Before today, Yang Jia always felt that Li Bai's growth process should be quite beautiful.Although he has no friends, he must have been looked up to by everyone since he was a child.She couldn't imagine that Li Bai's growth environment was like this.

According to Bai Ting, Li Bai has not been in the army for a long time, only a few years.But now, apart from being more independent and difficult to get close to, she can no longer see any difference from ordinary people.

This is all done by her strong learning ability.Li Bai is indeed outstanding in every way.It's just that the outstanding personal force has covered up other lights.Of course, now that Yang Jia knew about her experience, she felt that Li Bai's own clumsiness might also be behind it.

Bai Ting said that Li Bai didn't care, but Yang Jia didn't think so.

From her narration, it can be clearly heard that she resents and dislikes everything behind her. She has already seen through the thoughts of these people, and may even have secretly planned to break away from them, but it is not yet possible. , so lead but not send.

At this time, Yang Jia could no longer take care of her own emotional problems.If she knew that Li Bai would say these things, she might not have mentioned this topic at all.Although it seemed that Li Bai was relieved of what happened in the past and didn't particularly care about it, it was not a pleasant experience after all.

"I'm the one who should say I'm sorry." Yang Jia said, "You are amazing, Li Bai. Really, I have never seen someone like you before, I..." She was a little confused, not knowing how to accurately express After expressing my emotions at the moment, I could only say in the end, "I'm sorry if my confession made you difficult."

Li Bai shook his head, telling Yang Jia these things was not to make her marvel or sympathize, what she wanted to say was, "I am an experimental subject. Moreover, I am a crippled experimental subject."

The Li family always thought that the experiment was a success and that Li Bai was a perfect work.There are no flaws except that her powerful ability cannot exist all the time.But Li Bai can control this ability independently, and even if this ability is not activated, it is very powerful, so it can make up for it.

Even this little deficiency will be beneficial when it comes to the outside world.After all, if Li Bai is so strong from the beginning to the end, it will naturally arouse other people's doubts and vigilance, after all, that kind of behavior is too "inhuman".And Li Bai's current state will make everyone feel that she is still a person, but her strength is a little bit stronger, and after some kind of transformation, she has explosive power in a short period of time.It's much easier to accept that way.

But only Li Bai knew it was not.

Her biggest flaw comes not physically, but mentally.

It is difficult for her to see herself as a "human", and she rarely has "human" emotions.When she first left the laboratory and entered the army, she didn't even think that the comrades around her were her own kind, and she had no scruples in fighting, which resulted in no survivors in the entire team except her.

You know, that's just the most common task for recruits.If it wasn't for the Li family's strong suppression of this matter, this would be enough for Li Bai to leave the army.

But Li Bai is very smart.She didn't know it at first, but she soon realized from the reactions of the people around her that what she did was wrong, at least not in line with the requirements of these people.Then she began to imitate and learn carefully, and then gradually behaved more and more like a person.

But a year later, she had her own regular team, not to mention getting along well with the team members, at least there was no problem in cooperating with them.

Probably because this period of time is too short, even ordinary people need such a long period of time to adapt after enlisting in the army, so even if she had a little abnormality, after all, she grew up in a laboratory, and this kind of fluctuation is normal , so it did not attract the attention of the above.

"But in fact, until now, it is difficult for me to feel the emotions you mentioned. I know about emotions, and I can also speculate on a person's current emotions from his performance, and then simulate them. But it is only Imitation." Li Bai looked into Yang Jia's eyes and said.

Although she didn't say the following words, Yang Jia already understood.She can learn and simulate many emotions, but it is difficult to simulate love.Or, even if she could, she didn't have to, or didn't want to fool herself about it.

That's why she said no sorry, it didn't even have anything to do with emotions like liking it or not, it was never possible at all.

This answer was completely beyond Yang Jia's expectations, but it was indeed reasonable, because Li Bai's situation was indeed very special.

But... After Yang Jia listened to her explanation, instead of falling into depression or depression, she faintly became excited.She asked Li Bai, "No one else knows about this?"

Li Bai nodded.

Yang Jia suppressed her emotions, walked a few steps forward, jumped up and sat down on the railing, leaning her back against the pillar and looked at her, "Look, Li Bai, why did you tell me this?"

