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The week before the start of school was Qin You's birthday, Qi Lang had already been preparing for it, and picked a light blue striped tie as Qin You's birthday present, it cost half a month's salary, but it was worth it, he would rather No matter how frugal he is, he wants to give Qin You a better life. Qi Lang booked a restaurant box a few days in advance, which is Qin You's favorite Cantonese cuisine. In order to surprise Qin You, he didn't tell anyone.

Everything was ready, but Qi Lang didn't expect that the day before Qin You's birthday, Qin You called and invited him to his birthday party. Only then did he know that Qin You's parents had already prepared his birthday at the hotel At the banquet, all relatives and friends will be present, Qin You specially told Qi Lang to dress formally to meet his parents,

Qi Lang's mood was a bit complicated, not only because he was nervous about meeting Qin You's parents, but also because of his own disappointment. The most vivid feeling was that he had forgotten that Qin You was loved by all the stars. Yes, there are thousands of people who treat him well and please him, everything he has done is so despicable.

Why did he forget that there are so many people who love him around Qin You, and he is just one of them, how can he confuse Qin You with himself, only he is an orphan, no one loves him, and there is only one person Throw him a birthday party.

On the day of Qin You's birthday, Qi Lang arrived at the hotel on time, he tried to dress up as mature and stable as possible to cover up his uneasiness, thinking of seeing Qin You's parents who were going to be upset, he really didn't have the capital to be confident and calm.

When he was about to arrive, Qi Lang had already sent a message to Qin You, and Qin You replied to ask Qi Lang to wait for him to come down to pick him up, so Qi Lang went into the hall to wait, Qin You came after a while , walking quickly to Qi Lang with an apologetic face.

"Honey, have you been waiting for a long time? I'm sorry, there are too many people, I can't leave."

Qi Lang gently wiped away the thin layer of sweat on Qin You's forehead with his fingers.

"Then it's such a trouble for you to pick me up, look at you, you're in a hurry."

"Hey~~ I'm afraid you're too nervous."

"...It's quite tense."

Qin You didn't talk to him, but pulled Qi Lang to the corner of the corridor, nudged Qi Lang so that his back was against the wall, then hugged his waist and raised his head to kiss his freshly shaved chin. Laughing.

"So I'm here to relieve your tension! Would you be considerate?"

"Hmm... very thoughtful and useful, by the way," Qi Lang raised the gift bag in his hand, "Happy birthday, open it and see if you like it."

Qin You smiled even wider, and eagerly unwrapped the box, his eyes were full of surprises after opening.

"Wow~ It's so beautiful! Thank you husband, I like it very much!"

"nice! You love it."

Qin You happened to be wearing a suit today, so he tore off the crimson tie he was wearing, and hung up the tie that Qi Lang gave him. Qi Lang picked up the tie from Qin You's hand and carefully tied it for him. suitable as well.

"Really handsome."

Qin You felt silly when he heard the words, and Qi Lang also laughed.

"Husband, are you not nervous?"

"much better."

"Then let's go."

Qin You pulled Qi Lang up again, but walked to the front desk of the hotel, took the things stored here, and handed them to Qi Lang.

"Here, my parents like to drink this tea, you can say later that you bought it."

Qi Lang originally prepared some supplements. He took the gift box in Qin You's hand, looked at the name of the tea, and knew that it was quite expensive. Probably because of this, Qin You didn't tell him, and bought it quietly by himself. His feet spread all over Qi Lang's body, but he didn't show any expression on his face, and followed Qin You to the elevator.

Entering the banquet hall, Qin You took Qi Lang straight to the direction where his parents were.

"Dad, Mom, Qi Lang is here."

"Hello uncle, hello auntie."

Qin You's parents responded to Qi Lang kindly.

"Uncle and aunt, this is my heart."

Qi Lang raised the tonic and tea in his hands, and Qin You quickly took them.

"Dad, Mom, look at Qi Lang's heart, don't you like this tea very much!" Qin You took the things and put them in the room.

Qin's father looked at Qin You's positive expression and shook his head helplessly.

"This child," then looked at Qi Lang, "Xiao Qi, I heard that you are a medical student?"

"Yes uncle."

"Very good, what are your plans after graduation?"

"I plan to continue the postgraduate entrance examination and then enter the hospital to work."

"...Well, yes, too."

Qin's father wanted to speak again, but Qin's mother pulled his arm.

"You go to greet the guests, just ask nonsense."

