, and I was immediately swarmed with enthusiasm Surrounded by the audience, men and women, freshmen, juniors, juniors, all clamoring for a group photo, I sighed from the bottom of my heart, now it will be very late to go back to the dormitory.

Wait until I get back to clean up the one surnamed Chen.

I was about to meet their demands one by one, but there was a force pushing through the crowd. I watched her squeeze from the periphery to my side, and before I could react in astonishment, she held me firmly. left hand, lead me to run outside.

When we ran out of the venue, we heard the dissatisfied cries of the crowd behind us.

"What's the situation!"

"I'll go, who is this, here's my group photo!"

"Where did Miss Sister go???"

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We ran against the summer wind and stopped until we reached the small bridge of the artificial lake.

I gasped and watched her bend down and breathe calmly. So, has she actually been in that venue all the time?

After a long time, she calmed down and looked up at me, her eyes were full of sharpness different from usual, "Why didn't you tell me you attended the party?" I have never seen her look so angry.

"You have classes... so I thought..." I tried to explain to her tactfully.

"So you didn't even tell me such a big thing? If it wasn't for my roommate who brought me here and saw you again, I wouldn't know anything!" Her tone became more urgent, "Why have you been hiding from me recently? When did it start, your matter... I became the last to know?" The last sentence was vaguely crying, and there was a strong sense of grievance, which was very clear in the quiet summer night.

"I'm sorry, I was wrong, I won't do it next time." It was because of my avoidance, so I sincerely apologized, "Don't be angry, okay?"

I took a step forward and wanted to hold her shoulder, but she avoided it. The little white rabbit became angry and refused to let go. My heart sank, and I began to regret agreeing to this guest appearance.

"If I hadn't pulled you away, would you still have to take a photo with them one by one?" Her crying tone subsided, but she still had a heavy nasal voice and a hoarse voice, which made my heart ache.

"That's what the activity requires, and it doesn't mean anything."

"You don't even know what those people are trying to do to you!" She retorted loudly and excitedly, looking over with her red eyes, "I just heard a girl in the audience say...say...that she I want to chase you!"

I was taken aback when I heard it, and I couldn't laugh or cry, "It's just what children say casually, so don't take it seriously."

"Why don't you take it seriously? Don't you think this kind of relationship is a child's play?" Her voice became more and more high-pitched, and it tended to intensify. I had a headache. I didn't know how the topic was brought to this point. Fortunately, it was very late. There was no one around.

"I didn't mean that, I just..." I still tried my best to soothe her emotions, but was interrupted by her sudden increase in volume and words, she said: "I like you!"

Um?What?

There was a gust of summer wind that blew her voice into fragments, and my heart beat violently. What did she just say?It's me... Did you hear me wrong?

When I was stunned, she rushed forward and buried her head in my arms, "I like you... I really like you... Hearing that someone is chasing you... Seeing you holding someone else, I have to take photos with so many people... My heart hurts like it's about to explode..." She repeated and complained in a murmur, as if she was making trouble for no reason, but it was the most painful thing I've ever heard in my short life. moving words.

My heart is really going to explode, but it's just about to explode with joy.

I finally realized the feeling of ecstasy, from head to toe, it was light joy and moving.

Could it be such a coincidence that the person you like also happens to like you?

This is such a low-probability event, how lucky I am, just happened to meet it.

I gently opened her head and let her look up at me. There were still tears on her face. I was distressed and tried my best to wipe away her tears gently. She looked at me blankly, and she was stubborn for a long time. She tilted her head, "You don't have to pity me, it's my own thing to like you, I'll leave right away, don't bother me..."

The rest of the words were drowned in each other's lips and tongues. I gently sucked her tender lips and licked her lower lip tenderly. Feeling her uncontrollable trembling, I stepped back slightly and looked at her. With rosy cheeks and half-closed eyes, she said seriously: "I like you too, and I have liked you since a long time ago."

I'm such a fool, I have been avoiding my feelings for you and doing some messy guesses and imaginations, which has delayed us for so long and caused you to suffer so much.

Thinking of this, I feel even more guilty. I wish I could give everything I have to this person in exchange for her being happy, stable and healthy for the rest of her life.

I tenderly kissed away the remaining tears on her face, then kissed the corners of her eyes, and took her into my arms. The girl's body was unbelievably soft. I have hugged her like this before, but I have never felt so physically and mentally like this moment. The feeling of communion, like the happiness in the chest, is almost overflowing.

The two hugged like this for a while, until the person in my arms giggled, I looked down at her, she also looked at me, and pointed to the watch, "It's already 11:30, and the dormitory is closed. "It was obviously a worrying situation, but she was not afraid at all, with a bright smile and a little excitement.

"What are you smirking at? Are you happy sleeping on the street? Are you not afraid?" I pampered her head, and she slipped into my arms again, murmuring, "Mu, I think I'm so happy." Almost lost their minds."

She smiled again, as if she was filled with unresolved joy, "Actually, as long as I follow you, I'm not afraid of sleeping on the street."

It was obviously a joke, but I was touched again.

There were so many surprises and touches tonight, I don't think I will ever forget them in my life.

"Okay, I can't go back to the dormitory anyway, go to my house, it's near the school." I suggested, she didn't speak, just smiled and stretched out her hand, under the dim light, her smiling eyes were full of tears. It's all about love and trust, I just felt my heart was burned, and I stretched out my hand to hold her, as if holding my whole world.

After entering the door, she pushed me against the door, and kissed me with jerky and impatient kisses. She was half a head shorter than me, and on tiptoe, her reckless little tongue slammed into my mouth indiscriminately. After sweeping through my experience, I hugged her shoulders helplessly, and stabilized her shaky figure. While dodging itchyly, the kiss deepened.

