True love is speechless

16. I won't wait for you to grow up

Lin Zichen and Chen Feng are college classmates. He pursued Lin Zichen from the beginning of school until graduation.

When he graduated, Lin Zichen agreed to be with him wholeheartedly.

Moving out from home to live with Chen Feng, Lin Zichen thought that based on their emotional foundation in the past few years, they would definitely live a lifetime in the future.

But Chen Feng's enthusiasm for pursuing him at school gradually faded after work, until he finally compromised with the pressure of his family, and the period was only more than two years.

Didn't Chen Feng think about this issue during the long pursuit of him?

Since I persisted in those years, why did I give up at this time?

So when I was a student, I was motivated, and I would love someone regardless of the consequences. After I left the society, would the courage I used to have be wiped out?

The old Chen Feng might be the present Di Shaobai.

Lin Zichen, who had been sitting blankly all night, realized his affection for Di Shaobai after he calmed down, so he was able to calmly and immediately reject Fang Zhao's pursuit, but became angry with Di Shaobai's confession.

There are eternal friends, but not necessarily eternal lovers.

Because I love it, I cherish it even more, cherish this heart, and the more I cherish it, the less I want to lose it, and the more I am afraid that this love will deteriorate.

Lin Zichen could not accept Di Shaobai's love.

He wrote a letter to Di Shaobai, and he was careful not to hurt him when he refused, but he had to say it.

Lin Zichen wanted to imitate Di Shaobai and stuff the letter under the door of the guest room, so as to avoid the embarrassment of meeting each other.

When he walked out of the room, he found Di Shaobai curled up on the sofa in the living room.

The 1.9-meter tall man shrank on the sofa, looking awkward and pitiful.

The weather in October was already cold, the air conditioner was not turned on in the living room, Di Shaobai didn't even cover him with a blanket, it looked a bit cold.

Lin Zichen stood there watching for a long time, until he felt numbness in his legs, he turned and returned to his room. He took a thin blanket and gently covered Di Shaobai's body, and put the letter on the coffee table.

He plans to stay at his parents' house for a few days, and he won't see Di Shaobai for a while, and he will come back when Di Shaobai returns to City A.

Probably because he slept too late last night, Di Shaobai slept very deeply, and Lin Zichen's movement of covering the blanket did not wake him up, but when the door closed, he was awakened, as if someone had sounded an alarm in his mind , let him wake up suddenly.

As soon as Lin Zichen arrived at the parking lot, Di Shaobai chased after him, still holding the letter in his hand.

Di Shaobai gasped for breath several times before he managed to calm his breath. He raised the letter paper in his hand and said, "The reason for refusal is not valid, because I will grow up soon! I will become someone you can rely on."

Lin Zichen clenched his fist, and the key in his hand hurt his hand. After the pain, his mind became very clear.

He put the key into his coat pocket, and gestured slowly in response to Di Shaobai's words.

[But I won't wait for you to grow up. 】

I don't want to go through the process of growing up with others again, because I don't dare to bet on the result.

"I...won't...wait...you..."

Di Shaobai paused to read each word, and asked eagerly: "Why? Why don't you want to wait for me?"

"I will definitely do it. I will try my best to be someone you can love, trust, and rely on. Give me a chance!"

[Let's go. 】

Lin Zichen made a gesture for him to leave.

"You let me go?"

Di Shaobai approached him, as if he wanted to hug him.

Lin Zichen made the sign language to let him go again, but Di Shaobai ignored him at all, and reached out to hold his hand.Lin Zichen was very angry and hated his own powerlessness, because he couldn't speak, he couldn't use words to intimidate the other party, after his hands were restrained, he lost even the only ability to express himself.

"Achen..." Di Shaobai kept kissing his forehead, and murmured: "I really like you, Achen..."

Lin Zichen pushed Di Shaobai away forcefully, wanting to growl angrily, but he could only utter a hoarse and ugly "ah".

This blow seemed to have exhausted all the strength in Lin Zichen's body. He felt hot air rushing upwards, and his body became stiff.

