mourning dove

The balloon is floating in the sky, floating to the distant place where I don't know where to go.

No one can grasp the freedom.

Yu Gu took a step forward in a strange way, watching the balloon drifting farther and farther with dazed eyes.Obviously it was still in his hands just now, but in the next second it left him without warning.

"So lovely."

The feeling of being sighed reached Yu Gu's ears, and his eyes were almost dry when he opened his eyes wide.It wasn't until the last balloon disappeared into the sky that he couldn't see that he slowly lowered his head and blinked. Looking at his empty palm, he suddenly felt a sense of relief and joy for no reason.

Most of Yu Gu's smiles that Chen Yu has seen are sarcasm, laziness with a slight sadness, and sharp ones that can stab others.It is rarely like this now, it is a cheerful smile, and the corners of the cheerful eyes and brows are stretched like a child's innocence and joy.

This is good.

His heart suddenly warmed, and a place collapsed.

He suppressed his urge to go up to talk to him side by side, and just stared at the man quietly with his eyes.

I like his sharpness, but also his innocence.

Yu Gu's eyes looked at the sky with a hope he didn't understand, and suddenly asked him: "If there is a next life, what do you want to be?"

He muttered his answer first, "I want to be a bird."

He repeated inexplicably, "A bird that floats around like a balloon."

Chen Yu said softly, "It will be very bitter, what should I do?"

"I don't care." He asked with this indifference, "What about you?"

"I, I want to be your heart. So that when you feel bad, I can feel bad for you."

In this way, when you are uncomfortable, I will not be comfortable.

"This is called sharing weal and woe." I want to join hands with Zi.

The little girl with two pigtails, blushing, smiling happily and excitedly, under Yu Gu's puzzled eyes, ran to his side and tugged at the hem of his clothes.

She raised her innocent eyes, and stuffed a piece of chocolate into Yu Gu's palm, "Brother, I'll eat it for you."

Yu Gu was a little overwhelmed by this sudden gesture of favor. He squeezed the chocolate and looked at the girl who had just reached his knee in doubt. The balloons are so beautiful, but my brother will be sad if he loses so many balloons at once. I'll give you some chocolate, so you can be happier."

"..."

The corners of Yu Gu's lips curled up, he knelt down and said softly, "Brother is not sad, he is just as happy as you."

It's hard to imagine Yu Gu being so soft.

The little girl jumped away happily and ran to her mother.

Looking at her jumping back, Yu Gu slowly got up and looked down at the piece of chocolate in his hand.

He broke off a little and put it in his mouth.

"Chen Yu, do you want to eat?"

Yu Gu's expression was light, "It's pretty sweet."

Chen Yu said without thinking, without any filter.

Yu Gu broke it halfway to him, and easily exposed the stubble just now.

The greasy sweetness diffused in his mouth, and Yu Gu bit it a few times, the sticky sweetness became more intense for a while, even the greasy Yu Gu felt that his teeth were aching.

Come to think of it, he doesn't seem to have any tooth decay.

Because he seldom eats sweets, Yu Gu is more resistant to this cloying sweet taste, the sweeter it makes him feel, the more bitter it is, and the less tasteful it is.

As if he remembered something, he turned his head to look at Chen Yu, who saw him looking over and grinned at him.

Yu Gu stared at his teeth for a few seconds, then turned his head back silently, his cheeks agitating to get rid of the chocolate as soon as possible.

Chen Yu didn't know why Yu Gu glanced at him and didn't bother to look at him anymore, he touched his face wondering if there was something dirty.

Yu Gu ignored Chen Yu's rich and varied psychological dynamics, felt that the scarf became more and more thorny, so he took it off and handed it to Chen Yu, saying thank you.

Yu Gu hoped that when he said thank you, he didn't show his teeth, because of this his face went down.

Chen Yu's eyes lingered on the thing hanging around his neck for a while, and felt a little familiar, but he couldn't say how familiar it was.Reaching out to take the scarf, she asked with concern, "Are you cold?"

"It's okay." Yu Gu replied, "It's still within the tolerance range."

In winter, there is never a time when Yu Gu is not cold, and no matter what he wears, it doesn't work for him.

Yu Yuanzhen put in so much effort and finally just hugged Yu Gu to keep him warm every night, being hugged so tightly, he was warmed alive.

Chen Yu said, "I originally wanted to ask you out in the library."

As soon as he said this, Yu Gu scoffed.

With this snort, he continued: "But you don't seem to like going there very much, so you can just come to the playground. Now that there are few people and quiet, you should like it."

