don't force me

When school was over in the evening, Du Xuan didn't go to the self-study room, but waited at the school gate for Lin Tingan's training to end.As soon as he walked out of the school gate, he heard someone shouting: "Xiaoxuan", he frowned, turned around and called out: "Dad."

Du Jiancheng walked up to Du Xuan, patted his son's head and said, "Long time no see, Dad misses you so much."

Du Xuan smiled and said nothing.

"It's your birthday today. Dad came here to pick you up. I've been waiting for a long time. The teacher in the reception room said that you didn't finish school until eight o'clock in the third year of high school. It's really hard."

"It's okay." Du Xuan said lightly, "It's just that there are too many homework, and I have to rush home to do my homework every day."

"It's your birthday today, and we, father and son, will have a good meal together, and we'll treat it as a supper. Talk to the teacher tomorrow, under special circumstances, it doesn't matter if you don't hand in your homework for a day."

Du Xuan shook her head: "I'm not hungry."

"Eat something even if you're not hungry. Studying takes a lot of brainpower. Let's go. I'll take you to eat abalone."

Du Xuan's feet didn't move: "I'm really not hungry, I have to go back and do my homework."

Du Jiancheng said dissatisfiedly: "There is no time for a meal, I will take you to the Shangri-La Hotel for dessert, it is delicious."

Du Xuan didn't show any expression: "Too much homework today."

Du Jiancheng grimaced, then forced a smile, took out a red envelope from his pocket and handed it over: "Dad will give you a red envelope, go and buy something you like."

Du Xuan said slowly, "Thank you, I don't need anything."

"Why are you like this kid?" Du Jiancheng handed the red envelope forward again, "This is a birthday present."

Du Xuan still shook his head.

Du Jiancheng was a little angry: "Why are you like your mother? This is such a bad temper. It's screwed up."

Du Xuan's face suddenly darkened.

Du Jiancheng still babbled to himself: "Father just wants to celebrate your birthday. This 1000 yuan is considered a gift. I don't know what you want. If you buy the wrong one, you don't like it."

"You really don't know what I want?" Du Xuan snorted.

"What do you want?" Du Jiancheng's eyes lit up, "Tell Dad, Dad will buy it for you."

Du Xuan's anger swept up, and he said coldly: "Then I want to enroll in a physics improvement class."

Du Jiancheng was stunned for a moment, and hurriedly said: "Okay, okay, sign up for an advanced class, I will pay for this, I will pay for this tuition." He frantically took out his wallet, took out all the hundred-yuan bills in it, and stuffed them into the red envelope indiscriminately. Li handed it to Du Xuan, "Is it enough?"

Du Xuan took the red envelope and squeezed it: "Then I can find you when I sign up for class?"

"Yes, yes," Du Jiancheng said excitedly, "Of course. I said Xiaoxuan, how good is it for you to follow your father? Even if you want to study with your mother, you have no conditions. If you follow me, you can take any advanced class or high-quality class. No problem, if you go abroad to study and find a job in the future, Dad will have connections."

"My mother is fine."

"It's not a question of good or bad. You have to learn to plan for the future. Your mother can't help you."

Du Xuan interrupted him: "Let's talk about it later, I have to take the college entrance examination first."

"Yes, yes, the college entrance examination." Du Jiancheng rubbed his hands excitedly, "Hey, good son."

"I'm home."

"Then... I'll take you back."

"No, I'll just walk back by myself. Goodbye, Dad."

Du Jiancheng was about to grab his son's shoulders and froze on the spot. He smiled awkwardly: "Okay, goodbye."

Du Xuan crossed the road and turned into a deep alley, and soon Lin Tingan followed.He leaned over and hugged Du Xuan in the shadow of a big locust tree, and whispered, "You're angry."

"Ah."

Lin Tingan sighed: "It's your birthday, why did he come to make you angry?"

Du Xuan pressed Lin Tingan against the tree trunk without saying a word, and kissed him firmly. This kiss was full of anger and grievance, not gentle at all. Lin Tingan relaxed his body and hugged him tightly.

