Now, little cane

10 minute later.

Yan He sat on the couch, still in a daze.

Qi Ling went down to get him something, and he didn't know whether to stop it or not.

He also forgot the initial insistence.

I integrated the details of getting along in my mind, and strangely found some clues.

Qi Ling never let him run around the house with his upper body bare.

Being nice to him was a bit too much, but when I think about it carefully, it's not too much.

He couldn't feel Qi Ling's admiration for Han Xue.

The sound of the door lock moved slightly, and Qi Ling came back.

Yan He looked at him, his face was normal except for the redness around his eyes.

Qi Ling put the things on the table, went into the room and took out the medicine Yan He was going to take at night, put it on a tissue in front of him.

Yan Heshun obeyed the medicine.

Qi Ling sat a little far away from him, and the two of them kept an awkward silence.

Qi Ling spoke first: "Are you okay?"

Yan He looked at him: "What you said just now, really?"

Qi Ling lowered her head and said in a muffled voice, "Really."

Yan He rubbed his eyebrows.

Qiling turned around and went into his own room, and never came out again.

Yan He's mind was still in a mess, and he couldn't come up with a clue.

At night Qi Ling reads stories to him, Yan He looks at the ceiling, unable to think of what to say, so he just closes his eyes and sleeps.

When Qi Ling closed the door for him, she took another look at Yan He and reached out to turn off the light.

Yan He had other things on his mind, he slept surprisingly well one night, but woke up late the next day.

When I got up to wash up, I was still thinking about what to have for breakfast, but when I got to the refrigerator, I saw a note that was not in my own handwriting.

There are only four words: go home for two days.Signed by Qi Ling.

There is only one gay person that Yan He has known in his life, and that is Zhang Huange, who sent something to the wrong place last time.

I just found out yesterday, and Qi Ling is also one of them.

After breakfast, Yan He called Zhang Huange.

The voice over there was a little muffled.

After exchanging pleasantries, he asked Yan He if there was anything Yan Jing wanted him to convey, but Yan He hesitated.

After a while, Yan He said honestly, "Well, yesterday, a boy confessed to me."

Zhang Huange: ...

Zhang Huange: "You like him too?"

Yan He: "No, no, no."

Zhang Huange: "Hate it?"

"Do not."

Yanhe: "I don't know either. I...have never liked a boy...but he...that..."

Zhang Huange: "You want to ask me about homosexuality?"

Yan He: "Probably, it's..."

While listening to the one-hour science popularization, Yanhe couldn't tell what his mood was.

Finally, Zhang Huange said to sort out some materials and send them to him.

Yan He still remembers Zhang Huange's last words.

He said: "This is not an easy path to take. No matter what your final choice is, you have to think about it."

Yan He downloaded the information on his desktop computer, clicked on it, and the screen was full of popular science about men and women. Enduring embarrassment, he also read it.

I went outside in the afternoon, the sun was still good, but my mind was full of Qi Ling's words and things, and I never paid attention to others.It was a safe journey, and I didn't feel sick when I got home.

In the evening, Yan Jing had a rare phone call, and Yan He chatted with her for a while.

Yan He waited for a long time before going to bed, but Qi Ling's call did not come at the usual time.

On the other side, Qi Ling was holding her phone on the balcony, not knowing what to think.

Qi Shu poked her head over, and the two looked at each other, Qi Shu asked mysteriously, "Brother, are you in a relationship?"

Qi Ling held her forehead, and silently walked past her overly lively little sister.

As soon as he entered the room, the phone rang by itself, and Qi Ling almost threw it on the ground.

When they picked it up, the two were embarrassed, Qi Ling cleared her throat: "Yanhe?"

Yan He: "Well, I want to say good night."

Qi Ling was nervous: "Good night."

Yan He: "...good night."

Bye!

Qi Ling: ...

in the cafe.

You Suxi asked: "So once he said he likes you, you agreed?"

Yan He shook his head: "We didn't talk that much."

Yousushi: "That's it?"

Yan He: "He just told me about it."

You Suxi took a sip of coffee and said, "Go ahead."

Qi Ling returned to Yan He's house on the weekend afternoon, Yan He was sitting on the sofa watching TV, Qi Ling changed his shoes, the two looked at each other, they didn't know what to say.

Yan He: "Talk?"

Qi Ling: "Yes."

Qi Ling changed into a pair of shorts, made herself a cup of tea, put it on the tea table, clasped her hands, lowered her head slightly, and said, "Just ask if you have anything."

Yan He: "That...you, have you never liked a girl?"

Qi Ling: "No."

Yan He: "When did you... have that kind of thought about me?"

Qi Ling: "Last year."

Yan He moved closer to Qi Ling curiously, and asked carefully: "When I approach you, will you have a physical reaction?"

Qi Ling pushed Yan He away, turned her head in embarrassment, and said after a while: "See when, sometimes, yes."

Yan He was stunned.

Qi Ling glanced at him quickly, then turned her eyes away.

Qi Ling said: "I also have something to tell you."

Yan He: "Say it."

Qi Ling: "You can't treat yourself like you used to, don't force yourself, it won't have a positive effect on recovery. I, if I still live here, I won't allow you to do that."

Qi Ling raised her head and looked at Yan He squarely, with dark eyes and flying brows, Yan He couldn't help but tilt her head slightly.

"What do you mean if you still live here?" Yan He asked.

Qi Ling lowered her head and licked her lips: "If you can't stand my thoughts for you, I'll move out."

Yan He was a little dazed: "Ha, what will you do to me?"

Qi Ling was embarrassed: "No."

Yan He rubbed his nose, understood a little bit, and said slowly: "Well, I need some time to digest this matter, it's not disgusting to you, and I won't feel uncomfortable. It's just... I haven't encountered it before.

