don't force me

Lin Tingan blushed so much when he ran into the house, Ma Jing glanced at him and asked, "What are you running for? It depends on your panting."

Lin Tingan only dared to stare at Ma Jing's forehead, and said falteringly, "It's cold."

"Drink the milk, it's still hot, warm and warm." Ma Jing pushed a cup on the table over, "Why are you coming back 10 minutes late today?"

Lin Tingan's hand holding the cup trembled a little: "Oh...it's late...it's because Du Xuan's birthday, and we all had something to eat together."

"Xiaoxuan's birthday." Lin Yi said, "Really, today is the 29th. Xiaoxuan's birthday is [-]th, right? She's an adult."

"Ah—yes." Lin Tingan heard the word "adult", his hands trembled, and a few drops of milk spilled on the back of his hands. He lowered his head to wipe off the few drops of milk, his eyes froze, but his face turned even redder Yes, there is a trace of blood in the eyes.

Ma Jing clapped her hands: "That's right! Du Xuan's birthday! I just said I remember what day it is today."

Lin Tingan's hands trembled even more, he had to put down the milk cup, put his hands in front of his mouth to cover up and let out a breath.

Ma Jing looked at Lin Ting'an, and said distressedly: "Look at your face, it's flushed with cold, where's your scarf?"

Lin Tingan rubbed his neck, the scarf was used by Du Xuan, and Du Xuan's scarf... Lin Tingan recalled with shame, at that time, in a feeling of floating like a soul out of his body, he lost all the things on his hands in a daze. Wipe it on Du Xuan's scarf.

"Lost it?" Ma Jing asked.

"It's time for school." Lin Ting calmed down, took up the cup with both hands and poured all the hot milk down, then wiped his mouth, "I'm going to do my homework."

"Go." Ma Jing turned her gaze to the TV again.

Lin Tingan hurried into his bedroom, threw his schoolbag on the bed and started sending Du Xuan a WeChat message: "I'm home, how about you?" Then he attached a small heart pattern on the back.Thinking about it didn't feel enough, so I simply attached a bunch of them.

Du Xuan: Take a cold medicine first to prevent it.

Lin Tingan replied in a broken voice: Can't you be romantic?Let's talk about something nice first and then talk about medicine?

Du Xuan: How are you feeling today?

Lin Tingan stared at the phone screen, feeling that he was burning from head to toe again, he let out a breath after walking around the room very anxiously, and replied: Let's continue talking about cold medicine.

Du Xuan: I couldn't hold back today, I feel very sorry for you.

Lin Tingan: Why?

Du Xuan: It's freezing cold, I didn't want to do anything at first, but...

Lin Ting'an: I can think about it later.

Du Xuan: It's too cold, and it's outside again.sorry.

Lin Tingan was really impatient, so he dialed the phone directly: "I didn't say anything, you never finished."

"But you are so afraid of the cold."

"It's not cold, in fact, that corner is quite leeward."

Du Xuan was silent for a while, only the sound of his breathing came through the receiver, and after a while he said sadly, "I thought the first time would be very... good."

Lin Tingan smiled and lay on his back on the bed, watching Du Xuan's face gradually appear on the ceiling, he said, "It's very good, very good."

"really?"

Lin Tingan closed his eyes for a moment: "It's fine to be with you."

Ma Jing outside the house said to Lin Yi: "I woke up this morning thinking what day it is today, but I never remembered it. It turned out to be Du Xuan's birthday. I don't know if Xiao An gave someone a gift or not."

"Worry about it, the relationship between the two of them is so good, what will you say?"

Ma Jing snorted and said, "It's Du Xuan's birthday, I don't know if Du Jiancheng still remembers it! Hey, by the way, I heard he's getting married?"

"What kind of marriage? The woman doesn't want to marry at all." Lin Yi said in a mocking tone.

"Didn't Du Jiancheng divorce just for her?"

Lin Yi: "That girl is nearly 20 years younger than him, she must be waiting to pick up Gao Zhifei. Hey, the main job every day is to do beauty treatment, and accompany him to meet clients for dinner, tsk."

Ma Jing sighed: "Hmph, it's really blind and Xiao Xuan suffers along with her."

The next day, Ma Jing set the alarm clock at 05:30, but breakfast was ready, and Lin Tingan was still sleeping like a pig.Ma Jing'e grew out of his guts, and instantly felt the urge to pour a basin of cold water on it.

Lin Tingan rubbed his eyes, and asked in bewilderment, "Mom...why did you call me so early?"

"Aren't you going to open the door in the class?"

