deep crush

Xia Han called Yuan Shuo's parents, wanting to inquire carefully about Yuan Shuo's condition, where the medicine was kept, and what he should pay attention to.When I heard the news in the morning, I panicked, and rushed over without asking clearly.

Called three times and no one answered, could it be that they are all taking a nap?

In the afternoon, Yuan Shuo said that he wanted to go out with him for a stroll and buy some food by the way.

"I have always missed the hand-rolled noodles you made, and I haven't eaten them for a while, today, can you make them for me?

Xia Han looked at the smile on his face and nodded.

After leaving for more than two years, there have been many changes around the community. The big supermarket I used to go to was closed, the market was repainted, and even the nearest bus stop was withdrawn due to planning.

Everything has changed.

Yuan Shuo pointed to the lively fish in the water basin, "How about this one, I remember you like this kind of flat fish very much."

Xia Han took a look, "That's Wuchang."

Yuan Shuo: "Huh?"

Xia Han turned and left, Yuan Shuo whispered behind him, why is it Wuchang? Why not flat fish? Your favorite food is flat fish...

When picking eggs, Yuan Shuo weighed them one by one in his hand.

Xia Han: "What are you weighing?"

Yuan Shuo was serious: "Choose which one is more important."

The boss's heart skipped a beat with the egg in his hand, "I said young man, be careful, it's raw."

Yuan Shuo smiled, "Don't worry, I have----"

"Bada!" An egg playing high-altitude acrobatics fell to the ground, ending its short life.

Yuan Shuo was dumbfounded, and took out the money with a smirk three seconds later, "I will pay, I will pay."

Xia Han couldn't help laughing out loud.

Yuan Shuo also laughed, in order to make people laugh, is it easy? !

Xia Han was in charge of the dinner, making noodles, rolling them, cutting them, and cooking them all in one go. The little guard Yuan Shuo was always on hand in the kitchen.

Sprinkled with chopped green onion, dripped with sesame oil, and served the hot hand-rolled noodles on the table, Yuan Shuo ate two large bowls in one go.

Finally, rubbing his belly, he burped in satisfaction.

This scene is actually quite sad. When Yuan Shuo was in college, he would huddle with him to grab a bowl of instant noodles that he cooked secretly without telling the dormitory supervisor.

But today, today's Yuan Shuo is copying their happiest time.

He's not stupid, it's not that he can't see that Yuan Shuo is pretending to be stupid to amuse him.So, how much sincerity is in this smile and satisfaction.

Today's Yuan Shuo is still unwilling to admit that they really can't go back.

After dinner, Yuan Shuo brought out two cups of hot tea.Put a cup in his palm, "Watch TV together, okay?"

On a December day, the wind was cold outside the window, the hustle and bustle of the night fell into the curling hot tea, the cold fingers were warmed, and the smell of another person floated in the air.

There was a suspenseful thriller on TV, which used to be their favourite.

At the end of a day of running around, snuggling together, drinking peanuts and beer, staring at the bloody and terrifying picture on the screen, telling the hardships of finding a job.

The happiness was so short-lived that the touch on his lips became unreal.

On a quiet winter night, Yuan Shuo lowered his voice and recounted his feelings these days softly with a sigh.

Xia Han, I miss you so much.

There is no day, 1 minute, and I don't miss you.

For more than half a year, I have controlled myself not to look for you.I also want to give myself a chance, try to forget you and give up on you.

Every day I wake up, I spend half an hour telling myself that you're gone, we've broken up, and you're never coming back.Never, never meet again.

Xia Han, do you know how cruel you are?

You spent five years raising me into a useless person who can't take care of himself.Can't cook, can't use the washing machine, don't know how to tidy up so that the house is as tidy as it was when you were there.

The food outside never tastes right, and everyone outside has your shadow.

There was a time when I was very afraid of going home. When I came back, no one would prepare a meal and wait for me. No one would smile and tell me that I was back. Without a considerate massage, without your temperature, this room...

Yuan Shuo's voice choked up, and the hand holding the cup trembled slightly.

Xia Han turned her head away and couldn't bear to look any further.The person who once made him feel most distressed can only become what he once was.

People I don’t know well ask me if I’m married, and I subconsciously answer: Yes, I got married five years ago.

Xia Han, it took me half a year to finally understand----

He stretched out his hand to hold Xia Han's slightly cold fingers, and held them tightly when he subconsciously wanted to retract them.

There was a fiery, intense light in his eyes, the kind of light Xia Han had only seen when they were in college.

I, Yuan Shuo, have only you as my lover in this life, and I will never be able to separate from you until death.Xia Han, I love you.

I love you, Xia Han.

During his four years in college, the most he heard was this affectionate confession.

The roommate who didn't know the inside story jokingly asked Yuan Shuo, did you fall in love with our Xiaoxia? Look at your eyes that want to stare someone out.Xiao Xiaxia, please protect your chastity, don't be caught by this jackal.

