mourning dove

There is a desk near the window in the room, and there is a thick dictionary in the second drawer from the lower left of the desk.

Open the dictionary to page 722, where there is a love letter hidden.

Yu Gu no longer remembered the girl's name, and her face was also blurred in his memory.It’s just that he always dreamed of fragmentary fragments of the past repeatedly in this low-grade fever. He dreamed that the girl who was tutoring him bit her pen and asked him, “What is your dream?”

He has no dreams.

But that Yu Gu with clear eyes, he was full of inexplicable affection-su, he didn't look up at the girl, his eyes fell on the corner of the textbook that was slightly blown by the wind, and after thinking about it, he said, "I want to make a girl in the future." Teacher, go to a small village to teach."

……fart.

Yu Gu, who was feverish, couldn't help moaning this sentence even in his dream.

The school life is still the same as before, maybe after going through the fun and then returning to the original point all of a sudden, this caused Yu Ku to feel a little bit disappointed that he couldn't get used to it.

The teacher was worried that he would fall behind in his homework and asked his classmates with good grades to help him with tutoring.

Maybe it's because she speaks softly, or maybe it's because of the intimacy she always gives with a smile.

Yu Gu's soft and dull temperament, even if he did a rare thing, he lacked the courage to carry it out.

So he wrote a love letter, and secretly hid the love letter where no one would find it.

I keep a secret in my heart, and whenever I think of this secret, my heart will make a beating sound.

Yu Yuanzhen has also become busy these days, and their relationship has only recently become close.Because of this busyness, the people who didn't see anyone began to cool down again.

Time elongated the days, and gradually several days passed, until it was his birthday.It was not the first time that he had a birthday as an adult, but his appearance always looked smaller, and because of his body, his face was always pale.

It's unbelievable that Yu Yuanzhen took time out of this busy schedule.

If Yu Gu at that time knew what would happen, he would not be happy that the other party treated him well.

The three words "I like you" were softly uttered from the face staring at his cheek while drinking with his lips.

His expression at that time was stunned, unbelievable clearly revealed in his eyes.The person in front of him looked at his flustered appearance with a smile, and hugged him helplessly in his arms who was about to run away.

"Agu. Today is your birthday, are you happy?"

Crying is embarrassing, and the choked sobs look pitiful, and the pale cheeks are smudged with a different color of blush.

very beautiful.

"You're beautiful," he said.

Is beauty a reason to be liked?

Yu Gu hated the word beautiful.

He wanted to escape from here in a daze, but found that he couldn't go anywhere.He could only squat in the room, tearing up the love letter very sadly.

He vaguely realized that it was impossible for such a thing to be sent out.Slowly and sadly, he ate these pieces into his stomach.

This is no longer a nightmare.It can only be said that he is used to it, Yu Gu doesn't know why these fragmentary pictures of him will piece together the past and surface in this low-grade fever.Like a broken glass mirror, the shards of the mirror pierced Yu Gu's heart, he stared down without pain, the mirror reflected his slowly changing appearance.

Yu Gu began to become gloomy, low-key, and irritable.The clear and clean eyes got rid of the timid tears, and gradually turned into a gloomy one.

There was no compromise after the useless struggle, but Yu Yuanzhen had a lot of patience to tame him.

Sometimes Yu Gu would stay in this room and wonder if he looked like an animal locked in a cage.Because he is disobedient, he has to be locked up until he is obedient. When he can put on a collar someday, he can be taken out for a walk.

Just thinking about it makes me feel a little scary.

What's even more frightening is that after getting used to it, it becomes numb and can be accepted gradually.

Yu Gu found that he was slowly changing to this process, so he decided to terminate this process.

He happily picked up the vase, smiled and smashed it on his head.

Even at the moment when he was happy to die, Yu Gu's heart was numb without any fluctuations.He fell into this drowsy low fever, watching his past from a strange perspective, and he didn't know how to get out of this nightmare of the past.

He just watched indifferently as he was slowly being destroyed, without any emotion in his heart.

Yu Gu did not die, he also compromised.

Because he thought he still had a chance of finding freedom.

……free.

Chen Yu.

This name suddenly appeared, piercing Yu Gu's heart.This painful crack expanded rapidly, tearing the whole heart in half, and tearing apart his innocence.A dull pain spread unexpectedly, causing Yu Gu to be almost out of breath.

It was as if there was a nail that was hammered hard into the bottom of my heart to take root one by one.But suddenly a ray of light and warm sun appeared to shine on the painful gap, and the warm pain mixed with the dullness into a heart-wrenching pain.

Chen Yu.

"Can I invite you to my house to look at the stars."

"I want to be your heart in the next life. Then when you feel bad, I can also feel bad with you."

"...Can I just kiss you?"

The light suddenly dimmed, replaced by a heart-piercing pain.This pain is so heart-wrenching that it makes Yu Gu unable to breathe.

...Chen Yu.

"I like you."

Yu Gu was very sad.very sad.This suffocating pain caused him to wake up from a drowsy low-grade fever and break free from his memories.

He opened his eyes, gasping for breath, covering his heart with his hands unintentionally, as if the pain inside still remained.He felt his face was wet, and raised his hand to touch it, only to find that he had been crying all the time, even crying unconsciously until he couldn't breathe.

Yu Gu lowered his head, the surrounding was empty, but he responded: "...I like you too."

The author has something to say: By the way, I feel that I have not commented for so long, but I clicked into the backstage and found that there are 25 comments! ! !

shocked! !

I knew that no matter how scumbag I was, you would still love me as before, quack quack quack

The end of this book is the original sin, followed by the mob.

Originally, it was very painful when I coded (because of the super card) but when I saw you, I suddenly felt better and very happy (yes, I peeked at the comments and admitted that I was warmed up...

I'm so sorry for you guys... (From the repentant scumbag

Memories killing is over, I originally wanted to write a long paragraph, but it hurts my god.And it's been so long, I can't connect with my ideas.