purple yellow
Chapter 29 The hardest thing to bear is love
The sky finally turned white.The snow that had stopped all night began to flow again at this moment, boundless.
Standing at the entrance of the cave, Zhao Zhen took a few snow particles and slowly melted them into his palm.Turning around and turning back into the cave, he looked down at the sleeping man in white with his eyes closed, and sighed somewhat unpleasantly.
"Guard Zhan, it's too long..."
I thought it was an extremely light muttering to himself, but before the words fell, before he could withdraw his gaze from Bai Yutang, he was surprised to see the other party suddenly opened his eyes, staring at him with a piercing gaze.For a moment, Zhao Zhen thought that he had swallowed a boring egg, and some invisible courage caught him through his eyes, making him speechless.
The first one looked at him, the second Bai Yutang looked out of the cave, and the third looked back at the cloud waves propped on the side of the cave wall.Bai Yutang's expression seemed to have made some kind of determination. With one hand, he yanked off the bear skin covering his body, and with the other hand, he swept over the clouds, and then he stood up.
"Bai Yutang, where are you going?" Zhao Zhen stopped in front of him: "Guard Zhan went around to investigate the situation, let us wait for him here, you can't act casually."
Tearingly raised the corners of her purplish lips, drawing a graceful arc.It's just that I don't know if it's others who are mocking, or myself. "In this case, that cat can tell nonsense, I'm afraid even ghosts won't believe it."
Zhao Zhen was taken aback, "You were pretending to be asleep yesterday, did you hear that?" After a little thought, he asked puzzled, "Since you understand everything, why didn't you stop him?"
Bai Yutang looked at Zhao Zhen meaningfully. "Your Majesty has already guessed where the cat went and what to do." The eyes staring at Zhao Zhen suddenly revealed an unreadable look. "Then why didn't His Majesty stop it?"
"Because I trust him."
"Me too."
"But you don't believe it now."
"No. It's just... I can't restrain my worry more than trust." Contain the emotions that are almost superficial.Bai Yutang kept his face cold, and wanted to quickly pass Zhao Zhen, but unexpectedly he was grabbed by the arm.Glancing at the hand that was holding him, Jian Mei frowned slightly. "It's been more than three hours. I can't wait any longer. Please let your Majesty let go."
"So what if you go? Although Guard Zhan managed to stabilize your internal injuries, you are deeply poisoned, and you can't help him. Since you trust him, trust him to the end. Guard Zhan is wise and brave, and nothing will happen."
"I'm not afraid of anything else in the world, the most fearful thing is just in case. A wise man is bound to make mistakes. That Chai Wenyi is definitely not an easy character. I have endured it for too long. I don't want to give myself a chance to regret it. I, Bai Yutang, sit and wait to die in this kind of place, why not give it a go and let me make up for the cat's mistake."
A pun, even Zhao Zhen, who had made up his mind to stop him, couldn't find the words for a while.
"What's more, instead of letting me, a prodigal son, protect the king, it's better for His Majesty to feel at ease by Zhan Zhao's guard, isn't it?"
The seemingly calm and faint smile bloomed on that young and unruly face, and it was also tainted with the usual pride.
Hand, slowly let go.Zhao Zhen didn't turn his head to watch the tall figure leave his sight.There is no extra time to experience the loneliness of being alone at last.He just, simply found it incredible.For Zhan Zhao, for Bai Yutang, and for himself.
Unconsciously touched the dagger in his arms.
Last night, when Zhan Zhao said that he was going to go out to investigate, and slipped the dagger into his hand without any trace, he suddenly understood what Zhan Zhao was going to do in an inconceivable way.
He didn't stop him.It should be said that he could stop it, and he had reason to stop it, but he didn't.
At that moment, he suddenly understood that the friendship between the two was so deep that Zhan Zhao, who he thought was the most rigorous, would put aside his duty of guarding for this, so...he suddenly felt that he could not use his identity as an emperor to stop Zhan Zhao decision.
Now, unbelievably, he couldn't stop Bai Yutang either.
Zhan Zhao can go to the mountain of swords for Bai Yutang, so why can't Bai Yutang go down the flames for Zhan Zhao?
And he himself is probably the most incredible.
He, the emperor, can understand the feelings of people in the Jianghu, and the righteousness of both sides, and he can't find a reason to stop it.I'm afraid that he really did not have the consciousness to be the master of the world as Chai Wenyi said.Compared with the universe and the great achievements, he actually envied the deep bond between Zhan Bai more.
"Cat!"
Hearing the sound, he turned around suddenly, only to see that bright white color has rushed out of the cave entrance, merged into the wind and snow, and rushed towards the unreal black spot in the distance.
White clothes are better than snow, right in front of you.There was a smile on that pale face, overflowing with relief.There is no need for words, as if he already understood what the other party wanted to say, and he already had an answer in his heart.
"I am back."
When he punched, he lightly collided with Bai Yutang's outstretched fist at the right time, like clinking a cup.Then he turned his hand and spread his five fingers, and a small porcelain bottle was between the palms. "I brought the antidote back."
Without even looking at the antidote in Zhan Zhao's hand, Bai Yutang's eyes locked on the slightly panting man from the beginning to the end, until the light flashed in his eyes, and the original smile gradually faded away.But Zhan Zhao didn't seem to notice, because Zhao Zhen had already broken into between the two before that.
"Guard Zhan, you're back. I thought..." Like a drowning man seeing the straw, Zhao Zhen grabbed Zhan Zhao's arms, feeling as if he'd let go of his breath for the rest of his life.In Bai Yutang's eyes, it was very funny. He was taught to "trust more" in a serious manner, but when he saw the righteous master, he immediately leaned forward and showed a child's uneasy expression.
"Let Your Majesty worry about you." Zhan Zhao looked at the sky and said, "It's snowing heavily, let's talk in the cave."
The three returned to the cave.Zhao Zhen couldn't help being excited, and asked Zhan Zhao how to get the antidote in a hurry.Zhan Zhao smiled and didn't answer, but asked about the dagger Zhao Zhen gave him last night.Seeing Zhao Zhen take it out of his bosom, Zhan Zhao said solemnly: "I'll grab the antidote. Presumably Prince Chai's mansion can't bear it any longer, and will send people to search up the mountain when he is young. I'm afraid we can't stay here for long. So I want to ask His Majesty to help one of his ministers." busy."
"You said."
"After Brother Bai is detoxified, I have to heal his wounds for the last time. Because maybe I have to deal with that group of people on the snow mountain for a few days. It is always good to be prepared. So I hope that your majesty can take advantage of this time to go outside the cave. Next to that rock, I took out the bear meat that I had previously hidden in the snow, and picked out some of it. We will leave immediately after the healing is over." Looking at Zhao Zhen, his expression became more and more embarrassed, "I also know that His Majesty should do this. It's a trivial matter, it's really a bit..."
"Okay. I understand. It's an extraordinary time. I don't mind."
Watching Zhao Zhen walk out of the cave, Zhan Zhaocai looked back at Bai Yutang, and said in a natural way: "Drink the antidote first, and then we will heal your wounds." He stretched out the porcelain bottle to Bai Yutang, but he still didn't see him take it.Looking at him again, his face was expressionless. "What's wrong?"
Bai Yutang said: "Before then, I want to hear how you obtained the antidote?"
Zhan Zhao was taken aback for a moment, then recovered for a moment. "I thought what was going on. Time is running out now, and I will tell you in detail when I leave here."
"I want to listen now. I'm curious, how did you get the antidote from that difficult Chai Wenyi. Don't you worry that this antidote is actually fake?"
"It can't be fake." The overly sure tone made Zhan Zhao calm down, and he said after a long time, "If you believe me, drink it soon."
Smart people understand that although the word "believe" is nothing, it is often the most idiomatic magic weapon to fill the gap in friendship.Zhan Zhao can be regarded as a smart person, because he has used those two words to the point of repeated trials.Only this time, after Bai Yutang's long silence, what he waited for was: "I don't believe you."
