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Sitting in the taxi back to Xiangtan City, He Wei stared at Qiu Cen's newly updated circle of friends, his eyes darkened.

On the photo, there are two heads together, one is Qiu Cen, and the other is Lin Jian who has been mosaiced.

Without much notice, he knew it was Lin Jian.

He has been secretly in love with the person who confessed on impulse not long ago.

He is now a sophomore in high school and will soon be a junior in high school.

He can already foresee that when the next year passes, he will finish the college entrance examination, and it will not be long before he should fill in the volunteers. His grades are of course easy to pass, and the family and the adults in the compound are very happy , the parents were smiling, and outsiders urged their children to learn from him and get enviable grades in the exam.

After all, in people's eyes, good grades are equivalent to endless prosperity and wealth in the future, and the scores at the bottom of the crane are equivalent to a future where nothing can be achieved.

His parents have long planned for his future. Since they are both officials, they hope that he can also apply for the military academy. It can help him rise to the top in many ways, allowing him to have a higher quality of life and a high salary.

—but he didn't want to.

In his opinion, if he applied for the military academy, with the rights of his parents and uncles, as well as the influence of Lin Zhengqin, he would definitely be admitted and get good treatment.

But at the same time, what awaits him will be years of militarized management and a life away from the crowd.

But if so, of course he is not afraid.

What he was afraid of was not seeing him.

It was the limit of Lin Jian's tolerance to leave Xiangtan City to study at Xiang University.

If he were to leave, he would be bound by his career for the rest of his life and could not go home, could not see him, and did not understand his situation at every stage, he did not agree.

Lin Jian's never-before-settled temperament caused him too many uncertainties. Even if he took it lightly, Lin Jian would create many situations that caught him off guard.

When he found out that he had passed the Xiangda University, he couldn't accept it for a long time.

Lin Jian was a man with ideas, he didn't want to be trapped in the compound all the time, his wings were stiff, and he wanted to fly away.

When he smiled and showed him the acceptance letter, he held the thin paper, and it took a lot of effort not to tear it up, and he pressed Lin Jian against the wall and kissed.

But he chose to compromise that time.

So I didn't see him for a long time.

The relationship between Lin Jian and Lin Zhengqin became worse and worse after he became an adult. The father and son could quarrel over trivial matters. Those two voices never compromised with each other, and there was a tendency to get worse.He could hear it clearly from outside the door.

As a result, Lin Jian seldom went home, and stayed at school even during holidays.He Wei never participated in his whole freshman year.

He won't tell him what's new in the university, and he won't think that there is someone in the compound looking forward to his return.

So He Wei didn't know if he was doing well, if he... fell in love.

So this time, he didn't allow things beyond his control to happen again.

But he can't control his parents' thoughts. He has been a good boy since he was a child, and he can't stop his parents from filling out good wishes for him and planning for the future.I can only resist this decision with silence, and refuse to go to the third year of high school soon.

Others thought that he had reached the stage of rebellion and liked to fight against his parents.

But only he himself knows that he just has someone he likes.

But his resistance ultimately resulted in the disappointment of his teachers, the hatred of his parents, and the strange eyes of the people around him.

He had no choice but to carry his schoolbag and walk into the teaching building of the third year of high school in silence, forcing himself to suppress his feelings for Lin Jian, and concentrate on studying—reading—studying.

As a result, one day not long after school started, he finished his homework late at night, and when he was reviewing with a notebook, he lost his mind inexplicably.

No matter how uncontrollable what happened later, he bought a ticket for the first train and jumped out of the school - he had never done this before, only carrying his mobile phone and wallet, and went to Xiangzhang City overnight.

When he came out of the station again, standing at the door, facing the unfamiliar street full of people coming and going, the idea of ​​being homeless and helpless hit his heart, and he was confused.

What the hell am I doing.

am I crazy.

He Wei stood dumbfounded on the platform at the door, not knowing where to go for a moment.

Tiredness, hunger, and sleepiness swept over him like a tide.

Thanks to his years of life experience and a calmness that didn't match his age, he followed the mobile phone map to the vicinity of Xiangda University, found a hotel with the ID card in his wallet, and slept all night.

When he woke up again, there were countless new message reminders and missed calls on his phone.

He took a look, there were those of the teacher's classmate's parents, and Lin Jian's.

The content is nothing more than asking where he is and calling back quickly.

He hid under the quilt and didn't read those messages, but clicked on Lin Jian's message alone.

The first one was after seven o'clock in the morning, and the content was - call me.

Then it was past eight o'clock - didn't you wake up? Woke up and called my brother back.

Then it was ten past ten, five minutes before he woke up.

——Er Bao, brother is very worried about you, please call back quickly, okay?

He Wei looked at the last message, and his heart, which had been restless all night, suddenly calmed down.

He stared at the message for a long time.

It seemed that he wanted to analyze how much Lin Jian cared about him from these few words.

Based on how precious Lin Jian was to him since childhood, Huo Yaqing must have told him as soon as he disappeared.

Otherwise, Lin Jian would not have known about it.

This nervous feeling of being loved by someone he likes is very beneficial to He Wei.

But when he thought about worrying about his parents, his mood sank again.

He ran out in a whim, leaving behind his parents who cared for him so much.

He could imagine their disappointment.

He didn't even dare to face them.

But he doesn't seem to have any regrets about what he's done.

Whether it's parents, family members or classmates, in the final analysis, it's not as good as Lin Jian's willingness to say "like" to him.

I may be out of my head.He Wei thought to himself.

