Now, little cane

Chapter 36 Don't Go

Next gym class.

Qi Ling's words seemed to be branded on Yan He's heart, and the faint tone repeated in his ears, as if he had just said it.

The boy ran 1000 meters, and Yan He walked slowly inside the playground after the run.

A group of people ran past him, Yan He saw Qi Ling's stern profile in the blink of an eye.

He stood still, walked more slowly, but did not take his eyes off Qi Ling.

The finish line was not far from him, and Qi Ling and the others ran around the playground again. When Yan He was 50 meters away from the finish line, he saw Qi Ling run across the line.Panting for breath, Qiling took a few steps forward, bowed her body and held her hands on her knees, and took a few deep breaths. When he raised his head, his eyes met Yan He's eyes.

The two looked at each other, Qi Ling's eyes were full of aggression, Yan He couldn't help but tilt his head slightly.

Qi Ling lowered her eyes immediately.

Yan He walked a few more steps, but Qi Ling was still there, waiting for him to walk over.

Yan He looked past him and saw his girlfriend, who should be called ex-girlfriend now, was also looking at Qi Ling not far away.Yan He couldn't see the expression on the girl's face clearly, but when he thought of it, there were only a few kinds.Yan He walked to Qi Ling's side, Qi Ling casually straightened up and followed Yan He's pace, walking beside Yan He, Yan He saw He Hui's expression clearly, opened and closed his lips a few times, but still swallowed.

Qi Ling put her hands behind her head and asked jokingly, "Which girl are you looking at?"

Yan He: "No."

Qi Ling glanced, smiled, and didn't speak.

After walking a few more steps, there was no one around, Yan He asked: "You were the last one, what kind of person did you like?"

Qi Ling raised her eyebrows, surprised, but didn't speak.

Yan He thought that he didn't want to talk or force him, so he walked.

Qi Ling thought about it and asked, "What do you want to know, appearance, personality, or something else?"

Yan He: "Say whatever you want."

Qi Ling: "My junior high school classmate, when we were in junior high school, we played very well, he was a bit of a bad guy, he liked to joke, he was as naughty as me, he was always scolded together, but his grades were very good, and he was also very likable .”

Yan He hesitated: "You..."

Qi Ling didn't care at all: "It's nothing. After graduating from junior high school, I hinted once or twice, and he understood...so, I didn't contact him again."

Yan He: "Then how could it be..." Disgusting you?

Qi Ling lowered her head and grinned: "The last time we meet, it's like, let's run away... The thing in your eyes is irresistible."

Yan He turned his head to look at Qi Ling's expression, his aloof eyebrows were lowered to hide the two points of arrogance.

"I'm sorry to ask you this."

Qi Ling raised her head and smiled: "It's nothing."

After a while, he added in a low voice: "It's good to be able to talk to people."

Qi Ling also returned home this weekend.

Ever since she was picked up, Qiling didn't like to spend time at Yanhe's place on weekends.

Yan He called Zhang Huange, hesitating and not knowing what to say.

Bit by bit, I recounted what I saw and felt.

After Zhang Huange listened, he asked straightforwardly, "Do you like this boy now?"

Yan He hesitated and gave the answer: "I don't, I know."

Zhang Huange: "You also feel that this road is difficult?"

"Well."

Zhang Huange: "Yan He, you are a person who can walk the normal road. This road is very bitter. You may never feel it. Yan Jing is a very bold and open parent. She will not be your resistance, and you Not someone who cares about outsiders, but...

"If you feel like you're going to go back to normal eventually, I hope you let this boy down."

Zhang Huange: "Our circle is not necessarily clean and chaotic, I don't want you to be one of them.

"This boy, I listened to your narrative, the feelings he wants are very simple, and even he doesn't know the possible complexity and ruggedness of this road. If someone is destined to make him grow up and sad, I don't want that person. you."

Yanhe is speechless.

"I just, just...don't like seeing him that way."

Zhang Huange: "What does it look like?"

Yan He considered slowly and said: "His reality seems to be living in a dark and unknown world."

Zhang Huange laughed.

A hoarse voice rang in Yanhe's ears, and after he settled down, he said firmly, "But, that's us, Yanhe."

Yan He held his mobile phone and watched the sunset, but he didn't recover for a long time.

In the evening, Yan Jing called him, and her voice couldn't stop being happy.

