i have always liked you

Today is already the 25th, and on the 28th our school will have a May Day holiday, so... When did Xu Ci say that her parents wanted to see me?

Also, the trip we had planned before was ruined like this, and Xu Ci said that when we came back on Monday, it was already the day of vacation.

The phone has been hung up, I squeezed the phone, and pulled a piece of paper with the other hand to wipe the sweat from my forehead.

Li Songning opened the door, saw me like this, then patted my shoulder, and asked worriedly, "What's wrong, Xiaoyu?"

I shook my head lightly, my thoughts were in a mess, "No...it's nothing."

Then I showered and went to bed.

What is more terrifying than the unknown?

It's gone.

I felt terrified and uneasy, and my whole body was a little flustered.

Although in the eyes of others, I should be the type of child belonging to other people's family, but with the appearance of Xu Ci's father that day, what outstanding person has I not seen?Whether male or female, there are countless people better than me.

So, in their eyes, I... I'm just a girl who is still a freshman with decent grades.

And, the main reason is because of gender... right?

If I were a boy, would her parents not actually think of seeing me so early?

From the tone of Xu Ci's mother, if Xu Ci falls in love, she must be happy to see it come true, and it's normal for young people to fall in love, so it's definitely not so fast to meet their parents.

Ah... so what should I do?

Anyway, I won't give up, and I won't agree if I persuade you to divide.

But the more I think about it, the more I feel lost. Xu Ci and I have reached the first test. If we can't pass this test, what will happen next?What should I do next?

Only then did I really feel what Zhou Ting said was not easy.

And I'm all passive now.

Forget it, don't continue to mourn, have faith.

I regained my energy and thought about what I should say if we met at that time.

After a few days of no contact, it was Friday, the May Day holiday, two days on the weekend and next Monday.

Next Monday, next Monday I can see Xu Ci.

After the four classes in the morning, I went back to the dormitory, carried a schoolbag on my back, and went to the school gate to take the bus.

Ke Huansheng called me and said that my parents would be at home today and would go on a trip tomorrow, so I had to go back today.

Although I didn't intend to go home at first, I thought it would be good if I could tell them something during this time, or let the family know about Xu Ci's existence.

I have imagined their reaction, maybe I will be a little surprised, maybe... I will disagree?

Forget about them, I, Ke Xiaoyu, don't care about their opinions.

Lin Xi won't be going home this time, and his family will drive to a neighboring province for three days, so I'm the only one.

At dusk, I returned home.

I changed my shoes at the entrance and entered the house.

On the sofa in the living room, my mother was watching a drama with a tablet in her hand, laughing out loud.

Ke Huansheng was looking at his phone with a cold look.

I took off my schoolbag and held it in my hand, calling them.

"mom."

"sister."

My mother raised her eyes and smiled at me, "Xiaoyu is back."

Her smile was the same as last time, anyway, the smile in her eyes never seemed to reach her eyes.

"Yeah." I said, "Where's Dad?"

"In the study." Ke Huansheng replied without emotion, so is it only in front of Wu Jing's brother-in-law that he has a gentle look?

I nodded, "Okay, then I'll go to the bedroom to put my schoolbag."

They didn't talk anymore, and my mother laughed out loud again, not knowing what drama she was watching.

Fortunately, I'm used to it.

Look, it doesn't feel like a family at all, coming home feels like being at the North Pole.

For me, going home is actually a place to sleep, which is not even as warm as the dormitory.

I changed into home clothes in the bedroom, put my schoolbag on the desk, then lay on the bed, took the bear and hugged it.

In the past few days, I have thought a lot.

The state of class is also a bit trance, which I can no longer control.

To hell with the so-called calmness.

I closed my eyes, and thought of when Xu Ci kissed me for the first time, she said, girls should not close their eyes.

miss her.

Miss her face, her kisses, her temperature, everything about her.

I opened my eyes, raised the little bear in my hand, and asked it stupidly again, "Do you think her parents will accept me?"

When I was in school, I asked about my pen, my book, and my desk like this. Zhou Ting looked at me and was startled, and asked me if I had been lowered.

I gently pressed the bear's head, and then nodded down.

I grinned reluctantly, "Okay, you nodded."

I threatened it, "If you don't accept me, then... I will put you in the closet, you will live a life of darkness, I will never want you to lie on my bed again, and I will never hold you again ."

Then I pressed down on its head again, like a naive child.

This kind of self-comfort made me feel endless sadness and helplessness. I sighed and looked at the ceiling.

When I came back from the Ching Ming Festival last time, I just realized that I fell in love with Xu Ci.

This time when I came back from May Day, I was already with her, maybe... we are about to face a separation.

No, no, no, I shook my head wildly, I won't say goodbye, I won't, I won't, I won't.

I repeated these three words to myself, brainwashing myself like a demon.

After a while, I went to the living room.

Ke Huansheng was still in the same posture, unchanged.

And there was my dad on the sofa.

What kind of person is my father in my impression?That probably means being as gentle as a loving father and as indifferent as a stranger.

The former is for my sister and the latter is for me.

