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Because of the end of Qi Lang's class this semester and the completion of Qin You's first draft of the thesis, the two of them took a break from their busy schedules for a while, and Qin You invited Qi Lang to spend Christmas together.

Previously, Qi Lang was so busy that he didn't know what the present and the past were. He was reminded by Qin You's invitation that he realized that this year was coming to an end, and this year's Valentine's Day, he didn't say anything to Qin You. Qi Lang never put such festivals at ease. In the past, he and Mo Ran had never celebrated any festivals before, so Qi Lang got used to treating festivals as ordinary days.

But he knows that Qin You is different from them. Qin You likes romantic surprises and attaches great importance to festivals and anniversaries. One can imagine the importance of Valentine's Day to him, but he didn't specifically ask Qi Lang for anything. How busy Lang is with work, Qin You can see that even the phone calls are much less than before, in order not to disturb himself, Qi Lang only feels self-blame when he thinks about it now, Qin You always has to worry a lot when he is with him. It is trembling.

Is this how all love is?Is it true that other people also find it difficult to find a balance between love and academic career?Often favor one another?

Qi Lang knew that he shouldn't be like this, he didn't pay enough attention to Qin You, but he didn't know what to do. He also wanted to respond to Qin You equally, but he was always less passionate and impulsive, and more rational and calm. I can excuse myself with the reason that love is out of season.

On Christmas Day, after Qi Lang went to the appointment, he accidentally saw Lin Hang and Xiao Yu'an also there. Lin Hang and Qin You were chatting enthusiastically. Xiao Yu'an was the first to see Qi Lang and took a step forward.

"Merry Christmas Senior!"

Qi Lang rubbed Xiao Yu'an's head habitually, not noticing the gloomy coldness in Lin Hang's eyes at all.

"Merry Christmas."

Then he approached Qin You, and naturally supported Qin You's waist and kissed his forehead.

"Yuyo, Merry Christmas."

"Hey~Merry Christmas~"

Lin Hang on the opposite side put his hands in his trouser pockets and rolled his eyes.

"Tsk, pay attention to the occasion!"

Qin You looked at Lin Hang with a smile on his arm, and said triumphantly, "Are you envious?"

Lin Hang let out an exaggerated wail, then pouted and approached Xiao Yu'an, squeezed his throat and said, "Yu'an~~~Everyone wants to kiss, too~~~"

Xiao Yu'an pushed his face away with one hand.

"Go, go, despise you!"

"Is there no warmth between people?"

"No, not only for you, hahaha."

Xiao Yu'an and Lin Hang have resumed their close friendship, and no one mentioned the previous intentional alienation, but Xiao Yu'an felt that there was an invisible, intangible, and indestructible barrier between them. Even though Lin Hang was as close as ever, his The smile couldn't reach his eyes after all, but if he didn't say anything, Xiao Yu'an wouldn't ask, after all, no one could know what the consequences would be if he revealed the reason behind it.

From the time she spends with Lin Hang now, Xiao Yu'an understands that Lin Hang only treats him as a friend, and his feelings for him can only be buried in his heart. Anyway, unrequited love should be experienced once in a lifetime, and it should be experienced. At least he can still see Lin Hang every day and talk to him, he should be content.

After that, they went to the garden party together, admiring the lanterns, watching Christmas programs, and playing games, having a great time.

Proposed by Lin Hang, the four of them went to the haunted house, which is divided into three floors according to the degree of horror. The first floor is some horrifying portrait scenes, but they are all still lifes. It will shake, and on the third floor there are many ghosts played by real people who will chase people and scare people.

After entering the first floor, Qi Lang followed Qin You all the way, hugging his waist tightly.

"Youyou, don't be afraid, we are together, don't be afraid, don't be afraid..."

Hearing Qi Lang's trembling voice as he walked in, Qin You suppressed a smile and asked, "Honey, are you afraid?"

"No."

Hearing that he was full of confidence, Qin You put his hands on his waist, the damp and cold coming from above betrayed Qi Lang, Qin You couldn't help smiling, it was very strange that Qi Lang's appearance was really painful, he patted Qi Lang's hand.

"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, I will protect you, follow me obediently."

"I'm really not afraid!"

"Okay, okay, I'm afraid, so you must follow me closely."

"Well."

Feeling Qi Lang's more intense hug, Qin You was secretly happy.

Xiao Yu'an and Lin Hang, who were walking in front, were much calmer, studying and fighting all the way.

After reaching the third floor, Qi Lang couldn't bear it any longer. The tighter he hugged Qin You, the more he avoided those people playing ghosts. Both Lin Hang and Xiao Yu'an left behind, Qi Lang only saw Qin You's back, and he held his hand back, his fear gradually disappeared.

It turns out that there is such a person, I don’t have to hide my true emotions in front of him, I don’t need to say anything, he can know what I think, I can protect him, but I can also rely on him, he can be my backing, My harbor, my energy station, this person is Qin You.

No matter what he said, he would not let him go. Qi Lang wanted to be more selfish this time. He wanted Qin You to stay by his side forever. He didn't want to give Qin You to anyone. Unwilling to give up on everything about Qin You, he just wanted Qin You's whole life.