Bai Yutang didn't give Zhan Zhao any more time to be shocked, and quickly added, "Because I can't trust a person who deliberately deceives me."
"Brother Bai, I don't understand what you mean."
"You know!"
A gust of cold wind rushed into the cave suddenly and recklessly, blowing two pieces of clothes, one blue and one white, dancing at the same time, sometimes up, sometimes down, sometimes entangled, sometimes separated.
"You're poisoned too."
Zhan Zhao's eyes froze, but his face didn't waver at all, and he still had his usual smile gently. "Brother Bai really has a sharp eye, and I'll let you see it. Don't worry, I'll force the poison out later."
"Why didn't you force me before?"
"I'm in a hurry to bring you the medicine. You just saw me. I was panting badly, but because I was afraid that it would be too late, I flew all the way back with swallows. For the sake of my hard work, Brother Bai still intends to let Zhan Zhao down. Do you mind?"
Bai Yutang smiled, and suddenly opened his robe and sat down, "You stinky cat, you like to ask people to owe you favors. How dare I not accept your wishes? But don't you still want to help me heal my wounds? Don't make any mistakes. Why don't you force the poison out now, I'll wait for you."
An extremely gentle and caring sentence made Zhan Zhao's expression completely freeze.Trying to calm down, Zhan Zhao closed his eyes and smiled a little compromisingly: "I understand. I will use kung fu to force the poison right now. And you, the three-day time limit is approaching, drink the antidote first."
Watching the bottle of antidote handed to him coldly, Bai Yutang didn't go to pick it up, but grabbed Zhan Zhao's wrist and pulled it hard, and at the moment Zhan Zhao lost his balance and leaned forward, he suddenly tapped Zhan Zhao's qi acupoint.Zhan Zhao had already supported the ground with his left palm, but when Bai Yutang pointed to the left three points below the navel, a sharp pain rushed to his limbs and bones, his hand slipped weakly, and he fell limp into Bai Yutang's arms.I wanted to struggle to get up, but the pain lingered for a long time, and I couldn't move for a while.And Bai Yutang didn't intend to help him at all, he just looked forward, and finally, even the last bit of expression on his face disappeared, and his tone was extremely indifferent: "It really is the same poison as me. So your antidote, I do not want."
Bai Yutang's words hit Zhan Zhao like a whip, he jumped up and grabbed Bai Yutang's shoulders. "Bai Yutang, there must be a measure of willfulness, you are playing with your own life!"
"Then what about you?" He waved his hands and patted Zhang Zhao, his anger surging like a torrent, ready to explode. "Aren't you playing with your own life? Do you think I don't know what you think? Under normal circumstances, Chai Wenyi would not give the real antidote at all. There is a way for him to give the real, and that is to let The people he values are poisoned. One is his sister, Chai Wenxin, but I know you, you will never attack a woman. The other is Han Mengfei. But the problem is that you are not sure whether Chai Wenyi really values a subordinate so much And you are not sure how to poison Han Mengfei, and you are not sure that such an obvious purpose can make that Chai Wenyi easily submit."
"Cat, I know you too well. Although I can't think of any other way to get Chai Wenyi to hand over the antidote, I believe in you, so I didn't stop you from taking it. But, I never thought you would You are trading your own life for mine. Since you are so sure that the medicine is real, I understand. In order to know that the medicine is safe, you actually tried the poison yourself... I don’t understand, such an antidote can come What's the point? Is it just to buy another three days?"
"Yes, just for these three days."
"Three days?"
"Brother Bai, don't underestimate these three days. You can do a lot of things in three days. If you win these three days, it will be enough for the master to come back to help. As I expected, the master will not go to Liao at all."
"how do you know?"
"The Liao Kingdom will not go to war with the Song Dynasty for a small Chai's mansion. They will just wait until the Chai family turns the Song Dynasty upside down. Instead, they will reap the benefits of the fisherman, won't they? So as long as Chai Wenyi is not allowed to conspire If it succeeds, the Liao Kingdom will not be afraid at all. However, there is one person that the master may go to look for."
"Who?"
"Yang Zongbao."
"What are you looking for him for? Isn't the letter already..." Bai Yutang stopped suddenly, and then suddenly realized. "That's right. Internal help is more important than hoping for help from outsiders and end up attracting wolves into the house. Since Chai Wenyi can send a letter to Liao earlier, he can naturally send a letter to Yang Zongbao earlier."
"When Chai Wenyi mentioned that he sent the letter two days earlier, he only mentioned the Liao Kingdom, and didn't mention Yang Zongbao at all. Such an attempt to conceal it is nothing more than trying to make people ignore this point, so as to achieve his real purpose." Zhan Zhaodun After a pause, he turned back to the topic, "I'll tell you the truth, if master goes to find Yang Zongbao, he may not be able to make a round trip in six days."
Bai Yutang glanced at Zhan Zhao meaningfully, his expression became serious, "If your master can't come back, how will you deal with yourself?"
"Brother Bai is exquisite and clear, why bother to ask? You should understand one thing. I can get this bottle of antidote, which means that Chai Wenyi does not intend to kill me. If I still can't find the antidote in these three days, then I can give myself Throwing this trouble to him, he will be furious, but he still won't let me die. Therefore, it is more beneficial for me to be poisoned than for you to be poisoned. And the most important purpose of these three days is to send you and Your Majesty down the mountain."
Bai Yutang suddenly stopped talking, his eyes slanted from one side to the other, as if he was reminiscing Zhan Zhaoshicai's words, deep in thought.When he once again let the sharp blade-like eyes point at the unshakable man in front of him, he smiled, with a very deep penetrating power, as if he wanted to dig out the truth hidden under the surface.
"You're still lying to me."
Broken!A certain illusion that was carefully created shattered and collapsed almost instantly.
"I have figured out why Chai Wenyi didn't kill you. He once said that he would use you and your master to make Song and Li go to war. I don't think it was a joke, otherwise he wouldn't have used this kind of procrastination for three days at all. Wouldn't it be nice to see blood seal your throat? Yes, even if he doesn't kill you because of this, what will happen to you if you fall into his hands? Chai Wenyi is the one who must take revenge, and his old acquaintance, Qiao's head, is still wrapped in a straw mat For the sake of this bottle of antidote, you played with him on the palm of your hand, do you think he will let it go? Not to mention that he may not be willing to detoxify you easily. Even if he is willing, it will make your life worse than death, and You are bound to become a tool of his revenge, aren't you? Will you? Tell me, he will, will you?"
Passionate to the highest point, it suddenly fell back.The heart-wrenching pain made it hard to tell whether it was the attack of the poisonous injury or the tearing of the heart.The only way is to close your eyes and endure all kinds of unbearable.
"I know you too well, cat, too well. You will never do what he wants. You are just betting your life with him. If you can't escape, you will die. Chai Wenyi will always be a loser, everyone will be a loser, Including yourself." Covering his forehead with one hand, he laughed loudly, "What do you mean the most important thing in these three days is to send me and the emperor down the mountain. You cunning guy just doesn't want me to take risks by stealing medicine for you. You even played with Chai Wenyi The trick is taken for granted, just to mislead me to follow your train of thought?"
"Brother Bai, you are mistaken..."
With a sharp look in his eyes, Bai Yutang rushed towards Zhan Zhao like a beast, grabbed his chest and pushed him to the ground.
"Surnamed Zhan, after all these years, Fifth Master, I have made your life so easy, right?! Do you really fucking treat me like a domesticated mouse? Is it possible that Chai Wenyi is the only person in this world who must take revenge? Grandpa, I am not either. Vegetarians, you pissed me off, and no one can live a peaceful life!"
His eyes fell on the porcelain bottle in Zhan Zhao's right hand, and he snatched it away. Taking advantage of Zhan Zhao's astonishment, he grabbed Zhan Zhao's jaw with his hand, pinched it hard, and opened Zhan Zhao's mouth abruptly.His ruthless and sharp eyes fixed on the person below him, not only freezing Zhan Zhao's eyes, but also his body stiffened. "I don't care about this thing, nor do I care about your thoughts. Take it back to me now. I will solve my own troubles! It's not your turn to point fingers!"