For example, now, wearing glasses and peeling an apple in his hand, some wrinkles on his face piled up, and he said to Ke Huan with a smile, "This apple is so sweet, you must eat it when Dad peels it for you."

Never said anything like that to me.

I sat down on the little couch at the far end and called him, "Dad."

"Yeah." He responded, his hands moving non-stop.

Then there is no more.

A family is not like a family.

I looked at the clock on the wall, it was seven o'clock.

Just now, I thought, just now.

I took a few deep breaths, and Ke Huan gave me a squinting look, "What's the matter?"

I nodded.

"Let's talk." My dad cut an apple for her, and another piece for my mom.

My heart was pounding, and my fingertips couldn't help trembling.

I said, "I'm...in love."

Ke Huansheng got up when he heard the words, and went to get a glass of water, "It's good."

My dad nodded, and my mom nodded, but didn't speak.

I just said, "It's a girl."

My parents just nodded again, there was no other reaction, and they didn't look at me.

I:……

Ke Huansheng drank the water and asked, "How is she?"

I put my hands on my knees and sat up straight, "Very...very good."

Ke Huansheng sat back on the sofa again, took an orange and peeled it, "Yeah."

……

Wouldn't you be surprised?Won't there be anything else to say?

I really admire my family, I kind of want to open a post, the title of the post is [Shocked! Come out to the family, family...]

So I shouldn't have any illusions about them, they don't even bother to give me some basic reactions.

The living room was quiet again, and after a while, the doorbell rang.

"Get takeaway." Ke Huan told me in a loud voice.

I nodded obediently, and then opened the door.

Odd families, I grew up thinking so.

Really, no one is weirder than my family, right?

In the evening, after dinner, I washed my hair, took a shower, and went back to the bedroom to dry my hair.

When it was about to dry, Ke Huansheng came in.

I put down the hair dryer in my hand, "Sister."

She sat beside my bed, and gave me a rare smile, "I guessed that you were in love last time, but I didn't expect it to be a girl."

"Yeah." I just nodded in a daze.

When I was young, I spent more time alone with her. After all, she was just six years older than me, and she just graduated from high school when I graduated from elementary school.

After junior high school, the number of times two people talked together in the room like this was rare.

Ke Huansheng is my own elder sister. Based on the comparison with my parents, she is already very kind to me.

It was dark outside the window, and the room was silent.

I've been depressed and depressed for days.

I struggled, wondering if I should ask that question now.

It's a question that's been on my mind for years.

After a while.

Ke Huansheng glanced at me again, and said those three words again, "What's the matter?"

I squeezed my fingers, not daring to look at her, "Sister."

She said lightly, "Yeah."

"Why..." My eyes became hot, and the ground was already blurred in my eyes, "Why are parents..."

I can't go on, but I know she must understand what I mean.

Why do my parents see me no different from ordinary people, as if I am not their child.

"Want to know?"

I nodded and two tears fell.

"Let's not know," she said. "The truth is covered up for a reason."

Sure enough, is there a reason?

That's right, how can there be any parents in the world who have no feelings for their children for no reason?

Like, living together makes it hard for them to breathe, so every time I come back, they choose not to be home.

But this time I really want to know the answer, I have been confused for so many years.

I looked at her, with an almost begging tone, "Tell me, sister..."

Ke Huansheng stood up, returned to his cold look, and frowned, "Don't ask, just ask Mianbi for another three hours."

I lowered my eyes dejectedly and stopped talking.

Maybe it's because of too much pressure recently, at night, I had that dream again.

In the dream, Xu Ci was holding my hand, holding it, she smiled and said: "Xiaoxiao, you are waiting for me here, I will go buy something for you."

I said yes, and then Xu Ci let me go.

Then the scenery around me suddenly changed, making me dizzy, and when I opened my eyes in the dream, I was already in a precarious situation.

There was only me there, I was drenched in the rain, I was blown by the wind, I was holding the puppet alone, and I was waiting for her.

I don't know how long I waited, Xu Ci finally came back, she hugged me tightly, "I'm here."

This "I'm here" reminded me of the day she ate hot pot, she said the same thing.

Not surprisingly, I woke up from the dream with tears still seeping from the corners of my eyes, which wet the pillow.

Not surprisingly, I had a high fever again. I touched my hot forehead and smiled wryly.

miss her.

The sky outside has turned pale, and it is already early morning.

The phone suddenly vibrated twice, there was a text message, I took it.

Unlocking, the bright light of the screen made me a little uncomfortable, and I was dizzy and even more confused.

I took a while to watch.

It was sent from a string of unfamiliar numbers, and I suddenly forgot to breathe while looking at the content of the text message.

【You should still be sleeping, smile, I'm off to find you. 】

【Are you surprised~】

Then send one.

[Forgot to say, I miss you so much. 】

The author has something to say:

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By the way, does this article make you feel sad? ? ?

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The so-called meeting parents in the last chapter

Unexpectedly, it was Xu Ci who met Xiao Ke's sister first, right? 23333

The reason for Xiao Ke's family needs to be explained clearly~

(This chapter is updated in advance again)

(emmmm four hours ahead)

(press palms together)