Li Bai also couldn't explain this question clearly, but at that moment, he didn't want to see the disappointment on Yang Jia's face, so he wanted to explain it clearly to her.Her refusal was not because she was unwilling, but because she couldn't.But... why explain?

If you don't care, why did you tell Yang Jia all this?

"Do you really have no feelings at all? No." Yang Jia turned sideways slightly, and pressed her face, which was a little hot with excitement, against the pillar. The cold feeling made her thoughts clearer, "No matter what it is The reason, you are willing to say these words to me, this is a kind of concern, isn't it?"

If Li Bai is really like what she said, the emotional world is a desert, and she doesn't understand any emotions, then she won't tell this matter after she confessed.After all, for Li Bai, this is a secret that involves his own safety.

So Yang Jia felt that she might be indifferent, but it was definitely not that she had no feeling at all.

Seeing doubts on Li Bai's face, she said again, "Let's put it this way, have you ever had a very strong expectation for someone or something, and even prompted you to make changes for it?"

"I..." Li Bai paused slightly, and said, "I want to know what you are going to do and what step you can achieve."

Perhaps it was because Li Bai's tone was too serious and solemn.So much so that the content was obviously nothing special, but when Yang Jia heard her say this, she suddenly had the illusion that she was being confessed, which made her cheeks burn, and even her heartbeat stalled slightly.

Although Yang Jia also felt narcissistically that she should have some influence over Li Bai, and Bai Ting had said similar things before, but when she really heard Li Bai say it, she felt completely different.

At this moment, Yang Jia had a lot of thoughts in his mind, and seemed to have a lot to say in his heart, but he couldn't figure out a specific clue, and didn't know where to start.

Finally, she sighed and looked up to the sky.

There is no moon tonight, and the stars all over the sky are dotted gently in the sky, turning the night into a beautiful and blurred dreamland.

Under the starlight, Yang Jia said softly, "Li Bai, let's exchange secrets."

Of course, this sentence is not so much for Li Bai to hear, as it is for himself.Because Li Bai's secret has been told to herself, and Yang Jia... now she understands how the ancients came to have the idea of ​​repaying one's body with love. Li Bai's frankness made her feel that if she couldn't return the same To be honest, I have let down this affection that is still in ignorance.

Even after finishing speaking, it will be beyond redemption.

"Haven't you been watching me?" she said. "What conclusion have you come to?"

Li Bai has been observing Yang Jia, both of them are very clear about this, but before that, they pretended nothing happened.At this moment, Yang Jia didn't feel embarrassed when he said it.Li Bai stepped forward and sat down beside Yang Jia, then turned his head and asked her, "You are not a real NPC, are you?"

Sure enough, it hit the nail on the head, Yang Jia took a deep breath, "Yes."

She didn't intend to ask Li Bai to continue talking, so as not to lose the courage she had finally brought up, she simply said, "I'm not a real NPC, I'm just an NPC. As you know, it's just a ball... Data. I don’t know why I am suddenly different from other data. Anyway, one day, I met you, and then suddenly realized that the world I live in is just a game. The absurdity of this story is not It’s no less than your background, isn’t it?”

Li Bai knew very well how many doubts Yang Jia had, but the answer was indeed beyond her expectation.Even with the current technology, the ability of computers has far surpassed that of the human brain, and it is called "intelligent brain", but the concept of "artificial intelligence" still only exists in the imagination of scientists.

As a result, she was caught off guard by one.

After being silent for a while, Li Bai said sincerely, "You are better than me."

Yang Jia smiled, "No, I'm just tossing around. For a long time, I didn't know what I wanted. I just didn't want to be reconciled and wanted to make a change. This idea is a bit ignorant, you say I want to see where I'm going, but I don't really know myself."

Li Bai hesitated whether to comfort her, because Yang Jia's current state seemed... very confused.

But before she stretched out her hand, Yang Jia had already turned her head and smiled at her, "However, Li Bai, I think we are a perfect match. One has a human body, but can hardly feel emotions; One is just a bunch of data, but suddenly there are human emotions, anger, sorrow, joy, greed, anger, and ignorance." She finally concluded, "They are not human, but they all want to live like human beings."

The author has something to say: catch bugs.This author may have a deep love for Yang Jia...

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