After finishing speaking, he picked off the bottle cap with his thumb, and was about to pour it into Zhan Zhao's mouth viciously.
Seeing that life-saving liquid was about to flow into his mouth, Zhan Zhao suddenly came to his senses, squeezed Bai Yutang's hand, and bent his knees to push it.Bai Yutang felt the pain, his body bounced up unconsciously.Zhan Zhao seized the opportunity and snatched the porcelain vase, stood up and pushed Bai Yutang against the cave wall.Then he did the same thing and poured the antidote into Bai Yutang's mouth.
"Dead cat! Try it if you have the ability! I can't resist you now. But, do you want to see if you pour the medicine into my mouth faster, or if I break my pulse faster?!"
All movements stopped for an instant, and there was no sound in the cave at that moment.The hand that just touched the cheek finally retreated under the violent shaking.It was a shivering tremor, like a sharp roar of death.
Bai Yutang...is serious!
Although the disheveled strands of hair intertwined and covered Bai Yutang's eyes, making it hard to see clearly.But even without looking at Zhan Zhao, he knew what kind of look was in those eyes at the moment.It is decisive!Be stubborn!Even if he poured the medicine into Bai Yutang's mouth at this moment, he would spit it out, he would not swallow it, and he would never swallow it obediently.
"You bastard!" He punched the ground hard, and Zhan Zhao suddenly realized that he had never been so angry.Panting, he slowly stood up, his eyes full of cold anger.Even the words are cold.
"Bai Yutang, you have won. You have made everything I have done in vain. As expected, it is not rare at all. Very good, then I will do what you wish." He raised his hand high, in order to let Bai Yu Tang clearly saw the truth that the antidote in the bottle was poured into his mouth, and then smashed the porcelain bottle on the cave wall with a flick of his hand.
The crisp cracking sound of porcelain has been going on for a long time in this long and narrow cave.When the long sound finally stopped, the hair that covered Bai Yutang's eyes also slowly slipped down.
There is no determination, there is no stubbornness, there is an indescribable gentleness in the eyes full of handsome eyes, with an extremely sad tenderness.The invisible smile exudes a sacred flavor, as if that is the heart of that person, and the gentleness exuded from the beginning to the end is a matter of course.
It's just that this gentle Zhan Zhao couldn't see it. From the moment the porcelain vase was broken, he never even looked at Bai Yutang.
Cat, it doesn't matter if you hate me or annoy me.I don't think any of my decisions will change.
I once swore to protect you in this life, so I will never let you fall into any danger for me.
I accept your wish with all my heart.Please also accept mine with all your heart, even though this intention may be at the price of death.
But I never regret it.
I'm Bai Yutang, the most important and irreplaceable friend of your life, that's enough, enough.So, I never regret it....
Absolutely! --No! --back! --regret! ——
The lingering eyes circled over and over again on that person, full of sorrow.
Cat, are you really angry?
Otherwise, why don't you even look at me?
No... It's okay not to look at it.If I let you see me now, it would undoubtedly take a knife to cut out your heart and lungs.
I know you actually understand.You always spoil my willfulness, but you understand better that this time it's not willfulness.Otherwise, you will never be able to make concessions so easily.Interesting, isn't it?In the past, I always had nothing to do with you, and this time it's your turn to try it.
You, can you feel heartache?
If I die, how much pain will it cause you?
He couldn't help but look down at his palm.
die……?
Could it be that I want to die?
Clenched fist.
No, absolutely not.
The clenched fingers loosened in vain.
It's just... I understand very well that perhaps only death can leave an indelible imprint on your heart, isn't it?
He raised his eyes again, only to see the man standing in front of him at some point.There was no anger, sadness or any other emotion in his eyes, only calm, with an overly resolute calm, but it made Bai Yutang tremble all over, and then felt a shudder running through his whole body, making one's hair stand on end .
"Cat, you..."
Bai Yutang couldn't continue talking.
Because of Zhan Zhao, he couldn't say a word anymore.
Those lips were originally extremely soft, but at this moment they turned into sea tides and completely engulfed his lips, even his body and mind.
Stare—except for this tiny movement, the whole body and mind seemed to be his own.Not a single finger could move, no, not even a nerve could be actuated.Even though the eyes are open, there is no darkness, but the images in the pupils are all distorted into chaos, as if the heavens and the earth had just opened and everything had begun.
My mind was pounding and I couldn't think anymore.only feeling.Relying on the feeling of body-to-body contact, palm-to-palm intersecting, and lips to lips, explore the memory's origin, drop by drop, drop by drop.
There was only one time when an electric shock opened the door of the heart.Never knew that a seasoned love expert like him would sometimes be insane.Dazed, he followed the direction of his heart, touched that person, kissed those lips, and finally broke the taboo of no turning back with his own hands.
At this moment, it was no longer the stinging electric shock that made people want to bounce off instantly, but the suction force of the magnet.The long-buried nostalgic aftertaste makes even the mind that has been on strike still cling to one idea - unwilling to separate, hoping to get this warmth forever.So when the slightly jerky lips tried to part his mouth, which had been tightly closed due to excessive shock, he collapsed and surrendered almost instantly.Catering to the slow opening, turning at a slight angle, instinctively just to better integrate the four pieces of warmth into one.
Unexpectedly, when it was opened, a line of liquid would enter like a slippery snake.The feeling of icy cold flowing over the tongue is like plunging headlong into the ice and snow outside the cave, which makes the mind completely awake.
cat you!
Unexpectedly, he wanted to push it away, and found that his body had already been bound by Zhan Zhaojin, making it difficult to move his limbs.Strider reluctantly shook his head to avoid it, but Zhan Zhao seemed ruthless and relentless.One is chasing, the other is running away, the lips are entangled with each other one way or another.It wasn't until every drop of the antidote in his mouth was poured into Bai Yutang's mouth that Zhan Zhao supported his chin with one hand and lifted it vigorously. Then the next moment when his lips parted, he finally saw Bai Yutang's throat sliding naturally—— Swallowed.
Those black pupils, even in the dark cave, couldn't hide their brilliance, as if they were another kind of sacredness.At this moment, the glory of God is close at hand, within reach.It's just that he didn't have time to keep the holy, and he pulled it away at the same time as the scorching breath sprayed on his face.
With a clear vision, what he caught was the strange expression of that person.
Yes, strange, neither awkward nor evasive as he thought.Instead, she stared at him with an extremely deep and calm gaze, as if she took what she had done just now as a matter of course, or...had no feeling at all?
"I believe Brother Bai will not cut off his own heart at this moment. If you still want to go your own way, then it's up to you."
Not seeing the original coldness and ruthlessness, the tone is also strangely calm, a calmness that makes people feel unbearable but unbearable.
Just because you know him, can you eat him?
He wanted to get up from the crushed Bai Yutang, but he was suddenly grabbed by the wrist.Zhan Zhao was stunned, struggled a bit but couldn't get rid of it, instead he was grabbed by the other wrist.
They kept looking at each other, but at this moment the initiative had changed hands.
The things in Bai Yutang's eyes are also very deep, firmly capturing the momentary state of the person in front of him.It's just that the kind of profundity is different from Zhan Zhao, or should be said to be the complete opposite, like a stronghold of a tornado, an explosive point that is about to explode at any moment, and will tear people to pieces at any time and blow them to pieces.
"Brother Bai, you..."
Zhan Zhao couldn't continue.
When a person turned over and was crushed under him, he suddenly experienced what is called the reward of the present world.
Because Bai Yutang's next actions made him unable to say a word.
It is different from Zhan Zhao's soft but entangled lips.Bai Yutang's kiss was like a violent storm, rushing to the sky, and the predatory aura completely dominated the area he occupied, leaving no gaps and no way out.If you retreat an inch, you will advance a foot; if you hide a point, you will gain ten points.He bit Zhan Zhao's lips tightly, biting, sucking, nibbling, rubbing, every time he seemed to use all his strength, every time he seemed to push Zhan Zhao to a corner.
