deep crush

Facing the heavy rain, Jiani hurried to the store, took off her raincoat, and brushed her short hair that was wet by the rain on her forehead, "It's going to rain so hard, I'm freezing to death."

The little boss with his back turned motionless, Jiani looked at him suspiciously, "Boss."

For the third time this month, the little boss Xia Han stared at the washed fruit in a daze.

Jiani touched his arm helplessly, "Boss."

Xia Han came back to her senses, "Oh, you're here, didn't you tell you not to come over, the game is so big, there are no guests."

Jiani: "Usually I have been fishing for three days and posting on the net for two days, and I have no class today, so of course I want to come and help you." She looked at her little boss worriedly, "Is there something on your mind? "

Dazed, sighing, with a look of lovelessness, a typical sequelae of a broken relationship.

It's just that she didn't know when her boss fell in love.

Xia Han shook her head, "I'm fine."

Jiani knew he didn't want to say it, and she didn't force it, "Boss, you should go back and rest first, and look at your face, it's just like paper. Don't worry, I'll watch in the store."

Xia Han wanted to refuse, but the current mental state is really not suitable for staying here. He took off his apron, "Then, I'll go back first. Don't stay too long. It's raining and there are no people around. Close the door early."

After walking out of the shop and holding up an umbrella, Xia Han walked aimlessly in the rain.

go home?

The refrigerator seemed to be empty, he should buy something.

Deliberately took a long detour and walked towards the supermarket near the subway station.

At three or four o'clock in the afternoon, a few people came out from the subway exit from time to time, and Xia Han stood by and watched for a while.

It has been raining since the morning, but the umbrella on the shoe cabinet at the door has not been taken away.

That person, did you open an umbrella?

Putting away the umbrella, he turned and went into the supermarket.

When I came to the daily necessities area, I picked up the usual toothpaste, and the image of shopping with that person in the supermarket appeared in my mind again.

Tang Ye had chosen the same brand of daily necessities as him seven years ago, each of which seemed to have Xia Han's name engraved on it.

Walking to the vegetable area, the man pretended to pick and choose different kinds of vegetables, and finally took a random handful and threw them into the cart basket.

As a carnivorous animal, what made that person's eyes shine was the rows of red and white meat.

When checking out, Tang Ye walked in front, showed his shopping card and said in an irrefutable tone, "I'll pay."

Now, the person who loves meat and walked home with him at the checkout is no longer with him, Xia Han walked out of the supermarket empty-handed.

For half a month, they were strangers.

Tang Ye never stepped into his house again, and even if he ran into him on the road, he looked away as soon as his eyes met and passed by.

Xia Han returned to a state of being alone.

He, who has always paid attention to health preservation, has lost that thought, and takes three meals a day, casually.

It all started from that night when they parted ways. Tang Ye and him drew a clear line.

He, may really be too much.

Such harsh words, even the seventeen or eighteen-year-old rebellious period never said it.

Tang Ye...

Tang Ye just loves someone persistently, what's wrong?

But other than this method, he didn't know how else to wake him up.

"What's the matter, if Xia Han doesn't show up, you really plan to never get married and just wait for him forever?"

"Then let me be single, there's nothing wrong with that."

It's hard to describe Xia Han's mood when he heard this conversation. The illusion he tried so hard to maintain was broken, and his selfish inaction may really ruin Tang Ye who is living in a dream.

It's really, really stupid to gamble your whole life on a relationship that is destined to have no results.

The moment those words came out of my mouth, I expected this kind of ending.

The once warm and lively hut has returned to desertion, and there is no sign of that person anymore.

From now on, I can no longer stay by that person's side, I can't feel the warmth he gives me, I can't numb myself in the false happiness of being deeply loved by others.

fair enough.

It is wisest to leave while the secret is not exposed and no harm is done.

However, Xia Han didn't know that she would still feel heartache.

Seven years ago, he became Tang Ye's most beautiful dream for a long time. Seven years later, Tang Ye was also a beautiful and sad dream for him.

Although short-lived, it will become a long-lasting memory.

Just remember the feeling of being deeply in love with someone once, remember this person who healed his pain, this way, it is enough.

enough.

"Will today's Xia Han make you feel sick!"

Luo Qi was very happy that Tang Ye returned to the single Wang dinner appointment, but found that the iceberg man who was stingy with words had an additional skill: absent-mindedness.

After a few mouthfuls of dinner, Tang Ye excused himself and got on the subway home.

Li Liefeng called. Sister Zheng was working overtime tonight, so he sneaked out to ask him out for clubbing!

Tang Ye replied with two words: no.He turned his phone to silent.

When I entered the community, I met Angkor who came back from get off work, and asked him why he hadn’t been with Xiaoxia recently. He used to stick to each other like Siamese twins every day, but now the trouble has collapsed?How old is he, like a primary school student.One day we will come home for dinner together, man, after a drink, all misunderstandings will be gone.

Misunderstand……

Tang Ye pondered these two words and walked upstairs slowly.

On the shoe cabinet at the door are the shoes that the man had replaced. It seems that he has returned.

After entering the house, Tang Ye took off his coat, changed into home clothes, and turned on the computer.

In the game, Monkey Spirit asked him what was going on recently, his level plummeted, he was tired from sitting in the position of leader, and planned to come down to rest?

The quirky little Man Yao also sent messages over and over again asking him if he had encountered any troubles recently.

All the troubles are not used to it.

Not used to, a person's life.

How many times have I woke up, opened the door after washing, and raised my hand to knock on the door next door.

After getting off the class, Luo Qi asked him which restaurant to eat at night, he opened his mouth, almost blurting out----go home.

