mourning dove

The change on my body is only enough to take a bus.

But Yu Gu was still so poetic, he looked at the scenery outside and got out of the car regardless of the appearance of being in the wilderness.

The bus drove more and more sideways, and after putting Yu Gu off the bus, it kept driving so far that it was so far away that I didn't know where I was going.

Yu Gu stood there and watched the bus slowly move away from him until it completely disappeared from his field of vision. For no reason, he remembered that the balloon he had accidentally let go of in the sky also slowly floated towards him. out of sight.

Yu Gu wanted to go to that invisible place.

What is the distance like.

What does it feel like for a bird to fly?

Freedom... what is it like.

Yu Gu got out of the car and found that he didn't know exactly where this place was, everything around him was strange and unbelievable.To say that the city is also miraculous, extending in all directions from south to north, I thought I was familiar with it before I found out that there is another new place.

Yu Gu stared at the road sign for a while, and didn't think about how he would go back after jumping here.

Let's talk about it later.

Yu Gu took the little book that Chen Yu gave him, and walked around in a mess. Looking at this place, he felt that next year, a large field of rapeseed flowers would definitely grow, and this was in line with the scene he had in mind.

His brows were slightly relaxed, he looked down at the leaf in his hand, and hesitantly put it back.

He clenched the little notebook tightly in his hand, but Yu Gu didn't dare to open it to read it again, he just moved his lips slightly, "...the writing is pretty pretty."

Yu Gu felt that he couldn't even hold a pen, and the words he wrote were crooked.He remembered that when he was in the past, the teacher praised him for his good handwriting.

Yu Gu walked under a big tree. When winter came, it was rare to see flowers blooming, and the tree was bare.He looked up at the bare tree, thinking of the luxuriant branches and leaves in the coming spring, his eyes suddenly brightened a little.

There was mud under his feet, and even though he carefully avoided the fallen leaves, he still inevitably crushed some.

The breath Yu Gu smelled was fresh and free. He took a step back and looked at the fallen leaves crushed by him in the mud, and squatted down to carefully observe the dead trees and fallen leaves, the dirt and dust, and at the same time, he could smell the muddy smell in his breath. .

After all, it has not completely dried out, and it is still a little wet.

The slanting sun had not yet set, and he only needed to raise his eyes to identify the floating dust in the air.

Yu Gu looked at the small notebook in his hand, and a thought suddenly occurred to him.

He squatted under the big tree, when the wind blows, a leaf might blow up and fall on him, he has no time to take care of it.His hands were stained with dirt, and he dug them out bit by bit, digging a hole under the tree.

At first, he used his hands, but later he used stones. When his hands were cold, he was numb and could not sense external stimuli, as if his hands had broken skin. He could see it, but he didn't feel much pain.

Yu Gu carefully put the notebook, together with the fallen leaves he had crushed, into the pit dug out by him, and re-buried it bit by bit.He has never chosen what he can have, he can only hide what he finally has, and hide it in a place that only he knows.

Yu Gu didn't know whether he would come to dig it up again, and then opened it to read the book, but he clearly and deeply understood that when he didn't have the right to choose, everything was futile now.

In a word, it's useless.

It's better not to let the disturbing things continue to disturb him more deeply.

He reburied the hole.With broken dead leaves.

Yu Gu looked at the mud between his fingers, he was leisurely and indifferent to the fact that his body was already dirty by his actions.When he got up, his legs were slightly numb due to keeping one posture for too long, and the fallen leaves that were blown on his body fell to his feet as he got up, and when it fell, Yu Gu subconsciously stretched out his hand He wanted to catch the leaf, but the fallen leaf lightly refused him, and landed on the spot where he buried the pit just now.

Yu Gu looked at the fallen leaf, smiled lightly, and suddenly felt relieved for no reason.

The sky became even darker, and half of Yu Gu's side face was covered with a layer of sunset red. The warm sun was not too dazzling, so there was no need to dodge.

He took a few steps back and looked up at the tree again, then turned his head to look around, made sure of the location and remembered the place name on the road sign just now.

He had to keep it in mind, and wait for the next spring, when the tree's branches and leaves were flourishing, and then start over again.

That was a new look.

At that time...he should have a new look.

Yu Gu thought this way, maybe because of the effort just now, his cheeks were surprisingly rosy, and a little sweat broke out on his forehead, which he wiped away with his sleeve.He sat under the tree and leaned against the tree and looked around.Occasionally, there were birds flying by, and he squinted his eyes and watched leisurely, watching the wild geese flying away in a herringbone pattern in the sky, and seeing the vehicles passing by here from time to time, but no one noticed that there was a person sitting there watching them.