The air in the chest cavity feels like being sucked out in the fastest way.However, what really oppressed his chest was unbearable, but it was Bai Yutang's madness in front of him.
"Bai Yutang!"
Pushing away the person who was holding him down, Zhan Zhao gasped for breath.Looking at Bai Yutang again, his face is expressionless, his eyes are still as deep as a sinking pool, as if anything that enters it will never return, but——no longer hiding the frenzy that can spew raging fire at any time and burn people to ashes That's all.
The four eyes met again, Zhan Zhao felt a chill all over his body, and felt for the first time that he couldn't understand the person in front of him.
He opened his mouth to say something, but Bai Yutang covered it with one hand.
"I know what you're trying to say, cat. But I can tell you that I'm sober now and I know exactly what I'm doing."
The deepness in the eyes finally changed, from frenzy to confusion, with the cracks in the heart full of scars, with the contradiction of begging for salvation but wanting to indulge, with the threads of love woven into the eyes of the person in front of him. To entangle, to bind, to capture.
Leaning down, kissing again, no longer domineering and crazy, replaced by full of tenderness and love.
"Boom-"
The cloth bag fell heavily, the unfastened corners of the cloth scattered in all directions, and the bear meat rolled to the ground.
Zhao Zhen stared blankly at the scene in the cave, feeling his mouth was parched, his throat seemed to be choked by someone's hands suddenly, and he couldn't make any sound.But you must know that human beings are the strangest creatures, the more you can't get it, the more you want to get it.The facial muscles continued to twitch, and finally he opened his mouth gradually by his own will.
However, not a single sound could escape.The panic that was about to blurt out was covered with both hands faster than the order of consciousness.With a twist of his body, his back was tightly attached to the ice-snow-covered rock wall outside the cave, and he slid down the ice and fell to the ground.
His soul was hooked away from his body by something, he suddenly felt unable to think, he just stared blankly at the snow-white sky, and stared blankly at his hands that were red from the cold.
He...was digging for bear meat just now?
That's right, Zhanwei entrusted him.The man said it was wrong to ask him to do such trivial things, but he didn't know it, and he was very happy.Will ask him to explain that Zhan Zhao did not regard him as an outsider, let alone regard him as a high-ranking emperor, but simply regarded him as someone who could be entrusted to play a role.In spite of how insignificant the things within his power are.
In fact, he also knew that the reason why Zhan Zhao asked him for help was also to distract him.As for the reason, he was not clear at first, but when there was a faint sound similar to a quarrel coming from the cave, he more or less understood.Zhan Zhao probably expected to have a dispute with Bai Yutang.
He believed that there was always a reason why Zhan Zhao didn't want him to see it.So he ignored their quarrel, but felt strange and disturbed by the sudden silence that followed.So hastily packed some bear meat to sneak a look inside.
However... what did he see?
Is it an illusion?No, too real too real.
It was definitely not an awkward scuffle between friends. Although the light was extremely dim, he could clearly see the overlapping of lips, clearly, clearly....
... No, not at all, he was even confused.
Isn't Bai Yutang Zhan Zhao's most important friend?Doesn't Zhan Zhao regard Bai Yutang as a confidant who is bound by life and death?But why, why?What flashed in Bai Yutang's eyes was the color of love that even he could understand, and it was so rich and heavy, as if it had been accumulated since a long time ago, and it has been unstoppable until now, breaking the dike Let it go.
Could it be that he was wrong?What Bai Yutang cherishes for Zhan Zhao is not brotherly love or friendship at all.Actually it's all...
This... this is so abnormal! (Zero: [Touch] Brother Emperor, you should just say this now.)
What about the guards? ...Could it be...he too? !
I couldn't help but turned sideways and peeked into the cave again, but my heart seemed to be grabbed by something.Depressed, the power to beat is almost gone.
"Bai Yutang, have you had enough?!!!"
A punch on the right cheek, knocking the whole person out.The force was so great that Bai Yutang's body hit the rock wall on the other side, and then he slowly collapsed.Bai Yutang's face was turned sideways weakly, letting his messy hair cover it, making it difficult to see whether he was unconscious or awake, but he remained motionless, like a dead corpse that continued to be stiff.
"Yutang...?"
Bai Yutang's abnormality turned Zhan Zhao's angry fist into a clown in an instant, because he was nervous and worried, so he regretted it.Calling out repeatedly, he stretched out his trembling hand, and almost staggered towards Bai Yutang, but he saw that the other party's eyes were just blankly open, and the hand hanging in the air paused for a long time, finally unable to fall back.Only the pain was left, which was extremely deep and heavy, eating away at the few remaining strengths—the physical and mental load was heavy and heavy.
No one spoke, perhaps, no one knew how to speak.
So, keep silent.
However, after the noise, there will always be silence, and the silence will always be broken.Only this time, it was no longer Bai Yutang who begged for mercy in advance.The one who couldn't bear it first was Zhan Zhao.
"You said you could do it..." (Zero: See the beginning of Chapter 19, but I think few people guessed what Xiaobai said to Zhaozhao at the time.)
The brows are sometimes tangled and sometimes calm, as if carrying a certain emotion that cannot be vented.Just as his voice was neither soft nor loud, he didn't know whether he was speaking to Bai Yutang or himself.
"I said...but what I said is that it can be done. If it can be done, it may not necessarily be done. I also thought that you can bring the antidote back safely. What happened?" Even though he opened his mouth, he still kept the same attitude. Posture, nothing in the eyes. "I don't understand you, I don't understand, I really don't understand. You know how I feel about you, but why can you make that kind of decision so indifferently? Could it be that you will pay any price just to save me?"
Zhan Zhao said: "Yes! As long as I can save you, I will do whatever it takes."
Bai Yutang lay paralyzed at will, but his eyes finally returned to Zhan Zhao.He smiled, full of sarcasm, "Look at you, you have come to lie to me again. It is obviously meaningless, but you always say and do things that are misunderstood. Have you ever worried about my feelings? I hope you can save me Do you want you to save me in this way?" Closed eyes and sighed, "Since the day we saw you off, you made me understand that we can only be friends, so I made up my mind that as long as it is your wish, I will be your friend for life I suppressed it hard and endured it desperately, just because I didn't want to offend you and lose you. But, since you refuse to give me a chance, why give me hope?!"
A sudden sneer crossed the corner of his mouth, and Bai Yutang slowly stood up while supporting the rock wall.Go to Zhan Zhao, to the person who painted the most beautiful picture scroll in his heart but also carved the most painful chisel marks.
"Executioner."
Zhan Zhao trembled all over his body, but Bai Yutang stretched out his right hand without any expectation, and approached his face, but stopped when he wanted to escape, did not touch, but gently caressed along the contour lines, as if He is an illusion.
"You are indeed the most powerful executioner in the world. You don't need a knife to gouge out the heart, and you don't need to touch the blood of the head. It's too powerful. You said that we will always be friends. Is this what friends do? You use the guise of friends to gouge out." My heart digs my flesh?!"
Looking at that Bai Yutang who would say such a thing in disbelief, seeing his cold and resentful smile, the blood seemed to gradually freeze in his body.He retreated unexpectedly, but was forced to retreat to a corner under the constant approach of Bai Yutang.It was because Bai Yutang was always aggressive and unforgiving.
"You always speak beautiful and grandiose words. In your heart, you must feel that Longyang's love is against the rules, that is, heaven and earth will not tolerate it? In fact, what is so strange about a man falling in love with another man? From ancient times to the present, every dynasty and every generation, As much as you want. It’s just that you don’t want to see or admit it. While denying this feeling, you make others want to stop you. Yes, you have no intention of doing this, whether it’s just frankness, putting on airs, or even purely to force me to eat The antidote is also good. Since you can do it, you can’t blame others for thinking wrong. Your heart is yours, and mine is mine. Fifth Lord, I am a real man. What man faces his own feelings? Can Zhong remain indifferent?"
