i have always liked you

I froze, not knowing how to react.

"Can you not like others" means "you don't like others" right?

Then why did she say this?Will it make her feel sad if I like someone else?Is it just what Lin Xi said before, that I feel that others are not good enough for me.

Maybe.

Anyway, it must be different from my previous sadness, I thought in frustration.

I pursed my lips, regardless of my smile now: "What are you thinking?"

I don't know how to answer her question.

I want to say: "No, I just like you, and I won't like others."

But I sure can't tell.

There is no moon and no stars tonight, I looked up at the dark night sky, as if my feelings cannot be expressed, but the dark night can always wait until dawn, and I don't know if I can wait.

Maybe I can't wait, I lowered my eyes and looked at the ground in front of me.

After a few seconds, Xu Ci stretched out his hand to hold my head, stroked my face with his thumb, and made me face her.

Her eyes were already moist, glowing under the street lamp.

Her hands were still cold, and I really wanted to warm her up.

Then she heard her crying and asking, "What am I thinking?"

She smiled, a slightly bleak smile.

"All I think about is you." She said, "I like you, can't you really see that, Ke Xiaoyu?"

After finishing speaking, he put his hands down, lowered his head and covered his face, his shoulders shrugged slightly.

At this moment, I was completely stunned, as if someone had given me a fixation spell.

I don't have auditory hallucinations, do I?Xu Ci, she...likes me?

Is it the kind of liking I expected?or just...

She turned her head to look at me again, her face was full of tears, she had seen her cry several times since the beginning of school, but it was the first time that she cried so heartbreakingly.

Xu Ci continued: "You were the one who kept in mind the reports at the beginning of the school year. Later, I took the initiative to target you. You were the reason for crying, and you were the reason why I wanted to change for the better." She paused, "I like You've always been the only one."

My mind has gone blank, wait for me to slowly.

It feels like I have stopped breathing, and there is only one voice in my heart: not friendship, not friendship, not friendship.

Then I reacted dumbfounded: "That's it..."

......

Recently, these three words have been spoken too much, and they have almost become a mantra. After I finished speaking, I wanted to beat myself up, and my response was everything.

The corner of Xu Ci's mouth was bitter: "That's it."

Me: "But... isn't it a boy?"

I searched my memory, but it seems like she never said it was a boy.

Thinking of this, my heart fluctuated even more, as if I jumped from the bottom of the valley to the sky, excitement filled my mind, I could feel my body trembling slightly, and an emotion called joy spread from the top of my head to my feet. Fill my limbs with my blood.

The wind is no longer cold, I think it is warm.

The light is no longer dull, and I think it is also laughing.

The leaves next to it have been shaking, and I think it is clapping.

Everything around, in my opinion, is very beautiful.

So good that I actually thought it was an illusion.

I quietly pinched my thigh, it hurt, it was really not a hallucination!

Xu Ci looked down at the ground, her voice was still trembling slightly, she shook her head lightly: "It's not someone else, it's never been." After she finished speaking, she wiped her face with her hand, "I never thought I would like a girl, And originally, I didn't intend to say it so early, but I'm sorry, I..."

She choked up again: "I don't know what to do now... I've never liked anyone else. Every time I approached you last semester, I needed a lot of courage, but your attitude has always been cold.. ..."

I frowned, did I treat her like that before?If I could go back to when we first met, I would definitely give her the same enthusiasm, or even more.

"If I hadn't heard Lin Xi ask you whether to confess your love today, I would definitely not have said it so quickly." Xu Ci squeezed his fingers, looking nervous, "Since I have already said it, let me just finish it."

I opened my mouth and wanted to speak, but Xu Ci stopped me: "Don't speak for now, can you refuse after I finish speaking?"

I will not refuse you! How could I refuse you!

But I nodded and agreed to her.

Xu Ci still had tears on his face, and then smiled, this smile was even sadder.

She said: "This semester, before the start of school, I always asked Lin Xi when you will arrive at school, and I told her not to tell you, so you didn't post the time in the small group, I lied to you."

She said: "I know you don't have pierced ears, but I still gave you earrings because they were couples I went to buy, yes, I have the other pair here, because I look forward to someday maybe waiting for you to have pierced ears You can wear it, even if you don’t know the reason behind it.”

She said: "I want to live off-campus because I don't have to knock on the door to meet you every time I pass by your dormitory. It is said on the Internet that distance and time can change everything. I believe it, so I want to try it. Even though our classes are so close."

She said: "Girls in the class are sometimes very gossip. When I hear them say who and so like you, I will be very sad, and I am afraid that one day you will be with someone else."

She said: "And that night, when you fell down in front of me, I was really scared, afraid that something would happen to you."

She said: "I called a few days ago, when you said you have someone you like, I didn't know how to react at that moment."

She said, "You... just see me as a friend."

She said: "Ke Xiaoyu, what should I do? I really like you."

She said: "But what can I do? I have tried to control myself, but when I hosted at night, I was still very sad when I saw you lying on Chen Xing's shoulders. I was so sad that I couldn't breathe."