"He doesn't know anything except money." Du Xuan said aggrievedly.

"I saw he gave you a red envelope." Lin Tingan rubbed Du Xuan's back vigorously.

"I didn't want his money at first," Du Xuan said angrily, "but..."

"You're stupid if you don't want it." Lin Tingan said, "You should bring all his money, and there must be your mother's money in it."

"I get angry when I think about my mother being exhausted for the monthly rent, utilities and my school fees."

Lin Tingan said: "You are not wrong, Du Xuan, you are not wrong."

Du Xuan: "At the beginning, I told my mother that I would rather not have a penny from him and get a clean divorce. But now..."

Lin Tingan: "This money is for you, not your mother. It is only natural for him to support you. You are a senior high school student, and you need so much money for various tuition fees every month. Why do you let Aunt Zhou alone? Out? What is his alimony enough for? Your surname is Du anyway, and your father is of course responsible."

Du Xuan looked at Lin Ting'an, and let out a breath after a while: "Xiao'an...you..."

Lin Tingan said, "You rarely call me Xiaoan."

"do not like?"

"I like it." Lin Tingan said, "My family calls me 'Xiao'an'."

Du Xuan hugged her into her arms, buried her face in Lin Tingan's neck, and said softly, "Thank you, Xiaoan."

Lin Tingan turned his head to kiss Du Xuan's hair, and said, "Don't be angry, I have a gift for you."

"There are gifts?" Du Xuan raised his head and sniffled, "What is it?"

Lin Tingan took out a cardboard box from his schoolbag: "I made it myself."

Du Xuan unpacked the box and took out a silver plane: "You did it? So powerful?"

Lin Tingan smiled triumphantly: This is a model of an Airbus. The fuselage is made of thin aluminum with elegant lines. See the red seat and the words "DH-1129" on the fuselage.This is a model with a high degree of simulation, all finished with fine electric welding and gluing, every welding point has been carefully polished with fine sandpaper, and the whole fuselage is shining with silver luster.

"It's so beautiful!" Du Xuan exclaimed, "How long did it take you to make it?"

"Anyway, it takes more work than that cake."

Du Xuan held the plane, looked carefully at the street lights for a while, and said in surprise: "There is a serial number on the seat?"

"Did you find it?" Lin Tingan took the plane with a smile, gently opened the two metal buckles under the fuselage, and the upper part of the entire fuselage was lifted, revealing two neat rows of seats in the cabin .

杜暄看了看说：“你这个座位号怎么不按顺序来？你看，1、1、1、2、1、1，然后是5、7、12……然后又是3……这是什么？”

Lin Ting comforted the row of seats made of several layers of cardboard, and a number was written on the back of each seat. He said: "From back to front, from left to right, these numbers are the The grade rankings of the previous major exams from the second year of junior high school to the present, including mock exams and senior high school exams." He gently lifted the small piece of paper on the seat of the captain and co-pilot in the cockpit of the nose, and the words "North" and "Doctor" were written on the bottom. "Two words.

"Du Xuan," Lin Tingan said solemnly, "I've thought about what to send you for a long time, and finally I will send you a plane, hoping that you can fly to wherever you want to go."

Du Xuan's hands trembled slightly. He looked at Lin Ting'an, completely speechless.

Lin Tingan carefully buckled the fuselage back to the base, and handed it to Du Xuan: "Du Xuan, I like you, no matter where you fly, I will follow."

Du Xuan burst into tears suddenly, and shed tears without warning.Lin Tingan panicked when he saw the first teardrop rolling down. In his imagination, Du Xuan would be very touched and happy, and then he would hug himself, kiss, say a lot of things that make people blush and heartbeat, and...

However, all these assumptions do not include Du Xuan crying.

Lin Tingan frantically wiped Du Xuan's face. In the cold winter, Du Xuan's face was cold.Lin Tingan breathed into his palms distressedly, rubbed his hands together, and then pressed his face against Du Xuan: "Hey, don't cry. Although I know you are happy, but, but...don't cry."