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Standing at the entrance of the cave, Zhao Zhen took a few snow particles and slowly melted them into his palm.Turning around and turning back into the cave, he looked down at the sleeping man in white with his eyes closed, and sighed somewhat unpleasantly.
"Guard Zhan, it's too long..."
I thought it was an extremely light muttering to himself, but before the words fell, before he could withdraw his gaze from Bai Yutang, he was surprised to see the other party suddenly opened his eyes, staring at him with a piercing gaze.For a moment, Zhao Zhen thought that he had swallowed a boring egg, and some invisible courage caught him through his eyes, making him speechless.
The first one looked at him, the second Bai Yutang looked out of the cave, and the third looked back at the cloud waves propped on the side of the cave wall.Bai Yutang's expression seemed to have made some kind of determination. With one hand, he yanked off the bear skin covering his body, and with the other hand, he swept over the clouds, and then he stood up.
"Bai Yutang, where are you going?" Zhao Zhen stopped in front of him: "Guard Zhan went around to investigate the situation, let us wait for him here, you can't act casually."
Tearingly raised the corners of her purplish lips, drawing a graceful arc.It's just that I don't know if it's others who are mocking, or myself. "In this case, that cat can tell nonsense, I'm afraid even ghosts won't believe it."
Zhao Zhen was taken aback, "You were pretending to be asleep yesterday, did you hear that?" After a little thought, he asked puzzled, "Since you understand everything, why didn't you stop him?"
Bai Yutang looked at Zhao Zhen meaningfully. "Your Majesty has already guessed where the cat went and what to do." The eyes staring at Zhao Zhen suddenly revealed an unreadable look. "Then why didn't His Majesty stop it?"
"Because I trust him."
"Me too."
"But you don't believe it now."
"No. It's just... I can't restrain my worry more than trust." Contain the emotions that are almost superficial.Bai Yutang kept his face cold, and wanted to quickly pass Zhao Zhen, but unexpectedly he was grabbed by the arm.Glancing at the hand that was holding him, Jian Mei frowned slightly. "It's been more than three hours. I can't wait any longer. Please let your Majesty let go."
"So what if you go? Although Guard Zhan managed to stabilize your internal injuries, you are deeply poisoned, and you can't help him. Since you trust him, trust him to the end. Guard Zhan is wise and brave, and nothing will happen."
"I'm not afraid of anything else in the world, the most fearful thing is just in case. A wise man is bound to make mistakes. That Chai Wenyi is definitely not an easy character. I have endured it for too long. I don't want to give myself a chance to regret it. I, Bai Yutang, sit and wait to die in this kind of place, why not give it a go and let me make up for the cat's mistake."
A pun, even Zhao Zhen, who had made up his mind to stop him, couldn't find the words for a while.
"What's more, instead of letting me, a prodigal son, protect the king, it's better for His Majesty to feel at ease by Zhan Zhao's guard, isn't it?"
The seemingly calm and faint smile bloomed on that young and unruly face, and it was also tainted with the usual pride.
Hand, slowly let go.Zhao Zhen didn't turn his head to watch the tall figure leave his sight.There is no extra time to experience the loneliness of being alone at last.He just, simply found it incredible.For Zhan Zhao, for Bai Yutang, and for himself.
Unconsciously touched the dagger in his arms.
Last night, when Zhan Zhao said that he was going to go out to investigate, and slipped the dagger into his hand without any trace, he suddenly understood what Zhan Zhao was going to do in an inconceivable way.
He didn't stop him.It should be said that he could stop it, and he had reason to stop it, but he didn't.
At that moment, he suddenly understood that the friendship between the two was so deep that Zhan Zhao, who he thought was the most rigorous, would put aside his duty of guarding for this, so...he suddenly felt that he could not use his identity as an emperor to stop Zhan Zhao decision.
Now, unbelievably, he couldn't stop Bai Yutang either.
Zhan Zhao can go to the mountain of swords for Bai Yutang, so why can't Bai Yutang go down the flames for Zhan Zhao?
And he himself is probably the most incredible.
He, the emperor, can understand the feelings of people in the Jianghu, and the righteousness of both sides, and he can't find a reason to stop it.I'm afraid that he really did not have the consciousness to be the master of the world as Chai Wenyi said.Compared with the universe and the great achievements, he actually envied the deep bond between Zhan Bai more.
"Cat!"
Hearing the sound, he turned around suddenly, only to see that bright white color has rushed out of the cave entrance, merged into the wind and snow, and rushed towards the unreal black spot in the distance.
White clothes are better than snow, right in front of you.There was a smile on that pale face, overflowing with relief.There is no need for words, as if he already understood what the other party wanted to say, and he already had an answer in his heart.
"I am back."
When he punched, he lightly collided with Bai Yutang's outstretched fist at the right time, like clinking a cup.Then he turned his hand and spread his five fingers, and a small porcelain bottle was between the palms. "I brought the antidote back."
Without even looking at the antidote in Zhan Zhao's hand, Bai Yutang's eyes locked on the slightly panting man from the beginning to the end, until the light flashed in his eyes, and the original smile gradually faded away.But Zhan Zhao didn't seem to notice, because Zhao Zhen had already broken into between the two before that.
"Guard Zhan, you're back. I thought..." Like a drowning man seeing the straw, Zhao Zhen grabbed Zhan Zhao's arms, feeling as if he'd let go of his breath for the rest of his life.In Bai Yutang's eyes, it was very funny. He was taught to "trust more" in a serious manner, but when he saw the righteous master, he immediately leaned forward and showed a child's uneasy expression.
"Let Your Majesty worry about you." Zhan Zhao looked at the sky and said, "It's snowing heavily, let's talk in the cave."
The three returned to the cave.Zhao Zhen couldn't help being excited, and asked Zhan Zhao how to get the antidote in a hurry.Zhan Zhao smiled and didn't answer, but asked about the dagger Zhao Zhen gave him last night.Seeing Zhao Zhen take it out of his bosom, Zhan Zhao said solemnly: "I'll grab the antidote. Presumably Prince Chai's mansion can't bear it any longer, and will send people to search up the mountain when he is young. I'm afraid we can't stay here for long. So I want to ask His Majesty to help one of his ministers." busy."
"You said."
"After Brother Bai is detoxified, I have to heal his wounds for the last time. Because maybe I have to deal with that group of people on the snow mountain for a few days. It is always good to be prepared. So I hope that your majesty can take advantage of this time to go outside the cave. Next to that rock, I took out the bear meat that I had previously hidden in the snow, and picked out some of it. We will leave immediately after the healing is over." Looking at Zhao Zhen, his expression became more and more embarrassed, "I also know that His Majesty should do this. It's a trivial matter, it's really a bit..."
"Okay. I understand. It's an extraordinary time. I don't mind."
Watching Zhao Zhen walk out of the cave, Zhan Zhaocai looked back at Bai Yutang, and said in a natural way: "Drink the antidote first, and then we will heal your wounds." He stretched out the porcelain bottle to Bai Yutang, but he still didn't see him take it.Looking at him again, his face was expressionless. "What's wrong?"
Bai Yutang said: "Before then, I want to hear how you obtained the antidote?"
Zhan Zhao was taken aback for a moment, then recovered for a moment. "I thought what was going on. Time is running out now, and I will tell you in detail when I leave here."
"I want to listen now. I'm curious, how did you get the antidote from that difficult Chai Wenyi. Don't you worry that this antidote is actually fake?"
"It can't be fake." The overly sure tone made Zhan Zhao calm down, and he said after a long time, "If you believe me, drink it soon."
Smart people understand that although the word "believe" is nothing, it is often the most idiomatic magic weapon to fill the gap in friendship.Zhan Zhao can be regarded as a smart person, because he has used those two words to the point of repeated trials.Only this time, after Bai Yutang's long silence, what he waited for was: "I don't believe you."
Bai Yutang didn't give Zhan Zhao any more time to be shocked, and quickly added, "Because I can't trust a person who deliberately deceives me."