"What door to open?" Lin Tingan closed his eyes and buried his head in the quilt, "Sleep for another half an hour."

Ma Jing took the door and went out, a vague doubt came to her heart, she couldn't tell what was wrong, but based on her mother's intuition, she felt that there must be something wrong with her son.

In fact, Lin Tingan not only has a problem, but the "problem" is even bigger.Since Du Xuan's birthday, he seems to be suffering from "skin hunger". Du Xuan is his only medicine.Almost like a wretched idiot, he seeks every opportunity to touch Du Xuan on campus: when running between classes, he will use the chaos in front of the queue to lightly touch Du Xuan's hand; when eating at noon, he will use the dining table Or Sun Rui and Zheng Ziyan secretly touched Du Xuan's face and touched Du Xuan's leg; after training...

Lin Tingan felt that he would be expelled from the No. [-] Middle School. He thought more than once that if the voice-activated lights of the school complex were triggered by his anxious footsteps, the camera would capture him kissing Du Xuan in the empty corridor in the bright light. scene.Years ago, his urge to drop out came back.

He hugged Du Xuan, leaned against the wall, and whispered softly in his ear: "Can I drop out of school?"

Du Xuan smiled and said, "Why are you crazy?"

Lin Tingan said aggrievedly: "I feel guilty, but I can't help it. I want to kiss you."

Du Xuan's hand followed Lin Tingan's clothes to touch his tight waist, and stayed on the soft and warm abdomen with nostalgia.Du Xuan said slowly: "When we go to college, we don't have to go home on weekends, and we can go to the dormitory for the night if there is no one in the dormitory."

Lin Tingan: "Go to my dormitory. I heard that the food in Beihang canteen is delicious."

"But the dormitory of Beijing Medical University has been newly renovated, so it will be more comfortable to live in."

"What if there are students from other places in our dormitory? Aren't there people in the dormitory every day?"

"Stupid!" Du Xuan kissed Lin Tingan's ear, "You will be eighteen at that time, we can go to rent a house."

"Open... open a room?" Lin Tingan stammered, and sighed, "Open a room."

That voice is full of longing!

Du Xuan said: "Look, we have classes during the day. We go to the cafeteria to eat together at night. After eating, we can play basketball for a while, or go to the library to read a book, then go back to the dormitory to take a shower, and then..."

Lin Tingan hugged Du Xuan's neck tightly, rubbed behind his ear, and said softly, "Then I will hold you all night long."

Du Xuan: "There are still two years."

"One and a half years!" Lin Ting'an said in a dull voice, "I'm not going anywhere, I'll just take the Beihang University exam, and I'll pass the exam even if I die, so I'll guard you, live opposite you, and see you every day when I cross the road. "

Lin Tingan studied hard. In order to concentrate, he stood up in almost every Chinese class and English class, so that once he sprained his feet and did not stand at the back of the classroom. The first sentence that Teacher Xu entered the class was: " Where did Lin Tingan go?"

The whole class couldn't help laughing, and Lin Tingan laughed too. After laughing, he drank a cup of coffee.

In the few minutes between classes, he would either lie on the table and sleep for a while, or recite words and poems, or do some science questions.Music class and art class are self-study classes for Lin Tingan. He added papers in the middle of the music book, and he could finish two questions in the effort of singing a song.

Du Xuan made a strict study plan for him, what to review every day, what to preview, and how long to do a few questions, and clearly posted a table on the side of the desk.Every time Ma Jing came into the house to clean the table for him, seeing the photo of Beihang University and this study schedule, her eyes would burn and hurt.

She sometimes advises Lin Tingan not to be too fat if he can't eat in one bite.

Lin Ting'an said with a smile: "I understand the path of sustainable development, don't worry, Du Xuan helped me get stuck."

Ma Jing became even more anxious. She couldn't tell whether she was worried about delaying Du Xuan's college entrance examination or whether her son would listen to her brother and not her own. In short, she felt inexplicably anxious when she heard Lin Ting'an mentioning Du Xuan.

Ma Jing couldn't help complaining to her husband, and Lin Yi said to his wife comfortingly: "Don't you like Xiaoxuan? Don't worry, my son will not go astray if he follows him."

Ma Jing said: "I really like Xiaoxuan, but Xiaoan..."

Lin Yi brought out the idea that people of the same age have a common language to persuade his wife. Ma Jing looked at the light shining through the crack of Lin Tingan's bedroom door and muttered unwillingly: "That's my son."

