ma'am i want to be quiet

His whole body was sore, but Shu Fan woke up early the next day.What happened yesterday made Shu Fan realize how bad his body is.This life is so easy that Shu Fan forgets the importance of the body. Yesterday's fragile body reminded Shu Fan that life is not as smooth as she imagined.

Running is different from walking. Usually walking, the pace follows your breathing, steady and gentle.When you run, your breathing speeds up, you can't keep up with your breathing, you feel short of breath, and you have difficulty breathing.After running a few steps, Shu Fan had to stop to catch his breath.Shu Fan is not someone who gives up easily, otherwise she wouldn't be able to persist through so many sufferings in her previous life.Supporting his knees, looking at the mountain road covered in mist, Shu Fan gritted his teeth and continued walking.

Because he didn't want to be surrounded by people, Shu Fan chose to run the mountain road.For those who are just learning to run, this choice is undoubtedly wrong.Mountain running requires a lot of physical strength and breath control.A rookie like Shu Fan would sweat profusely after running a few steps, wishing to take his lungs out of his body to breathe.

His clothes were soaked with sweat, Shu Fan didn't have any intention of retreating.She might not have cared about it before, but yesterday's panting and today's dyspnea all showed that her body was quite bad.Thinking of his father and sister lying on the bed in the previous life, Shu Fan could always cry unconsciously. How could such a tenacious life fail to win the right to live?Now that she can breathe freely, how can she give up?

Looking at the mountaintop that was close in front of her eyes and far away in the sky, Shu Fan smiled. Compared with the smoggy air in her previous life, what dissatisfaction does she have with the pure and fresh air now?The only thing that needs to be done is to step forward and move forward.Lifting his feet step by step, and slowly changing his breathing rhythm, Shu Fan moved forward slowly.Her goal is the top of the mountain. No matter when she arrives, reaching South Lake is a victory.

Every step forward is very difficult, yesterday's back wind Tiantian is not a problem in Shu Fan's eyes now.She felt that a huge boulder was tied to her leg, and every step was like dragging a mountain forward.My throat and lungs seemed to be blocked, and I couldn't breathe enough no matter how wide I opened my mouth.The body was in too much pain, Shu Fan moved his consciousness out of the body to relieve the pain felt by the body.His face was tense, his teeth were clenched, and his fists were clenched, but Shu Fan's eyes were firm and calm, like the calm surface of South Lake, clear and bright, full of bright lights, which was the belief and persistence to the end.

No matter how long the road is, it will end, as long as you keep going.After arriving at the top of the mountain, looking at the bright waves of the South Lake, Shu Fan completely relaxed and collapsed on the ground.Looking at the clouds floating in the sky, Shu Fan smiled, she knew that she had defeated herself.This life was too comfortable, no one asked her to move forward, Shu Fan subconsciously relaxed the requirements on herself, and gave up thinking about the difficulties she would face in the future.Today's hard work, not to mention going back to the days when he was exhausted in his previous life, made Shu Fan start to think about his future life.Even if there are no responsibilities that must be borne, think about how to live a more exciting life.

Sometimes, when we have responsibilities that we have to bear, we feel tired and feel like a burden.But when no one is forcing you to move forward, you will slack off, you will lose your purpose, and you will have no motivation to move forward.

Shu Fan was tired with a smile, staring at the sky in a daze.The sweat and the pain of the journey, the hardships and tiredness of this journey, all the unwillingness and exhaustion of her previous life flowed away, leaving only Shu Fan, only Shu Fan, and no more Shu Min.It is such a person, who is alone, can he meet someone who holds hands with him?

Getting up from the dead leaves, Shu Fan walked back to the town step by step, with a relaxed smile, clear and charming eyes, and his whole body became more clean and thorough.Yes, thorough, there is a kind of crystal clearness washed by running water.Shu Fan is friendly, but there is suppressed pain and sadness in her eyes, and when she is too quiet, she will have a gloomy feeling.The profuse sweating in the morning allowed her to wash herself thoroughly and become a clean and refreshed person.

Shu Fan's temperament has improved, but others can't see it because her appearance is too embarrassing.Lying on the dead leaves and grass, her body was inevitably stained with dead grass and dust, and she lay on it when she was dripping with sweat, so the stains on her body were particularly obvious.Because the hands were stained with mud when wiping off the sweat, the whole face looked like a cat.Only Shu Fan's hair is fairly tidy, but that cleanliness seems to be a cover-up.Along the way, Shu Fan received countless attentions.

People would not ask Shu Fan what he was doing, for a person in such a mess right now, the kind people in Feng County would not poke other people's scars, they would just speculate silently.From their point of view, the biggest possibility is that the family of the girl whose heart was hurt by Shu Fan finally couldn't bear it anymore and attacked Shu Fan, beating Shu Fan severely.

Everyone sympathized with Shu Fan who was in such a mess, but they secretly supported the beating parents in their hearts. If they did a good job, they could actually be more ruthless.It's not that the people in Feng County are malicious, it's that Shu Fan is too notorious and has hurt too many girls' hearts.Whose family doesn't have any relatives or friends, the cold-blooded Shu Fan has offended the entire Feng County, even Wang's sister-in-law thinks the same when she sees Shu Fan, this man has finally been punished.

