True love is speechless

15. Confession

After dismissing the third accoster, Di Shaobai finally proposed to go back, and Lin Zichen naturally agreed in a hurry.

He wanted to ask Di Shaobai what he wanted to do by bringing him to the gay bar, was he looking for excitement or some other reason?But he found it hard to tell, and any answer would embarrass him.

Di Shaobai pulled Lin Zichen, who was a little distracted, to go out. When Lin Zichen came back to his senses, he found that they were standing in an empty alley. Only then did I realize that my hand was being held by someone, and I tried to break free, but it was held even tighter.

"You know what I mean?"

Di Shaobai exhausted all his strength and didn't dare to look directly into Lin Zichen's eyes. He could only look at a point of nothingness and say this, sweat broke out on his forehead, and he didn't notice that his voice was trembling at all.

At first, he thought very simply, just to say the words "I like you", but when he really wanted to say those words, they were like a weight of gold in his throat, and he couldn't say it anyway, so he hesitated. After a few days, I finally decided to express my love in such a roundabout way.

After a while without getting a response, Di Shaobai remembered that Lin Zichen couldn't speak, and he was still holding on to the other party's hand tightly under his nervousness, so he quickly let go and looked at him with some anxiety.

Lin Zichen squeezed his hot wrist, was silent for a moment, and slowly gestured under Di Shaobai's eager eyes.

"I don't know, what do you mean..."

Di Shaobai read the words following his sign language, and they have been communicating like this for the past few days.

Looking at Lin Zichen's expressionless face and calm eyes, Di Shaobai felt that it was difficult to breathe, he gasped for a few times, grabbed Lin Zichen's shoulders with his stiff hands, stared into his eyes, and said stumblingly: "I ...I like...I like you! I have liked you since the first time we met!"

His face was hot, but he spoke more and more smoothly, "I have been wanting to tell you that I like you since I found out how I feel for you, but I can't say it. I have never liked a boy, and I don't know what to say. How to express it, so I can only make all kinds of hints, but you have no response, I... I am very depressed, always thinking that maybe you don't like me, it makes me have a headache, but...but I like you, can you... Can't give me a chance? I'll make you fall in love with me, okay?"

Lin Zichen listened to Di Shaobai rambling about liking him with a dazed expression, his mind was in a mess, and he didn't know what to do.

Di Shaobai is really interested in him? !

Lin Zichen thought of the two people getting along online for a while, and then thought of their communication in reality, and felt dizzy.

Maybe there was no response from Lin Zichen, Di Shaobai got angry, his mind was in a mess, he hugged Lin Zichen in a hurry and kissed him.

The warm touch from his lips finally brought Lin Zichen back to his senses from his memories. He noticed the current state of the two of them. There was a "buzz" in Lin Zichen's head. Before he could think about it, his body had already reacted first. He raised his hand and patted his back. On Di Shaobai's Adam's apple, Di Shaobai released him with a cry of surprise, covered his neck and coughed a few times, the pain made tears flow out.

Seeing Di Shaobai looking at him pitifully with tears in his eyes, Lin Zichen could only feel a heat rushing from his back to his forehead, anger and helplessness occupied his brain, and he quickly gestured with his fingers to accuse Di Shaobai of being rude move.

Di Shaobai stared wide-eyed for a long time and said, "I don't understand."

Lin Zichen heard the words and immediately wanted to take out the phone from his pocket, but he took out the phone twice because he was too anxious. He didn't unlock the unlock pattern after swiping for a long time, and his face was hot with anxiety.

At this time Di Shaobai leaned over and said flatteringly, "Don't worry, take your time."

Lin Zichen looked at Di Shaobai's big shining eyes and bright smile, and felt angry for no reason. He felt that it was because of this person that he lost his composure, and in a fit of anger, he snapped a picture of Di Shaobai on his phone. on the forehead.

Di Shaobai wailed, covered his forehead and took two steps back, looking at Lin Zichen in disbelief.

Lin Zichen became even more angry like this, as if it was all his fault that happened, he turned around and walked back, after walking for a while, he felt that his reaction seemed too big, the anger came out of nowhere, it seemed to be to cover up other emotions, Aware of this, Lin Zichen stopped thinking about it.

Lin Zichen turned his head to look behind him, and Di Shaobai followed him two steps listlessly. Seeing him turn his head, a young man who was 1.9 meters tall trembled violently. This scene was so funny that he almost laughed out loud.

He made a gesture to go home, Di Shaobai understood it, nodded and followed quickly, but Lin Zichen walked forward faster, as if unwilling to walk with him.

Di Shaobai's eyes became hot, and he felt aggrieved, did Lin Zichen reject him?He suddenly didn't want to go with Lin Zichen, for fear of getting a clearer rejection.

He followed Lin Zichen slowly to the parking place. Lin Zichen opened the rear door and gestured to him as a please. He sighed in his heart. ?

Looking at Lin Zichen's expressionless face, Di Shaobai felt guilty again when he faced the class teacher when he was a child, and reluctantly got into the back seat.

On the way back, neither of them spoke. When they got home, Lin Zichen said goodnight to him directly, and then went into his room, leaving Di Shaobai alone in the living room anxiously.

He wanted to knock on Lin Zichen's door to ask for clarification, but he didn't dare to go, his courage was broken by that palm.

Sitting on the sofa, Di Shaobai carefully recalled all the details of tonight, and found the reason for Lin Zichen's anger—that kiss.

Did Lin Zichen think he was too frivolous?

Thinking he had found the reason, Di Shaobai found a pen and paper to write down his confession, and then carefully stuffed it into the crack of Lin Zichen's door.

After doing all this, he remembered that if he sent a message directly, wouldn't he be able to see it faster?I have already written all the credible texts. Isn't it redundant to send a message now?It is credible that Lin Zichen may not be able to see it until he wakes up tomorrow, and he will have to wait all night.

ah!Do you want to send a message?

When Di Shaobai was struggling, Lin Zichen had already read his letter.

After this incident, Lin Zichen didn't want to sleep at all, so he sat on the edge of the bed in a daze, and became vigilant when he heard footsteps outside the door. He was afraid that Di Shaobai would knock on the door, and he didn't want to face Di Shaobai now.

There was no sound of knocking on the door, but there was a "rustling" sound at the door. After the sound of footsteps disappeared, he went to the door to check, and then saw Di Shaobai's letter.

After reading the letter, Lin Zichen sighed deeply.

He thought of Chen Feng.