In mid-December, Du Xuan handed Lin Tingan a thick stack of photocopies with graceful handwriting on them.Lin Tingan flipped through the review outline and key points of history and land administration.He asked Du Xuan, "Where did you get it?"

Du Xuan said: "I'm looking for students in the liberal arts class. Top students in the subject. These notes are summarized according to the college entrance examination standards. You follow along and review, and you will be fine in the exam."

Lin Tingan snorted: "Is it a girl? Why did you come here? Did you get close with someone?"

Du Xuan laughed and said, "Don't you don't know what's good or bad, I worked so hard to get it for you, and you still find fault with me?"

Lin Tingan covered his face and said in despair: "Du Xuan, I think I'm very perverted. Now you're talking to Sun Rui and I feel like hitting someone. What should I do?"

Du Xuan kissed Lin Tingan hard, until Lin Tingan couldn't bear to reach into his clothes, and then said: "I talk to them, but I will only kiss you."

At the end of the semester, Du Xuan had to take the key school joint exam, followed by the first unified exam for the whole district. The interval between the two exams was less than three weeks.In order not to interfere with his review, Lin Tingan went home alone after training every day.When Du Xuan came home from night self-study, the two of them chatted on WeChat for a while.

Several times, when Ma Jing went to deliver something to her son, she knocked on the door and found Lin Tingan smiling like a fool while holding her mobile phone.Ma Jing caught Lin Tingan chatting on WeChat from 09:30 to [-]:[-].

She quietly asked Ji Dong: "I still feel that Xiao An is in a relationship."

Lin Yi said, "Didn't you ask the teacher before? The teacher said no."

"Do you still remember how we said we moved back to the south, and he looked dead?" Ma Jing pouted at Lin Tingan's bedroom, "Look at the way he smiles now, it's exactly the same as you did back then."

Lin Yi patted his wife on the back of the head: "If you talk about son, just talk about son, why are you talking about me!" Then he sighed: "I will talk to him when he can take the exam and the final exam is over. It is not surprising to fall in love at this age. Good sense is the most important thing.”

Ma Jing eagerly looked forward to the final exam coming soon.

Lin Ting'an was also looking forward to it, he could see Du Xuan every day, but he was almost driven crazy by lovesickness.He couldn't wait to finish the final exam and steal a free time to spend two days with Du Xuan before making up classes in the third year of high school.

Du Xuan asked: "You are looking forward to the exam so much, have you finished your review?"

Lin Tingan said: "There must be no problem in the exam. I dare not say it in the final exam. I have recently focused on reviewing for the exam."

Du Xuan comforted him: "It's okay, it won't be bad."

Facts have proved that Du Xuan really knows Lin Tingan best. When the final grades come out, Lin Tingan has to stand in front of the bulletin board in the corridor almost every class break, because his name is on it.

Progress Award: Lin Tingan

Mathematics Single Subject Winner: Lin Tingan

Teacher Xu smiled and said to him: "Catch up with the average score at work, Lin Tingan, come on!"

In less than a day, almost all the graders visited Lin Tingan, who was stamped in front of the bulletin board as an exhibit.Zhou Chen snorted through his nose: "Is it because you were on the list just once?"

Lin Tingan: "As for! Can you control it?"

Zhou Chen rolled his eyes in disdain, snorted through his nose, and then stood beside Lin Tingan as an exhibit, because his name was ranked eighth in the grade.

Du Xuan celebrated Lin Tingan alone, Lin Tingan pushed aside the takeaway Du Xuan ordered, and threw him on the sofa.

Du Xuan hugged him and smiled: "Aren't you afraid that my mother will come back from get off work?"

Panting, Lin Tingan pulled Du Xuan's neckline, then gnawed on his collarbone, muttering: "It's only past four o'clock, auntie won't be back."

"I even ordered your favorite takeaway for you, and I agreed to celebrate your progress." Du Xuan panted, while turning her head to reveal her soft neck, allowing Lin Tingan's tongue to penetrate deeper.

"Let me celebrate for you first, No.12 in the whole district, Du Xuan, you are dead!" Lin Tingan's fingertips had already squeezed into Du Xuan's clothes, rubbing vigorously.

"How...how do you want to celebrate?" Du Xuan easily put his hand into Lin Tingan's waistband, then frowned, "You've lost weight."

Lin Tingan snorted and was too lazy to speak, his fingers and lips were extremely busy.

When the two of them remembered the cold takeaway, Du Xuan pointed to the toilet paper lying on the floor: "We are full of warmth and lustful, can we adjust the order."

Lin Tingan sighed contentedly: "I think... I don't have to eat."