When I got home, someone prepared a delicious meal, smiled softly, and the dinner was rich and delicious.

Now, he had to get used to life without that person again.

There was only one person in the gym vacant, Chu Wei said sarcastically, why haven't I seen your little neighbor recently, how long has it been, so you gave up?Tsk tsk tsk, look, I said, this kind of exercise will end up with the least perseverance...

The most familiar person becomes a stranger, and even eye contact is a luxury.

He never thought that half a month would be so long, and it was very difficult to learn to get used to being alone.

It all started from that night when they broke up unhappy. Xia Qian, who was always gentle and humble, was a different person, and asked him in a sarcastic tone, "Today's Xia Han, does it make you feel disgusting!"

He didn't understand what changed the man's temperament, and he hit back hard when his anger was overwhelmed.

"It's not up to you, an outsider, to comment on my feelings. I've never been proud of it. Even if I'm self-righteous and worthless, it has nothing to do with a guy like you who can only hide in his shell with a dark mind. "

The impulse faded, and he regretted it.

All night long, he was thinking about what Xia Qian had said.

What will Xia Han become after seven years?

He thought that Xia Han would get married and have children, and live an ordinary life, but he never thought that even her character, appearance, and career might change completely.

Will today's Xia Han still be the one he is obsessed with?

Does he have the confidence to stand in front of a treacherous villain, a fat-headed, useless cripple, and tell that secret love that has been hidden for seven years?

Xia Qian's question is sharp and sharp, but it is a reality that cannot be ignored.

In the final analysis, what he likes is just the high-spirited Xia Han who was sitting on everything seven years ago.If Xia Han is completely changed today, then his love, clinging to a shadow that does not exist at all, has truly become a ridiculous dream.

He couldn't imagine what Xia Han would become, a person who was completely different from what he remembered, he... didn't have the confidence without a trace of hesitation.

But disgusting----

Xia Qian used the meanest words and really touched his bottom line.

For four full years, he kept collecting bits and pieces of Xia Han.He is not blindly in love with a cunning, despicable villain, an ignorant, arrogant and arrogant rich second generation.The Xia Han he loves is a top student with excellent character and learning, a school girl who is favored by teachers and students, and a high-quality man with a wide range of interests and versatile talents. He is hopelessly in love with this student who combines all the advantages. Xia Han.

Seven years have passed, this Xia Han may have some changes in character and appearance, but----

Never let that person use the word "disgusting" to deny his seven-year relationship.

Even if one day in the future he meets Xia Han who can no longer move his heart, he will not regret this young, sweet but lonely and desperate first love.

The Xia Han he loved will live in his memory forever.

In December, deep winter, City S ushered in an unprecedented cold snap.

The super strong physique that Li Liefeng has always been proud of was finally defeated by the cold current. He ran to the hospital every three days. Sister Zheng made love soup in distress. Li Liefeng took a sip excitedly and almost spit it out.

At this time, he missed Brother Xia's beautiful and wonderful cooking skills very much. Alas, such a good-looking person, how can he make a noise?

It made him dare not go to eat again. He drank waste oil and ate monosodium glutamate vegetables every day. It would be strange not to be knocked down by the cold snap!

Li Liefeng has persuaded Tang Ye, who is stubborn, to reconcile with others countless times. Brother Xia's words are a bit serious, but think about it, it must be for your own good. What is enlightenment, what is good medicine, you We must be considerate of people's good intentions.Tang Ye, you should be beaten and beaten... All right, all right, I won't talk about what's wrong, anyway, you're also at fault for what you said.Okay, it's been a long time, and the anger should be gone. You should be soft, admit your mistake, and reconcile if you need to reconcile... Otherwise, I will speak up and call people out. There is no one drink. no worries.

Even though Li Liefeng persuaded him earnestly for eight days and nights, Tang Ye--Tang Ye didn't even fart!

Alas, Li Liefeng sighed deeply, how long will these awkward two people be awkward.His braised pork, boiled fish, fried shrimp...

Sister Zheng smiled and scooped up a spoonful of soup and handed it to his lips, staring affectionately.

Li Liefeng: Oh...

Under the heavy blow of the cold current, not only a rough guy like Li Liefeng, but even Jiani's physique who claimed to be a farm weed couldn't resist.So Boss Xia had no choice but to put away his sorrow for spring and autumn, and fought alone under the invincible cold current.

In winter, the shop mainly serves hot drinks. On cold days, Boss Xia prepares free ginger tea for every customer.

The thoughtful little gesture has increased the reputation of the small shop, and Boss Xia is very busy.

The little boss who got up early the next day had breakfast and packed everything up to go out when someone knocked on the door.

Xia Juan stood outside the door with a worried face, asking him if he had eaten, how he was doing recently, whether he was dizzy, and whether his heart was okay. He talked a lot but missed the point.

Xia Han looked at her suspiciously, "Sister, is something wrong? I'm fine, tell me!"

Xia Juan pulled him to the sofa and sat down, watching him several times before he hesitated to speak.

Xia Juan was married before she was 20 years old, and after more than ten years of training, she has already become a female man in charge of her own affairs. The seriousness of making her so abnormal must exceed his imagination.

Xia Han was a little restless.

Xia Juan sighed and finally told the truth.

The call was made last night. Xia Juan was afraid that he would not be able to sleep well at night if he found out, which would affect his rest and drive the car the next day, so he would not be able to come back, so she chose to call in the morning.

"Yuan Shuo's parents called. They said, they said, that Yuan Shuo had cancer. Maybe, he only had a few months to live."