i have always liked you

I failed to fall asleep again.

The lights in the dormitory had been turned off a long time ago. I stood up sideways and picked up the phone next to my pillow to unlock it. The brightness of the screen flickered inadvertently. I turned it down a little and slowly got used to it.

I looked at the time, it was past two o'clock.

Xu Ci has already slept, I guess, because she has a very regular schedule.

I clicked on the WeChat chat dialog box with her, and it showed [Yesterday 23:37], which is the time for us to say good night to each other.

I looked at a page of our back and forth and grinned good night.

Swipe the interface up to the top, start from the first one, flip through our previous chat records, and then read all the way down, without feeling sleepy.

But looking at her made me feel sorry for her.

She said that she asked me to chat on WeChat because the chat records were too empty, and she wanted to record more.

Thinking back, during the military training, she was the one who reached out her hand, and she also took the initiative to ask me for Q/Q. The first sentence was also: I think the chat history is too much hahaha, my reply seems to be: oh

Thinking of this, I:  …

I really want to beat up my former self, is this how you treat your future girlfriend?Mad.

Then I keep scrolling down.

She said Ke Xiaoyu, you are so cute.

She said she wanted to change the note Schweine for you.

She said that I won't call you Ke Xiaoyu anymore, so don't call me by my name, okay?

She said she just missed you.

she says......

I read it all the way down to the last one where she said good night tonight.

She took the initiative in everything, but I didn't notice it at all, so I closed my eyes.

How stupid am I?Obviously Xu Ci said this when the semester started. The person I like first met when I was reporting. No parent was alone with a schoolbag and luggage. The chat records of the previous few days also said that the first time I saw me I was alone with my luggage and my schoolbag.

If I said it just once, I wouldn't think it was me, but she said almost exactly the same thing the second time, and I didn't realize it yet.

I buried my head in the pillow in frustration, wanting to write the word "fool" on my forehead, what a fool.

After a while, to get rid of the sadness in my heart, it was almost three o'clock, and I clicked on Weibo again.

When Lin Xi called me, I had more than 400 followers on Weibo, and now I have more than 900 and almost 1000, and the number of comments on that Weibo has exceeded [-].

I:......

Forget it, don't look at me.

I clicked on Xu Ci's homepage again, and her growth rate was even more frightening, and now she has more than 5000 fans.

Xu Ci’s microblog doesn’t contain photos, I’ve checked it out before, and at most I can show a pair of hands.

Then the latest [see you in the evening] has more than 2000 comments.

I opened it and read the previous comments.

I don't Hu Tu: ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah, Miss Xu Ci is asking to marry me 【Please marry me.JPG】

Tiantian is the best: online dating?The kind of [email protected] Ci Ci Ci y who committed suicide after breaking up

Yun by the river: Ma Ma [crying] I have met love!

There are too many bold comments like this, and I am in a bad mood.

Who told you to leave such a message to my girlfriend! Angry!

I can't help but want to leave a comment, but I don't know what to say, I can't just say that Xu Ci has me, and I can't just say that I am angry, it seems that I am stingy...

In the end, I decided to leave my face text: (ノ｀⊿)ノ

Then the comments flooded in.

......

I clicked back, and then I planned to read some gossip or complaints on the homepage.

In this position for so long, I flipped over and pulled the covers up.

But within a few seconds, I saw the number [1] in the comment notification.

At night, I set the message notification to only receive messages from people who follow me, and people who don’t follow me are just red dots. Of course, by the way, I set Xu Ci as special concern, which I forgot before.

I clicked, it was her.

Xiaoci replied to you: go to sleep~

Oh my god! It's still online! I'll switch to WeChat right away.

Me: haven't slept yet

My baby: can't sleep

me: me too

My treasure: laugh

Me: Well, I am

My treasure: I miss you~

Ah... I looked at the two characters and a punctuation mark, and I was almost giggling, feeling that the corners of my mouth were almost grinning to my ears.

I touched my face with my left hand, it was so hot, I turned the quilt up, covering it only to the waist, and then kicked my calf lightly, and my legs were much cooler.

I just replied to her: I can get up soon

Then you can see her.

"There are many ways to be happy, and the most direct way is to see you." I agree with this sentence, because I feel this way now.