Lin Yu, who had been single for four years, viciously cursed that Xiu Enai would die quickly, and you all died to me.Especially you Yuan Shuo, can you be more obvious?I really want to make the whole school know about it!Wipe off that drool of yours, don't look at my Xia Han again.

Under the shady trees on the campus, behind the empty basketball hoop, in the backlight of the school building... there are their kisses sticking together.

Who is whispering love words in whose ear, who is biting whose lip and whispering.

Happiness is the bicycles side by side, the tacit understanding that is recognized at the first sight in the crowd, the hard study wrapped in the same quilt before the exam, and the lofty ambitions made together...

Climb the highest mountain and make the most beautiful oath to the world.

"Yuan Shuo will love Xia Han forever, life and death Qi Kuo and Zi Cheng said."

Ten fingers intertwined, locking two unchanging hearts.

The night is still young, the stars are still alive, whispering in his ear the name he intends to call for a lifetime.

That is, their most beautiful time.

Xia Han closed her eyes deeply.

Withdrawing his hand, he said in a cold voice, "Stop talking about this, your main task now is to recover from illness." After a pause, "Rest early."

He got up and went to the bathroom. Yuan Shuo lowered his head, and he tightened his fingers bit by bit with the touch and temperature of that person still in his fingers.

This time, he will never let go.

After washing his face in the bathroom, Xia Han raised his head and looked at himself in the mirror.

The corners of his mouth slowly curled up, revealing an extremely ugly smile.

The face he once had easily seduced Yuan Shuo and Tang Ye, making them fall in love with each other for so many years.Now that that layer of skin has been torn off, what weight does this constant love have? !

However, it's just a joke.

He was no longer Xia Han.

Coming out of the bathroom, Yuan Shuo just happened to come from the bedroom, holding his change of clothes in his hand, and handing them to him naturally, "You've been tired all day, go wash it first!"

Xia Han frowned, it would be too hypocritical to be serious, now is not the time to care about those things.

He took the clothes and walked to the bedroom, "You wash it first, I will come out with the quilt on the bed, and I will just make do on the sofa tonight. If you feel uncomfortable or need anything, just call me."

The thick quilt in the bedroom has been spread out, and the two pillows next to each other are conspicuous.

He opened the closet, and Yuan Shuo followed closely, with a bitter smile on his face, "Is it necessary to be so troublesome? The bed is very big, and it's not like I can't sleep."

Xia Han's hand holding the quilt paused for a moment, then turned her head, her expression turned ugly, "Yuan Shuo, have you forgotten that we have already broken up."

Yuan Shuo's smile froze at the corner of his mouth, and the eyes that looked at him were first surprised and then turned into firmness, "I never admitted it. Xia Han, from the day I fell in love with you, I never thought that I would be separated from you."

People who are stuck in memories and unable to extricate themselves are the most painful, and it took Xia Han more than two years to cut off that kind of pain.

As for Yuan Shuo - it took seven years, but he still couldn't get out of the predicament.

Xia Han didn't want to argue with him anymore, so she pulled the suitcase from the closet and opened it, "I'd better go to the hotel, call your parents and let them stay--"

Yuan Shuo subconsciously clenched his wrist, with an indelible gleam in his eyes.

Crazy and hot, it seems to burn the person in front of him to death.

Seven years ago, Xia Han always saw such light in Yuan Shuo's eyes, which was a symbol of happiness.

As Lin Yu said, at that time Yuan Shuo suffered from the common problems of lovers, not being confident enough, and always felt that he was not worthy of Xia Han, who is full of stars, and was worried about gain and loss.

Only then will he be pampered to the sky endlessly, and will crawl to his side even if his leg is broken.

If Xia Han from seven years ago was alive, they should be the happiest and most perfect couple.

pity----

"Yuan Shuo!"

The light in Yuan Shuo's eyes gradually disappeared as his reason returned, and his clenched hands slowly loosened, "Sorry, I hurt you." He turned around and pulled out the quilt, "I'm going to sleep on the sofa, you have a good rest."

There is no reason to let the patient sleep on the sofa. Xia Han stretched out his hand to snatch the quilt, "What nonsense are you talking about. You are still being polite to me at any time."

Yuan Shuo turned sideways to avoid his hand, and said with a smile: "Xia Han, you are finally willing to come back. Of course I have to treat you better, otherwise, when will you forgive me!"

Xia Han couldn't understand his insistence, "You----"

Yuan Shuo turned and walked towards the living room, "Okay, isn't it just sleeping on the sofa, I have tried no matter how difficult the environment is. Don't argue with me."

"Yuan Shuo!"

Seeing the man walking out naturally with the quilt in his arms, Xia Han was angry and annoyed.

His mind, which was filled with worries and sorrows, became clearer. Reminiscent of his overly excited spirit throughout the day, the unusual disappearance of his parents, and what he said just now, Xia Han made a bold guess and blurted out .

"Yuan Shuo, do you not have cancer at all?"