Yu Gu looked bored and tired of this novelty, but he still remembered that what was sitting under his buttocks was something he owned.With an inexplicable sense of satisfaction, he evoked a smile, and his innocent eyes looked like a child looking up at the sky.

He finally had something of his own.

Yu Gu wondered what would happen if this book was kept here all the time, would some seeds germinate, and then pierce through this book, break through the soil all the way up, and bloom a flower on this book.

The notebook becomes the nourishment in the soil.

He laughed at his inexplicable idea, but unconsciously thought of the sprouting seeds and the winding green leaves. He leaned on the tree absent-mindedly, and when the wind blew coldly, the leaves also fell to him. face, body.

Feeling cold on his face, Yu Gu gently pushed the leaf off his face, held it in his palm, and asked in a low voice: "Are you cold?"

The damaged leaf lay quietly in his palm, listening to Yu Gu talking to himself, "I'm quite cold."

After Yu Gu lost his ability to walk around, he just sat here without moving, lowering his head to pick the dirt out from between his fingers. If it wasn't for the lack of water around, Yu Gu might have played with the dirt here all afternoon with the water.

Squeeze a little puppet out to accompany him.

When Yu Yuanzhen found him, Yu Gu was still enjoying the scenery of nature. Even if the surroundings were bare, fallen leaves would bully him and rub against him, but Yu Gu could also find pleasure in it.

For example, dig a hole again and bury the fallen leaves as nourishing soil.

The new mobile phone was also soiled by the soil dug out from Yu Gu's hands. Yu Yuanzhen asked him where he was, and he could hear Yu Gu chuckle happily, his voice lazily revealing a cool bitterness, named a place.

Yu Yuanzhen frowned slightly and couldn't figure out why Yu Gu wandered over there to play, no wonder the people he sent couldn't follow him.

Who knew that Yu Gu's car parked well, but the person disappeared.

"Wait for me to go over." Yu Yuanzhen whispered to the other end, and went out to look for him.

The sky gradually darkened, and Yu Yuanzhen was faintly worried that something would happen to Yu Gu, no matter what happens, everyone has to be prepared, and Yu Gu is timid...

Yu Yuanzhen almost used all his life's worries on Yu Gu, and finally found Yu Gu before the sky completely darkened.

The other party is very conspicuous, because there is no shelter around it, but if the people passing by are not paying attention, it is easy to ignore the small shaking spot in the distance, which is Yu Kui.

As soon as Yu Yuanzhen arrived at the place, he fixed on Yu Gu without thinking.The original panic was relieved when he saw the other party sitting on the ground happily playing with mud.

He knelt down and looked at each other, and asked, "What are you doing?"

His eyes fell on Yu Gu's hand that was digging a hole, and suddenly his brows frowned even deeper.He stretched out his hand to hold Yu Gu's hand, held it without feeling dirty, brushed off the dirty soil, examined the broken skin, Yu Gu tilted his head and looked at him and said: "I am returning to the root of the fallen leaves. .”

Yu Yuanzhen took a cursory glance at what Yu Gu was doing, which was digging a hole to bury fallen leaves, the wound probably was caused by inadvertence.

At the same time, he could feel the coldness of that hand as soon as he touched the other party, "Is it cold?"

"is acceptable."

Yu Yuanzhen took off his clothes and put them on Yu Gu, and at this moment he found that the other party was still covered in mud marks.He only thought that Yu Gu was a child who didn't have enough heart to play with these things, after all, there were toys for him to play with at home.

Although Yu Gu's fundamental purpose was to hit him with toys.

Yu Yuanzhen sighed and said, "Ah Gu, when I'm not by your side, you have to take care of yourself."

He pointed to the wound, "If you do this, what if the wound becomes infected and inflamed?"

Yu Gu looked at him, disapproving, "It's just a small hole."

"But it hurts." Yu Yuanzhen's lips pressed against his wound, "You are afraid of pain."

Yu Gu felt that the numb and prickly touch suddenly touched warmth and softness, and even the pain that had been frozen by the cold in the wound was provoked again at this moment.But he knew that Yu Yuanzhen didn't do this to make him hurt, he wanted to use his tongue to wipe off the sand stuck to the wound and suck it out for him.

Yu Yuanzhen didn't seem to see how dirty his hands were, and held his hands close to his lips, as if kissing.