"There is also the matter of the bar. I went out when someone told me to go out. I don't blame you for this matter. I took it lightly. It's just that I don't like to say things that I did wrong, which made you feel guilty for so long. This matter, also It can't be changed, and I hope you don't bring it up again."

Qi Ling raised her eyes and looked directly at Yan He.

Yan He didn't quite understand the focused emotions and forbearance.

Qi Ling's eyelids are slightly drawn, and her long eyelashes are fluttering, in a silent gesture.

Yan He suddenly said: "You are very good-looking."

Qi Ling looked at him with wide eyes, and smiled.Qi Ling's heart suddenly burst into joy following this smile.

Yan He took out a paper document from under the table, and pushed it to Qi Ling in a bit of embarrassment, saying: "I am an elder who gave it to you, you may not know it, take a look, and protect yourself in the future."

Qi Ling looked at Yan He's hand and pushed the information to herself.

Eager to hold that hand tightly.

He held back, only suppressed and replied: "Okay."

Qi Ling couldn't help but look at Yan He again, staring at him deeply.

But he didn't dare to be too presumptuous, and turned his head.

Yan He is no longer stubborn, he himself has been attracted by Qi Ling's matter, and he is also thinking, if he and Qi Ling... is this possible? !

He couldn't figure it out, Yanhe gave up after a few days.

In life, there are always some differences.

Qi Ling will no longer hook up with Yan He like before, nor will she bump into him casually, as if there is some taboo.

Yan He wanted to be free at home, but sometimes he was a little more worried because of Qi Ling. For example, he really never ran around the house with his upper body bare.

Many times, Yan He knew that Qi Ling was looking at him, and when he turned his head, Qi Ling would look away.

They used to be best friends, and now things have become so... weird.

Zhang Huange obviously didn't want him to be taken this way by Qi Ling, and Yan He didn't know whether he should go this way.What Zhang Huange said was difficult, Yanhe couldn't understand it, but Yanhe understood Qiling's spying on him and the kindness he forbeared to him day by day.

Even Qi Ling's wry smile, Qi Ling's hidden inferiority complex, Yan He understands a lot more than before.

Yan He doesn't like Qi Ling's forbearance, he still likes his smile, when Qi Ling smiles, the flying edges and corners, the eyebrows and eyes, all look rebellious and happy, he likes Qi Ling like that.

Qi Ling who doesn't care about everyone's winks like that, with smiling eyes.

A month passed without a sound, and if Yan He didn't mention this matter, Qi Ling would just pretend that nothing happened and live as usual.

Yan He already knew all the little details about Qi Ling's feelings that he wanted to know.

There is nothing to ask.

Curious questions, eg.

Will the physical response be hard?At that time, Yan He was sleepy, and Qi Ling was beside him in embarrassment. He seemed to hear Qi Ling humming after a long time, or maybe he didn't.

How do you feel about other boys?Qi Ling said that she was just a classmate, and she didn't feel anything special.

Have you ever had a boyfriend?Answer, no.

One day Qiling asked back, you ask so many, do you want to have a try with me?

Yan He didn't know how to answer, so he pretended to be asleep.

Later, I didn't think there was anything else to ask, so I stopped from that day on.

The feedback given by the doctor was that Yan He was much better than before, and Qi Ling no longer locked Yan He's medicine, and put it in the living room, but sometimes Yan He would watch Qi Ling weigh it to see if the dosage was correct.

At times like this, Yanhe often acted as if he hadn't seen anything.

A comic book called Jue Ai has gradually become popular among girls.

It's quite attractive to girls, and I cried one after another, and I can't find out who brought it to the class.

Yan He flipped through it that day, and subconsciously wanted to see Qi Ling, so he held back.

The representative of the Chinese class was a little soft girl, and asked Yanhe: "Have you ever thought about what to do if you like a boy one day?"

He was at a loss for words, and he couldn't imagine.Little Ruanmei's eyes were still red from crying.

The boy who had a crush on Little Ruan came over and said, "Stop reading such disgusting books, who would do that?"

Qi Ling who just came over paused, Yan He looked at him, and he walked over without changing his expression.

A few good boys also gathered around and talked for a long time about how disgusting and uncomfortable it would be if it happened to me.

Qi Ling sat not far away, she quietly lowered her head and took a pen to write and draw, not caring at all.

When we got to a certain point, Yan He interrupted: "I like you and you want to hit someone, isn't it too violent?"

The boy shook his head and said with an uncomfortable expression: "Don't you think it's perverted just thinking about it?"

Yan He was puzzled: "No."

The boy took a look at Yanhe and asked boldly, "By the way, when you were in England, did any boys say they liked you?"

Yan He hesitated: "British, I have seen this."

Everyone thought it was the default.

Follow up: "How is that person? Does he have any special hobbies? Does it look different at first glance?"

Yan He was silent for a moment.

"To be honest, I don't think he's abnormal, and he's pretty good-looking."

Not far away, Qi Ling raised her eyebrows and glanced at him.

Everyone booed: "Then what? Then?"

Yan He: "It's gone."

Yan He sat down, Qi Ling casually asked in a low voice: "When you were in England, did someone confess to you?"

Yanhe: ...

Yan He asked back, "Don't you feel uncomfortable when they say that?"

Qi Ling lowered her eyes.

The bell rings.

Qi Ling's voice was mixed with the piercing ringtone: "No, the people I liked before thought I was disgusting."

This sentence achieves the same effect as the school bell.

harsh.

The author has something to say: The cigarette box pretends to be asleep, and I hahaha~~~

Tomorrow will be a bit suspenseful, everyone get ready~~~(/≧▽≦)/The new year is very busy, everyone prepares for a happy new year~

Statistics, do you want to go to the theater or drive in the car during the Chinese New Year? (I will try my best to write, lie~