Qi Lang and Qin You finally ran out of the haunted house.

Qin You laughed out of breath and said, "Who do you think is as stupid as us? Spend money to go in and practice running?"

Qi Lang didn't answer him, but pulled Qin You into his arms with the hands that they didn't let go, with astonishing strength, as if he wanted to rub Qin You into his body, heart, and future.

"Thank you, thank you for appearing in my life, thank you for being with me, thank you for liking me, I always thought that I could only encounter unfortunate things, it was you who made everything different."

"I am really happy and happy to be your boyfriend, thank you, my little lucky, thank you, my Yoyo."

Qin You didn't expect to hear Qi Lang's words now. He despicably used Qi Lang's sense of responsibility to force him to associate with him. Qi Lang was not willing at all. He originally thought so, as long as he treats Qi Lang well, He must be able to make him fall in love with him, no matter one year, three years, or ten years, his liking can stand the test of time, he has only liked such a person at such an age, how could he give up so easily.

He was completely moved when he heard Qi Lang's words suddenly, did Qi Lang start to like him a little bit?I finally got what I wanted, I didn't expect to come so early.

"...Fool." Qin You choked up and said.

When Lin Hang and Xiao Yu'an came out of the haunted house, they saw the two hugging and crying, but they were just smiling, so they understood that they should not be disturbed, and left silently.

Both Xiao Yu'an and Lin Hang felt that there was nothing to do, so they walked out of the garden party, sent a message to inform Qin You and Qi Lang that they would leave first, and then walked towards the parking lot.

"Lin Hang, will they be together forever?"

"Who knows? It's hard to say what will happen in the future."

"What do you mean?"

"Heh, he can't want his ex-boyfriend too, but Xiaoyou wants it too."

When Xiao Yu'an heard this similar to slandering Qi Lang, only if Lin Hang still liked Qin You so he had a prejudice against Qi Lang, then Lin Hang's anomaly during this period would have an explanation. The more uncomfortable.

Xiao Yu'an also felt uncomfortable, trying to persuade Lin Hang to let go.

"Twisted melons are not sweet. In many cases, you don't like it and you take it for granted. Have you ever thought about it? In fact, giving up is good for everyone."

Lin Hang's face turned blue, and he gritted his teeth seeing Xiao Yu'an's appearance as having nothing to do with him.

"you're right."

Xiao Yu'an couldn't take a look at Lin Hang's furious look, and forced himself to turn his back not to look at it. After a while of silence, Lin Hang's voice sounded from behind. The icy attitude that he had never felt pierced into Xiao Yu'an's body like an ice blade. Heart.

"I have other things, you go home by car."

After he finished speaking, he walked away quickly without looking back. Xiao Yu'an watched Lin Hang disappear at the corner of the intersection with sad eyes. He wanted to go back to the dormitory and never go to Lin Hang's house again, but he remembered that he was killed by Lin Hang before going out. In the messy living room, I thought of Lin Hang’s house full of my own things, the little milk cat that I just brought home and promised to raise with Lin Hang, and my favorite dish in the refrigerator, Lin Hang Haven't done it for him yet...Lin Hang didn't want to drive him away...why did he leave...

Xiao Yu'an returned to Lin Hang's house in a taxi, tidied up the living room, washed up and went to bed after feeding the cat, reflected on her behavior, and still felt that she shouldn't speak too harshly, hurt people too much, and lie in good faith It is often a better way. After all, I have been in love for many years, and suddenly someone said something like that, no one would have a good face. Why did I speak so freely at that time?

Qi Lang and Qin You stayed until the end of the garden party, not because it was too much fun, but just like the other party, they didn't want to end the day too early. Knowing that tonight is a busy day, they always wanted to hold each other for as long as possible Hands, look at each other's smile more, and enjoy the feeling of being around each other for a while.

Qi Lang and Qin You were on their way to the subway station.

"Winter vacation is coming soon, do you still have to work during the vacation?"

Speaking of this, Qi Lang couldn't help but feel sorry.

"……Um."

Qin You rubbed his forehead against Qi Lang's shoulder.

"Ah~~ Husband is really hard, but I will be able to officially work and support my family soon!"

Qi Lang lowered his head and smiled, he didn't take it seriously, but remembered that he was too busy to care about Qin You last holiday.

"You don't need to deliberately not contact me during the holidays. No matter how busy you are, you still have time to call and send messages to your wife. Moreover," Qi Lang deliberately stopped and pinched Qin You's temples, "I will miss you too."

Qin You blushed and didn't dare to look at Qi Lang's eyes that were so gentle that he could squeeze out water. Qi Lang tonight was too alluring, and his heartbeat had been irregular for a long time.

"Ah."

Qi Lang holds Qin You firmly in his heart, because Qin You, all the past, have disappeared, and the missing emotions are obtained in another way. There are no angels in the world, but Qin You, he gave Qi Lang What Qi Lang brought back was what Qi Lang thought he would never have again in this life.

The author has something to say:

When I wrote it, I thought of the lyrics in Next Year Today, "It took all my luck to meet you in the moment of my life." Putting it here is inexplicably appropriate, but it is he-oriented. The artistic conception in the original lyrics is very tearful .