Di Shaobai seemed to be frightened, he looked at Lin Zichen helplessly, wanted to get closer, but was afraid and hesitated.

Lin Zichen once again gestured for leaving with trembling hands, and he gave Di Shaobai a hard look with red eyes, both annoyed at his gaffe and sad to be seen by others, under such complicated and nowhere to vent his emotions There is even an urge to cry.

Seeing him looking like he was about to cry, Di Shaobai was at a loss, would his liking make Lin Zichen sad?

His heart seemed to be tightly clenched, and he almost cried out in pain.

"You... don't be angry, you want to be friends with me, then we'll just be friends, don't be angry, don't hate me, don't cry..."

Lin Zichen's tears almost fell down, Di Shaobai looked sad, but still came to comfort him.

[I'm sorry...thank you. 】

"No... Oh, what's sorry, what's thank you."

Di Shaobai wanted to laugh, but his expression was uglier than crying.

He ran, fled.

Di Shaobai regretted it as soon as he got on the plane, and felt that he was cowardly running away like this.

Would Lin Zichen think he was childish?Not mature enough to do things?

Even if he was rejected, he still didn't want Lin Zichen to feel bad for him.

The more Di Shaobai thought about it, the more he felt that giving up so easily seemed too unstable. The pursuer should be thick-skinned and persist no matter how many times he is rejected, so as to impress people.

After getting off the plane, he bought the fastest ticket and flew to City B without even returning home.

It was tiring to go back and forth like this, but Di Shaobai only thought about Lin Zichen, and he didn't feel tired at all. It was only a few hours apart, but he missed him very much.

In fact, they haven't known each other for a long time, but they already like him so much.

Di Shaobai looked at the white clouds outside the window, and murmured: "I don't know where the love started, but it goes deeper and deeper."

Love is a strange thing, it has various reasons, and whether it is affectionate or not has nothing to do with time.

Di Shaobai was sad all the way, and when he got off the plane, he took a taxi to Lin Zichen's house. He was so eager to see Lin Zichen that he forgot to call someone to say that he was back.

The taxi stopped downstairs at Lin Zichen's house. Before Di Shaobai had paid the fare, he saw Lin Zichen coming out of the building. He was overjoyed and secretly said that he had a good understanding. He just opened the door and wanted to call Lin Zichen. The movement of getting off the car was abruptly stuck.

After Lin Zichen went downstairs, a person greeted him and hugged him, but Lin Zichen didn't resist his hug, and even patted him on the back with his backhand.

He was a very handsome man, exuding the temperament of the social elite from top to bottom.

A mature man who meets Lin Zichen's standards.

Di Shaobai thought of the rejection in that letter. Lin Zichen said that he didn't want to fall in love with someone younger than him, and he liked mature men.

Di Shaobai can't change his age, and he also understands that he still has a certain distance from the so-called "maturity".

It takes time for him to grow up to the standard of "maturity" and even though he started from a higher level than others, the standard of success he needs to reach is also higher.

Di Shaobai hoped that Lin Zichen would give him this time, although it was too much to ask him to wait for him, but he really didn't want to give up Lin Zichen, and he didn't want to imagine that someone else would be sad for a few months after losing their love, and then bury this feeling as a regretful memory in his heart.

He wants to be with this person, to live together, to eat together, to sleep together, to watch the sunset together, to welcome the dawn together.

Di Shaobai held the door handle tightly, and heard the driver's question. He watched Lin Zichen and the man walking into the building, took back the foot he lifted, and closed the car door.

Seeing Lin Zichen's back disappear, he said to the driver: "Go to the airport."

Before the final result, he still has a chance. As long as he becomes better than that man, he will have the chance to be by Lin Zichen's side.

A few years later, who knows if that person is still by Lin Zichen's side?

He is the final winner!

Di Shaobai gritted his teeth and secretly made up his mind.

Before that, he should keep his longing for Lin Zichen in his heart.

Since Lin Zichen wants to be friends with him, let them be friends.