"Brother Bai, I don't understand what you mean."
"You know!"
A gust of cold wind rushed into the cave suddenly and recklessly, blowing two pieces of clothes, one blue and one white, dancing at the same time, sometimes up, sometimes down, sometimes entangled, sometimes separated.
"You're poisoned too."
Zhan Zhao's eyes froze, but his face didn't waver at all, and he still had his usual smile gently. "Brother Bai really has a sharp eye, and I'll let you see it. Don't worry, I'll force the poison out later."
"Why didn't you force me before?"
"I'm in a hurry to bring you the medicine. You just saw me. I was panting badly, but because I was afraid that it would be too late, I flew all the way back with swallows. For the sake of my hard work, Brother Bai still intends to let Zhan Zhao down. Do you mind?"
Bai Yutang smiled, and suddenly opened his robe and sat down, "You stinky cat, you like to ask people to owe you favors. How dare I not accept your wishes? But don't you still want to help me heal my wounds? Don't make any mistakes. Why don't you force the poison out now, I'll wait for you."
An extremely gentle and caring sentence made Zhan Zhao's expression completely freeze.Trying to calm down, Zhan Zhao closed his eyes and smiled a little compromisingly: "I understand. I will use kung fu to force the poison right now. And you, the three-day time limit is approaching, drink the antidote first."
Watching the bottle of antidote handed to him coldly, Bai Yutang didn't go to pick it up, but grabbed Zhan Zhao's wrist and pulled it hard, and at the moment Zhan Zhao lost his balance and leaned forward, he suddenly tapped Zhan Zhao's qi acupoint.Zhan Zhao had already supported the ground with his left palm, but when Bai Yutang pointed to the left three points below the navel, a sharp pain rushed to his limbs and bones, his hand slipped weakly, and he fell limp into Bai Yutang's arms.I wanted to struggle to get up, but the pain lingered for a long time, and I couldn't move for a while.And Bai Yutang didn't intend to help him at all, he just looked forward, and finally, even the last bit of expression on his face disappeared, and his tone was extremely indifferent: "It really is the same poison as me. So your antidote, I do not want."
Bai Yutang's words hit Zhan Zhao like a whip, he jumped up and grabbed Bai Yutang's shoulders. "Bai Yutang, there must be a measure of willfulness, you are playing with your own life!"
"Then what about you?" He waved his hands and patted Zhang Zhao, his anger surging like a torrent, ready to explode. "Aren't you playing with your own life? Do you think I don't know what you think? Under normal circumstances, Chai Wenyi would not give the real antidote at all. There is a way for him to give the real, and that is to let The people he values are poisoned. One is his sister, Chai Wenxin, but I know you, you will never attack a woman. The other is Han Mengfei. But the problem is that you are not sure whether Chai Wenyi really values a subordinate so much And you are not sure how to poison Han Mengfei, and you are not sure that such an obvious purpose can make that Chai Wenyi easily submit."
"Cat, I know you too well. Although I can't think of any other way to get Chai Wenyi to hand over the antidote, I believe in you, so I didn't stop you from taking it. But, I never thought you would You are trading your own life for mine. Since you are so sure that the medicine is real, I understand. In order to know that the medicine is safe, you actually tried the poison yourself... I don’t understand, such an antidote can come What's the point? Is it just to buy another three days?"
"Yes, just for these three days."
"Three days?"
"Brother Bai, don't underestimate these three days. You can do a lot of things in three days. If you win these three days, it will be enough for the master to come back to help. As I expected, the master will not go to Liao at all."
"how do you know?"
"The Liao Kingdom will not go to war with the Song Dynasty for a small Chai's mansion. They will just wait until the Chai family turns the Song Dynasty upside down. Instead, they will reap the benefits of the fisherman, won't they? So as long as Chai Wenyi is not allowed to conspire If it succeeds, the Liao Kingdom will not be afraid at all. However, there is one person that the master may go to look for."
"Who?"
"Yang Zongbao."
"What are you looking for him for? Isn't the letter already..." Bai Yutang stopped suddenly, and then suddenly realized. "That's right. Internal help is more important than hoping for help from outsiders and end up attracting wolves into the house. Since Chai Wenyi can send a letter to Liao earlier, he can naturally send a letter to Yang Zongbao earlier."
"When Chai Wenyi mentioned that he sent the letter two days earlier, he only mentioned the Liao Kingdom, and didn't mention Yang Zongbao at all. Such an attempt to conceal it is nothing more than trying to make people ignore this point, so as to achieve his real purpose." Zhan Zhaodun After a pause, he turned back to the topic, "I'll tell you the truth, if master goes to find Yang Zongbao, he may not be able to make a round trip in six days."
Bai Yutang glanced at Zhan Zhao meaningfully, his expression became serious, "If your master can't come back, how will you deal with yourself?"
"Brother Bai is exquisite and clear, why bother to ask? You should understand one thing. I can get this bottle of antidote, which means that Chai Wenyi does not intend to kill me. If I still can't find the antidote in these three days, then I can give myself Throwing this trouble to him, he will be furious, but he still won't let me die. Therefore, it is more beneficial for me to be poisoned than for you to be poisoned. And the most important purpose of these three days is to send you and Your Majesty down the mountain."
Bai Yutang suddenly stopped talking, his eyes slanted from one side to the other, as if he was reminiscing Zhan Zhaoshicai's words, deep in thought.When he once again let the sharp blade-like eyes point at the unshakable man in front of him, he smiled, with a very deep penetrating power, as if he wanted to dig out the truth hidden under the surface.
"You're still lying to me."
Broken!A certain illusion that was carefully created shattered and collapsed almost instantly.
"I have figured out why Chai Wenyi didn't kill you. He once said that he would use you and your master to make Song and Li go to war. I don't think it was a joke, otherwise he wouldn't have used this kind of procrastination for three days at all. Wouldn't it be nice to see blood seal your throat? Yes, even if he doesn't kill you because of this, what will happen to you if you fall into his hands? Chai Wenyi is the one who must take revenge, and his old acquaintance, Qiao's head, is still wrapped in a straw mat For the sake of this bottle of antidote, you played with him on the palm of your hand, do you think he will let it go? Not to mention that he may not be willing to detoxify you easily. Even if he is willing, it will make your life worse than death, and You are bound to become a tool of his revenge, aren't you? Will you? Tell me, he will, will you?"
Passionate to the highest point, it suddenly fell back.The heart-wrenching pain made it hard to tell whether it was the attack of the poisonous injury or the tearing of the heart.The only way is to close your eyes and endure all kinds of unbearable.
"I know you too well, cat, too well. You will never do what he wants. You are just betting your life with him. If you can't escape, you will die. Chai Wenyi will always be a loser, everyone will be a loser, Including yourself." Covering his forehead with one hand, he laughed loudly, "What do you mean the most important thing in these three days is to send me and the emperor down the mountain. You cunning guy just doesn't want me to take risks by stealing medicine for you. You even played with Chai Wenyi The trick is taken for granted, just to mislead me to follow your train of thought?"
"Brother Bai, you are mistaken..."
With a sharp look in his eyes, Bai Yutang rushed towards Zhan Zhao like a beast, grabbed his chest and pushed him to the ground.
"Surnamed Zhan, after all these years, Fifth Master, I have made your life so easy, right?! Do you really fucking treat me like a domesticated mouse? Is it possible that Chai Wenyi is the only person in this world who must take revenge? Grandpa, I am not either. Vegetarians, you pissed me off, and no one can live a peaceful life!"
His eyes fell on the porcelain bottle in Zhan Zhao's right hand, and he snatched it away. Taking advantage of Zhan Zhao's astonishment, he grabbed Zhan Zhao's jaw with his hand, pinched it hard, and opened Zhan Zhao's mouth abruptly.His ruthless and sharp eyes fixed on the person below him, not only freezing Zhan Zhao's eyes, but also his body stiffened. "I don't care about this thing, nor do I care about your thoughts. Take it back to me now. I will solve my own troubles! It's not your turn to point fingers!"