This kiss is different from the shallow kiss on the bridge. It can be regarded as our first real kiss. My tongue catches her uvula, twists, traces, and sucks, like dancing on the tip of the tongue. I don’t know. Tiredly picking up the body fluid in her mouth, I just want a little more, a little more, I rarely can't control myself, but at this moment I feel drunk, the taste of the girl's mouth is sweet and mellow, Like the fine wine in the old age, I just feel that no matter how much I taste it, it is not enough.

I didn't let her go until she was sobbing so hard to breathe, and put my forehead against hers, gently stroked her back, helped her calm down, looked at her flushed cheeks, panting with a small mouth open, I laughed out loud in a good mood.

She gave me a sideways glance, her brows were full of amorous feelings, she gave me a light hammer with her hand, and said angrily, "Why are you laughing at me, it's my first time!"

"It's my first time too." I still couldn't help but smile lowly, and stretched out my hand to pinch her smooth and tender cheeks.

"But, there are so many people who like you..." Her tone became a little lost, her head was lowered, and she was dejected.

"But I only like you." The man in his arms suddenly raised his head to look at me, with undisguised joy and emotion in his eyes.

"Besides, there are many people who like you. Didn't someone chase you a while ago?" Thinking of that entanglement, I still felt a little ache in my heart, but it was covered by today's joy.

"You still say!" The little white rabbit pushed me away angrily, went to sit on the sofa, and said in an extremely aggrieved tone, "I was testing you that day, but it turned out that you didn't respond at all, and later you became estranged. Me!" Xu Shi recalled the time when she was left out in the cold, and tears flashed in her eyes again.

It turned out to be the case.

I felt guilty, so I hurried over to comfort her, hugged her tightly in my arms, ignored her slight struggle, and explained seriously: "It's my fault, I'm too stupid, I thought you didn't like me, I just Afraid of losing you."

My sincere words made her frown relax. I wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes pityingly, and kissed her forehead again. He took my hand and asked me excitedly: "Since when did you fall in love with me?"

Since when did you fall in love with her?

Maybe it was when I saw her again, when I saw her side face with a layer of halo in the sun; maybe it was her lonely but stubborn back in the crowd, but she only showed me a dependent look or maybe when she shook her arms and acted like a baby at me with a soft voice...

There are too many, it seems that every time her appearance is more deeply imprinted in my mind, and it enters my heart bit by bit.

"The first time I saw you, I thought you were very familiar, and gradually I got to know you more and more, and I liked you more and more." I leaned on the sofa, and broke her head, letting her lean on my shoulder superior.

"Then you fell in love with me at first sight?" She looked up at me, her bright eyes reflected my appearance, the corners of her mouth were full of smiles, and she tilted her head and said with emotion: "Actually, the first time I saw you, I also think you are familiar, as if...we have met before."

The way she tilted her head coincided with the figure of the little girl in her memory, passing through the folds of time for so many years.

My heart skipped a beat, and I rushed forward to kiss her again. She obediently was pressed under me, and responded enthusiastically.

The two laughed and played for a while, and because of the class tomorrow, we hurried to take a shower. After I came out of the bathroom, I saw her lying on my bed with her feet shaking, holding my bed in her hand. Head's photo album, looking at it with gusto, long wet hair hanging down his back.

I took the hair dryer and went to bed to dry her hair. She lay on her stomach obediently, happily enjoying my service.

"Mu, aren't your parents at home?" She asked while flipping through the photo album.

"My parents are abroad, and I live here alone." I stroked her hair and pinched her shoulders, and she narrowed her eyes comfortably, "This used to be my grandmother's house, when I was a child... She's been with me for a while."

"After she passed away, she left the house to me, which can be regarded as a thought." Thinking about the past, my voice was a little low.

She noticed my depression, sat up and hugged me tightly, her voice was low and soft, but she was very firm: "It's okay, I will accompany you in the future, you will not be alone."

I was moved in my heart, seeing her half-closed eyes, very sleepy, I hugged her shoulders instead, and let her whole body close to my arms, "Are you sleepy?" I scratched her nose again.

"Hmm..." She responded softly, almost unable to open her eyes from sleepiness, but her strength in holding my arm remained unabated.

"Twilight..." she murmured to me.

"What's wrong?" I replied gently to her.

"I don't want to sleep in the guest room...can you hug me to sleep?" When she said this, she forcefully opened her eyes and looked at me. Her eyes were a little red and swollen after crying several times tonight. Her voice was soft and waxy, like sweet cotton Sugar makes people feel affectionate.

"Okay." I naturally agreed, and she closed her eyes contentedly. I slowly laid her flat, covered her with a quilt, and turned off the bedside lamp. Her sleeping face is as beautiful as an angel, I couldn't help but leaned over and kissed her long hair, the fragrance of her hair was between my lips and teeth, and then I lay down and hugged her in my arms, she seemed to have a feeling She curled up into my arms and fell asleep contentedly.

May you have a good dream tonight.

The life after being together is unbelievably beautiful, like soaking in a jar of honey. We eat together, go to class, go shopping, watch movies, stay at home together during holidays, buy vegetables and cook by ourselves, and occasionally take short trips.Even in different ages and different majors, as long as two hearts are connected, we can always find free time to spend together.

We almost never quarrel, she has always been well-behaved and sensible, and always asks for my opinion in advance, and I do the same. We are familiar with each other as if we are the other half of each other in this world, and we will never get bored or bored for a day.

The sweet days seem to never end in each other's company. I used to think that the future would be like this.

until that day.

The author has something to say:

I am too lazy to divide it into two chapters, so I put them all up, to compensate you for not updating in two days~

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