"Which girl are you offending, to be beaten like this?" Sister-in-law Wang didn't say that the beater was wrong at all, she said that Shu Fan provoked someone and caused trouble.

"It's okay, I just stumbled." Hearing so many discussions like this along the way, Shu Fan didn't want to explain at all, as it would only get darker and darker.

"Really, you were beaten so badly, are you seriously injured, do you need sister-in-law to ask Da Chuan to invite a doctor?" Sister-in-law Wang resented Shu Fan's pickiness, but in the end she felt sorry for Shu Fan and asked with concern.

"It's okay, I fell down and it hurts a little, I'll just rub it myself." Seeing that Sister Wang didn't care what he said and said it on her own, Shu Fan thought it's better to hurry up.

"Are you okay?" Sister-in-law Wang looked at her suspiciously. Shu Fan's appearance was so embarrassing that it was unbelievable.

"It's really fine, sister-in-law, you have to be busy beforehand." Shu Fan waved helplessly, hoping that sister-in-law Wang would leave immediately, wanting to clean up his embarrassing self as soon as possible.Originally, she thought that Nanshan was far away, and she only ran so far, but she didn't want the journey to be too arduous, and the time wasted too much. When she came back, the market was already full of people. She and Shu Fan once again became the talk of people in Feng County.

Sister-in-law Wang saw that Shu Fan's expression was not in pain, she must be able to take care of herself even if she was injured, so she left first.

Shu Fan took a comfortable bath, ate breakfast, of course, it can also be said to be lunch, and went to the study with a relaxed face, ready to read for the day.Shu Fan, who was too engrossed, heard a knock on the door in the evening, opened the door, and saw Mrs. Wang standing outside the door with a clear face. Obviously, the other party wanted to go wrong again.

"I'm afraid you haven't eaten, so I specially made chicken soup for you to make up for it." Sister-in-law Wang guessed that Shu Fan was afraid of shame, so he didn't go out to eat.Thinking of her injury, he specially stewed chicken soup to replenish his body.Now seeing Shu Fan open the door with a tired face, he knew he had guessed right.

"Thank you sister-in-law." Shu Fan smiled gratefully, no matter what the other party thought, his concern for him was real.

"Hey, you child is too stubborn and unlovable. Have you caused trouble now? What can you say to Mrs. Wang, we are neighbors, and you can help as much as you can." Mrs. Wang hated the iron but not the steel. look.

"Okay, I know." Genuine concern is always heartwarming.

"You, always admit your mistakes quickly and never correct them." Apparently, Sister-in-law Wang was not deceived by Shu Fan's obedient appearance.

"Yes, yes, it must be changed." Shu Fan quickly admitted his mistake.

Sister-in-law Wang looked at him speechlessly, as if she knew you would be like this, which made Shu Fan smile embarrassedly.

"Brother, have you been bullied? Who is it? Shall I avenge you?" Wang Dachuan, who came back from Liang Xing, heard all the way, saying that Shu Fan was bullied and beaten badly, so he ran away in a hurry return.Seeing mother and eldest brother standing at the door, the words were spoken before they arrived.

"You child, why are you running in such a hurry? How old are you, talking nonsense, why are you so immature?" Seeing Wang Dachuan's flustered appearance, Wang's sister-in-law fiercely attacked him.My child is just too edgy and unsteady, unlike Shu Fan, he is as calm as usual when he is beaten.

"Be more prudent, don't let Brother Liang worry too much." Shu Fan also taught Wang Dachuan a lesson.

Dachuan's father died when he was a few years old, and it was very hard for Mrs. Wang to raise him up alone.Although it is Wang's sister-in-law who helps Shu Fan in life, but financially it is Shu Fan who helps them all the time. Wang's sister-in-law Wang Dachuan is very grateful to her.If Shu Fan was not as old as Da Chuan, Wang Dachuan would have wanted Shu Fan to be his father.However, even though Shu Fan is the same age as Wang Dachuan, Wang Dachuan respects his elder brother who took care of him since he was a child. In his heart, he always respects Shu Fan as an elder.

"Brother, I know I was wrong." Wang Dachuan was particularly afraid that Shu Fan would look down on him.

"Where are you okay with Brother Liang?" Seeing Wang Dachuan's careful look, Shu Fan softened his expression and asked with concern.

"Master is very kind to me and takes good care of me, but he is a bit serious." Wang Dachuan told the truth.

"Brother Liang is serious. You have to learn this seriousness and keep it in your heart. Learn it carefully, and you will support the family in the future. It's time for your mother to rest. As a man, you have to be responsible, have a sense of responsibility, know Is it?" Shu Fan didn't want Mrs. Wang to work too hard.

"Brother, I know." Wang Dachuan replied seriously. What Shu Fan said has always been the goal of Wang Dachuan's struggle.

"Okay, you guys go back, or the food will be cold later." Shu Fan smiled and told the two to leave.

"Okay, little brother Shu, we're leaving, you eat quickly, I'll bring it over if it's not enough." Sister-in-law Wang didn't say any more.Sister-in-law Wang estimates the time to prepare meals every day and waits for Wang Dachuan to come back to eat together. After talking about it, the food is really cold.

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Haze, haze, too serious!