i have always liked you

The things on the Internet didn't actually affect the two of us, so we went shopping again, and returned to my house after dinner.

Xu Ci sat on the sofa, I turned on the TV, it was prime time, and I pressed to the movie channel.

It is a foreign sci-fi movie. I watched it once before. After watching it, I probably feel that the male lead is very handsome. This movie does not involve love, it is just a simple sci-fi movie about teenagers growing up.

I sat next to Xu Ci, she rested her head on my shoulder and played with her mobile phone, I looked down, she was chatting on WeChat, typing with her fingertips.

I peeled an orange and handed a piece to her lips. She bit it down and kept replying to others.

Xu Ci finished biting the orange, "Many of my friends are sending me messages to ask about the situation."

"Then how did you answer?" My WeChat is very quiet. After all, there are not many people who add it. People with better friendships, such as Li Songning, have already known about it, and the few former high school classmates generally would not choose to ask. Me, the sense of distance is there.

"It's very simple, just tell the truth, and they all know about it." I handed her another orange, and she shook her head, "No more."

"Okay." I put it into my mouth, and in the next second, Xu Ci pressed my shoulder, rolled over my face, and kissed my lips.

She rolled the orange away like this, then leaned on my shoulder with the orange in her mouth and continued to chat on WeChat.

I:"……"

I rubbed my face against her soft hair, looked at the blue eyes of the hero in the movie, "It's the second time."

"Second what?"

"It's the second time I've eaten oranges like this." I said out while hiding my embarrassment.

"Huh?" She was surprised, "Does that count? Didn't you eat it that time? All I tasted was juice."

I:"……"

She put down her phone, raised her head, stroked her own hair, and said with a smile, "The one in your mouth tastes better."

I couldn't help blushing: "What are you doing? You're playing hooligans, classmate Xu Ci."

Xu Ci put her slightly cool hand on my face and caressed it gently, her eyes were so gentle that they could melt into water.

"I didn't." She pursed her lips in denial.

I held her hand, holding back a smile: "Don't block me from watching the movie, the male lead's most handsome time is coming soon."

After hearing this, Xu Ci frowned, and simply sat astride my lap, or half-kneeling, with his feet outside the sofa.

I was stunned: "...hallo?"

She pushed my hair back, and then wrapped it around my neck. I was afraid that she would fall, so I put my arms around her waist.

"Does the male protagonist look as good as me?" She was taller than me now, and asked aggrievedly with downcast eyes.

"Yes..." I couldn't help teasing her again.

"Ke Xiaoyu." Xu Ci lowered his head slightly and bit my chin, "You will lose me like this."

I hugged her tighter. After all, the tea table was behind her, and it would be very bad if she fell down and knocked.

I looked at her face and knowingly asked, "Really?"

Alas, I'm so naive, I can't help complaining about myself.

Xu Ci lowered his head, put his lips on my forehead, and said softly: "Idiot, of course it's fake."

After finishing speaking, she tilted her head slightly and pressed my lips again, pressing me back. This time the kiss was different from the previous ones, a bit domineering. She sucked my lips and pried open my teeth again, her mouth was full. I entered her territory, and her wet and soft tongue played freely in it. I put my hands on the sofa to prevent me from slipping down.

It was hard to breathe again, and when it was over, she gasped lightly with her forehead against mine, then kissed me again, got off me and sat on the side.

"I just thought..." Xu Ci said in a low voice, "Xiaoxiao, you look delicious."

"what?"

"Well, it's really delicious." She licked her rosy lips, like a satisfied cat, the corners of her mouth curled up.

I blushed and didn't know what to say.

She continued to pick up her mobile phone and chat on WeChat. After a while, I stood up and rubbed the top of her hair, "I'm going to take a shower first, I have an early rest tonight, and I have to do my homework tomorrow, so go back to school early. "

"Tsk." She took my hand and said with squinted eyes, "I don't have homework."

I raised the corner of my mouth: "It's amazing."

After I showered and dried my hair, I sat on the head of the bed.

Xu Ci was taking a bath, and the sound of splashing water reached my ears.

My Weibo comments are displayed on the mobile phone page. The one that I reposted Xu Ci today, I didn't expect that there are almost [-] comments.

I picked a few pleasing replies, um, all of these pleasing comments are blessing me and Xu Ci.

I blocked and deleted all the cursing comments in the front row. I am not a generous person. I have to leave your comments here even if you say it is disgusting.

There are many private messages, but I didn't read them.

By the way, I haven't watched the video of my singing yet.

The marketing account I followed on the homepage was turning, so I clicked on it by the way.

After watching for less than ten seconds, I returned.

God... can you give me another chance, I feel a little ashamed looking at myself in the video now.

I simply clicked on Hot Search to read celebrity gossip.

After a few minutes, WeChat reminded me that there was a new message.

I clicked on it, and it was from Ke Huansheng.

She asked: After thinking about it, I still think you have the right to know the facts, so do you want to listen?

The news came a bit suddenly, but I was instructed by my heart, and I replied: Yes.