Xu Ci: Ang, there is still a long time

Xu Ci: more than three hours

Xu Ci: Wronged Baba.JPG

I laughed, it's so cute! I bit my lip to resist the excitement of screaming, but I couldn't help laughing silently.

Me: what do you have for breakfast

My treasure: Is it still the siu mai shop?

I'm good

It’s not the same as before, but actually I’m a little... nervous, I haven’t gotten used to Xu Ci and I’m already in a relationship.

But when I looked at the note [My Treasure], I suddenly felt that I had a foresight. Thinking of this, I smiled and scolded myself, Ke Xiaoyu, you are really shameless.

Okay, just be shameless.

Anyway, she's mine.

Chatting with her like this will make me feel very at ease and happy, but after a while, my upper and lower eyelids were fighting. I couldn’t sleep well during the day yesterday, and she didn’t rest well, so I sent her a message.

Me: asleep

Me: go to sleep too

me: good night

my baby: good night

It was her last word again.

I held on and sent her another sentence.

Me: the last one is up to me

Me: good night~

Then the eyelids stopped struggling at all and lost consciousness.

Then I dreamed again.

The little girl in the dream was taken out by her family, and then she got lost and lost in the playground. She ran around holding the doll and crying for her parents and sisters, but no one paid attention to her. Looking at her indifferently, he didn't stop because of her crying.

The world is spinning, the day and night are changing in seconds, and she grew up in a short time. I watched her face become like mine now, but I still couldn't find my way home.

At a loss, helpless and desperate, a girl came over and stopped in front of "me". She was tall and thin, wearing a dress like a princess, and showed a bright and shy smile to "me". This smile is so charming, "I" stared blankly at her.

She said softly: Are you lost?

"I" nodded.

Then she stretched out her right hand: Come with me, I will take you away.

The present me in the dream looks at her, then puts my left hand in her palm, and holds the doll tightly with my right hand.

......

The sound of the alarm clock woke me up, and I woke up from my dream.

The girl's face coincided with Xu Ci's, which made me a little dazed for a moment, and I couldn't tell whether it was a dream or reality.

However, whether it is a dream or reality, it is her.

Li Songning and Deng Qi also just got up, and I also got out of bed to wash and tidy up.

In the morning, I was waiting for Xu Ci by the door of the dormitory. I slept really late last night, and I am still not very awake, and my eyes are sore and sore. I rubbed my eyes with my free hand.

Thinking that I would see Xu Ci again soon, my heart was full of joy, mixed with excitement and shyness, I took a deep breath, and then told myself not to be nervous, not to be nervous, not to be nervous...

After rubbing my eyes a little bit to soothe my tiredness, Xu Ci has already come to me.

White shirt, high-waisted jeans, high ponytail, refreshing and clean.

It seems like I haven't seen her in a skirt for a long time, but I think she looks good in whatever she wears, and I like everything.

May I ask if being infatuated with your own girlfriend is a disease?Waiting online, very urgent.

What else should I do?It's daytime now, even if the lights in the hallway of the dormitory are not on, but my cheeks are hot, will I be found when I go downstairs later?

Xu Ci coughed lightly, probably because of embarrassment, and then she said, "Let's go?"

I pursed my lips, not daring to look at her any more, and took the lead in walking, and then I realized that I was so stupid, I didn't know where the courage of last night went.

Xu Ci smiled and called me from behind: "Xiaoxiao."

I stopped and looked at her.

She came over, Xu Ci took my hand and squeezed it, smiling eyes curved: "Do your eyes hurt? I saw you rubbing your eyes just now."

I nodded slightly, my eyes were indeed sore.

Now someone was passing by in the aisle, and she pulled me aside, and said, "Close your eyes, and I'll rub them for you."

I closed my eyes obediently, and then I felt Xu Ci let go of my hand, and then put her fingertips on my eyes, it was cool and comfortable, and she moved gently.

It didn't take long before she said, "Okay."

I opened my eyes and looked at her, her hand seemed to have magic power, and I really felt that the soreness was almost gone.

Then I finally said my first words with her today.

I laughed: "I like you."

No matter how many times I say it, I won't get tired of it!

Xu Ci was stunned, blushed instantly, then turned his head: "Let's go, let's go."

I smiled and walked forward, holding her hand.

The author has something to say:

I think first night is a must write hhhhh

Because it is really easy to get excited to sleep 2333

Xiao Ke is very naive and pure, everything is done by instinct

Small words with a little more thought