She said, "I'm sorry...to tell you in this situation..."

She said: "Sorry...maybe we won't be friends anymore after that."

Having said this, he stopped, Xu Ci was already sobbing.

Maybe there are many things she didn't say.

I got up and stood in front of her, my hands were shaking, and my heart was about to jump when I heard her say this.

The joy is that the person she likes is me, the guilt is that I never knew, the excitement is that she can say it, and the shame is that she has no guts.

But what is even more intoxicating is that the one I like really likes me too.

I imagined that if Xu Ci also liked me, it would be the biggest surprise in my life.

And now, the biggest surprise is sad in front of me.

I put my right hand on the top of her head, the soft touch of the hair tells me that I am really really really not dreaming now, all this is not an illusion, really not.

I squatted down slowly, brushed her hair away from her ears, and wiped her tears with my hands.

Just like that, with trembling hands slightly, he wiped her tears with a beating heart.

As I wiped my eyes, I also felt hot. In fact, when Xu Ci said those words, I couldn't bear it anymore.

I wrinkled my nose, tried to keep my voice steady, and called her: "Xu Ci."

Xu Ci didn't answer me, but looked at me with those eyes that made me feel really charming, which were full of tears, maybe what she saw of me now was blurred.

But it doesn't matter, as long as you can hear what I say.

I said, "I've never liked anyone before"

I said, "I didn't just see you as a friend either."

I raised the corner of my mouth: "So what can you do? You have no other way."

I laughed: "Of course you choose to be with me."

Her eyes widened, then she blinked, as if she didn't understand what I was saying.

This look is so cute, I said: "I like you too." I reached out and held her, "I like you very much."

I finally said it.

Just a few days ago, I was thinking of putting this "secret" in a box and keeping it sealed, but I didn't expect Xu Ci to open her now.

And just now, I thought the dawn of my relationship would never come.

I also shed tears, I know this is because of joy and excitement.

I heard me choked up and asked: "So, the person I like is you, do you want to be with me?"

Xu Ci's appearance may be exactly the same as when I first heard her say that she likes me, she has no movement, she is cute and cute.

I stood up, put my hand on top of her head again, and pressed down slightly for a nod.

I sniffed and smiled: "Okay, I'll take it as your consent."

How lucky, Xu Ci also likes me.

Really lucky! I wiped my tears with the back of my hand.

She wiped the tears from her eyes too, and then looked up at me.

I stand and she sits.

The eyes were too hot, my cheeks were hot, I couldn't help coughing lightly, I slightly turned my eyes away and looked away: "Don't look at me..."

I'm so shy, I feel confused by the way I pressed her head just now, can't I wait for her to recover and nod?You have to press it yourself, and what if she doesn't want to?

Oh yes, what if she doesn't want to! After all, there are many examples where people who like each other can't be together.

I looked at her again, and asked a little cautiously: "Ci Bao, you don't agree?"

Xu Ci chuckled, this was her first really happy smile tonight.

She said: "Ke Xiaoyu, I'm afraid you are not a fool."

......

Well, I am, really stupid, otherwise why didn't I see it?

She looked so cute now, as always, and I was naturally seduced by her, so I stood a little closer, my legs touching her knees.

I bent down uncontrollably, held her face with slightly trembling hands, and when she opened her eyes wide and didn't know what I was going to do, I kissed her cheek lightly, maybe within two seconds, I let go She stood up straight and turned around.

Thankfully it was at night, otherwise my red ears would have been seen.

And the taste of tears should be salty, but at the moment I don't think so.

How can it be sweeter than cotton candy?

I licked my lips and realized what I had just done after the kiss.

Ah... Am I being too proactive?We were just together just now...and I didn't ask for her consent...

It doesn't matter! It doesn't matter! This is my girlfriend, hello!

The barrage in my mind is [Xu Ci is my girlfriend] [My girlfriend is Xu Ci].

There was a voice coming from the lake. It turned out that the organizer of the competition had finally cleaned up and was going back to rest.

I sat down next to Xu Ci, very close, almost leg to leg.

After more than ten seconds, Xu Ci said, "Smile."

She called me that for the first time tonight, and I raised the corners of my mouth.

She said, "You just kissed me."

Me: ".......Yes." Maybe I should kiss longer.

"Am I in a dream now?" She looked at me and pinched the corner of my clothes.

"Yes."

I smiled and rubbed her face.

She grabbed my hand and smiled, and I laughed too.

"You liar," she said.

Yes, I just lied to her.

Because I also feel like I'm in a dream right now.

In fact, I still have a lot of things I want to tell her, but it doesn't matter, I'm not in a hurry.

We still have a future.

The author has something to say:

Xiao Ke is simply acting coquettishly!

For a moment, I couldn't tell who was more affected by the booming fire.

This chapter is also deleted and modified

I don't know how to write the most appropriate

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Anyway, we are together~

The next thing is Sentimental Love~

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Worry about writing crashes every day!

do not care!

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After tomorrow, it will be updated as usual at 13:13:13 noon~