The numb feeling gradually spread from that place, Yu Yuanzhen's palm warmly wrapped his hand in it.Gradually, Yu Gu also felt the warmth, together with the clothes on his body.

The wind blew again, but no fallen leaves were blown up.

Yu Yuanzhen hugged him in his arms, shielded him from the cold wind, raised his chin and signaled, "Get in the car."

Yu Yuanzhen's car was parked not far away, Yu Gu remembered at this moment: "My car is still parked at..."

"I've already asked someone to drive you home." Yu Yuanzhen paused, Yu Gu thought he wanted to say something, but he didn't expect to say humanely: "I'll ask someone to clean that car later."

After a little thought, the reason can be figured out, Yu Gu once expressed very clearly and extremely disgusted that he would not let his things be touched.

"...I thought you were going to talk about me." Yu Gu turned his face away and murmured these words softly.

"Of course I will say you." After getting into the car, Yu Yuanzhen fastened his seat belt, stared at Yu Gu with dark eyes, and said every word, "If you don't cherish yourself."

He just looked at him like this, as if he wanted to look into his heart.

In the end, he kissed Yu Gu's side face lightly, and sprayed his hot breath around his ear, wrapping him up, "Didn't you say you want to eat a big lobster?"

Yu Gu raised his eyebrows and looked at him. With a slight movement, he could have a face-to-face with the other party, so Yu Gu did not act rashly, but kept the posture wrapped by Yu Yuanzhen, and looked sideways at the other party with difficulty, "What?"

He had expected something.

"Take you to eat." Yu Yuanzhen said with a low smile, and his voice whispered into Yu Gu's ears, "I came out anyway, so I'll make you happy."

"Are you happy?"

"Happy." Yu Gu said slowly, "When I think about food, I'm very happy."

Although this joy made him feel at a loss, what he had been talking about before was not what he wanted, but he knew that Yu Yuanzhen would not give it to him, so he deliberately made fun of it.

But Yu Gu now thinks about it and finds out that Yu Yuanzhen will use various means to satisfy him almost what he wants, but he never pays attention to it.

Who would care about what they said casually, only those who take it seriously would want to be satisfied in this way.

When I really got it, I actually didn't take it seriously and didn't make any waves.

The atmosphere in the car was quiet, Yu Gu leaned on the car mat, his body was covered with Yu Yuanzhen's clothes, his breath was filled with the other party's smell.He gradually felt a little sleepy and closed his eyes, and the speed of the car slowed down.

Yu Yuanzhen kept a calm face and his heart was calm - no wonder.

Today, Yu Gu left the Chen family's thing so early and ran to the wilderness to play in the mud... Does this mean that the other party is getting tired of the Chen family?

Yu Yuanzhen still looked like he was not showing any emotions, but he secretly liked this idea in his heart. He wished that Yu Gu would get tired of people other than him quickly, so that he would not have to do it himself later. This is not just troublesome. What's more, Yu Gu can't be aware of anything wrong.

Although it won't be a total loss, Yu Yuanzhen at least wants to leave a better image in the other party's heart. It can't be all negative points and bad reviews.

Having said that... Yu Yuanzhen frowned and wondered why Yu Gu ran so far away to play in the mud without even driving the car.

This is a question worth puzzling him.

Yu Yuanzhen kept a thoughtful face, and when Yu Gu had squinted enough, he opened his eyes refreshed, and when he turned his head, he saw Yu Yuanzhen maintaining a deep face that made people thump, looking at the traffic lights in front of him. Faintly, when he inadvertently turned his face away, he met Yu Gu's appearance just after waking up.

After staring at each other for a while, Yu Yuanzhen stretched out his hand first, and Yu Gu subconsciously tried to avoid it, but Yu Yuanzhen stopped him with one word, "There's eye shit."

That's it.

Yu Gu immediately stopped moving.

The eye shit is all for Yu Yuanzhen to pick.

The other party didn't dislike it and wiped it off with a tissue. Yu Gu rubbed his eyes boldly, stretched his waist, and suddenly turned his head and asked, "How long have I been sleeping?"

"It didn't take long, and it only went around twice."

"..."

Yu Gu lowered his head and was surprised to find that his hands, which were originally covered with mud, were now clean, and the dirty clothes on his body reminded him of his original appearance.

The broken skin on the hand was also covered with a bandage.