Yu Gu was silent and stopped laughing.

Chen Yu pursed his lower lip, took out a small book from his pocket and handed it to Yu Gu, "A gift for you."

He whispered: "Go back and see."

Yu Gu suddenly smiled for no reason, and reached out to take it.

You can't watch it when you go back.

Chen Yu asked him, "When are you coming back?"

"I don't know." Yu Gu said casually, seeing Chen's depressed look, he curled his lips, "You miss me?"

"Miss you." Chen Yu said without hesitation, looked at Yu Gu seriously, and emphasized, "I will miss you very much."

Yu Gu smiled sullenly, because of the stubbornness and seriousness that he couldn't understand, but he couldn't explain the strange emotions that lingered in his heart.Like being coaxed and occupied by something bit by bit, it was a strange emotion he didn't understand.

This kind of emotion appeared once, and it was so long that he had deliberately avoided it and didn't want to recall it.

Yu Gu said, "Then... thank you."

Chen Yu was stunned.

Yu Gu can only think of saying this, the corner of his lips is the smile that Chen Yu likes even he doesn't know.

They walked around the playground, the sky was bright and sunny, and the wind was icy cold.

There are indeed very few people, sparse, and there are even fewer people who go out of the stall.

They rarely spoke, and the atmosphere was harmonious, in Yu Ku's opinion.

He likes the quiet atmosphere and also likes solitude.

Only Chen Yu would indulge his quietness.

After a while, Chen Yu asked: "That..."

He raised his eyes slightly and looked up.

"...can I hold your hand?"

This is the so-called gentleman.

"No."

"...Okay." He said disappointedly, "Then you can't. Just be happy."

Yu Gu unexpectedly wanted to laugh a little.

He turned his head aside and said, "The family has mimosa."

Although it has dried up.But at least it wasn't dead, it was played to death by him.

Chen Yu is a person who is easily shy but not easy to shrink back.

At the same time, he is a single-minded person who does not know how to turn.

Yu Gu felt that the other party was very interesting, together with the notebook he handed over, they could be put in a bag, why did they have to put it on their body.

He thought about the body temperature when he took it, and suddenly thought that he must cherish it so much that he stuffed it into his pocket for precious protection.

He didn't understand Chen Yu a little bit. This person is as clean and transparent as you are and candidly disclose everything, and he can easily figure out the other party's intentions.

With a little thought and attention, you can understand the reasons for those details.

Yu Gu thought for a while, and realized that he had nothing to give to the other party. Just as he was about to say something, Chen Yu suddenly squatted down. He was startled and just about to back away, when he heard this person say, "Don't move, your shoes The belt is loose."

He just stood there, looking down at this person, squatting down patiently and gently before his eyes, tied his shoelaces for him, and even drew a bow tie.

Yu Gu looked at the bow tie, not knowing how to compliment the other party.

Seeing that he was hesitant to speak, Chen Yu asked, "Is there anything you want to say?"

Yu Gu said honestly: "I don't know what to say, I wish you a happy Chinese New Year in advance."

"Okay." Chen Yuwen said, "Can I call you during Chinese New Year?"

Yu Gu sneered, "If you want to hit, you can hit, why do you have to ask first."

"Because this is the only way to confirm whether there is anything that hinders the other party."

No one really taught Yu Gu this, he stopped talking all of a sudden, it seemed that compared to the considerate Chen Yu, he was extremely uneducated.

He never thought about whether he would hinder anyone, all he thought about was not to hinder him.

Yu Gu lowered his eyes.

This is a completely unequal concept.

As the sky was getting darker, Yu Gu suddenly mentioned to leave, earlier than before.

Chen Yu just asked him if he wanted to see him off, but Yu Gu refused.

He was only willing to show the other party his back.

Chen Yu looked at his back with satisfaction.

Yu Gu fumbled for the small notebook in his pocket, when a bus passed by in front of him, he fumbled in his pocket and found coins, he suddenly wanted to get on this bus.

He got into the car as he wished, and looked at all kinds of people.Finally, he took out the small notebook, mixed with his temperature and Chen Yu's breath.

He hesitated, and slowly opened it.

A leaf of mimosa fell before his eyes, and Chen Yu's handwriting appeared before his eyes.

"There are mimosa plants at home."

He turned to the next page.

Two paragraphs were written on a blank page.

"You said you never received love letters...then you do now."

"... By the way, don't throw it in the trash, okay? Throw it in your heart, okay?"

What should be written next.

Yu Gu slowly closed the notebook.

He suddenly felt like crying.