"All right, all right, Xiao Qi, feel free to talk later, don't be too restrained."

"Ah good, thank you uncle."

After Qin's father left, Qin's mother looked at Qi Lang again before speaking.

"Let's go sit over there and talk."

"……it is good."

Qin's mother was not as kind and gentle as Qin's father with a smile, but had a serious expression on her face, sometimes raising the corners of her mouth slightly, serious and yet polite, Qi Lang became more nervous because of her attitude, and sat with her in the corner of the banquet.

"I'll just say what's on my mind, don't you mind?"

"Of course...please tell me." Qi Lang couldn't help but sit upright, embarrassed.

"You are more ordinary than I imagined. With your conditions, to be honest, you are not worthy of our little You at all."

Qi Lang didn't expect Qin's mother to say the words that touched his heart without any tact, and he felt that he was overwhelmed, but...

"You're right, so I'm trying my best..." Qin's mother raised her hand before Qi Lang finished speaking, signaling to stop talking.

"When you work hard to be like the current Xiaoyou, he is already better than now. You are younger than him, and you still have to continue studying, so you have no ability to take care of him! We gave him the best since he was a child, But I don't think you can give him a good life, and you don't have time for Xiaoyou at all in the career you want to pursue in the future, I feel sorry for my child, can you understand?"

Qin's mother's words were like a bolt from the blue to Qi Lang, every word was heartbreaking, but he couldn't refute it, because it was the truth, but, did Qin's mother mean to let him leave Qin You?How could he possibly do it...but what could he say?No matter what the answer is, it is sophistry.

Qi Lang's face was pale, his brows were wrinkled, and his hands that were originally covering his knees clenched into fists.

"Auntie...I'm sorry...but I really like Qin You," Qi Lang looked straight at Qin's mother, neither humble nor overbearing, "If you plan to let me leave Qin You..." I can't do it, I can't imagine it, I Life will be worse than death. Most importantly, Qin You will cry. I don't want to make him sad. Please give me a chance to prove...

Qi Lang wanted to say this, but he wished he could kneel down and beg Qin's mother.

People who have experienced nothing, once they have something, it is hard to let go, because they know how torturous the heart after losing is like ashes, and it would be better to die again if they experience it again.

Before Qi Lang could say the next words, he was interrupted by Qin You who hurried over.

"Mom! What are you talking about?!"

Qin's mother put away her sternness in an instant, and hurriedly stood up, as if she had changed into a different person.

"Why did you come back so fast? I haven't finished acting yet! That's how it was in the TV series I watched a few days ago. Didn't I test Xiao Qi for you?" The more he spoke, the more pitiful his expression became. dumbfounded.

"Stop messing around! There is no need for a test between us!"

"Xiaoyou, you fierce mother..." Qin's mother covered her mouth and choked speechlessly.

"Mom, stop playing, you've scared Qi Lang."

Qin's mother immediately returned to her usual demeanor and even apologized to Qi Lang.

"Xiaoqi, I'm sorry, I was just kidding with you, as long as you really like Xiaoyou, everything else doesn't matter, really! Don't be angry!"

"Auntie, I'm fine..."

Qin You complained and pushed Qin's mother to the gathering place of his seven aunts and eight great wives, Qi Lang still sat upright.

Qi Lang couldn't laugh at Qin's mother's antics when he thought about it just now, but anyway, Qin's mother is Qin You's mother, and Qi Lang wouldn't blame her.

Whether it was a half-truth or half-truth about joking about the worries of being a mother, or just happened to say what Qi Lang was most worried about, Qi Lang didn't know, but the emotion he deliberately ignored was like a seed, secretly It grows quietly and wantonly, waiting for the day when it erupts.

Can't take care of, don't deserve to have, won't last long.

Qi Lang couldn't ignore the pain in his heart. He also hoped that he would be able to take care of Qin You and give him the best, but his future was uncertain, and no one knew whether he could have that ability. Qi Lang was confused by this kind of me. The fear of the unknown haunts me deeply.

What Qi Lang doesn't know is that Qin You has always believed that everyone is an independent whole, and no one needs to depend on another person to live, especially Qin You, he never thought that he would only be Qi Lang's responsibility. As for the burden, he doesn't need Qi Lang to take care of him. If he is fine, he can also support their future.

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The book is always convulsed, and I have no patience. The subsequent updates should be quite short, but it does not affect the speed of completion. I am probably ready to be slightly abused. Quantian is really difficult TOT