To listen, I want to know, I want to know why.

What is the truth that I have kept in my heart for so many years?

Within a few seconds, Ke Huansheng dialed me, and I answered, looking at the white quilt with my eyes, and holding it tightly with the other hand.

I was nervous and a little excited.

It was as if something was finally about to break out of its shell.

"Ke Xiaoyu." She called me, her voice was flat, "Did you complain about them?"

They refer to parents.

Complain?Have it?There are...but that was just before, and now I don't know how to do it anymore, because I'm used to it.

I honestly said, "I have."

Ke Huansheng smiled on the other end of the phone, "It's not just you, I also complained about why they couldn't let go."

I lowered my head and said oh, not knowing how to answer.

"Where's Xu Ci?" She asked again.

"In the shower."

"Well," she said, "you like her a lot."

"Um."

"She likes you very much too. She told her about you yesterday, and she loves you all the time."

"Ang." I picked at the quilt, not knowing what she was doing with these things.

Ke Huan's voice stopped for a few seconds before she spoke slowly, "Do you know why you get sick easily?"

"do not know."

"Because you were born prematurely, you are in poor health. When your mother was pregnant with you, she accidentally fell."

"Hmm..." I murmured, "That's it."

"Then..." I heard her taking a deep breath, and after a while, "then... At that time, my father was on a business trip, and it was my grandparents and my aunt who was in high school who sent my mother to the hospital, and I followed ."

I wondered: "Grandpa and grandma? Little aunt?"

I never met my grandparents, and I didn't even know my little aunt existed.

"You haven't seen it." She suppressed her voice, "It rained heavily that day, and there was a car accident."

My heart was already surging, with a trembling voice, "So..."

"Only my mother and I were protected by them and survived."

"Speaking of which, my aunt still chose our name."

I lowered my eyes, blinked my eyelashes, and my eyes were sore.

She said: "So Mom and Dad can't face you, and they will think of them when they see you. Your birth has carried too much, even though it is not your fault."

She said: "In the past few years, they often went out and didn't go home. It was because the root cause of the disease was left when the mother gave birth to you, and she had been outside for treatment, and she would not show it in front of you."

My tears fell on my hands, I didn't think about these reasons.

I have a nasal voice and I say, "I'm sorry..."

Ke Huan laughed, "What's wrong with you?"

I bent my knees, covered my eyes, and buried my head in the quilt.

Ke Huansheng continued: "It's us who should say sorry. I was six years old when you were born. This incident left a deep impression on me. I can't forget it anyway. So my attitude towards you is not good."

She said: "I used to think it was your fault. If it wasn't for you, how could they leave, and almost because of you, my mother also left, so I secretly let you get used to being alone, as a punishment for you."

She said: "But you are right, so I should say sorry to you, I was so naive before."

I whimpered, "Don't...don't say sorry."

I can't get the whole sentence out of my head.

She laughed again, "Mom and Dad actually like you very much, and they were very happy when they were pregnant with you, but they can't help it... and it's not because of you, so there is no so-called forgiveness. Dad always tells me that when I see you, I will I will think of them, and even dream at night, so I am determined to see you less and talk to you less."

She said: "Let me take pictures of you, and I can see you when you are away. I was taught by them to take good care of my sister since I was a child. If you are not in good health, take you to exercise more. Let me study hard and be your sister." example."

I heard the sound of the bathroom door opening, but I didn't look up.

I can't speak anymore.

I heard Xu Ci calling me worriedly: "Smile."

Ke Huansheng said on the phone: "Okay, that's all, you and Xu Ci should go to bed early, and go back to school tomorrow to be safe."

She hangs up.

She understated the whole process, but it had a big impact on me.

After a few seconds, I powerlessly put down my hand.

The bed sank a little, Xu Ci half-kneeled in front of me, held my face and wiped my tears with a tissue.

Her face was blurred in my eyes, and I could only feel the heat still on her hands.

After a while, I hugged her waist, sobbing in her arms.

She silently touched my head, patted my back, and comforted me.

I gradually calmed down, and I heard Xu Ci ask softly: "Are you okay?"

I nodded and let her go, the area around her waist already wet with my tears.

"Sister Ke called?" She asked hesitantly.

"Hmm." I wiped my eyes.

Xu Ci reached out and hugged me, and I grabbed her arm, so that I felt a little safe.

She hadn't blown her hair yet, she was wearing a turban but still had water running down her neck.

I said, "Dry your hair." The nasal voice was still very strong.

Xu Ci said after a while: "Okay."

I hugged my knees silently with my eyes closed, and the sound of the hair dryer in the room was whistling.

After drying her hair, she got into bed and sat next to me.

Then she took me into her arms, and I couldn't help my eyes dry up, and I felt very sad in my heart, thinking that they couldn't face me peacefully, I can understand it.

After a while, I lay on my back and pulled the quilt over.

"Good night."

I may not be able to sleep all night tonight.

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Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa whoa!!!!

so sad

There is no status when writing this chapter

Sorry

There is no so-called mystery of life experience

But also... well, dog blood