Du Xuan waved Lin Tingan's hand away indiscriminately, wrapped him in his arms and hugged him, then kissed him very delicately.Smooth forehead, flying eyebrows, always shining eyes, straight nose, warm lips, graceful neck, sensitive earlobes, and back to his lips.Lin Tingan is very afraid of the cold. Although he has been in this city for three years, he still cannot adapt to the dry and cold northern winter. He always wears a thick down jacket and wraps himself tightly with a scarf. His hands and feet are in winter. It will be cool, but the lips will be hot.When he is free, Du Xuan likes to kiss Lin Tingan's lips the most. Whether it is a light caress or a passionate deep kiss, it always makes his blood boil.

like now.

Du Xuan forcefully pressed the person on his body, through a thick down jacket, in the small black alley in the cold winter, even the howling north wind could not calm him down.The rationality and self-control that he was always proud of collapsed in an instant, and he had no time to think about what to do and what not to do, let alone what to do, he could only explore by instinct.

The delicate plane was in my schoolbag, just at my feet.The zippers of the down jackets of the two were unzipped, and the cold and stiff fingers were redeemed on the other's warm skin, and all their sanity was blown away with the cold wind.Du Xuan felt very cold, but there was a fire burning inside his body, and Lin Tingan's palm rubbing vigorously on his waist made the fire blaze into the sky.He needed to find a place to cool himself down, but Lin Tingan's warm skin tempted his cold fingers to drill deep into the skirt of his clothes.

"Xiao'an..." Du Xuan slightly moved away from Lin Tingan's lips, and almost said in a voice, "I, I..." He pressed his forehead against Lin Tingan, closed his eyes forcefully, and forced himself to curl up his fingers and clenched his fist against it. Lin Tingan's waist: "I'm sorry."

Lin Tingan smiled hastily: "I... am sorry."

Du Xuan took a deep breath, desperately trying to ignore Lin Tingan's palm on his lower abdomen, and said with difficulty: "It's late, it's time... to go home."

Lin Tingan didn't speak or move; Du Xuan also looked at him motionlessly.

In the darkness, Du Xuan couldn't see Lin Tingan's face clearly, but those bright eyes stared at him without blinking.

Lin Tingan closed his eyes for a moment, then closed them again, and when he opened them again, his eyes were on fire: "My god, don't care!" Lin Tingan growled, "Du Xuan, I don't care about the fuck." Then, his hand slipped Get down and hold Du Xuan.

Du Xuan saw clearly that a cluster of gorgeous fireworks suddenly bloomed in the darkness, and he leaned dizzily against the big tree behind him.Now, it was no longer cold, or in other words, the fire in his body had already burned the whole world to ashes.

"Du Xuan..." Lin Ting'an's voice floated in an unknown dimension, and Du Xuan exhausted all his strength to catch a little voice amidst the tinnitus.Lin Tingan was restless and begged pitifully, "Du Xuan, Du Xuan, Du Xuan..."

Du Xuan blocked Lin Tingan's mouth with force, and finally grasped something fiery, slippery and vibrating.

The two of them were stuck together so tightly that the cold wind couldn't get in between them. The open down jackets were folded together, wrapping them softly.All breaths are held between the other's lips and teeth, all heartbeats can only be heard by the other party, the whole world is false, only the other party's fingers, lips and tongue are real.

I am so happy, and happiness is probably like this: entrust to a person without reservation, accept a person with my whole heart, I can fly freely in his heart, and he can spend his life safely in his palm.

……

Du Xuan hugged Lin Tingan, let the cold wind cool the two of them, and then couldn't help laughing.

Lin Tingan rubbed against each other comfortably: "What are you laughing at?"

"I think...we should both go to the police station."

"Hmph, it's legal, I'm over seventeen."

"No, I meant indecent."

"What is weathering? After living for 80 years, everyone has to be weathered."

Du Xuan couldn't help laughing when she heard Lin Tingan messing around and misinterpreting "weathering".

Lin Tingan sighed: "Du Xuan, happy birthday."

Du Xuan piously printed a kiss on Lin Tingan's forehead: "Happy every day with you."