i have always liked you

I have met Xu Ci's father.

Last Thursday, the day Xu Ci came home, I helped her go downstairs.

He was waiting for Xu Ci downstairs.

The middle-aged man had a handsome face, serious expression, and worried face, then took Xu Ci and thanked me, "Thank you, little classmate, Xiao Ci troubled you at school."

Although he seems to belong to the kind of strict father, and looks like a successful person, his voice is very calm, but his tone is very sincere.

I looked at Xu Ci, I was a little nervous to face her father, and then I said, "You're welcome, uncle, this is what I should do." This is exactly the same as what I said when I was a young pioneer wearing a red scarf.

Xu Ci's eyes were still wet. She hugged me and cried for a long time before going downstairs.

Then Dad Xu smiled and said, "Then you go up, we can't delay your nap."

I froze for a moment, what this meant was that they were leaving soon.

Then I nodded and said to them, "Then... goodbye uncle, goodbye Xu Ci."

Xu Ci waved to me tearfully, and her father said goodbye to me politely.

This was the first time I met Xu Ci's father.

So, I went upstairs.

So, until now I have not seen Xu Ci again.

I mean, real people, the ones standing in front of me, not selfies.

Zhou Ting patted my shoulder, sighed, and said nothing.

I braced myself up, smiled, and asked her, "Why are you sighing?"

"It's just...it's not easy for you, whether it's now or in the future."

I didn't answer, and looked up at the sky.

In fact, so far, I haven't found it difficult.

I don't know if it's the innocence given to me by my age or the things I've experienced since I was a child are relatively simple, and I haven't encountered any particularly difficult times, so I think it's not so painful.

At least, after seeing so many examples on the Internet, my feelings at this stage are indeed not painful.

It won't be forever.

Tonight is also a dark night sky without a single star.

But what can I do now?

to her house?Will he be evicted?

Why wait?I don't know how long it will take.

I looked at Zhou Ting, "Zhou Ting, do you know their address?"

Zhou Ting was taken aback, and patted his heart, "I'll go, big sister, are you going to rob someone?"

"...No." I shook my head speechlessly.

I would like to, but this is not the most suitable way for her or me at present.

I have to wait for an opportunity, so it will never be now.

"Then why do you want the address?" Zhou Ting was puzzled, and then said a little annoyed, "But their family just moved into a new place a while ago, and I haven't been there yet, so I don't know the address."

"...Okay." I lowered my head, then I can still ask Teacher Xiao, maybe she knows.

Zhou Ting scratched his hair again, and said a little anxiously, "But I can ask Aunt Qin, how about you, Aunt Qin is going to visit her tomorrow, and when it's over, I'll ask her about her attitude and what Xu Ci is doing now." situation, then you can think about what to do."

I nodded and said yes, that's what I planned too, at least I need to know more information.

I went back to the dormitory and sat down in a daze, only to find that I was covered with a lot of cold sweat.

Li Songning and Deng Qi asked me what was wrong with concern, I waved my hands and forced a smile to show that it was nothing.

After taking a shower and going to bed, I turned on my mobile phone and sent Xu Ci a message. I wanted to send her a lot of messages, but all I could say was "I miss you".

Although she will not reply me in a short time.

Regarding coming out, since I was with Xu Ci, I have understood a little bit. I don’t know whether Xu Ci is active or passive, but it doesn’t matter. It’s the same for me. Sooner or later, I have to face it. .

As long as I don't separate from her.

I just... just felt a little bit too sudden, caught me off guard, and I wasn't prepared for anything.

Besides, she is stuck at home now, and I can't contact her at all.

Alone?I thought of this idiom.

But it seems to be a lot of exaggeration, after all, her father will definitely not treat her badly.

Also, if I want her home number, I can ask Teacher Xiao, but if I call it rashly like this, it will definitely give people a bad impression.

I sighed, this is the first time I have encountered this in my life, and I actually don’t know what to do, let’s take it one step at a time, it’s best if it can be accepted.

I dug out the photos she sent me before, there were about nine of them.

The angles of each picture are different, but all of them are equally good-looking, some with closed eyes, some with closed mouth, some with pitiful expressions, and some with complacent expressions, some with side faces, and some with frontal faces.

I watched it over and over again for a long time, trying to completely imprint every feature of her in my mind.

I didn't close the album until my eyes hurt.

Then I slowed down for a while, clicked on Weibo again, and went to her homepage. She also posted a Weibo yesterday afternoon.

Small words: I want to see you in the next second

Xu Ci told me that ever since I interacted with each other, he likes to send some hypocritical texts.

She said she couldn't control herself, and she didn't expect that she would be so hypocritical, she hoped that I could see it, and she also hoped that I couldn't see it.

I laughed at her, then hugged her and rubbed her shoulder.

All these memories that seemed to be still yesterday were poured into my head again. I let my thoughts go and let it think everywhere. Thinking of the sore corners of my eyes, I rubbed my eyes.

After a while, I clicked on the comment.

There are more than 300 comments below. Many people are lamenting that they ate a mouthful of dog food, some said that they did not expect that she was already in a relationship, and some people asked her if she took selfies.

I raised the corners of my mouth and took selfies. I have nine selfies. Hmph, what do you want?Think beautifully.

But having said that, I didn't comment on her Weibo yesterday.

Now I click forward, with two words: I also

I also want to see you in the next second.

The next day, I was absent-minded in class. The longer the time passed, the more I thought about it.

How is Xu Ci doing now?Did her father murder her?Or...are you struggling to follow me...?

I didn't dare to think about those two words, just assuming that I was a little out of breath.

And I can't doubt Xu Ci.

I have always felt that I don't pay much attention to feelings, but I didn't expect that I only value other people.

For me, Xu Ci has already become the most important one.

The most important one, I thought about these seven words repeatedly in my heart, and then I showed a bitter and sweet smile.