Speaking of her latest works, Yanhe congratulated her and shared her joy.

When it was time to hang up, Yan He finally asked: "Mom, what if someone likes me, but I don't know if I like him or not?"

Yan Jing was surprised: "Ah, which cute girl likes my son?"

Yan He falters: "He's pretty good."

Yan Jing smiled: "Then why didn't you pursue others before?"

Yan He: "Before, I didn't think about that."

Yan Jing: "Have you ever liked someone before?"

Thinking of Han Xue, Yan He stammered, "It's been a while."

Yan Jing: "Then what were you thinking at that time?"

Yan He: "Just, I think she's not bad and likes me, so you can give it a try."

Yan Jing asked back: "Then why can't you try this? Because we are good friends?"

Yan He was speechless for a moment: "It's not the reason."

Yan Jing is free and easy: "Then let's try."

Yan He wanted to say something else, Yan Jing said: "Aunt Wu urged me to sleep, hey, my dad likes to find someone to watch me, if only you live with my baby, I'll go drink milk first, talk back, bye~ "

Hanging up hastily, Yan He laughed, and said softly to the busy voice: "Good night."

Can Han Xue be compared with Qi Ling?

To some extent, it is possible.

Let's not talk about the two people on the outside, in his eyes they are similar.

In terms of personality, Qi Ling seems to be better. Yan He likes Qi Ling's inconspicuous and wanton publicity. Except for the problem of medicine this time, he and Qi Ling get along without any unpleasantness.Han Xue is quiet, gentle and lovely.

In terms of life, Qi Ling is the only boy who helps him with math, and he despises it, and circles the problems for him by hand.

Qi Ling is a very patient person.

Yan He still remembered the way he frowned and showed him the topic.

I was impatient and a little disgusted, but I explained it to him bit by bit.

Yan He thought of the way Qi Ling looked at him again.

Repressed, quiet, and occasionally a golden flame bursts out, so shiny, it's gone in a flash.

Like anticipation.

It's also like a desperate persistence.

Most of the memory of that night is already blurred, but Yan He remembers the scene of the young man biting his lip, staining his face with silent tears, and dressing him bit by bit with trembling hands.

Stubborn eyes, trembling embrace.

Yan He looked at the ceiling, gradually indulging in the memories of the past.

Yan He was somewhat fascinated by putting together those tiny, broken pictures.

Didn't sleep well that night.

Yanhe woke up the next day and heard the birdsong in the morning.

Recently, he woke up a little in the middle of the night, and sometimes he couldn't fall asleep until dawn, but the most important few hours were slept through, and it didn't have a big impact on the next day.Sometimes I want to go to Qi Ling, but suppress this thought, it is good for Qi Ling to accompany him, and it would be too rash and disturbing to go there.

A little uncomfortable during the day, I fell asleep in the afternoon, and it was getting dark when I woke up.

I was sweating and forgot to turn on the air conditioner before going to bed.

Yan He got up to take a shower, was about to finish, when he heard a knock on the door, guessing that Qi Ling forgot to bring the key, hurriedly put on a T-shirt and shorts, rushed out of the bathroom to open the door for Qi Ling, outside the door Qi Ling looked at Yan He The hair on the forehead was still dripping, and he was startled.

"you……"

Yan He: "I just took a shower."

Qi Ling was a little embarrassed, and turned her eyes sideways: "Then you go get it."

"oh oh."

Yan He realized later and rushed back to the bathroom to find a towel to wipe his hair.

Qi Ling's eyes were fixed on his back.

The desire that made him sick was almost irresistible.

The smell of clean soap on Yan He's body, her lips that were steamed red... Qi Ling didn't dare to think about it.

After Yan He finished, Qi Ling got up and poured himself a glass of cold water, Yan He sat lazily on the sofa.

Qi Ling sized him up a few times, then looked away.

Yan He kept thinking about what to say.

But he didn't say a few words until bedtime.

In the evening routine, Qi Ling held his book and asked, "Which story do you want to hear?"

Yan He said in a strange way: "Mermaid."

I don't usually read this story much, it's too long.

Yan He kept thinking about what to say, but Qi Ling's voice was too hypnotic, Yan He quietly looked at his side face with his head down, under the soft light yellow light, his brows revealed an indescribable gentleness.

When he read the tail, Yan He's eyes were half closed.