After finishing speaking, he picked off the bottle cap with his thumb, and was about to pour it into Zhan Zhao's mouth viciously.
Seeing that life-saving liquid was about to flow into his mouth, Zhan Zhao suddenly came to his senses, squeezed Bai Yutang's hand, and bent his knees to push it.Bai Yutang felt the pain, his body bounced up unconsciously.Zhan Zhao seized the opportunity and snatched the porcelain vase, stood up and pushed Bai Yutang against the cave wall.Then he did the same thing and poured the antidote into Bai Yutang's mouth.
"Dead cat! Try it if you have the ability! I can't resist you now. But, do you want to see if you pour the medicine into my mouth faster, or if I break my pulse faster?!"
All movements stopped for an instant, and there was no sound in the cave at that moment.The hand that just touched the cheek finally retreated under the violent shaking.It was a shivering tremor, like a sharp roar of death.
Bai Yutang...is serious!
Although the disheveled strands of hair intertwined and covered Bai Yutang's eyes, making it hard to see clearly.But even without looking at Zhan Zhao, he knew what kind of look was in those eyes at the moment.It is decisive!Be stubborn!Even if he poured the medicine into Bai Yutang's mouth at this moment, he would spit it out, he would not swallow it, and he would never swallow it obediently.
"You bastard!" He punched the ground hard, and Zhan Zhao suddenly realized that he had never been so angry.Panting, he slowly stood up, his eyes full of cold anger.Even the words are cold.
"Bai Yutang, you have won. You have made everything I have done in vain. As expected, it is not rare at all. Very good, then I will do what you wish." He raised his hand high, in order to let Bai Yu Tang clearly saw the truth that the antidote in the bottle was poured into his mouth, and then smashed the porcelain bottle on the cave wall with a flick of his hand.
The crisp cracking sound of porcelain has been going on for a long time in this long and narrow cave.When the long sound finally stopped, the hair that covered Bai Yutang's eyes also slowly slipped down.
There is no determination, there is no stubbornness, there is an indescribable gentleness in the eyes full of handsome eyes, with an extremely sad tenderness.The invisible smile exudes a sacred flavor, as if that is the heart of that person, and the gentleness exuded from the beginning to the end is a matter of course.
It's just that this gentle Zhan Zhao couldn't see it. From the moment the porcelain vase was broken, he never even looked at Bai Yutang.
Cat, it doesn't matter if you hate me or annoy me.I don't think any of my decisions will change.
I once swore to protect you in this life, so I will never let you fall into any danger for me.
I accept your wish with all my heart.Please also accept mine with all your heart, even though this intention may be at the price of death.
But I never regret it.
I'm Bai Yutang, the most important and irreplaceable friend of your life, that's enough, enough.So, I never regret it....
Absolutely! --No! --back! --regret! ——
The lingering eyes circled over and over again on that person, full of sorrow.
Cat, are you really angry?
Otherwise, why don't you even look at me?
No... It's okay not to look at it.If I let you see me now, it would undoubtedly take a knife to cut out your heart and lungs.
I know you actually understand.You always spoil my willfulness, but you understand better that this time it's not willfulness.Otherwise, you will never be able to make concessions so easily.Interesting, isn't it?In the past, I always had nothing to do with you, and this time it's your turn to try it.
You, can you feel heartache?
If I die, how much pain will it cause you?
He couldn't help but look down at his palm.
die……?
Could it be that I want to die?
Clenched fist.
No, absolutely not.
The clenched fingers loosened in vain.
It's just... I understand very well that perhaps only death can leave an indelible imprint on your heart, isn't it?
He raised his eyes again, only to see the man standing in front of him at some point.There was no anger, sadness or any other emotion in his eyes, only calm, with an overly resolute calm, but it made Bai Yutang tremble all over, and then felt a shudder running through his whole body, making one's hair stand on end .
"Cat, you..."
Bai Yutang couldn't continue talking.
Because of Zhan Zhao, he couldn't say a word anymore.
Those lips were originally extremely soft, but at this moment they turned into sea tides and completely engulfed his lips, even his body and mind.
Stare—except for this tiny movement, the whole body and mind seemed to be his own.Not a single finger could move, no, not even a nerve could be actuated.Even though the eyes are open, there is no darkness, but the images in the pupils are all distorted into chaos, as if the heavens and the earth had just opened and everything had begun.
My mind was pounding and I couldn't think anymore.only feeling.Relying on the feeling of body-to-body contact, palm-to-palm intersecting, and lips to lips, explore the memory's origin, drop by drop, drop by drop.
There was only one time when an electric shock opened the door of the heart.Never knew that a seasoned love expert like him would sometimes be insane.Dazed, he followed the direction of his heart, touched that person, kissed those lips, and finally broke the taboo of no turning back with his own hands.
At this moment, it was no longer the stinging electric shock that made people want to bounce off instantly, but the suction force of the magnet.The long-buried nostalgic aftertaste makes even the mind that has been on strike still cling to one idea - unwilling to separate, hoping to get this warmth forever.So when the slightly jerky lips tried to part his mouth, which had been tightly closed due to excessive shock, he collapsed and surrendered almost instantly.Catering to the slow opening, turning at a slight angle, instinctively just to better integrate the four pieces of warmth into one.
Unexpectedly, when it was opened, a line of liquid would enter like a slippery snake.The feeling of icy cold flowing over the tongue is like plunging headlong into the ice and snow outside the cave, which makes the mind completely awake.
cat you!
Unexpectedly, he wanted to push it away, and found that his body had already been bound by Zhan Zhaojin, making it difficult to move his limbs.Strider reluctantly shook his head to avoid it, but Zhan Zhao seemed ruthless and relentless.One is chasing, the other is running away, the lips are entangled with each other one way or another.It wasn't until every drop of the antidote in his mouth was poured into Bai Yutang's mouth that Zhan Zhao supported his chin with one hand and lifted it vigorously. Then the next moment when his lips parted, he finally saw Bai Yutang's throat sliding naturally—— Swallowed.
Those black pupils, even in the dark cave, couldn't hide their brilliance, as if they were another kind of sacredness.At this moment, the glory of God is close at hand, within reach.It's just that he didn't have time to keep the holy, and he pulled it away at the same time as the scorching breath sprayed on his face.
With a clear vision, what he caught was the strange expression of that person.
Yes, strange, neither awkward nor evasive as he thought.Instead, she stared at him with an extremely deep and calm gaze, as if she took what she had done just now as a matter of course, or...had no feeling at all?
"I believe Brother Bai will not cut off his own heart at this moment. If you still want to go your own way, then it's up to you."
Not seeing the original coldness and ruthlessness, the tone is also strangely calm, a calmness that makes people feel unbearable but unbearable.
Just because you know him, can you eat him?
He wanted to get up from the crushed Bai Yutang, but he was suddenly grabbed by the wrist.Zhan Zhao was stunned, struggled a bit but couldn't get rid of it, instead he was grabbed by the other wrist.
They kept looking at each other, but at this moment the initiative had changed hands.
The things in Bai Yutang's eyes are also very deep, firmly capturing the momentary state of the person in front of him.It's just that the kind of profundity is different from Zhan Zhao, or should be said to be the complete opposite, like a stronghold of a tornado, an explosive point that is about to explode at any moment, and will tear people to pieces at any time and blow them to pieces.
"Brother Bai, you..."
Zhan Zhao couldn't continue.
When a person turned over and was crushed under him, he suddenly experienced what is called the reward of the present world.
Because Bai Yutang's next actions made him unable to say a word.
It is different from Zhan Zhao's soft but entangled lips.Bai Yutang's kiss was like a violent storm, rushing to the sky, and the predatory aura completely dominated the area he occupied, leaving no gaps and no way out.If you retreat an inch, you will advance a foot; if you hide a point, you will gain ten points.He bit Zhan Zhao's lips tightly, biting, sucking, nibbling, rubbing, every time he seemed to use all his strength, every time he seemed to push Zhan Zhao to a corner.