After a while, he clicked on the address book and called Lin Jian.

It was quickly picked up over there, and the voice of thinking day and night came into my ears almost at the same time.

"Where are you, baby?"

"I'm..." Opening his mouth, He Wei realized how hoarse his voice was.

seems to be on fire

Be a good boy for the first time to do something out of line, and then feel scared and bewildered, and get angry

He Wei laughed at himself, didn't bother to clear his throat, and continued hoarsely: "I'm at Rujia..."

"Homelike" was taken aback, "Which Homelike"

"It's from Xiangda's side." He Wei said truthfully.

"..."

Then the receiver over there seemed to be covered, but he still faintly heard a dirty word.

"Send me the room number." Lin Jian seemed a little annoyed, "Wait for me in the room, little brat..."

He Wei felt that it hadn't been long. He was still lying quietly on the bed when the door was knocked loudly.

"Second Treasure! Open the door!"

Lin Jian's voice came from outside the door.

Almost at this moment, He Wei's heart, which had finally calmed down, started beating wildly again.

Seeing him soon.

He tried his best to come here as if in a daze, just to see him.

The door opened.

The people outside the door seemed to come in a hurry, and their clothes were a little messed up.

It was obviously winter, and the dripping water was freezing outside, but his soft hair was wet with sweat due to the movement of the master, and stuck to his fair cheeks.

Lin Jian stared at the red eyes due to anxiety and anxiety, and fumbled and looked at He Wei who was in the door with both hands, as if to confirm whether he was injured or something was wrong.

Also, the helpless baby brother he took good care of since he was a child now came to another city uncharacteristically and alone. When I saw him, I felt uneasy, and I had to make sure that He Wei was safe before I could feel relieved.

He Wei was embarrassed by his touch but didn't want to hide, so he couldn't help laughing, "What are you doing, don't touch your hands."

Lin Jian shot him a look, forgot to be angry for a while, and replied: "I haven't seen where you are yet."

After saying that, he pushed He Wei into the room, "Let me see if you have a cold or a fire, the voice on the phone is so hoarse."

It was only then that He Wei realized that Lin Jian was still carrying a plastic bag from a pharmacy in his hand without noticing it just now.

He dialed it with his hand, and the cold medicine Sanhuang tablets and licorice tablets in it were quite complete.

After learning that He Wei was just on fire, Lin Jian boiled hot water, let it cool down, and watched him drink the pills before he felt relieved and sat down next to the bed.

After this rest, Lin Jian felt how tired he was.

After worrying all morning, he rushed over non-stop after receiving a call from this child. His body, which had been prevented from rusting since he entered college, did not run out of any good or bad.

He was taken aback for a moment, and suddenly remembered that Qiu Hou settled accounts.

"Little bastard," Lin Jian slapped He Wei on the back of the head, "You're quite brave, you dared to run so far and didn't tell me, did you?"

"Didn't I tell you this?"

He Wei looked at him with calm eyes.

"Look at how long you've been away from home and tell me now?"

The more Lin Jian thought about it, the angrier he became. He wished he could beat this brat up, but he couldn't bear to do it.Thinking that nothing serious happened, I trained him a few words so that he could go back to school quickly.

"I've already told Uncle He that you're here. I said you missed me. Come and see me. I'll take you to the station later. My family is worried about you..."

God, is there a better brother than me in the world?Lin Jian thought to himself.

"En." He Wei said suddenly.

Lin Jian choked, and there were still a bunch of long speeches about educating children that he didn't say, but when the child suddenly interrupted him, his hands itched again.

"Hmm, um, what the elders say, listen carefully!"

"Well, I just miss you."

"... "

Lin Jian paused and stared at him blankly.

Then he came to his senses, moved his hands over and grabbed He Wei's shoulders, and became even angrier: "Someone in school is bullying you, fuck you, what a little..."

"No."

He Wei kept staring at Lin Jian's face, with aggressive eyes, as if he was tracing Lin Jian's skin with his eyes, and seemed to want to engrave his every move in his mind.

Lin Jian's nervousness obviously didn't notice the weirdness of his second treasure, he only thought that he was not being bullied, but he kept guessing: "Uncle He scolded you."

"No."

He Wei's voice was already a little deep.

"That's... oh, I see. When I went back to school, you were rebellious and didn't want to go to school. Let me guess... It's because you are too tired in the third year of high school... Uh..."

When the next words were interrupted, Lin Jian felt his eyes flicker, and before he had time to react to what happened, his lips were blocked by He Wei.

But that didn't seem to be a kiss, it was more like a small animal biting.

Lin Jian's eyes suddenly widened.

This is... what happened... what happened...

Contrary to his reaction, the dangerous light in He Wei's eyes could no longer be hidden. He stared at Lin Jian's eyebrows, put all his weight on the man, and tore Lin Jian's lips fiercely with his white teeth. .

This well-shaped lip he thought about countless times when he couldn't fall asleep.

It wasn't until Lin Jian suddenly felt a pain on his lips and realized what he was doing now that he pushed hard with his hands and pushed away the person who was suppressing him.

He raised his hand to touch the corner of his lips, held it in front of his eyes, and it was indeed bleeding.

……Hold.

Is it a dog?

Pushed by him, He Wei had to remove the hand on Lin Jian's waist, and the slightly long nails left a light white mark on his waist.

But Lin Jian didn't care about these things. He looked at the person who was pushed by him and sat on the ground in shock. He didn't know how long it took before he looked dazed and said tremblingly, "Erbao, what are you doing?"