Qi Ling closed the book, Yan He thought about what he wanted to say, and opened his eyes again, Qi Ling got up and turned off the lights, Yan He sat up instead.

Qiling turned around, startled slightly, and said softly, "Would you like some water?"

In the suddenly darkened room, Yan He couldn't see Qi Ling's expression, so he was bolder.

Qi Ling thought he was acquiescing and went outside to get him water.

Yan He suddenly said, "Don't go."

Qi Ling paused, turned around and looked at Yan He.

Yan He said in a sleepy voice: "That, I thought about it."

Qi Ling was puzzled: "What?"

Yan He: "The matter between me and you, why not, let's give it a try."

The room was quiet and silent.

Qi Ling spoke again, suppressing the trembling of her throat, trying to maintain stability and asking: "What did you say?"

Yan He gradually saw Qi Ling clearly, and no longer flinched when he said it, An Ran: "Give it a try, see if we can be together."

The hands beside Qi Ling clenched tightly into fists.

"You, do you know what you're talking about?"

Yan He: "I know, I've thought about it for a long time."

"you……"

The silence was longer than last time.

Qi Ling's voice became hoarse: "You don't know, this relationship will be dark for a long time, friends will look at you with disgust, and I can't tell the people around me about your relationship with me... …

"That kind of gaze will make people very uncomfortable, and those discussions may make people crazy.

"You can go the normal way, you have to think clearly.

"From now on, you may become... a monster in people's eyes.

"They might think you're sick, they might think you..."

Qi Ling frowned impatiently, lowered her head and suppressed: "Think again, think clearly."

Before Yan He could speak, Qi Ling closed the door, and Yan He heard footsteps leaving.

Be sober while talking, looking out of the window, the moon is hanging high in the sky, and the light of the street lamp is cast into the window.

Yan He sat on the edge of the bed.

Qi Ling's words made his thinking a little dull.

Are you trying to say that people will find him disgusting?

Yan He tilted his head slightly.

The sound of chaotic footsteps suddenly sounded.

Yan He raised his eyebrows, getting closer and closer, the door was suddenly pulled open.

The light from the living room pierced into Yan He's eyes, but before he could see clearly, a figure bumped into him, hugged him tightly, and pushed him down on the bed with force, the sound of chaotic and scorching breathing was heard by his ears, and his arms trembled non-stop.

Yan He's right hand was pressed against Qi Ling's chest, her frantic heartbeat was clear and distinct.

Hastily and a little rashly said:

"Forget the crap I just said.

"I like you."

"I really like you."

Qi Ling buried her head deeply into Yan He's shoulder, her breath was messy and scorching hot, and sprayed on Yan He's neck.

"Really." The ending trembled.

Yan He slowly stroked Qi Ling's back with his left hand, his whole body was trembling.

Yan He laughed: "I know."

Qi Ling's hand holding Yan He was a little heavier, and Yan He felt pain.

After ten minutes, Qi Ling gradually calmed down.

He said in a muffled voice, "Will you hate me in the future?"

Yan Herou: "I said, I thought about it for a long time, this is my own choice."

After saying this, Yan He whispered: "I like your embrace, this is a good beginning."

Qi Ling propped up her body, leaned over to look at Yan He, the smiles of the people below her did not fade.

Qi Ling was a little moved.

Yan He asked: "Do you want to kiss me? Or should I kiss you?"

Qi Ling blushed for a moment, remained motionless, and asked for a while, "Yes, is it okay?"

Yan He's brows and eyes eased: "Yes."

Qi Ling leaned over cautiously, her long eyelashes trembling, and then she closed her eyes.

Yanhe opened his eyes.

Qi Ling's lips touched his, the temperature was very cold, but very soft.

As soon as it was touched, the boy's face became more red.

Yan He didn't hate it, Qi Ling looked at him, and the corners of his eyes became moist in an instant.

"I am so happy.

"Thank you, thank you."

Yan He never forgot this scene in his life.

The author has something to say: Isn't it, very Su?However, tomorrow will be, Gensu... (≧▽≦)/~~

Thank you, Cha'er, for blasting me with thunder, so kind~~~

I’ve been very busy recently, and everyone’s Chinese New Year must not be easy~~~Come on, let’s officially enter the line called the next chapter will be sweeter than the previous one~~~

Does anyone still remember Wu Yixing, hahaha~~~ Everyone? =3=~~~

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