The air in the chest cavity feels like being sucked out in the fastest way.However, what really oppressed his chest was unbearable, but it was Bai Yutang's madness in front of him.
"Bai Yutang!"
Pushing away the person who was holding him down, Zhan Zhao gasped for breath.Looking at Bai Yutang again, his face is expressionless, his eyes are still as deep as a sinking pool, as if anything that enters it will never return, but——no longer hiding the frenzy that can spew raging fire at any time and burn people to ashes That's all.
The four eyes met again, Zhan Zhao felt a chill all over his body, and felt for the first time that he couldn't understand the person in front of him.
He opened his mouth to say something, but Bai Yutang covered it with one hand.
"I know what you're trying to say, cat. But I can tell you that I'm sober now and I know exactly what I'm doing."
The deepness in the eyes finally changed, from frenzy to confusion, with the cracks in the heart full of scars, with the contradiction of begging for salvation but wanting to indulge, with the threads of love woven into the eyes of the person in front of him. To entangle, to bind, to capture.
Leaning down, kissing again, no longer domineering and crazy, replaced by full of tenderness and love.
"Boom-"
The cloth bag fell heavily, the unfastened corners of the cloth scattered in all directions, and the bear meat rolled to the ground.
Zhao Zhen stared blankly at the scene in the cave, feeling his mouth was parched, his throat seemed to be choked by someone's hands suddenly, and he couldn't make any sound.But you must know that human beings are the strangest creatures, the more you can't get it, the more you want to get it.The facial muscles continued to twitch, and finally he opened his mouth gradually by his own will.
However, not a single sound could escape.The panic that was about to blurt out was covered with both hands faster than the order of consciousness.With a twist of his body, his back was tightly attached to the ice-snow-covered rock wall outside the cave, and he slid down the ice and fell to the ground.
His soul was hooked away from his body by something, he suddenly felt unable to think, he just stared blankly at the snow-white sky, and stared blankly at his hands that were red from the cold.
He...was digging for bear meat just now?
That's right, Zhanwei entrusted him.The man said it was wrong to ask him to do such trivial things, but he didn't know it, and he was very happy.Will ask him to explain that Zhan Zhao did not regard him as an outsider, let alone regard him as a high-ranking emperor, but simply regarded him as someone who could be entrusted to play a role.In spite of how insignificant the things within his power are.
In fact, he also knew that the reason why Zhan Zhao asked him for help was also to distract him.As for the reason, he was not clear at first, but when there was a faint sound similar to a quarrel coming from the cave, he more or less understood.Zhan Zhao probably expected to have a dispute with Bai Yutang.
He believed that there was always a reason why Zhan Zhao didn't want him to see it.So he ignored their quarrel, but felt strange and disturbed by the sudden silence that followed.So hastily packed some bear meat to sneak a look inside.
However... what did he see?
Is it an illusion?No, too real too real.
It was definitely not an awkward scuffle between friends. Although the light was extremely dim, he could clearly see the overlapping of lips, clearly, clearly....
... No, not at all, he was even confused.
Isn't Bai Yutang Zhan Zhao's most important friend?Doesn't Zhan Zhao regard Bai Yutang as a confidant who is bound by life and death?But why, why?What flashed in Bai Yutang's eyes was the color of love that even he could understand, and it was so rich and heavy, as if it had been accumulated since a long time ago, and it has been unstoppable until now, breaking the dike Let it go.
Could it be that he was wrong?What Bai Yutang cherishes for Zhan Zhao is not brotherly love or friendship at all.Actually it's all...
This... this is so abnormal! (Zero: [Touch] Brother Emperor, you should just say this now.)
What about the guards? ...Could it be...he too? !
I couldn't help but turned sideways and peeked into the cave again, but my heart seemed to be grabbed by something.Depressed, the power to beat is almost gone.
"Bai Yutang, have you had enough?!!!"
A punch on the right cheek, knocking the whole person out.The force was so great that Bai Yutang's body hit the rock wall on the other side, and then he slowly collapsed.Bai Yutang's face was turned sideways weakly, letting his messy hair cover it, making it difficult to see whether he was unconscious or awake, but he remained motionless, like a dead corpse that continued to be stiff.
"Yutang...?"
Bai Yutang's abnormality turned Zhan Zhao's angry fist into a clown in an instant, because he was nervous and worried, so he regretted it.Calling out repeatedly, he stretched out his trembling hand, and almost staggered towards Bai Yutang, but he saw that the other party's eyes were just blankly open, and the hand hanging in the air paused for a long time, finally unable to fall back.Only the pain was left, which was extremely deep and heavy, eating away at the few remaining strengths—the physical and mental load was heavy and heavy.
No one spoke, perhaps, no one knew how to speak.
So, keep silent.
However, after the noise, there will always be silence, and the silence will always be broken.Only this time, it was no longer Bai Yutang who begged for mercy in advance.The one who couldn't bear it first was Zhan Zhao.
"You said you could do it..." (Zero: See the beginning of Chapter 19, but I think few people guessed what Xiaobai said to Zhaozhao at the time.)
The brows are sometimes tangled and sometimes calm, as if carrying a certain emotion that cannot be vented.Just as his voice was neither soft nor loud, he didn't know whether he was speaking to Bai Yutang or himself.
"I said...but what I said is that it can be done. If it can be done, it may not necessarily be done. I also thought that you can bring the antidote back safely. What happened?" Even though he opened his mouth, he still kept the same attitude. Posture, nothing in the eyes. "I don't understand you, I don't understand, I really don't understand. You know how I feel about you, but why can you make that kind of decision so indifferently? Could it be that you will pay any price just to save me?"
Zhan Zhao said: "Yes! As long as I can save you, I will do whatever it takes."
Bai Yutang lay paralyzed at will, but his eyes finally returned to Zhan Zhao.He smiled, full of sarcasm, "Look at you, you have come to lie to me again. It is obviously meaningless, but you always say and do things that are misunderstood. Have you ever worried about my feelings? I hope you can save me Do you want you to save me in this way?" Closed eyes and sighed, "Since the day we saw you off, you made me understand that we can only be friends, so I made up my mind that as long as it is your wish, I will be your friend for life I suppressed it hard and endured it desperately, just because I didn't want to offend you and lose you. But, since you refuse to give me a chance, why give me hope?!"
A sudden sneer crossed the corner of his mouth, and Bai Yutang slowly stood up while supporting the rock wall.Go to Zhan Zhao, to the person who painted the most beautiful picture scroll in his heart but also carved the most painful chisel marks.
"Executioner."
Zhan Zhao trembled all over his body, but Bai Yutang stretched out his right hand without any expectation, and approached his face, but stopped when he wanted to escape, did not touch, but gently caressed along the contour lines, as if He is an illusion.
"You are indeed the most powerful executioner in the world. You don't need a knife to gouge out the heart, and you don't need to touch the blood of the head. It's too powerful. You said that we will always be friends. Is this what friends do? You use the guise of friends to gouge out." My heart digs my flesh?!"
Looking at that Bai Yutang who would say such a thing in disbelief, seeing his cold and resentful smile, the blood seemed to gradually freeze in his body.He retreated unexpectedly, but was forced to retreat to a corner under the constant approach of Bai Yutang.It was because Bai Yutang was always aggressive and unforgiving.
"You always speak beautiful and grandiose words. In your heart, you must feel that Longyang's love is against the rules, that is, heaven and earth will not tolerate it? In fact, what is so strange about a man falling in love with another man? From ancient times to the present, every dynasty and every generation, As much as you want. It’s just that you don’t want to see or admit it. While denying this feeling, you make others want to stop you. Yes, you have no intention of doing this, whether it’s just frankness, putting on airs, or even purely to force me to eat The antidote is also good. Since you can do it, you can’t blame others for thinking wrong. Your heart is yours, and mine is mine. Fifth Lord, I am a real man. What man faces his own feelings? Can Zhong remain indifferent?"
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