He looked up at Yu Yuanzhen, Yu Yuanzhen looked at the traffic lights in front of him, turned his head to look at him distractedly and said, "You slept very deeply this time, I went to buy some wet tissues and band-aids to wipe your hands for you, but you didn't wake up come over."

He asked again, "Ah Gu, did you have a sweet dream?"

Yu Gu looked at Yu Yuanzhen for no reason.

Yu Yuanzhen smiled, as if thinking about something, he said, "I saw you smiling."

In Yu Gu's dreams, he always frowns tightly and sweats profusely. When he wakes up from the dream, when has he ever seen the corner of the other party's lips lift up unconsciously into a smile.

It should be a sweet dream.

Thinking back, Yu Gu responded, "It should be a sweet dream."

should?

Yu Yuanzhen's eyebrows moved slightly.

Yu Gu's face was close to the car window, looking at the feasting lights outside, "I dreamed that I became a bird and could fly."

In the first half of Yu Yuanzhen's sentence, "That's quite..." Before he could say the good word, Yu Gu interrupted him.

"Then I dreamed that I was crushed to death."

"..."

That good word couldn't last anymore, Yu Yuanzhen changed the subject, "It was just a dream."

Yu Gu's face was pale and he didn't speak, the air conditioner was turned on in the car, Yu Yuanzhen told him to stay a little longer after waking up, otherwise he would get cold and catch a cold easily if he went out all of a sudden.

They drove round and round, and Yu Yuanzhen saw that Yu Gu's face was still pale, which made people feel pity. He only thought that the other party was still thinking about dreams, so he comforted him: "Dreams are always the opposite of reality."

Yu Gu pulled out a smile, he found that Yu Yuanzhen always protected him so carefully, no matter how much time had passed, he still hadn't changed.

After waking up from sleep, he felt his lips were a little thirsty, Yu Gu licked his lips unconsciously, and a bottle of water was handed to his eyes.

"I thought you might be thirsty when you woke up, so I bought a bottle of water and came back." Yu Yuanzhen was careful and thoughtful, unscrewed the bottle cap and handed it to him, telling him, "Moisturize your lips first, don't drink it." Too much, the water is cold. We will go to the restaurant later and eat what you want."

Yu Gu asked back, "Is it possible?"

"sure."

Holding the bottle of water, Yu Gu thought, what an unexpected answer.

It started to rain gradually outside, and some raindrops hit the car window, Yu Yuanzhen looked sideways and tenderly looked at Yu Gu who was leaning on the car window to describe the raindrops outside.

The rain changed from heavy to small, at best, the ground was wet.

Yu Yuanzhen drove to that place, and as soon as he got out of the car, he felt that the temperature was getting colder at night, and he couldn't help worrying about Yu Ku's body.Then he went to Yu Gu's side and opened the car door for him, protecting the top of his head.

When the person got out of the car with his clothes still on his body, Yu Yuanzhen hugged him and went in. Yu Gu looked at his muddy clothes and asked, "Go in like this?"

Yu Yuanzhen asked back, "What does it matter?"

He took the other person's hand, interlocked his fingers, and walked into this restaurant intimately. Some people would look sideways because of this intimacy.

The person between a teenager and a young man looks so beautiful that it is hard to describe, like a delicate doll placed on the window sill, led by a tall and stern man, and carefully guarded.

Apart from focusing on Yu Gu's face, few people paid much attention to the mud on his body.

The restaurant was air-conditioned, and Yu Gu's cheeks gradually turned red. Yu Yuanzhen also ordered the big lobster Yu Gu wanted, and asked him softly what he wanted to eat while holding the menu.

Yu Gu looked at the menu in his hand and didn't speak. Yu Yuanzhen lowered his eyebrows and turned the menu to the side. There was a row of English on it, and Yu Gu just stared at a word intently. Yu Yuanzhen just looked at the other party for a long time before hesitating. Asked: "Is this pronounced e?"

Yu Yuanzhen nodded with a smile.

Yu Gu was affirmed, and smiled happily.He had almost forgotten what he had learned, but today he suddenly recognized what he felt familiar, and his heart was filled with a sense of satisfaction.

The joyful and sparkling eyes also made Yu Yuanzhen move his fingers, and couldn't help but want to cup his hands and kiss those soft eyelids.In the end, he restrained himself, looked at Yu Gu's excited and joyful appearance with a smile, and lowered his eyes to engrave each other's every move in his heart.

He couldn't help but want his Ah Gu to be happier.

He also wants his Ah Gu to be by his side for a long time.

For this he can ruin everything.